love at the wrong age

Chapter 4
"It was you who apologized to me first."

"We are still not together after all, this is the fact, so no matter how much you say, it is meaningless. If you succeed, you will have more material and beautiful resources. Why do you bother to remember me!" She will never deal with rich people, not even love.She was already scarred and could no longer withstand any blows.

He couldn't help inserting his nails into her flesh, "You are fucking farting, why, Chen Mo, I promised you that I would give you my whole world and the happiness that women all over the world envy, but you Why, did you choose money instead of me?" He went berserk.Unable to control her temper, there were not many people in the aisle. Liu Ting went to look for Chen Mo when she saw Chen Mo had gone to the toilet for so long and hadn't come back. Xuan.She blocked all the people who came to use the restroom, and it was not good for outsiders to see them.

"Because only the newcomers laugh, who can hear the old ones cry. Everything is in the past, and we can't go back. Money, hehe, you'd rather believe that I broke up with you for money than trust me. Okay , then I love money, what can you do. Ten years of relationship, you tell me how much it is worth, and you compensate me. "

Xu Chenxuan let go of her with a smile, and stumbled out alone.Chen Mo immediately squatted on the ground and cried while hugging himself.If your world does not have me, will it still be as prosperous as before? Whether, I will be your passerby in the end.It's not about returning to people. Hu doesn't know when to return.Liu Ting didn't say anything, just hugged her. Sometimes, only she knew the pain in her heart. It turned out that her injury was so deep, and it turned out that this was the wish she had been unwilling to mention.Xu Chenxuan, what a glorious name, is it worthy of ordinary people like them?How long has it been, how long has it been since she cried like this?I thought that she didn't mention the name of the person in her heart because she loved too deeply.Only now do I know that love is too miserable.

First, it's best not to meet each other, so you can't fall in love.The second best is not knowing each other, so can not Acacia.Third, it is best not to accompany each other, so you can not owe each other.Fourth, it is best not to cherish each other, so that you can not remember each other.Fifth, it is best not to love each other, so you can not abandon each other.Sixth best not relative, so can not meet.Seventh, it’s best not to make mistakes, so that they don’t make mistakes.The eighth is best not to agree, so it can be discontinued.Ninth best not dependent, so can not Xiang Wei.Tenth best not to meet, so can not meet.But once we meet, we know each other, how can we meet when we don’t see each other.Ande and Jun Xiangjue Jue, avoid teaching life and death as lovesickness.

Liu Ting supported her to go out from the back door. Xu Chenxuan poured wine into his mouth one cup after another in the hall. Everyone was saying that Chen Mo was cruel, but who knew who was the most cruel?Who made them like this?
When she got home, she saw Lin Haoyang's car parked downstairs, Liu Ting let her go and went upstairs by herself.Lin Haoyang looked at her, dropping cigarette butts on the ground.

"Chen Mo, when will you stop humiliating yourself like this?" Lin Haoyang pulled her in front of her.He pressed against her firmly.

"Lin Haoyang, when will you stop humiliating yourself like this?" Both of them are humiliating themselves, Chen Mo is humiliating himself for Xu Chenxuan, and Lin Haoyang is humiliating himself for Chen Mo.

"Chen Mo, you ask your conscience, how do I treat you? I am not as good as him? He hurts to his heart's content, but I just want to hold you in the palm of my hand. Chen Mo, tell me, I will come to you Where is it inferior to him?"

"No matter how good you are in the future, it's not as early as the first one." Lin Haoyang was stunned.No matter how good they are, they are not as good as the first one. It turns out that it is a matter of time. It turns out that he is destined to miss him. Chen Mo, how can you be so cruel and hurt me to your heart's content?Trampling on my heart that loves you, is everything I did wrong?

After all, Haoyang is just a passer-by, so why pay too much affection?The two of us are just a turning point in each other's lives, why should we treat each other with sincerity?I can't give you the love you gave me, there's only so much I can do, Haoyang, I'm sorry for making you fall in love with me.

We don't need to be perfect in everything, and we don't need to follow the world forever.This is not the spirit of Ah Q, making excuses for us.If perfection is impossible, or we have to be unhappy because of the world, then hell, we accept and even embrace imperfection.

Sorry for making you fall in love with me.

After what happened that day, Liu Ting was not encouraging the people in the office to match her and Lin Haoyang. Lin Haoyang hadn't come to work for a whole week. That afternoon, Lin's mother called and said that Lin Haoyang was in the intensive care unit of the hospital.Chen Mo hung up the phone and ran to the hospital immediately. Lin Haoyang was lying on the hospital bed, not like him anymore, not as handsome as before.As soon as Mr. Lin saw Chen Mo coming, he kept calling her a vixen.

Lin's mother took her in, and Lin Fu pulled Mr. Lin, who was suffering from alcoholism, and refused to treat him. The Lin family's persuasion was ineffective. Lin's mother had no choice but to call Chen Mo over. Chen Mo asked Lin's mother to call the doctor. The doctor He came in to give him an infusion and a checkup. He lay there motionless and let them manipulate him. At first he would throw things at anyone who came in, but now he is so obedient that the doctor clicked his tongue, "I have to pick up Chen Zihan, let's go first." , take a good rest." Chen Mo saw that he was obediently cooperating and wanted to turn around and leave, but Lin Haoyang immediately pulled out his needle, and blood gushed out.The doctor was so frightened that the doctor broke out in cold sweat. Mother Lin cried and grabbed his hand, "Are you crazy?" Chen Mo also stepped forward to grab him. Seeing the situation, the doctor gave him another infusion to stop the bleeding.

"Chen Mo, you can stay with him! I'll pick up the child for you." Father Lin said from the side. Mr. Lin was terrified seeing his grandson being so extreme. What happened to the only child in the Lin family? Accidents, no one can afford it.Chen Mo refused, and called the teacher, telling her to tell Chen Zihan that she would come back late tonight and couldn't pick him up.Chen Mo stayed with Lin Haoyang in the hospital all the time. Chen Zihan took the bus home by himself. Although he was young, he was used to it. The bus driver also knew him and took good care of him. Lin Haoyang said: Chen Mo, actually I miss you, but I can’t find you The reason is that this is the only way to force you to see me. Lin Haoyang held her hand desperately and refused to let her go. He didn't sleep for several days, drank heavily, and was poisoned by drinking. When she moved a little, he woke up.Chen Zihan was alone at home, and he didn't see Chen Mo coming back after waiting for a long time, so he ordered takeaway by himself, did his homework after eating, and waited for Chen Mo all the time.

Chen Mo said that Chen Zihan was alone at home and had to go back to accompany him at night, and he didn't know if he had eaten yet.Lin Haoyang let go of her hand when she came to see him tomorrow. It was eleven o'clock when Chen Mo arrived home. She went to the kitchen to check and saw a takeaway box in the trash can. She was relieved, it seemed that she had already eaten .

"Mommy." Chen Zihan came out of the room wearing pajamas and barefoot.

(End of this chapter)