The female partner of the online game invades the city

Chapter 228 Illness
This time, Qian's father didn't speak again, and Qian's mother didn't care, "The habit should have been formed from then on. Watching Xue'er grow up day by day, she completely followed Jing Yu's standards. Later, Qiushui was around her." , and ask her according to Qiushui's standard, it's ridiculous when you think about it."

"Yin Hua—"

"Don't comfort me, I just suffered on my own." Mother Qian shook her head, and said with a firm face, "I'll go to the hospital tomorrow."

"Okay, I'll accompany you."

"Um."……

"You are suffering from depression because postpartum depression is not treated in time. There are many types of depression, such as negative mood, pessimism, anxiety, loss of appetite, sleep disturbance, day and night changes, low self-evaluation, etc. Your depression It is more complicated than these. Its main manifestations are anxiety and obsessive-compulsive disorder, which are very similar to obsessive-compulsive disorder, so it is difficult to find out. Secondly, the wife is physically healthy, and she will not think about it. The incubation period of depression is still very long , and the patient himself does not admit that he has depression, so it is difficult to detect." Compulsion, isn't it compulsion?Since childhood, which one thing Xueer was asked to do was not forced?Mother Qian smiled wryly. It is really irresponsible for a sick woman to take care of the child.

"Is that serious?" Qian's father patted Qian's mother's hand. He was also very negligent. He had a physical examination every year and only felt that his physical indicators were normal.

"Judging from the indicators of the test just now, Madam's depression is not too serious, but I still recommend that you treat it as soon as possible."

"That's good!" Father Qian heaved a sigh of relief.

"However, Madam's mood has been fluctuating a lot recently, so try to control your emotions so as not to aggravate the condition."

"Okay, so what can you do to treat it?"

"We don't recommend using drugs alone. It can be properly combined with a stage of psychological treatment. I know a very famous psychologist named Wang. You may consider going to see it."

"it is good!"

"There are no outsiders here, can you talk about your past?" Dr. Wang is a woman in her 40s, probably because of her occupation, she is very amiable. Mother Qian, who was a little nervous just now, can't help but feel relieved.Thinking of the past, Mother Qian couldn't help but pause, her expression tense.Doctor Wang did not urge, but waited patiently.Many patients with depression have stories. When they are willing to tell their unknown stories, they are already half done. Most of these people are caused by depression. What she has to do is to listen to the stories , make appropriate guidance, guide them out of extremes, and face the past with a normal state of mind.Mother Qian was silent for a long time, and finally she was willing to sell the first step, "Let's talk about my childhood first!"

"Okay, take your time, don't worry, don't be nervous, we'll just have afternoon tea with you as girlfriends."

"Okay!" Mother Qian breathed a sigh of relief, and began to slowly describe her childhood.Her childhood was like a nightmare to her, with pain, unwillingness, anger, hatred, revenge... Various emotions overlapped, but she couldn't vent them, so she could only suppress them in her heart, and the long-term accumulation would explode sooner or later. The birth of Qianyexue was when Qianmu was at her weakest, and all kinds of emotions flooded Qianmu like a flood.Mother Qian and Yin Qiushui have basically the same background.The Yin family has always valued sons over daughters. Girls are born for boys to live better. The family has no money, so they sell their daughters. The son has no wife to marry, so they exchange their daughters, etc. For the Yin family, a daughter is just a tool.

But it's strange to say that each generation of the Yin family has one man and one woman, as if to prove this sentence.Unfortunately, every generation of the Yin family men are not very outstanding, but the daughter is very outstanding. When the Yin family old man was alive, he often lamented this.When Yin Hua was born, Yin's family was just a self-employed person, and they opened a small shop. Naturally, the people they catered to were the poorest people at the bottom, but in that county at that time, they were already considered rich.Since Yin Hua was five years old, he began to help the family with housework. Because he was young, he only did some simple tasks.By the age of nine, I can do all the housework, cleaning the room, washing and cooking, and so on.

