Yamashita family

Chapter 101

Just when Su Zi thought that Li Qingshan couldn't speak, he spoke in a deep and slow voice, "Ah Zi, do you know? After grandma passed away, I went out for a while to find my father. Grandma kept talking about my father. He’s still alive, and I believe he’s still alive, but grandma didn’t see him back until she passed away, so grandma didn’t feel at ease when she left.”

"Worrying about me is one aspect, and another is worrying about the son who is far away. I don't want my grandma to live in peace under the spring, so I went to my father with the burden, thinking of finding him and letting him come back to kowtow to grandma. "

"At that time when my father left, he said that he was going to Xiping Town, and then I went to Xiping Town to find him. I asked people along the way. After I ran out of dry food, I went to work as a waiter in a restaurant, and I finally found a place after spending a year."

"You don't know how excited I was when I saw the words Xiping Town. I was finally able to see my father again. I was afraid that I would be too dirty and shabby. Wearing clean clothes, after a good night's sleep, I went to inquire about my father's whereabouts."

As he spoke, he glanced at Su Zi, which was tingling and mocking, Su Zi suddenly felt his eyes sour, and when he realized it, tears were streaming down his face.He said it lightly, but for a 13-year-old kid who went out for the first time and had nothing on him, what kind of perseverance supported him to go all the way?
Moreover, this is ancient times. Unlike modern times, where there are trains, cars, and airplanes, in ancient times, people either drove a carriage or rode a horse, but Li Qingshan walked out on a pair of feet. It was a long journey, alone, with a pair of feet. feet, a bag!
But he smiled lightly, and continued, "It's easy to inquire about him over there. Do you know what I saw when I walked over excitedly?" There were so many inexplicable things in his smile that Su Zi felt so distressed that she suffocated.

"The man was protecting a woman with a big belly, carrying vegetables and meat, talking and laughing home. I saw that man was my father. When I thought he was going through a difficult time, I didn't expect him to Life is very comfortable, and soon there will be a family of three."

"I stopped where I was, unable to move my feet, and watched them go far away, then I went back to the inn, packed up my things, left the inn, and rented a room in a nearby village to stay. From then on, I often went to see them secretly."

"It didn't take long for the child to be born. He saw the joy from the heart of the newborn and cared for them meticulously. Later, he became a family of three with a strict father and a loving mother. That is the life I have always yearned for."

"I stayed there for a year, and then I didn't look for him again. I packed my things and checked out and came back. I found that the only place for me in the world is Lijia Village, a small mountain village. There are grandma and me here. The traces of the previous life, and then I came back."

"Knowing that he is not dead, and living well in another place, I went to report to grandma that he was safe, and then knocked down his tombstone. Since he is still alive, there is no need to set up a monument to curse him."

"I didn't expect him to come back. He said he was wounded and couldn't fight anymore, so he came back to his home, but didn't his home fall in Xiping Town?"

Su Zi was very confused when she asked this question, Su Zi felt her heart was pulled, she hugged him and patted him on the back lightly, "You still have me, there is trouble, there will be other children in the future, We are family."

Su Zi didn't dare to ask him what he thought of Li Mu now, did he complain?hate it?Blame him for leaving him alone, blame him for making him suffer so much.

Li Mu went to join the army for more than ten years. Although there is a son in the family, but his wife died, there is nothing wrong with remarrying, but he shouldn't leave his mother and son alone.

Su Zi doesn't know how to evaluate them, everyone has their own last resort, but this last resort can't be an excuse no matter what, no matter how much you say now, it won't help, the facts have been cast, the wounds heal and the scars are still the same, the paint is not smooth , cannot be erased.

After Li Qingshan finished speaking, he leaned on Su Zi's shoulder and remained silent. Su Zi patted and comforted him like he was sleeping, and finally looked into his eyes and said seriously: "No matter what decision you make, , Nao Nao and I have always stood by your side."

In fact, she is protecting her shortcomings in her heart. Although Li Mu is an elder and they have to be filial, there are many kinds of filial piety. No matter what, Li Qingshan is her husband, and she only needs their family to live well. As for the others, If it hinders them, she is not easy to bully.

The news of Li Mu's return spread throughout the village in less than a day. Everyone was very curious about where he had been all these years, and they knew that he did not come back alone, and the villagers wentssip when he brought a woman and a half-child. The flame was completely burned up.

Dr. Zhang from the Su family came to visit one after another. When they learned that their family lived in an old house and that they were doing well without Su Zi and Li Qingshan, everyone felt a little delicate.

Li Mu still knew Dr. Zhang and Su's father, but the next generation had no memory of it. He had been away for so long that all the children back then were married and had children, including his son.

It was Dr. Zhang who asked, "Where have you been all these years?" He saw the woman boiling water and pouring tea for them, and the boy helping with bowls, but Li Qingshan and Su Zi did not appear, even with so many people Let's look at Li Mu's situation.

Li Mu sighed, why couldn't he hear the questioning in Doctor Zhang's words, his son didn't ask anything, he just described the situation at home after he left in a very flat manner, and then arranged a place for them without any questioning.

It’s like a guest coming from afar, I’ll arrange a place for them, and then it’s over, when I meet his flat and indifferent eyes, I can’t explain any more, yes, what’s the use of explaining, I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father, and I didn't even fulfill my responsibilities as a son to his mother, so I just walked away like that.

"Join the army in Xiping Town." Li Mu knew that Dr. Zhang took good care of their family, and Qingshan's later life was also thanks to Dr. Zhang's care, so he was very grateful to him.

"Joining the army? That's pretty good, why are you back?" Dr. Zhang still felt sorry for Li Qingshan. You couldn't think of your son when you were in a good life, but now you can't do it anymore and you think of your son and you come back. You have to bother Qingshan and his wife Arranging food and lodging for you, not only for you, but also for you to bring back two.

Li Mu didn't even know what to say. It was really hard to answer this question. Once he said it, he would be despised. He was wounded and couldn't fight and came back to take care of him. He didn't let his son take care of him. Although he could still do it himself, This is the impression given to others, but it is conceivable to see that Qingshan provides food and lodging for them when they come back.

Just when he didn't know what to say, Su Zi came over and made a fuss. The new house was originally built next to the old house, so they were all next to each other. Someone here could hear it, no matter what, They couldn't help but show up.

When seeing Su's father and Su's mother, Su Zi said, "Father, mother, you are here too."

Mother Su glared at her secretly and complained that she didn't tell them about such a big matter. They only knew when they heard others say it, but this time was not the time to talk about her daughter, so she smiled and stretched out her hand when she saw Nao Nao, " Nao Nao, do you miss grandma?"

Nao Nao was also happy to see grandma, smiled and said "ahhh" and stretched out her arms to hug her, then looked at the people around her in Su's mother's arms, very happy to see so many people, her big eyes were wet and full of curiosity.

Li Mu has never left his eyes since Nao Nao came in. He is so happy to see Nao Nao playing and laughing with Su's mother, and he is obedient. Also not allowed to hug.

At this time, someone smoothed things over, "You see, after you left, your son has married and even has a grandson. Qingshan is very capable, and he is the first in our village."

Li Mu just smiled and told them about what happened in Xiping Town, and then those people also saw that something was wrong with the atmosphere in this family, so they left one after another.

The last ones left were the Su family and Dr. Zhang's family. They were close to Su Zi and Li Qingshan, so they naturally wanted to know what was going on, and they were worried that Li Qingshan would be wronged after they learned that Li Mu brought back a woman and child.

(End of this chapter)