Queen, go for hegemony

Chapter 17 The most unreliable memory
Feng Chaowen drove all the palace people out, sat in front of the imperial case to review the memorial, ordered me to serve tea and grind it, and finally cast a glance outside the palace: "An Yi, what do you think I killed Yan Ping?" His eyes darkened Cold, murderous intent is complete.

Now I deeply understand the pain of "unidentified concubine".Eating the mistress's meal and doing the work of a housekeeper, do you still have a heart of loyalty and patriotism like an official and a censor?
This requirement is really high!
I decided to put my conscience aside and be a villain for a while.

"Your Majesty, this Yan Ping really deserves to be killed! Since you are a courtier, you should have the consciousness of being a courtier. How can you look at what's in His Majesty's bowl, but also think about what's in His Majesty's pot?"

Feng Chaowen's long eyebrows raised slightly, "Didn't you have a good conversation with General Yan? Why did you want his life with just one mouth? You didn't hate him out of love, did you?"

I looked at him with contempt, and I wanted to scratch the wall with grievances: "Your Majesty, from love to hate, that was used by the storyteller in the teahouse to coax people to make money? The sinner, I am old, I just want food and clothing. , What love and hate, it's too incomprehensible, it's more laborious than asking for an elixir."

Seeing his dubious expression, I had no choice but to defend myself seriously: "General Yan has always thought differently from ordinary people. Talking to him is very enlightening to us." The mistake cost me my life.

From Yan Ping, I can fully appreciate how much courage it takes to stroke His Majesty's tiger's beard.For timid people like me, it is more beneficial to just sit in the Chonghua Hall serving tea and water.

It is true that I once loved desperately, but now I feel that it is more realistic to keep this little life.

Feng Chaowen was probably not satisfied with my answer. His face was frozen like the surface of a Sanjiu lake, and it was as smooth and flat as possible to knock down a pile of ice scum just by knocking it on his face with a hammer.

He summoned Tian Bingqing to deliver the decree, and he was very skillful in enticing his courtiers: "Tell General Yan, I will point him to a marriage with He Meimei, let him wait at home."

When Tian Bingqing delivered the decree, his voice came faintly into the hall, which fully reflected His Majesty's generosity and benevolence. If I were not in the hall, and I heard Oda's half-gentle and half-kind delivery, I would probably be grateful and vow to die To repay your kindness.

How could he convey such a murderous will with such gentleness, subtlety, kindness and power?

It was an extraordinarily long day, and it was difficult to endure until I was about to go to sleep at night. I took advantage of Feng Chaowen to wash up, bravely rushed to the dragon bed, and rolled around happily on the large dragon bed. The soft Minghuang Jindu quilt was so comfortable and happy that it was hard to get rid of it, and sighed secretly: It really is like three autumns without sleep at night!

I was rolling happily, but suddenly turned dizzily, someone grabbed the back of my neck and turned over, a heavy body was pressed up on me, Feng Chaowen's handsome facial features were close in front of me, before I could catch my breath, I slammed into the sky Ge Di's kiss was blocked, where is there room for me to struggle?

Amid the ups and downs, I seem to hear him questioning in a low voice: "Marry Yan Ping? I won't let you do what you want!" How could such childish words be said by Feng Chaowen?
I felt like my whole body had been disassembled, and there was no soreness and pain everywhere.Even in the dream, I sighed that my life was miserable. When I fell asleep, I dreamed of my father.

Dad looked at me very dissatisfied, although he never blew his beard and stared, and never held a door latch in his hand, but for some reason, I felt very guilty, as if I had done a huge mistake and never reflected on it.

I tried my best to reflect in my dream, but my father spurted out a lot of blood, splashing all over my face, and that scorching feeling went all the way to my heart.I wiped it hard, but Dad was like a fountain of blood, and he couldn't finish vomiting.

I yelled: "Don't throw up!" I was flustered and heartbroken, as if my heart was tightly held by someone, I couldn't breathe, the pain was so painful that I was almost suffocated, someone shook me vigorously by my ear: "Wake up... ...Xiao Yi...wake up..."

Between half-dream and half-awake, I only feel my heart beating wildly, as if it will jump out of my cavity in the next moment, my headache is about to split, my whole body is like being pricked by needles, the sight in front of me is like a flood, and countless pictures are flooding into my mind, my narrow mind seems to be crushed Just like bursting.

I let out a scream of "ah", curled up with my head in my arms, and screamed violently on the bed, the sound was so miserable that even I was taken aback.

Now fully awake.

A broad chest rushed up behind him, hugged me tightly, and coaxed gently: "Xiaoyi, your head hurts again? Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here..."

This scene seems to be very old, so long that sometimes when I think about it, I think it is just a dream.

I never have any pain in my body, why do I have a splitting headache?

But my memory is actually very unreliable sometimes. For a long time, I have a problem that I am ashamed to talk about...that is, forgetting things.

