Sick girl Qin Shaoru is paranoid

Chapter 191 The Finale
After Song Mianmian returned home, she changed her shoes and sat on the sofa directly.

She closed her eyes and her mind went blank.

She thought she was used to this empty silence, used to the absence of his gentle cooing voice, used to the space without his presence.

But in the end, what she thought was just what she thought, she was still not used to it.

She frowned slowly, and the slow motion of Qin Chen kneeling on one knee with a gentle face proposing marriage flashed across her mind, and Song Mianmian's heart felt dense pain bit by bit.

She slowly tightened her grip on her shirt, with a painful expression on her face, as if she had fallen into a nightmare.

After a long while, Song Mianmian finally let herself go, and she held her forehead with a headache.

Qin Chen finally found his own happiness.

She should be relaxed, she is relaxed, but it seems that there is a heavy burden on her heart, this feeling is really contradictory.

However, these two contradictory emotions are so perfectly blended together.

It was quiet for a long, long time.

The silence was suddenly interrupted by a phone call.

Song Mianmian glanced at the phone screen, and took it without emotion, "Hello?"

On the other end of the phone is Bai Tingfeng, a boy who has liked her for five years.

"Mianmian." The man's voice was warm and smiling, "Have you eaten tonight?"

Song Mianmian raised her hand and rubbed her tired eyes, "Eat."

Bai Tingfeng, "Are you in a restaurant? You eat so fast just after getting off work?"

Song Mianmian, "Yes."

The moment she finished speaking, the man chuckled, "Tsk, if I hadn't seen the lights in your room turn on with my own eyes, I would have believed you."

Song Mianmian, "."

Bai Tingfeng, "Good boy, open the door."

Song Mianmian, "."

Bai Tingfeng, "I don't have a hand to ring the doorbell."

Song Mianmian couldn't help frowning, got up and walked towards the door, "You don't have a hand to ring the doorbell, do you have a hand to make a phone call?"

Bai Tingfeng, "Because I'm calling you."

Song Mianmian sneered disapprovingly, hung up the phone, and opened the door.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw a dusty body, especially tall and straight against the night.

Song Mianmian's eyes slipped onto his hands, "I bought so many vegetables to cook."

Before she could finish her sentence, Bai Tingfeng had already brushed her shoulder and walked into the room carrying the vegetables very familiarly.

"Come to cook for you, how about having hot pot at night?"

Hearing this, Song Mianmian was taken aback, then turned around and stared at him closely.

Seeing her staring at him, Bai Tingfeng smiled slightly, "What's wrong? Is there something on my face?"

Song Mianmian looked away flatly, turned around and walked towards the living room, "I don't want to eat, you go back."

Bai Tingfeng walked towards the kitchen as if he didn't hear it, "You do your work first, it will be ready in half an hour."

Song Mianmian glanced at him, lowered her eyes, walked to the sofa, took out her laptop, and continued working.

I watched it for about five or six minutes.

There was movement from the kitchen.

Song Mianmian paused for a moment, then looked at him uncontrollably.

The man is good-looking and elegant at home.

Also. Love her very much.

He chased her for five years.

Song Mianmian knew what it was like to be in love.

So every time I saw Bai Tingfeng exuding warmth facing her, but turned around but was cold and silent.

She also couldn't help thinking that if she really married him, then the two of them would have a happy life after all.

But every time such thoughts popped up, Song Mianmian viciously suppressed them.

At that time, even though I knew it was impossible to be together with Qin Chen, I still had hope in my heart.

But now, nothing.

Song Mianmian propped her chin, looking at Bai Tingfeng who was busy in the kitchen.

At least, with him around, the loneliness will be completely dispelled, right?
Song Mianmian narrowed her eyes, looking at him inch by inch.

When he looked at her occasionally, he found that she was looking at him, and the corners of his mouth would draw an arc unconsciously.

This time, Song Mianmian did not turn her head coldly, but bent the corners of her eyes and smiled at him too.

