love at the wrong age

Chapter 39 This Is Fate

When Xu Chenxuan went to the city hall, the people in the secretary's office all gave him strange looks.Only Xu Jie is quite normal.Xu Chenxuan looked at them innocently, then looked at Xu Jie, Xu Jie shrugged.

"Boss, if you're sad, we can lend you our shoulders for no charge." The people in the secretary's office are all Xu Chenxuan's friends.Naturally, the relationship won't be too bad, but isn't this too presumptuous?Xu Chenxuan pulled his face away. "All bonuses for this month will be confiscated."

"Boundless, unscrupulous!" A group of people waited behind crying and shouting.Only Xu Jie was calm. Xu Chenxuan shook his head and went into the office to deal with the matter. Did he pick up the phone to check it? Go to school." Xu Jie came in to report.Xu Chenxuan stroked his forehead and rubbed it, feeling very distressed.

Xu Jie came in with coffee, Xu Chenxuan drank it in one gulp, handed the cup to Xu Jie, and signaled him to go out.Xu Jie nodded, took the cup and went out.I don't know how to get back together with Chen Mo, but the fact that Chen Zihan is his child cannot be changed, but what he wants to make up for is their mother and son.

"Mr. Xu, many things are not what you want to say. Love can't be forced. It can only rely on the fate of two people. The fate between Xu Chenxuan and I has passed, so Mr. Xu should stop talking about it, Millie He is a good person, but if Xu Chenxuan misses it, he will never be able to find a woman who loves him so much, cherishing the present is the best thing, Mr. Xu must understand, don't say any more, me and your son It's impossible, so let's do it!" This was the fourth time Xu Jin came to her, and Chen Mo had no patience to talk too much, so he had to explain clearly at once.Impossible things are said again and again, what's the use?
"Chen Mo, Xu Chenxuan is my son, I naturally hope that he is happy, but..."

"However, your family hurt me too much. In fact, many things are like a piece of paper. Even if it is smoothed, there will be traces." Before Xu Jin could finish his sentence, Chen Mo snatched it over.After finishing speaking, he left without caring about Xu Jin.

In fact, she really wanted to go to the hospital to see Millie, but she was so scared that she didn't dare, maybe Xu Chenxuan was there?Maybe a reporter is there?She went home and continued to go back to the company to deal with affairs.

"Let's go to dinner together in the evening, bring Xiaohan, and I'll call you then." Lin Haoyang had a social meeting in the afternoon, so he talked to Chen Mo when he was leaving, and Chen Mo agreed.

He hung up the phone, and just put the phone back where it was when it rang again, and it was Chen Jingnan calling.

"Second uncle."

"Momo, let's go back together the day after tomorrow. I called your father and I can hear that he misses you very much. You can apologize and it's over. I bought the plane ticket, and it's three o'clock in the afternoon the day after tomorrow" Chen Jingnan felt sorry for Chen Mo.After all, he watched her grow up.Chen Mo immediately called Lin Haoyang and said that she would go back with her second uncle the day after tomorrow. Lin Haoyang was very happy and told her to calm down, saying that he would have a good talk at night, and Chen Mo Yingyu hung up the phone.She is going back, which home she has longed for, the place she likes the most.It was five o'clock when Chen Mo went home, and he just went to pick up Chen Zihan. When he saw Chen Zihan, he hugged him and kissed him. Chen Zihan was startled, and looked at Chen Mo very puzzled. Chen Mo smiled and patted Chen Zihan's head.

"Son, mom is happy today, so I will take advantage of you."

"Mom is happy, and Xiaohan is also happy." Xiaohan was very happy, because it was the first time he heard his mother calling his son instead of his name.

Chen Mo started the car and went home.

Xu Chenxuan was drinking in the office like he was dying, Xu Jie pushed open the door, the whole room smelled of alcohol, since Xu Jin came to look for him this afternoon, he had been drinking all the time, no one could persuade him, Millie happened to be in bed at that time Calling Xu Jie, Xu Jie said that Xu Chenxuan was drinking in the office, and he was about to die of drunkenness.Millie was originally in the hospital, so she rushed over in a hurry, even wearing a hospital gown.

"Chen Mo, I was really wrong, don't want me."

"Chen Mo, I beg you."

"Xiaohan, do you like Dad?" Xu Chenxuan yelled Chen Mo's name all over his mouth, and Millie only felt heartache when he heard it.Twitching every now and then.

"Wake up, Chen Mo doesn't want you anymore, why do you still do this? Do you know that my heart hurts? Xu Chenxuan, I beg you, please see if I'm alright, I've been They are all by your side, Xu Chenxuan, look at me!" Millie turned Xu Chenxuan's head.

"Millie, don't do this," Xu Jie stopped Millie.Millie shook off Xu Jie's hand and ran out, Chen Mo, if you died, would Xu Chenxuan stop loving you, Chen Mo, you made Xu Chenxuan like this, why did you do it? Live well, if you want to go to hell, let's go down together, let's go down together, I can't bear to watch the man I love suffer a little bit of grievance, I can't.Millie started the car and drove in one direction like crazy.Millie is in love with Xu Chenxuan to the point of madness, she has no self anymore, she has really abandoned everything about herself, unlike before, at this moment, she only wants a husband to cheat, and she knows Where is that mistress, they go looking for her.