On this point, when I tried to go hunting in the mountains, I lost myself in the mountains, and after Xiao Huang found me, he blinked his big eyes and asked me: "Xiao Yi, are you stupid?"

How can I be stupid?

It's him who is stupid!

I just have occasional bouts of confusion.For example, when I was lost in the forest, I felt in a daze that I was hunting with my father, but he ran away after a tiger and left me where I was, so I waited blankly for a long time. just came back.

I complained to him at the time: "Daddy, do you want to starve Yi'er to death?"

When I was sober, I remembered that I wanted to hunt for Xiao Huang to eat, but when I was confused, I sat there and waited for my father to take me home. In the end, instead of my father, I waited for the half-stupid Xiao Huang.

So later on he refused to let me go hunting in the mountains. As soon as I left, he sat on the ground with his arms around one of my legs and refused to let go.

——This trick was actually used by me to deal with my father back then. I didn't expect that Xiao Huang, a child, can be taught, and he quickly used it with ease and skill.

Sometimes fragments come to my mind intermittently, but the moment Chuchu woke up just now, I remember clearly, before the formation of thousands of troops, Feng Chao heard a lance slamming at me, I raised my gun to fight, I was hammered heavily from behind... so Feng Chaowen stared at his own spear in astonishment and smashed it on my head...

What was I thinking before I passed out?
Now that I think about it, the stunned expression shouldn't appear on Feng Chaowen's face!
When the two armies are at war, if you smash the opponent's general, if you want to be astonished, if you kill the opponent's general, don't you have to commit suicide to apologize?

Of course, Feng Chaowen did not commit suicide to apologize. I fell off the horse and was almost trampled into mud by the front of the rebel army. Who would have thought that I fell into the arms of a hard armor... Feng Chaowen's body The armor hit my teeth, I had a mouth full of blood, and spat out a mouthful of blood...

I sat on the bed with my head in my arms. The breath of the man next to me was warm and familiar. Maybe it was night, and even the voice was strangely gentle: "Xiao Yi, is your head hurting again?"

"I dreamed that you smashed me off the horse and took me prisoner."

In fact, I sometimes think about it suddenly, and occasionally forget it.This caused me to sometimes look at Feng Chaowen and really not make up my mind, wondering whether to treat him as an enemy or as a friend?
I generally know that I sometimes act out of order, and I take all the credit for that one hit on the head.Although I never smashed my brains out, I got this occasional confusion.

A pair of iron arms came up and held me tightly in my arms. The voice behind me was low, as if complaining: "You little idiot, I thought you could dodge it, but you only used [-]% of your strength."

... So I was captured by Feng Chaowen, and I spent half a year in the Daqi military camp for my wounds.

Today, Yan Ping's act of asking for marriage probably scared me. At that time, I only felt a dull stone in my heart. I woke up from the dream, but now I am very awake and remember everything.

Three years ago, the first emperor passed away, leaving a mess for Xiao Huang.

The first emperor left in a hurry and did not appoint a regent, so the conflict between father and Uncle Yan reached a fever pitch.The two each recruited a faction of courtiers, both of whom wanted to be the regent.

I once persuaded Dad: You don’t have a son, and even if you become the regent, you don’t have a successor, so why join in the fun?

Daddy smiled and slapped me hard on the head: What do you know, kid?
I'm obviously a girl, but he insists on raising me like a kid, and spares no effort to train me to be the successor of a generation of powerful officials... How much I am worried about the future fate of the Great Chen Kingdom.

Xiao Huang is an idiot, plus a half-hearted official like me, within ten years, I am afraid that Da Chen will be annexed by Da Qi.

At that time, I miscalculated Daqi's combat power, and I was quite optimistic about the future.

In the end, daddy won and sat on the throne of the regent, under two people and above ten thousand people.

Xiao Huang has no queen and is still young. The other is the current queen mother, Xiao Huang's mother.

Speaking of the Empress Dowager, she is a formidable master. She smiles with kindness and kindness all day long, and what she has done is really unacceptable.When the late emperor was sick, all the princes in the palace except Xiao Huang had an accident...

I secretly asked my father, did the late emperor also let the empress dowager have an "accident"?

He glared at me, and slapped me hard on the head: "Don't talk nonsense, from now on, don't run to the Empress Dowager's Palace!"

He has been very busy since he became the regent, and he rarely finds time to get angry with me.I think it's good for Dad to be the regent, at least he won't control me so tightly when he's busy, and the two of you won't see each other for many days.

I am busy too.

During that time, Yan Ping went into the palace from time to time to accompany Xiao Huang to study, and even became kind to me.Since the first emperor passed away, Xiao Huang moved from the East Palace to the Chonghua Palace.Sometimes when I left the Chonghua Palace, he also followed me out, chatting with me kindly along the way.

This was the most harmonious time in the three years since I kissed him forcefully. I was dizzy with joy, as if I didn't know north, south, west, east, and only felt that the sky was clear, everything was flourishing, and it was always developing towards the best direction.

At that time, I thought... the late Emperor died at a really good time!

(End of this chapter)