Bai Tingfeng at the other end of the kitchen froze while washing the vegetables.

He must be lucky that Mianmian has turned his head, otherwise, his appearance is really embarrassing.

The hot pot base was boiled and seasoned by Bai Tingfeng.

He arranged the washed dishes on the table, plugged in the induction cooker, everything was almost ready, and then he called out to Song Mianmian.

Song Mianmian was leaning on the sofa, half squatting on the ground.

After standing for a long time, she suddenly stood up and her legs became numb.

Bai Tingfeng caught a glimpse of her from the corner of her eye, and strode over, "What's wrong? Are your legs numb??"

Song Mianmian nodded helplessly.

Bai Tingfeng, "Sit down."

Song Mianmian's legs were numb and uncomfortable, and the moment he spoke, he sat down without thinking.

Immediately afterwards, the man squatted and knelt at her feet, slowly lifted her legs, and kneaded her legs with appropriate strength.

Song Mianmian was shocked by his sudden movement, and wanted to pull back, but the man grabbed her ankle as if he had expected it.

Song Mianmian frowned, and wanted to continue struggling, but as if thinking of something, she stopped struggling.

A few minutes later, Song Mianmian said, "Okay."

Bai Tingfeng looked at her worriedly, "Are you sure?"

Song Mianmian stood up and walked towards the dining table, "See what's delicious."

The man stood up slowly and smiled leisurely, "What you like to eat."

Song Mianmian stared at him speechlessly, "Can you just come and tease me if you have nothing to do?"

Bai Tingfeng smiled, put the vegetables and meat into the pot, and said with a leisurely smile, "It's okay not to flirt, you won't like me if you flirt, and you won't even know that I like you if you don't flirt."

That kind of liking came out of his mouth, as if he was talking about something ordinary, without any pressure at all.

Song Mianmian couldn't help yelling at him, "Then who knows? If you don't flirt, I'll like it?"

The man paused for a moment when he picked up the food, and then continued to put the food without any doubt. He said with a smile, "If I heard correctly, are you giving me a chance?"

Song Mianmian looked at the steaming and fragrant hot pot, and the strings in her heart were slightly touched, and the surroundings suddenly seemed to be elongated in slow motion, and the silence was unbelievable.

She heard herself say, "Is what I'm saying hard to understand?"

Rao Bai Tingfeng was calm before, but now he can't.

He frowned slowly, as if digesting the amount of information in her words.

Then he turned his head slowly, looked at her with a stunned and unbelievable gaze, and said in a hoarse voice, "Mianmian."

Song Mianmian has already picked up the vegetables and is eating, her face is still calm and unwavering, "I mean we can try it first, and if we find it doesn't suit us, let it go."

Bai Tingfeng looked at her with a serious expression, "Are you joking?"

Song Mianmian frowned suspiciously, "I"

Before she finished speaking, Bai Tingfeng continued, "How could we be inappropriate?"

Song Mianmian, "."

She thought he was joking when she said try
Song Mianmian smiled flatly, put some vegetables into his bowl, "Thank you."

Bai Tingfeng smiled openly, with joy shining everywhere, "So, I'm finally yours?"

Song Mianmian's chewing movements slowed down, she concealed the silence in her eyes, and said with a smile, "I've said it all, try it first. Eat quickly, and go back after eating."

Bai Tingfeng happily responded to her.

He only cared about whether she was eating well or not during the whole process.

Whenever Song Mianmian felt a little bit uncomfortable from the heat, warm water was at hand without her opening her mouth.

Afraid that she would have a stomachache, I ran to make her a bowl of minced meat and mushroom soup, and asked her to eat it neutrally.

He didn't start to fix his stomach until she was almost done eating.

Song Mianmian felt a faint warmth in her heart.

He was halfway through eating, and suddenly raised his head to look at Song Mianmian who was looking at him, and said with a smile, "You finally discovered my charm, haven't you?"