"Chen Mo, bring Xiaohan out! I'll wait for you at the gate of Heaven and Earth." Lin Haoyang called Chen Mo, and Chen Mo hung up the phone and urged Chen Zihan to get dressed. After the two were dressed, Chen Mo went to the parking lot to drive.

For some unknown reason, her instinctive heart was beating abnormally violently, and a wave of uneasiness came over her.All over her body, she shivered, and Chen Zihan saw his little hand reaching out to turn on the heater, at this very moment.

Lin Haoyang stood waiting at the door, feeling extremely uncomfortable. He wanted to call Chen Mo with his phone and tell her not to come out, but a waiter next to him bumped into him suddenly, and the phone dropped on the ground. He squatted down to pick it up. , just squatted down, only felt a violent heart twitch, "bang" a car rushed over in front of her, she slammed the steering wheel, but she didn't expect that there was a heavy truck following Chen Mo on the other side.Chen Mo and Chen Zihan were caught in the middle. At a critical moment, Chen Mo immediately protected Chen Zihan in the middle, and all the goods on the heavy truck were pressed down.There are different people coming out of her eyes all the time, Lin Haoyang, Xu Chenxuan, Wang Zhao, Chen Jingnan, parents, Chen Nuo, and Millie, she wants to reach out to grab them, but she has no strength at all. There was no movement in his arms, Chen Mo stretched out his hand, moved his thumb only once, and then started to move, he didn't have the slightest strength, the people she once loved most all appeared in front of her eyes, walking by one by one, She saw Lin Haoyang waiting for her at the gate of Heaven and Earth, saw Wang Zhao living well abroad, saw that her parents had aged a lot, saw Chen Nuo being handsome alone, saw... saw...

Millie bumped into Chen Mo, and hit him hard. One second before the collision, she saw Chen Zihan was also in the car, she wanted to regret it, she didn't want to kill an innocent child, but it was too late up.She lost consciousness.The darkness in front of them may be the fate of the five of them. No one can get anyone, and an innocent life must be sacrificed. No one wants such a thing to happen, but it is too tiring, really too tiring. If possible, I really wish that no one met anyone, so that no one would be hurt, but it has already happened.I can't go back, maybe God is doomed to have such a result, it's just for people to act out, for people to get hurt, for people to feel distressed.Feelings are always so fragile, and there are many problems. If you don’t pay attention, the relationship will die. In life, don’t make promises easily, because you don’t know when it will be fulfilled, and when you will let others down. Fortunately, she didn’t make promises with her. Lin Haoyang made a promise, so it doesn't seem like he has failed, so he can feel at ease, even if it's just a little bit.No one knows what will happen in the future. At the last moment, what should we use to commemorate our youthful years?What kind of pen should we use to put an end to our endless harm?It's a real photo, it's really real, until the last moment, we can't tell what it's like.Love is a long road, go all the way without end, you will lose yourself, or you will lose yourself with others, this is the most real, the most real world, the most real people , none of us can get out of the silt without being stained. The reality of this society can no longer allow us to trust others, so we have no choice but to not even explain to others, so that we keep making mistakes, keep making mistakes, if, then When we are ten years older, we will definitely run over, hold each other's hands, and say, hey, be my girlfriend!But no one.So much so that I missed the best one.

Later, we were injured badly, but we felt that this was a kind of happiness.So when you cry, you don’t look up to the sky, because the person who loves you will see, see big drops of tears flowing from your eyes, flowing down his favorite face, flowing to the lips he once kissed, flowing down the neck Nearly the skirt disappeared, don’t blame anyone else, just blame it, we met each other at the wrong age, fell in love with the person we shouldn’t fall in love with at this time, and we bear the consequences that shouldn’t be borne at this age.We have given everything, but the return is almost zero. After all, it is because of youth, or because of simplicity, the real society makes them abandon everything that is simple, so that now, all they have left is reality.Looking at a person and a thing in reality, how can we return to the simplicity of the past?
What kind of eraser was used to erase our youthfulness?
Lin Haoyang said: As long as you are happy, I am willing to forget all of you in my memory. I will never forget you when I am alive. The only thing is to leave, to leave your life and your world.

Xu Chenxuan said: I love you, you are my whole world.

I can't live without you.

Wang Zhao said: If, when I first met you, I was ten years older, I would definitely go over and hold your hand.Say, hey, be my girlfriend!
I wish you happiness.

Chen Zihan said: Mom, I will protect you when I grow up.

But now, it's just a fleeting moment, the past that can't go back.The person she loves the most, and the person who loves her the most, can only say, I'm sorry, and that innocent child will be a mother and child in the next life. At that time, will the father be Lin Haoyang?
The child who is so cute, the child who loves her so much.Now, there is only parting. I hope we can meet again at Naihe Bridge, because I want to remember the real you, and I will recognize you in the next life.

(End of this chapter)