Take your sister to catch a ghost

Chapter 112 Ideals and Realities

He stopped talking after that, I waited for a few seconds, hung up the phone directly, and then went crazy in the room, kicking whatever I saw.

There are two situations in which people will have suicidal psychology. The first is when they are extremely bored, and the second is when they are mentally overloaded. I belong to the second now.

I can't do what I want now, I don't want to die, but I only have a little more than a year to live; I want to be with my loved ones, but I am a scorpion.

After wrecking the house for a while, I took the things I usually use downstairs and threw them into the trash.

After throwing things away, I ran into the garden and called out the hair-eating ghost. He should have known about me, but he didn't care, as if he didn't care.

"What? There's your daughter in there..." I said.

The hair-eating ghost smiled: "Haven't you already made the best decision?"

"You also think my decision is good?" I seemed to have found a bosom friend.

"From a father's point of view, I really don't want to see you marry Xiaoxi, but you are really pitiful. I was still troubled that Xiaoxi has been unwilling to admit me. After seeing you now, I feel that I am It’s not that big of a deal at all.”

I glanced at the hair-eating ghost: "Why did your words change today?"

The hair-eating ghost chuckled, shook his head and remained silent.

"Give me a suggestion, what should I do in a while?" I asked the hair eater.

"Aren't you the one who knows Xiaoxi best? Why did you ask me for advice?"

"I can't look at her anymore," I said.

After hearing this, the hair-eating ghost didn't speak. It took a while before he said, "Since you have chosen to go this way, you have to keep going, right?"

I nodded: "Every time I make a decision, I regret it."

"You control your emotions, not emotions control you." The hair-eating ghost began to preach to me, his tone was very rude today, probably because he was dissatisfied with me for making Xiaoxi sad.

"..." I smiled, "Since when did you make such a big deal?"

"Is there anything else you want to ask me?" the hair eater asked me.

I nodded and asked, "Do you hate me?"

"Why do you hate you?" the hair-eater asked me back.

"I took your daughter away. You like Lin Qu, but she is the closest to me." I said.

After hearing this, the hair-eating ghost laughed, a little crazy.

"I'm the same as you. We're both people who are being played by orders. You and I can't get what we really want. It's just pity for each other. I only pity you, and I won't hate you."

"That's good." Although Ha Shifagui's words are full of gunpowder, it is more comfortable to speak like this. After all, Xiaoxi is his daughter. His daughter is sad because of me, but he can still talk to me calmly and with a heart. It's a little too big to be normal.

The hair-eating ghost stayed here for a while and then left. I lay down on the ground and fell asleep in a herringbone shape.

I felt that I had slept for a long time before I opened my eyes, looked at the time, and only slept for more than three hours.

I picked up my phone and checked, but no one called me.

Seeing this result, I smiled bitterly. It has been 11 years. I have communicated with the people in the group for 11 years. Now they just apologized to me and ignored them. It seems that they are really monks. You will not be fettered by worldly feelings.

Disappointedly, I deleted all their numbers from the phone. As Li An said, stop as soon as possible. I couldn't do it before, but I can do it now.

Besides, wouldn't the evil spirits punish their relatives and restrain their friends? It's for their own good to cut off contact with them, so as not to restrain them.

But I seem to understand why they have been reluctant to see me, damn it, it turns out that they are afraid that I will overwhelm them.

I couldn't help laughing, I didn't know what expression to make.

I thought they didn't see me because of a deep reason, but I didn't expect it to be this... Although I guessed it myself, it should be almost the same.

Looking at the phone, she burst into tears with laughter, wiped her eyes and put the phone aside, walked onto the balcony and the wind blew.

Fortunately, I still have Lin Qu and the hair-eating ghost by my side. They have already died once, so I am not afraid that I will overpower them. Otherwise, Meng Ze would have hit the mark. When I died, there was no one around me, and no one buried my body.