He raised his eyebrows playfully, "Ma'am, owning me means owning a BMW, nanny, baby!!"

Song Mianmian laughed out loud after being teased by him, but still couldn't help but said, "I can't even stop your mouth with food!"

Bai Tingfeng is very talkative.

With him, you don't have to work hard to find topics.

Because he has endless things to say, his talkativeness can even arouse your strong desire to talk.

After washing the dishes, Song Mianmian saw that it was getting late, so she wanted to drive people away.

But he insisted on being soft and stubborn, and stayed there for more than two hours before leaving step by step.

Before leaving, he pretended to be pitiful and reluctant, "I'll pick you up tomorrow morning to pick you up at work."

Song Mianmian nodded, and kept pushing people out of the door, "All right, all right, I know everything, I'll call you tomorrow morning."

Even saying goodbye, this guy grinds for 5 minutes.

Song Mianmian sent people away, and when faced with the coldness of the room, she realized it belatedly.

Being disturbed by him tonight made her completely forget about Qin Chen, even her sadness.

She laughed, turned and went to the bathroom to shower.

A month later.

Song Mianmian has almost forgotten about Qin Chen.

After all, Bai Tingfeng is really annoying.
Song Mianmian had to fight back and forth every day between fighting wits with him to let him go home and ending the conversation.

But you can call him annoying, because every time he is so just right that he can't be angry.

If he really makes you angry, he will pretend to be cowardly, making Song Mianmian angry and laughing at the same time.

In short, such a fulfilling and ordinary life was finally broken.

this evening.

Because of a business trip, Bai Tingfeng will not be able to return until the day after tomorrow.

So Song Mianmian went home early.

As if pinching, Song Mianmian had just arrived home when Bai Tingfeng's call came in.

She turned on the loudspeaker, and while talking to him, she poured out a glass and drank it.

Bai Tingfeng was probably busy, and after a few last words of advice, he reluctantly hung up the phone.

Song Mianmian took a shower after hanging up the phone, and then started to analyze a pile of headache financial data with her laptop.

Around eight o'clock in the evening.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

Song Mianmian was stunned for a moment, raised her eyes and looked towards the door, flashed in her mind, "Could it be that Bai Tingfeng came back in the middle of the night?" ' Such thoughts.

After all, with this person's urine nature, it is very possible to do this kind of thing.

But as soon as the door opened.

When her eyes fell on the man's indifferent, emotionless, but deadly familiar face.

Song Mianmian stared at Qin Chen in astonishment as if she had been frozen in an instant.

The man stretched out his hand to open the door, and before she could fully react, he had already entered the door on his own.

Song Mianmian watched him turn around slowly, every part of his body was full of familiarity that made people want to cry, but at the same time mixed with sharp and painful strangeness.

she thought it was a dream
Because in the past 7 years, she fantasized more than once that he would knock on her door one day, and dreamed that he would find her more than once.

She put too many expectations on him.

She even couldn't stand it and wanted to go back to find him, but was severely restrained by Qin's father, unable to appear in front of him at all.

Probably from that time on, Song Mianmian began to realize that they would never meet again.

She had decided and had given up on him.

But he appeared in her world so suddenly.

At this time, in this way, in such a sudden.

Song Mianmian opened her lips, her voice was hoarse after a long silence, "You"

The man put his arms around her waist, caught her in his arms unexpectedly, and then rested his chin on her neck.He greedily rubbed against her, and softly called her, "Mianmian."

Song Mianmian's whole body tensed up as if she had been shocked by an electric shock.

Her mind was blank, no, or rather, it was messy.

Those absurdly dark, wanting to reconcile thoughts are just stupidly skimmed over, and the whole process does not take more than a few seconds.

Song Mianmian took a deep breath, and pushed the person away quickly, "Mr. Qin, this is my private residence, please leave immediately."

