love at the wrong age

Chapter 36 My Happiness Is Only For You
"I didn't tell you because I didn't want people to hurt him, because this is the courage I have survived for so many years, second uncle, forgive me, I can't do anything to my own son, and I can't see others hurt He, even though Chen Zihan is Xu Chenxuan's child, I have nothing to do with Xu Chenxuan, and I have cut off contact with him, second uncle." Chen Mo begged him, Chen Jingnan saw the sadness in Chen Mo's eyes, He sighed, turned and left.Chen Mo squatted on the ground, hugging his legs, Lin Haoyang just caught up and saw Chen Jingnan going down, he didn't expect Chen Jingnan to come so fast, Lin Haoyang was about to run up, only heard Chen Jingnan say leisurely: "Take care of that girl. " Lin Haoyang stared at Chen Jingnan's back in a daze, and knew that he didn't do anything to Chen Mo, and his heart sank.There is nothing left in her world, if even the person closest to her wants to hurt her.What courage does she have to persevere?
Lin Haoyang squatted on the ground when he saw Chen Mo.So he sat beside her and stayed with her without talking, at least he would let her know that he was not alone in her world, and gradually Lin Haoyang's eyes turned red.Chen Mo glanced at him, his eyes were full of doubts, "When you cry, I can't promise to make you laugh, but I can cry with you." A simple sentence touched Chen Mo's heart, and he ruthlessly buried his head in his arms.Lin Haoyang patted her on the back repeatedly.Lin Haoyang and Chen Mo were outside the door, and Chen Zihan was inside the door. Naturally, Chen Zihan also hid in the room crying after hearing what Chen Mo said.I never thought that I would fall so madly in love with a woman in my life, I really want to erase you from my memory.But I always think of you involuntarily. Every moment in the dream, every minute and second when I wake up, some people say: To love someone is to humble yourself to the dust and look up at the light of the other person. What Wang Zhao said was from the beginning to the present, I took off the mask for you, but, except for you, the world has noticed my humbleness, Lin Haoyang hugged her fiercely, this feeling is really good, say no Came out well.

She herself admits that she is a selfish woman, but really, since she met Lin Haoyang four years ago, she has never once thought about accepting Lin Haoyang, but Xu Chenxuan is always a knot in her heart, because she can't see him, So I can't forget, knowing that Xu Chenxuan came back later, she admitted that she was very happy because she met the man she had been thinking about day and night, but her hope was broken, his blame, his indifference, all deeply It hurt her deeply, until later, when he got engaged to Millie, he hurt him even more, and it hurt her heart severely, like the northwest wind, it hurts.Because she loved her, she doesn't want to give up, but, really, she really doesn't want to forget, at least she wants to grasp it once.But he didn't give her the slightest chance.Now, she has let go of most of her love, and let Lin Haoyang slowly obliterate the rest.

First love is the first blooming flower, rich and fragrant, which will make people recall for life, the sweetness and passion of first love.The fruit of early autumn when lovelorn.If you pick it immature, the taste is sour and bitter.

Xu Jin, Millie, have come to her, her opinion is still the same, it is impossible to give Xu Chenxuan a chance, she will not let go of her self-esteem, Xu Jin himself is holding her and Xu Chenxuan can develop again Get up, but Chen Mo refused to give Xu Chenxuan a chance, Xu Jin got anxious and said that if this is the case, then they have to find a way to get Chen Zihan back, Chen Mo just smiled and said it's funny, they won't do it.

Xu Chenxuan talked to Chen Mo several times, Chen Mo's attitude was very clear, it was impossible to give Chen Zihan to him, and then laid the groundwork for what happened later.

Wang Zhao came to see her that day, saying it was a meeting, Chen Mo deliberately avoided Wang Zhao, Wang Zhao seemed to know and said, just a short while.

Chen Mo agreed, and in the teahouse, Wang Zhao made a cup of tea and poured it in front of Chen Mo. Chen Mo said thank you.

"Do you know? It took me a lot of courage to come to see you today. At first, I deliberately stood in front of you and accused you, but now, all I have left is regret. I know, Millie and you What did you say, but, Chen Mo, I just want to make things clear today, I love you, I fell in love with you a long time ago, I fell in love with you before Xu Chenxuan and Lin Haoyang, the first time I saw you It was not in our classroom, but at the airport. That day, I saw you and three people beside you standing in the airport hall waiting for someone, dragging a big suitcase, and I noticed you at a glance. Judging from the back, you are You are so noble, your nobility is not made by those rich daughters who rely on clothes to dress up, but exudes from your bones. The girls I have come into contact with in the world since I was a child are all dressed up by clothes, but you are not. Later , in order to attract your attention, I bullied the boy who was with you again and again, because I was jealous, she could walk, eat and live with you, but I couldn't, later, that is You noticed me for the first time, come to our classroom, I cleaned it up severely. Slowly I watched you and Xu Chenxuan fall in love, I knew that Xu Chenxuan couldn't give you happiness, but I I don't have the courage to snatch you here, I'm afraid you will hate me, I'm afraid that after I tell you, we can't even be friends, I asked someone to send you a document, it's about Yang Qing, but I know that the information was not in your hands, and was robbed by Chen Xuan. Later, many things happened, and I was not by your side. I don’t want Haoyang to be so brave, so I can disappear for a few years, but I don’t want you to suffer, either. When I heard that you broke up with Xu Chenxuan, I wanted to find you. But Haoyang took the lead. Among the four of us, I was the most unlucky. Obviously I was the first to meet you, but I was the closest to you. The far one. If we were ten years older, at the airport, I would have rushed to confess to you. Now it is ten years later, but I am farther and farther away from you. Met the right one at the wrong time People. It’s always a mistake. Our love started at the wrong age.” I never knew that Wang Zhao would say this, but what he said, she didn’t know. If, maybe if it was true when we first met If she is ten years older, so many things will not happen. When she first met them, she was only 16 years old, but now she is 26.They are only two years older.Maybe it is really like what Wang Zhao said, love is at the wrong age.

"If we were ten years older at that time, we wouldn't have met each other, because all of this is predestined. The five of us would commit crimes and hurt each other." Chen Mo smiled bitterly, and Wang Zhao looked at her and smiled. , the corners of his mouth curled up happily, and he reached out to touch his wallet.The two sat for a while, and Wang Zhao took up the seat first, looked at Mo Mo and said, "Let me go first this time! Let you watch my back." After speaking, Wang Zhao walked out at a very fast speed. Slowly, as if waiting for something.

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