As soon as he turned 12, he started working in the store like an adult. So far, Yin Hua has basically been in charge of the grocery store business alone.As a boy, Yin Zhu stretched out his hands and opened his mouth when he reached the age of 16.No matter how hard life is or how hard it is, Yin Hua is not afraid. The only thing he is afraid of is his father and elder brother who are uncertain.Because they would beat someone when they were unhappy or too happy, and the target of the beating was her and mother.Of course, Yin Zhu didn't dare to hit his mother.Yin Hua's mother is a foreigner, and she didn't know the situation of Yin's family when she got married. Later, she found out that it was too late.Because her mother was born in a remote area, the concept of being single-minded is deeply ingrained, not to mention there are them, so even if her father beats and scolds her, her mother chooses to endure it.Due to the long-term physical and mental torture, Yin Hua's mother passed away when Yin Hua was five years old.

Losing someone who could be beaten and restrained, Yin Hua's nightmare began, and the days of being beaten up almost every day continued until Yin Hua entered college.Yin Hua's ability to study also depends on the policies of Huaxia District. According to the new education law, the original nine-year compulsory education is extended to 13 years, so Yin Hua has the opportunity to go to university. Otherwise, with the personality of Yin's family, how could it be possible for his daughter child reading.When Yin Hua chose a university, he deliberately chose a place far away from home and avoided Yin's father and son. Of course, he was beaten severely. After the beating, he signed a letter of guarantee, how many crystal coins he must get back for his family every year, and other harsh conditions. .

Because of her outstanding appearance, kind personality, positive and optimistic attitude, although her family is poor, she is still very popular.At the beginning of her sophomore year, she met Qian Dongjun, the only son of the Qian family, through a chance encounter.At first, Yin Hua was reluctant to get in touch with Qian Dongjun, because of the difference in status, and because she had too much to let go of, and she couldn't talk to each other.Later, under Qian Dongjun's fierce pursuit, he agreed to date.Later, Yin Hua got deeper and deeper, worrying about gains and losses, and every time he wanted to mention the past, but he dared not say it.So I just procrastinated like this, knowing that I was going to get married, so I made a selective confession.

"Actually, you have always been ashamed of Mr. Qian!" Dr. Wang said slowly when seeing Qian's mother stop.

"Yeah, these things should be confessed before marriage, but I... well, I can't always say it."

"You are afraid that you will lose him! You are even more afraid that he will look down on you!"

"So I have been working hard to make myself stronger."

"I understand. It's not necessary. Your husband accepts your natal family, so why would he be afraid of this? I can assure you that he will love and love you even more when he hears this."

"What I want is not sympathy and pity."

"The crux of the problem is here. You are worried that your husband will turn love into sympathy and pity if he knows your past, and this kind of sympathy or pity is often not long-lasting, and it is not enough to tie a man's heart. From the essence Admiral, like your mother, you are a person who is dedicated to the end."

"Yeah, thinking about it for the rest of my life." Mother Qian smiled, and she felt a lot more relaxed after being able to reveal the secret of the past.

"You should tell your husband. You can become a husband and wife because of love. Being able to maintain the relationship between husband and wife is family affection. People who love each other can break up, but relatives who depend on each other cannot be separated. It is every couple's love to become a family relationship. A compulsory course. You have to treat your husband as a relative, maybe he used to be your lover, but now he is your relative, there is no need to keep anything between relatives." Because of Dr. Wang's words, Mother Qian was shocked , I can't come back to God for a long time.

"I understand!" After thinking it over, Mother Qian smiled for the first time in days.

"Let's stop here today, you're tired too, take a good rest for two days, and we'll talk again."

"it is good!"……

"I'm looking forward to meeting you!" Mother Qian looked at the woman in front of her with joy.

"Just call me Huizhong, we are friends now."

"Okay, you call me Yin Hua."

"Well, let's continue with your story." Wang Huizhong took a sip of tea and put it down.