Qin Chen fell two steps after being pushed, his handsome face was full of predation, he sneered, his appearance did not show the slightest embarrassment, but Song Mianmian instinctively sensed the danger.

She swallowed imperceptibly, stretched out her hand and opened the door, with a cold and displeased expression, "Go out."

Almost instantly, Qin Chen pushed him against the wall.

Under the man's black shirt, strong explosive muscles could be seen faintly. He was probably extremely angry, and his breath was very irritable. He stared at her coldly, and paused every word, "Song Mianmian, don't you remember me?"

His look is really powerful, as long as Song Mianmian dares to nod, he can do anything bad in the next second.

Song Mianmian didn't want to provoke him, she turned her face away, avoided his breath, and frowned lightly, "I haven't forgotten you, but, we don't know each other well now, right? Mr. Qin."

She deliberately prolonged the three words of Mr. Qin word by word.

I don't know if it's for Qin Chen, or to remind myself.

Hearing this, Qin Chen laughed angrily, "Very good, aren't you familiar? How about getting acquainted now?"

Song Mianmian immediately understood the subtext in his words, but she was still helplessly blocked her lips.

She struggled with him desperately.

After so many years of thinking day and night, Song Mianmian thought that what he was thinking was really going crazy.

But now, it's not the same as before.

He has a fiancee, and she has a boyfriend.

She struggled desperately for a long time, kissed what was supposed to be done, and then the man raised his eyes, looking at her with anger mixed with longing, "Do you remember now?"

Song Mianmian stubbornly turned her face away, her little face was covered with tears, she bit her lip and said nothing.

Qin Chen pressed her down on the sofa and did it again ruthlessly.

Then he repeated the unemotional question, "Do you remember?"

Song Mianmian's eyelashes were trembling. She wanted to push him away, but her strength was pitifully small in his eyes.

In addition, her behavior is basically equivalent to betraying Bai Tingfeng.

It made her ashamed.

She suppressed her psychological and physical discomfort, and nodded in pain.

Qin Chen was relentless, "What do you mean by nodding? Huh?"

Song Mianmian cursed unbearably, "Are you a pervert? Aren't you afraid that your fiancée will be sad and die?"

Qin Chen stared coldly at her delicate eyebrows for a few seconds.

Then there was a sneer, and another round of torture.

The next day.

If it wasn't for the physical discomfort, Song Mianmian reminded her the moment she woke up that she really thought that everything last night was just a dream.

Qin Chen is already fully dressed.

See her awake.

It was just a sneer that was extremely cold, "Bai Tingfeng can't do it, you are the same as before."

Song Mianmian understood what this sentence meant in an instant.

Her face turned red uncontrollably, and she glanced at him coldly, "Rogue!"

Qin Chen frowned, walked over and forcibly picked her up and walked towards the bathroom.

Song Mianmian tried hard to cover herself, blushing anxiously, but only got the man to say indifferently, "Where have I never seen it?"

That look was clearly mocking her for unnecessary actions.

Song Mianmian was helpless, she curled up in the bathtub to protect her privacy, "What do you want! Qin Chen, you are getting married soon, why do you still come to me???"

Song Mianmian looked into his eyes seriously, with pleading eyes, "I beg you to let me go."

Qin Chen pulled his lips and drew a cold arc, "I want you to break up with Bai Tingfeng."

She was not surprised that he could find out Bai Tingfeng.

To her surprise, what is his request? ? ?
"Why!!?"

Song Mianmian seemed to have heard something funny, "He is my boyfriend, my future marriage partner, he loves me very much, and I love him very much, why should I break up with him?"

Qin Chen's eyes were extremely cold, "Do you love him?"

His gaze is very special, if you dare to nod, I will deal with your coldness right now.

For a moment, Song Mianmian couldn't say anything to the partner who was stuck in his throat.

Song Mianmian looked away and didn't speak again.

Qin Chen said again, "You leave him and marry me."

