love at the wrong age

Chapter 8

Xu Chenxuan kept looking at her without saying a word, trying to see something.Chen Mo pretended so well that he couldn't see it at all. He just wanted to come and see her, but why did her words always hurt people so much?

"Why?" "Mayor Xu should be more careful. After all, he just got engaged, and if the scandal spreads, it will hurt Miss Mina." What she said was very understanding, but Xu Chenxuan listened There is an urge to strangle her. "Chen Mo, don't you feel pain? Don't you care? I'm engaged to someone else? Don't you care at all?" Xu Chenxuan almost roared and asked her. He didn't believe that she was really so heartless, so he forgot it.

"What do you want to know? Does my heart ache? How do I feel when I see you with someone else? I'm sorry, but I don't have any." After speaking, he turned around and left without looking at Xu Chenxuan's face, Xu Chenxuan looked Looking at her back, her face turned pale with anger, as if she was about to fall down at any moment.Relationships are like this, you don't know who you will fall in love with at a certain time, but there is always someone in your life.

We are hurting each other with you.

This is the person you love, who loves you.She didn't expect that Lin Haoyang would be there, and she was standing on the balcony all the time. When she went up, she was startled. He must have seen him just now, right?But what can she do?Are you sorry?

"Where's Zihan?"

"Fell asleep."

"Stay tonight?"

"No, I'll leave when you come back. Come back earlier next time, it's not fair to the child." After speaking, Lin Haoyang took the clothes and left. Watching him open and close the door, the movements were so neat, and the whole room was left alone. The sound of her breathing alone was so quiet and lonely. She didn't go to the company for three consecutive days. On the third day, Liu Ting came and watched her silent for a long time. Finally, she took the initiative to cook in the kitchen and brought it to her. In front of him, feed her, she looked at her funny.

"What are you doing? I haven't reached that point yet!"

Liu Ting looked at her helplessly, and pushed the noodles in front of her, "Eat it!"

What she needs is exactly this kind of friend. While giving her a quiet environment, she does not forget to care about her. Liu Ting is such a person. People in the company called her a lot, saying that she has a cold, so don't worry It will be fine in two days.

After eating, Liu Ting began to chant scriptures again, "Why don't you go after someone you love? The Chen Mo I know is not like this. If you are like this, I will only think you are a coward. Is Chen Zihan Xu Chenxuan's child?" Liu Ting looked at her with a look of resentment.She didn't speak.

"Even if you don't say it, I know it. I can't be with Xu Chenxuan, so I try to accept Lin Haoyang. He is a good man, and he is willing to silently guard you for so many years. Do you think it would be the same if it were another man? Will you treat you so heartlessly? Do you hurt him less often? But he still loves you. Feel your conscience and ask Chen Mo, are you right to live with him? Last time he was hospitalized because of you, right? What about you? What did you do?" Liu Ting became more and more excited as she spoke, wishing she could slap her to death.

"Liu Ting, you only know my name, but you don't know my story, you have no right to comment." One sentence vetoed so many things Liu Ting said, Liu Ting stared at her blankly, She thought she knew her very well, but at this moment she felt that she couldn't accept her at all, and she had never even understood her. Even though they had been together for three years, they were still so vague.

Chen Zihan knew that Chen Mo was in a bad mood these days, so he didn't bother her, and kept silently doing what he should do. She was sorry that she couldn't give him a complete family, but if you want her to turn around If you go, then I'm sorry, she can't do it, her dignity has been trampled a lot, and she can't send the little leftover to others to trample on.That will only make you have no reason to live. "Xiao Han, do you want to imagine having a father like other people?" The two were lying on the bed, Chen Zihan nestled in her arms reading a book, she watched.

When Chen Zihan heard it, he was obviously stunned for a while, and he didn't speak for a long time, and asked who doesn't want to have a father?Others have it but he doesn't, why wouldn't he want to?Isn't this asking knowingly?

"I just want my mother." As he said that, Chen Zihan kissed her on the cheek, and she looked at him with red eyes.

"Are there any children in the kindergarten who laughed at you, saying that you don't have a father?"

When the question came out, Chen Zihan kept silent, and she knew the answer. She owed this child too much, and she couldn't make up for it. She could only love him well and give him his father's love.

He came out without asking where her father was. He saw other children being held in his arms by his father on the street, but he was taking the bus, going home alone, and then alone again after returning home. She was thinking about how to make up for him, but she always thought of Xu Chenxuan when she saw Chen Zihan's face.I wanted to forget it, but I hid it deeper.

Liu Ting didn't take the initiative to talk to her for several days. She didn't know the reason, but she looked at her with apologetic eyes, so cautious.

"Liu Ting, come in." Chen Mo called Liu Ting to come in.

"Boss, you are looking for me." She was not as familiar as before, but it was this respect that disgusted her.

"If you have always been like this, then I'm sorry, many tasks cannot be carried out, and I will consider changing assistants." Chen Mo flipped through the documents in his hand without raising his head.

"I'm sorry, I'll try my best."

After Liu Ting finished speaking, she just stood there until Chen Mo told her to go out, and then she slowly turned and left, taking a look at her before closing the door.

Recently, the streets and alleys are full of reports from the mayor and the future mayor's wife. Like a turtle, she hides so cowardly to prevent herself from getting hurt. She is afraid, and her heart has changed from the original integrity to being riddled with wounds. She opened the hole, and patched it up bit by bit by herself. Now she doesn't have any courage to fill the heart full of holes, so she can only protect herself and prevent them from hurting her.

March NO.14, she will always remember this day, her mother's birthday, and the day when she abandoned those who truly loved her. It was also the day ten years ago, when she left with Xu Chenxuan, the one who raised her. Her home for 17 years, her parents who have raised her for 17 years, and the city where she stayed for 17 years are now different.This day will always be her deepest pain, painful to suffocation, painful to despair.

She is no longer qualified to repay the love of her parents, not even the face to look at them from a distance, she does not want to step into that place again, those people she has betrayed, the family she has betrayed, the family she has betrayed I am afraid that the city has already been unable to accommodate her.

Only now did she understand that the pain of being alone in a foreign land as a stranger and missing relatives during the festive season, the maturity of a person lies in your understanding, and how much burden you can shoulder on your shoulders lies in your experience, not with age.

(End of this chapter)