"Okay!" Mother Qian smiled and tightened the teacup in her hand. This time she spoke much better than before, "After joining Qianjia, I gave my brother a sum of money. At that time, my father was no longer there. To be honest, the moment I heard about his death, I felt relief for a moment, and then I felt sad. I don’t know where this sadness came from. I always felt depressed. I think I haven’t let it go. Later, I asked my brother to sign a letter of guarantee, and then we broke off. During that time, I lived a very relaxed life, without the constant disturbance from my mother’s family, with the love of my husband and the joy of having a son. Four years later, I became pregnant again Now, the pregnancy reaction is very different from when I was pregnant with Jingyu, so I guess this is a daughter. Pregnant with a daughter makes me feel very uneasy. I am afraid that my daughter will not be liked by my husband and brother, and I am afraid that she will have the same experience as me. But I was very happy to hear my husband calling my good daughter and Jingyu calling my baby sister every day, because my husband and son are different after all. For this girl, we were very happy at first. In order to overcome The fear in my heart, I hinted to myself over and over again that I must treat my daughter well in the future. But in the end, I broke my promise. I became like my father and brother, treating my only daughter coldly."

"Something must have happened in the middle? Otherwise, you wouldn't have such a big change."

"When I was six months pregnant, my amazing brother directed and acted in a play in which I was a pregnant woman he risked his life to save, and he lost a leg for it, of course Yes, the script ends with a happy reunion, the abused sister and the abused brother reconcile as before, and a happy family is staged."

"It doesn't matter who directed this matter, you just don't want your brother to be the one who rescued you, because you hate your brother."

"That's right, they caused me so much pain, why can they get my forgiveness easily, what's more, they use me to gain greater benefits! You know how much I hated and how unwilling I was when I woke up in the hospital bed, I have suffered so much, how can a car accident make up for it. I really want to not forgive him, want to leave him alone, for a moment, I even think it is better for him to die in a car accident. But no, I I don’t want my husband to know that I am such a heartless, cruel, selfish, cruel person. I also don’t want to set up such an image for my son.”

"So you just swallow your hatred and resentment, and choose to get back together with him."

"Well," Mother Qian smiled helplessly, "I didn't expect that this long-term emotion that could not be vented would cause me mental problems. Because of the car accident, I was hospitalized all the time to protect my pregnancy. It happened that it was Yin Zhu They are also in the hospital, and the two inevitably meet. Due to emotional instability, my daughter was not able to raise her full term and was born prematurely."

"The body is weak, the spirit is broken, and it is replaced by postpartum depression."

"Well, I was in a bad mood at the time. I just thought it was because of these things, and I didn't think I was sick. So, I didn't get treatment in time, so the condition didn't get better, but got worse." "This kind of situation is rare. The reason is that you can't let go of your hatred for your elder brother. You can't let go of your obsession with childhood."

"Yeah, my daughter didn't get good care because of me. Later, her spirit became more and more twisted, and my daughter finally followed my old path, but this time it was not from the father's side, but from the mother's side. "

"You look very good now. It seems that the most serious time has passed. What happened to you and you suddenly woke up?"

"Suddenly knowing the truth about the car accident that year, my brain became sober in an instant. For a moment, I didn't understand why I did that. Unfortunately, it was too late!"

"Don't think too much, there is still a chance, then your daughter..." Wang Huizhong carefully observed Qianmu's expression.

"She...she's gone!" Mother Qian lowered her head and said in a low voice.She has been avoiding this question for the past few days, because she dare not ask, and she is not qualified to ask.

"Not here anymore?" Wang Huizhong exclaimed in a low voice.

"She...she ran away from home!"

"Oh..." Wang Huizhong breathed a sigh of relief. She thought she had passed away. If that was the case, Yin Hua's problem would be serious.

"Actually, I don't know whether she is alive or dead." Mother Qian smiled wryly, "I dare not ask this question at all."

"Actually, you really want to know about her too!" Mother Qian paused because of Wang Huizhong's question, and then said slowly, "Yes, I just want to know if she is still there, whether An is safe, hurry up... I have already I am not qualified to ask her the question of whether she is about to be happy."

"What happens after you know?"

"In the future, as long as she is safe, I will not disturb her peaceful life. I understand the pain best. I can't hate it. I want to forgive, but I can't be reconciled. I can only torture myself constantly. I don't want her to go through this process again, so I can't ask her to forgive me just because I am a patient, it would be too cruel for her."

"I understand." Wang Huizhong nodded clearly.

(End of this chapter)