The peasant husband is a squeamish bag

Chapter 296 N+1 Days of Thinking about Yuncheng

In fact, facing Concubine Dou's sudden enthusiasm, Luo Jia is still not used to it.

How should I put it, because when Luo Jia left the palace, he was actually relatively young, and he didn't have many memories about this, but he knew that he used to live in a very wealthy family.

My mother also seems to love me quite a bit, there is always a little bit of memory, there will be a woman's voice in it is still gentle, often hugging herself and singing some nursery rhymes and the like.

In fact, Luo Jia felt that if these so-called family members found him before Yuncheng found him, Luo Jia would actually have some feelings for these people more or less.

To be precise, no matter who it was, at that time, I would be somewhat grateful to him for pulling myself out of that darkness.

But he has been rescued by Yuncheng, and then Yuncheng healed his leg, Yuncheng also healed his psychological trauma, Yuncheng has given himself everything he wants, except love.

So now these so-called family members, no matter if they are the imperial concubine or the emperor.

These people are not that important in Luo Jia's eyes, and it is difficult for him to have any so-called feelings for them.

The so-called kinship Luo Jia is even rarer.

Luo Jia felt really embarrassed, facing the enthusiasm of Concubine Dou, Luo Jia even had an urge to leave.

But when he looked at Concubine Dou's passionate face and the genuinely happy smile on her face, which was a very sincere smile, Luo Jia moved again, but after all, he didn't leave.

He always felt that Concubine Dou didn't like him, she was Luo Jia, but it was not the Luo Jia he liked, as if he was just an outsider in this body, generally.

But it seems that I have taken over the other person's body and need to do some things for the other person, such as helping her and taking good care of my mother.

Luo Jia suppressed his footsteps and waited here, while Concubine Dou gesticulated on him for a while.

"Now the weather is about to change seasons. When the weather is hot and cold, I still have to prepare some more clothes for you. In the past, even though you were not by Mother's side, Mother would make clothes for you every year. I don't know how tall you are, so I have to estimate it for you every year, and now it seems that you are much taller than I imagined."

"My son is handsome, so those clothes look a little small."

"But it's okay, I will remake these things for you, I will remake some clothes for you, and then I will ask the palace to make some clothes for you, as usual, you still wear what your mother made, and it will definitely be comfortable for you to make." a lot of."

"You, you didn't know it when you were young, but you were naughty, and you liked to wear the clothes your mother made for you. You were still very young at that time, but you didn't even touch the clothes made by the maids. If you want to put on clothes made by you, you just cry and cry, insisting that you wear clothes made by your mother."

"Later, I had no choice. Mother could only make every piece of clothes for you by herself, from the inside to the outside every day. At that time, you were still young, and a piece of clothing would get dirty after wearing it for a while, and there was no time to change and wash the whole piece of clothing. , and then stayed up for several nights. I rushed to make a lot of clothes for you."

"When I talked about these words, I felt that our Xiaojiu was still young, and she was still young, but after a closer look, our Xiaojiu has grown so tall now, she is already taller than her mother. Taller."

Concubine Dou's voice lowered as she spoke, her eyes were a little red, although Concubine Dou said she had a son as old as Luo Jia this year.

But because of the fact that children in ancient times were relatively early, the real age of Concubine Dou is actually not very old.

That is to say, just in her early 30s, which is the best age for a woman, who neither lacks the stability of a mature woman nor the cuteness of a delicate woman.

There is an indescribable aura exuding from his body.

When her nose was so slightly red, she looked more and more pitiful.

But to be honest, Luo Jia could also see serious sadness and sadness in his eyes, and she felt really sorry for her child.

In fact, Luo Jia also understands that after so many years, if Concubine Dou wanted to fight for favor, he would have regained her favor long ago, and then had another child. It is so easy to have a child, and she didn't have to search hard for so many years. Luo Jia's whereabouts do not let go.

After all, Luo Jia is very likely to be living among the people. He is just a young man from the countryside and a person with no prospects.

At that time, even if he recognized it, it would be a joke in the imperial city at best, but Concubine Dou did not give up, not only looking for it by herself, but also encouraging the emperor to help him find it, and even her natal family to look for it together. This child is genuinely loved.

Roca sighed.

"Mother, it's better not to cry."

After shouting the words Luo Jia, mother, Concubine Dou suddenly trembled all over. She raised her head in disbelief and looked at Luo Jia. The red eyes became even redder, and the water mist inside gradually It permeated, dripping down to the eye sockets drop by drop, but he just stared at Luo Jia so tightly without blinking.

There was disbelief in the voice, and some trembling: "What are you talking about? What are you calling me?"

"Mother."

Luo Jia shouted again, no matter whether he could have feelings for the other party or not, there was one fact that he couldn't get rid of, that is, this body was indeed his son, and he was indeed his son, yes He was born.

I can have no feelings for Concubine Dou, but I have to recognize Concubine Dou.

As soon as Concubine Dou heard Luo Jia calling her mother, she immediately collapsed. Like a child, she suddenly let out two mournful groans, and then squatted directly on the ground.

Started crying.

Although it was said to be crying loudly, it was only a little louder than when she was crying silently just now, and it was not particularly loud. .

She buried her palm-sized face in her knees, her shoulders trembling there.

Tears were pattering down, and Roja walked a little closer to the other side.

"Don't cry, I never blamed you."

Concubine Dou, who was crying sadly, stretched out her hand suddenly, wanting to grab Luo Jia's hand. Luo Jia is not used to being touched by others. Except for Yun Cheng, to be precise, he doesn't like anyone to touch him. , except for Yuncheng.

