I owe the female honor system a billion

Chapter 90 30. Punishment
What's your answer?
At this moment, Gu Qinghan really hoped that the young man under him could show such a look of blame and grievance, and then angrily said to himself, "You misunderstood, I have nothing to do with Ning Ning!"

Then, even blaming yourself, getting angry at yourself, or even ignoring yourself is fine.

Even if I humbly apologize to this boy, I can accept it.

Just, don't tell yourself that you are actually close to yourself to enter the Tower of Babel, okay?
Gu Qinghan panted slightly, staring fixedly at the young man below him who was breathing hard, as if he wanted to see the answer she wanted from his blurred eyes.

But to her disappointment, the boy failed to say what she wanted as she thought.

He just opened his mouth, and just looked at himself silently, looking at himself.

Even the struggling movements of his hands stopped at the same time, as if he really did something wrong, and he was atoning for his sins in this way.

Gu Qinghan's eyes narrowed tightly because of the scene in front of him.

Why?Why?
Do you really want me to treat you as a middleman to vent your desires?

He had given up struggling, and he could strangle this frail man to death with only a little force.

But Gu Qinghan couldn't do it for a long time.

Yeah, what the hell is she resenting?

Is it resentment against Ning Ning who claimed to be a friend in front of her?
Is it resentment for the boy who made me feel warm for the first time?
or,
Are you resenting the self who watched Ning Ning being shot dead but couldn't move his body?

Gu Qinghan gently released the hand that was pinching the boy, revealing the neck that had turned purple underneath.The young man was finally able to breathe smoothly, and subconsciously took a big mouthful of air, but the next moment he felt pain from the wound on his neck, and he coughed lightly.

Gu Qinghan looked at the young man who was panting lightly, and the emotions entangled in his heart due to entanglement and anger became more and more difficult to control, as if he was going to burn his entire lungs.

What appeared on the surface was Gu Qinghan's growing urge to tear the boy in front of him into pieces.

She hated the boy's deceit, and hated Ning Ning's actions that were going to be unfavorable to the Tower of Babel.

But at the same time?

She also loves the warmth that the boy left her, and loves the time spent with Ning Ning.

Why bring so many contradictions to yourself.

Wouldn't it be nice for Ning Ning to be her own superior?Isn't it good for Su Mo to be a middleman honestly?
why.
To make yourself feel so bad?
Gu Qinghan gasped for a few moments, overcame the urge to tear the boy apart, stood up, pinched his hands tightly because of the fluctuation in his heart, and a few veins popped out.

She didn't look at the boy's neck, even though she was in a mess, she still wanted to leave and to be quiet.

Maybe after she quiets down, she won't think so much, maybe she won't feel uncomfortable because of their death and deceit after quieting down, maybe, after quieting down, she can truly regard Su Mo as a middleman, Ning Ning has become an illegal desirer
just don't think about it
Gu Qinghan wanted to leave here and go to his office to calm down
But the next moment, a warm hand gently grabbed his sleeve.

Looking back, a pair of panting eyes looked at her eyes quietly, a pair of gaze penetrated her eyes, stared directly at the bottom of her heart, and stirred up the heart pool that wanted to be calm again.

He seemed to want to say something, but his lips couldn't utter any clear words in the end,

So he could only say,
"sorry."

He lowered his head slightly, as if he was begging for his forgiveness, as if he was dedicating all of himself and begging for his own punishment, in order to appease his anger.

But my anger finally burned completely, and it continued from my heart to my hands. I controlled my hands and gently touched the boy's body; I controlled my teeth, lips and tongue to move forward, approach The boy's fair skin was close to his fragile body.

Is this punishment?
Gu Qinghan didn't know, but she just wanted to vent her anger, make herself comfortable, make that boy feel pain, make him regret cheating herself, make him feel deep regret.

And after that?
Gu Qinghan didn't think about it, and didn't want to think about it again.

It was late at night, and even the domineering Gu Qinghan felt exhausted.

She didn't care about the bedding next to her, she just held the boy in her arms firmly, not letting him leave, not letting him leave like Ning Ning.

But sometimes she also thought vaguely, it would be better if these people were not close to her, and it would be better if these people were far away from her.

I just follow my mother to be the guardian of the so-called order with peace of mind, and just do my daily work stiffly.

Like all other upper class people,
Just keep it simple like that.

She was already half asleep, half awake, just laying on the boy's warm embrace, murmuring in a daze,

"Why are you here. Get out of here..."

If this is the case, I will not feel warm, and I will not feel sad because of their deception.

Wouldn't that be nice?
But the boy who had been tortured by Gu Qinghan until his lips turned white was still awake, hearing the murmur of the girl in his arms.

But he just gently pulled the quilt beside her and covered her naked body to prevent her from catching cold.

The arm also gently stroked her smooth back, as if coaxing a crying and tired child to sleep.

But at the same time, there was a helpless smile on his mouth, as if he was regretting that his mistake had hurt this poor girl.

All he could say was,
"Okay. Let's go."

And the confused girl who heard his reply finally couldn't resist the drowsiness at all, temporarily forgot everything before, forgot the sad or sad memories, and fell into a deep sleep.

On the bed, only another warm hand gently patted her back, coaxing her to sleep, for a long time without stopping.

　(Zu ￣ 3 ￣) Zu

　　
　
(End of this chapter)