Song Mianmian looked at him in shock, "You know what you're talking about, Young Master Qin? A while ago you announced to the world's officials that you were going to marry someone else, and then you turned around and said such things to me, don't you think it's ridiculous? ?”

Qin Chen seemed to want to say something, but her attitude seemed to offend him, so she finally got up and left.

He said, "I'll give you a day to deal with the breakup, otherwise, I don't mind helping you personally."

Song Mianmian stared blankly at his back.

I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say a word.

He really hasn't changed, he has always been strong and domineering.

Until the sound of closing the door.

Song Mianmian's nerves finally relaxed.

then.

It is a deep silence and a sense of guilt and self-blame.

Song Mianmian couldn't imagine that she would do such a thing with Qin Chen while she was in love with another man.

It just seems like God wants to fight against her.

As soon as she walked out of the bathroom, Bai Tingfeng called.

Song Mianmian hesitated for a moment, then connected.

On the other end of the phone, Bai Tingfeng's usual energetic voice sounded, "Mianmian, I have good news for you. The client's plan has changed, and I can come back today."

Hearing this, Song Mianmian tightly grasped the phone, ".That's great."

Bai Tingfeng heard something wrong with her almost immediately, and her voice was hoarse, "What's wrong with your voice? Are you sick?"

Song Mianmian was taken aback by his question.

It wasn't because she was sick, but because Qin Chen tormented her for most of the night.

She was almost guilty and didn't know what to say, and she didn't know where the idea came from, and said, "Come back early, I'll cook for you."

Bai Tingfeng said, "Okay." After his ecstasy, he was deeply flustered.

for no reason.

Song Mianmian really didn't know what to do.

She paused, then said, "Ting Feng, when are you coming back today?"

Bai Tingfeng, "I'm leaving now, and I'll arrive around noon."

Song Mianmian narrowed her eyes, thought for a few seconds and said, "Then would you like to get a marriage certificate with me this afternoon?"

Bai Tingfeng, "."

The call was finally hung up with a man's excited and ecstatic voice.

Song Mianmian relaxed slightly.

She has no way out.

Not to mention that Qin Chen has a fiancée, even Qin's father would never allow them to be together.

As for Bai Tingfeng, she was absolutely unwilling to hurt her.

noon.

Before Bai Tingfeng was about to come back.

Qin Chen came over again.

This time, it's different from last night.

He was filled with a strong and lonely hostility, like a demon crawling out of an abyss.

Song Mianmian thought it was Bai Tingfeng, but the moment she saw him, she wanted to close the door instantly.

But Qin Chen stretched out his hand to resist her movement, and then he hugged her waist and threw her on the sofa very easily.

Song Mianmian's expression was horrified.She screamed uncontrollably, "Are you crazy!!"

Qin Chen pressed her wrist, his eyes were indeed burning with madness, "You want to marry him?"

Song Mianmian was stunned for a second, and then realized, "You monitor my phone!!"

Qin Chen grabbed her wrist fiercely, "I'm asking if you are!!!"

Song Mianmian was very angry, "Yes! I want to marry Bai Tingfeng, so don't bother me anymore!"

As soon as she finished speaking, Qin Chen roughly blocked her lips.

Song Mianmian struggled frantically, cried and struggled, but it was all useless.

Qin Chen easily tore off her shirt.

Song Mianmian's mind was full of such pictures that Bai Tingfeng must never see. She covered herself with great effort, crying like a sad child, "Qin Chen, I beg you to let me go."

Qin Chen kissed all the way like that.

It was crazy and hot.

But after hearing her low begging voice, he suddenly stopped moving.

Little by little he raised his head.

His eyes turned red, his eyes were different from the tyrannical one before, and now he was strangely gentle.

He said, "I'm sorry"

Qin Chen let go of her, and pulled the pillow over to cover her front.

"I thought you remembered me like I remembered you."

"I thought you still loved me."

"Sorry about what happened last night."

After Qin Chen finished speaking, he got up and looked at her calmly and suffocatedly.