Having had enough of standing on the balcony, I turned and went back to the house.

This can no longer be called a home, because that point is misplaced, and this house has become a tomb, a deserted tomb.

Xiaoxi once dreamed that after the college entrance examination, I gave her advice on choosing a major, and then went to find a job near her university, which was shattered.

When I fantasized about Xiaoxi getting married, I listened to the wedding march with her, and it was also shattered.

I even fantasized about the scene where Xiaoxi and I came back to see me when we were both old. At that time, I couldn’t move and she fed me. At least she said she would feed me, didn’t she?I will never forget it!
I have fantasized about things for nearly ten years, and it just disappeared... Hehe, good luck tricks people.

I didn't say it before, because I still had thoughts in my heart, but now that I have said it, I feel that everything is irreversible.

There is a saying that is good, the word "seriousness" is the most feared in the world, and a word becomes a prophecy.The more I dig my heart and lungs, the more I can't extricate myself, the pain is embarrassing.

The paradox that the truer you are, the more you torture each other, sometimes seems worthless, but in many cases it is self-evident... Of course, this is just for the people in the group.

Maybe I misunderstood what they meant, but it doesn't matter, because this is just an excuse I found to vent on them.

A person surnamed Wang once said that there are so many comedies in the world, and those so-called happy endings are just words to comfort ourselves when we see others are more unfortunate. People on the side are not sweethearts, sweethearts are just people in dreams', people are too confused by foreign things, except Taoist priests who have truly become monks, because they have abandoned the emotional diversity that people are proud of, so they will not be deceived, they are Look at our race from another angle.

Ten years is too scary, it is not just a simple habit and dependence, but also a feeling implanted in the soul, if they can tell me in the morning, maybe I should be laughing now.

In the afternoon, I ran to the garbage dump to get the backpack back. I had lost enough. These were obtained through my own hard work. Why should I throw them away?

Putting the bag on the balcony, I picked up the phone and called Xiaoxi's head teacher.

I said that I had quarreled with Xiaoxi, and then asked him to comfort Xiaoxi, and then I said: "Xiaoxi has no relatives around me, I have cancer myself, and I have more than a year to live."

I mentioned this to him before, and now he still remembers it, he said: "How about I help you figure out a way at school? I can apply for Xiaoxi's tuition from the school."

"No need, I just want to talk to someone, and don't tell Xiaoxi about this matter."

He said a word, which was considered to be a promise to me, and then he comforted me and asked him what he could do for me.

I said: "When Xiaoxi was at school, I hope you will help me take care of her. There are also a few boys who like to harass him, and I hope you can control her."

The teacher hummed and said, "No problem."

After hanging up the phone, I turned the directory to Xiaoxi's number, and then sent a text message.

"If there is no class, just go outside and answer the phone. If there is class, answer the phone too."

Less than 30 seconds after the message was sent, Xiaoxi called me. As soon as I answered, she called me brother.

Hearing her voice calling me, not only my nose was sore, but my eyes were also sore.

"Hey." I couldn't help but answer her.

"You promised...you lied to me today, right? Right?" Xiaoxi asked me twice in a row, and I can imagine how much she is looking forward to now.

I thought about it and said, "The second sentence is a lie."

"What about the others?" Xiaoxi asked me.

"..." I thought for a while, "I read the household register, your name is Wang Xiaoxi, and my name is Zhang Yuan."

"That's because the civil servant made a wrong call, okay?" Xiaoxi defended.

"So, this is destined by the heavens, how can we mortals resist." I half-jokingly said.

"It's been so long, I won't watch what you don't like to see, I won't say what you don't like to hear, I won't do what you don't like to do, I just hope that one day we can walk together under the sunset with our arms supported." Xiaoxi Said calmly.

I looked at the setting sun outside: "Xiaoxi, I want to too, but I can't, I'm really tired... I think that after more than a year, I will have a rest."

(End of this chapter)