So Luo Jia was simply a conditioned reflex, without even thinking about it, he stretched out his hand directly, and Concubine Dou grabbed it, and then raised his head.

He thought he was looking down and didn't see it, so he raised his head to look at Roja, and then reached out to reach Roja's hand.

But Luo Jia shrank suddenly and walked away.

This action seemed to prick Concubine Dou's heart all of a sudden, her originally red eye sockets became redder all of a sudden, and tears fell more fiercely.

As if her whole body was hurt, she wiped away her tears, and then.He forced a smile on his face and said to Luo Jia.

"sorry!"

"Don't be angry with your mother, okay? It's all your fault for your inability to protect you back then. You should be angry, but don't ignore me. Mother hopes that you can give me a chance to make up for you."

In fact, Concubine Dou saw that her child was so unfamiliar with her, how could she not be heartbroken.

In fact, at the very beginning, he didn't fall in love with the emperor at all, and she never thought that she would join the palace one day, she just wanted to find an ordinary husband, as long as she liked, the two of them would live together for a lifetime.

After all, her status is already high enough, she doesn't need to get married at all, and no one wants him to get married, the whole family just wants him to be happy.

In fact, when she was Jiji, Concubine Dou was already choosing a suitable husband. She knew that for a wealthy family like herself, she needed to marry herself as soon as possible, so that others would not worry about her.

But what she never expected was that before she could marry herself, she had already been carried into the palace by the emperor's imperial decree.

Concubine Dou was actually unwilling at the time, but the emperor was also gentle and caring to herself later, willing to make all kinds of vows, whether she was a girl or not.A girl who has never experienced love, so Concubine Dou finally fell.

But the period of time he spent with the emperor was also very pleasant. After the emperor had him, he never looked for another woman.

Although the conspiracies and tricks in the harem, as well as the concubines in all kinds of conspiracies, were too overwhelming to deal with, but Concubine Dou, who was full of affection and drinking water at the time, felt that as long as the emperor liked her, it didn't matter what happened to her alone.

Then from Concubine Dou was pregnant with her first child, that is, Luo Jia, the emperor was still Concubine Dou, and a group of people from her natal family had great hopes for this child.

They were all very worried about this child and wanted to protect this child, so Luo Jia grew up a few years safely under the care of so many people, but they never expected that just one negligence would lead to Luo Jia was lost.

And the main reason why Concubine Dou and the emperor had a falling out was because the child had been lost here, and it was completely lost. He couldn't find such a young child. A little bit, has he been sold?Where was he sold to?The weather is so cold in winter, will he feel cold?
Ordinary peasant households are definitely not very warm and not very rich. Does he have new cotton clothes to wear? Has she been bullied by other children? In front of him, he was woken up every time.

During that time Concubine Dou couldn't sleep all day long, and then there were endless nightmares. After waking up from the nightmare, he tried again and still couldn't fall asleep, so during that time his nerves were abnormally weak.

His nerves at that time were like a stretched rubber band, and only a little bit of wind and grass would make the rubber band move, and then he would collapse and go crazy. The gap between him and the emperor was in the It happened at that time.

When I was in the most difficult and painful time, and the husband I depended on for survival or depended on, that indomitable person, the spiritual pillar, he actually cheated. To be precise, he didn't cheat, right? other concubines, but this matter lay in Concubine Dou's heart, which made him feel that he would never get through this life.

Until that incident was over, Concubine Dou asked the emperor why she treated her like this, but the emperor was a little guilty, but most of them said it with confidence.

"I am the emperor of a country, and I can favor whomever I really want to."

"Although I say I like you, and because of this, I have spoiled you for a long time, but this time has passed, and the child has been lost. I feel that the pain in my heart is really irresolvable."

When Concubine Dou heard these words that day, she almost went crazy, and the pain in her heart could not be resolved.

As an emperor, he has too many children to count.

Luo Jia has been lost. As Luo Jia's father, he feels that the pain in his heart cannot be resolved. This is a very normal thing, but Du Guifei, as Luo Jia's mother, is no less painful than the emperor. What makes Concubine Dou feel sick is not that the pain cannot be relieved, but the things she does because the pain cannot be resolved.

When you feel pain, you don't go to find the child, nor do you come to comfort the child's mother, but to find other women. This is something that the city will never accept.

And Concubine Dou suffered a lot more than the emperor at that time. After all, the emperor had many children, and this was his only child.

After the emperor finished speaking, Concubine Dou vomited in a daze on the spot.

Because he felt that such words were too disgusting. At that time, she did not respond to the emperor, but walked away, and the two of them had some unpleasantness.

Later, when she walked over on the second day, Concubine Dou locked her palace, and devoted herself to worshiping the Buddha alone, looking for the whereabouts of her son, and praying for the child, without letting the emperor enter the door again.

At the very beginning, the emperor was quite stubborn, and later he admitted his mistakes and later repented, but Concubine Dou said nothing and never saw the emperor again.

But even so, there is a deep gap between the two, and they can't reconcile in fact, and the reason why they can reconcile now is that Concubine Dou has figured it out, what love is, it's all shit.

What I should do most is that when Luo Jia gets the news, she will hold all the six palaces in her hands, but if she wants to be the mother of the world, stand at the highest peak of power, and pave the way for her children, he will take all these powers Hold it in your hand.

Hold everyone in your hands so that they can no longer bully themselves and their children.

It is said that women are weak but mothers are strong.

(End of this chapter)