Song Mianmian grabbed his clothes and looked at him with a messy look, heartbroken.

Qin Chen, "I will never bother you again."

"Never, ever."

The man gave her a deep look, turned and left.

however.

It was still too late.

Bai Tingfeng who rushed home with joy on his face saw this scene.

He also saw Qin Chen's face clearly.

For the first time, such a real thing appeared in front of him.

Not a photo.

is real.

Combined with what they just said and the hoarse voice of the phone call in the morning, anyone who is not a fool can know what happened between the two of them.

But should he be happy?

Knowing that Mian Mian fell in love with the man in front of her, she was still able to desperately resist his touch for his sake.

Bai Tingfeng suddenly hated him so much that he just arrived on time, not too early or too late.

Qin Chen turned his head and glanced at Song Mianmian, then left without saying a word.
.
Song Mianmian came out after changing clothes.

Bai Tingfeng sat on the sofa and waited for her.

She was extremely embarrassed and whispered, "I'm sorry."

Bai Tingfeng closed his eyes, his whole body was full of exhaustion, "Mianmian, you still love him, right?"

Song Mianmian, "."

She said nothing.

Bai Tingfeng continued, "A month ago, I saw the news of his engagement, so I was worried that you would be upset and come here to make hot pot for you."

"But I didn't expect that you would want to try with me."

"I know you're really going to let him go, and I'm very happy, really."

"I don't blame you at all when things have developed to this point, so you don't have to say sorry."

"Maybe, we really are not a couple."

As he said, he lowered his eyebrows and sneered, "As someone who loves you, I don't want you to be hurt or feel sad."

"I can't watch you smile at me every day like acting, and be considerate. That's not what I want."

He stood up and looked at her calmly, "I'll wait for you for another year." His voice slowly sank, as if there was a deep feeling of reluctance in it, "We don't want to get the certificate today."

"If a year later, you are still determined to marry me, I will accompany you into the sea of ​​swords and fire."

After saying that, Bai Tingfeng, who was afraid that he could not help but explode, directly pulled the bag on the sofa, and left without looking back.

Then, there was silence in the room.

The deadly silence.

At night, Father Qin called her.

Song Mianmian should have expected it earlier.

Qin Chen came looking for him, Qin's father should stop him immediately.

But what she didn't expect was that the news on the other end of the phone was that Qin Chen would resign from all positions and regret the marriage.

Father Qin's voice seemed to be ten years older.

Song Mianmian listened in disbelief to Qin Chen's past seven years after she disappeared, making her heartbroken so hard to breathe.

It turned out that even the engagement was just to let Father Qin relax his vigilance and find her.
What made her feel even more unbelievable was that.

Qin's father let go of his mouth and stopped interfering with her and Qin Chen.

"You come and find him."

Father Qin hung up the phone after finishing his last sentence.

Song Mianmian stared blankly at the phone.

Are you looking for Qin Chen?
she does not know
Half a month later, Qin Chen knocked on her door again.

"Mianmian, I really have nowhere to go this time, you have to support me!"

Song Mianmian stared, "You're crazy."

Qin Chen tidied up the sack, "Okay, I'll go to sleep on the street."

Song Mianmian, "."

Qin Chen, "The old man said that there are many homeless people under the overpass. If you drive them out, I can join them."

Song Mianmian, "."

She couldn't bear it anymore, she was angry and wanted to laugh, "Where did you get the broken sack???"

Qin Chen, "I bought it from a homeless man on the street."

Song Mianmian, "How much?"

Qin Chen, "Two hundred!"

Song Mianmian laughed angrily, "...I think your brain is like a sack."

She gestured to close the door.

Qin Chen had already pried open the door and went in by himself.

The man turned around and kissed her, his handsome face approached her ambiguously, "Are you free this afternoon? Get married?"

Song Mianmian, "."

　good night everyone
　　
　
(End of this chapter)