Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 33 Tears°
{Don't be so careful, people who love you don't need you to be so perfect}
The next day I got up early, and I didn’t feel dizzy from the cold wind the day before, but got up earlier than usual
I packed my luggage early, but there is nothing to pack

After packing up my luggage, I stood on the window sill with a glass of cold water for a long, long time
I suddenly remembered the words He Yiyu said when he sent me back last night, "Don't be so careful, people who love you don't need you to be so perfect"

"Nan Xun, it's the same sentence. I feel tired outside, I can come back anytime, I'll wait for you"

Yes, don't be so careful, the person who loves you doesn't need you to be so perfect, don't need

Looking at this familiar city, I still couldn't help sighing

I think it's time for me to go back

This place is not for me after all, is it?
Jiang Han is gone, it's time for me to leave too

Actually, I've had enough

After only a few years in this city, I met Jiang Han and fell in love with him
In the first year, I didn’t know each other and went to the police station with Jiang Han, but I was able to become good sisters later.
Yes, at that time I had no acquaintances here and I was a road idiot, originally He Yiyu wanted to pick me up at the train station, but I gave the wrong address
In the end, I was taken away at the police station

I still remember how he looked at that time, sweating profusely and suffocating, he was so anxious that he didn't know what to say, and finally said, "Let's go, my mother is still waiting at home. Don't tell my mother about it, lest she have to worry again, you are honored today"

Isn't there a song that sings like this?

'I didn't like you when we met for the first time

Who knew the relationship would be so close later on?

We are one like summer and one like autumn
But it can always turn winter into spring'

Perhaps, this best expresses the friendship between me and Jiang Han.

In the second year, I met him in the library on an accidental rainy day, old man
I don't know what liking is, I only know that since he sat across from me, I haven't read a word; I only know that it took me a long time to calm down this restless heart

In fact, some people are lucky just to meet them.
Yes, being able to meet him is enough, what else is there to be dissatisfied with?
In fact, in the end, I should still thank He Yiyu, if it wasn't for him, I don't think I would have come to this city
My heart is already as cold as that glass of cold water, but I still have expectations in my heart.

How much I want to run to see him right now, chatting about family affairs as usual

The only things that I can recall are those two retro diaries, which are quite thick

Recorded half of my youth, they were quite heavy, I took them out of the drawer and put them in the suitcase, and after a final thought, I took them out again.

I went back and forth and finally packed them in the suitcase

I think I still can't let go

My heart is very small, I can only pretend to be Yi Yang Qianxi

My heart is not so enlightened, I can't pick it up and put it down

I often laugh at myself in my heart, a smart person like me finally fell into the hands of Yi Yang Qianxi, just laughed and cried

As I said, I lost a lot in this relationship. It wasn't Ranran that I lost, it was my feelings for the cheater that I lost.

When I wake up in the morning, the first thing I do is touch my head
No fever, no discomfort, very good
Actually, I wish I had a cold
Lie in the hospital for ten days and a half months, so that I can pretend to be sick and not leave?
Does this mean that the old man can take care of me like before?Although not perfect

But ah, now it will never be the same again

I used to be sick, there was always a boy who would not go to class to take care of me, his name is He Yiyu

I won't be too close to him because ah the boy will be upset when I see him, I know

He is very good, treats me like my own sister, like a warm brother

I've always thought of him as my brother

Nothing more
He will always send me to the hospital when I am sick in the middle of the night. In fact, I don’t know why the first person I think of every time I am sick is him.
Actually, I also thought

Did I take it for granted that I depended on him as a habit?Did you fall in love with him?

The answer is unknown after all

But then, I ran into him by chance on a rainy day, old man
The feeling and the joy in my heart cannot be expressed in words.
That kind of deer bumping feeling, he is No.1, and it is also the first time

It is He Yiyu who cannot compete with him
he is really nice
It seems that I haven't found any shortcomings in him, at least I haven't found it after I have known him for so long

In fact, sometimes I have a little bit of selfishness
In fact, he really doesn't have to be too good, as long as I like it.I have recruited so many rivals for no reason because of my talent

But these words are nothing more than complaining in my heart, how can I really say them to him?

Actually, I told him that, maybe he thought I was joking, didn't care

That day, I must have had a hot head and convulsions
Fortunately, he didn't care, otherwise it would be embarrassing
Isn't it too funny to say these things as a classmate?Even I find it ridiculous

That’s right, no matter how serious I am, he will think I’m joking

yeah i like him

Where does love come from?I do not know

All I know is that I like Yi Yang Qianxi
I have fantasized about being alone with him countless times, and I have imagined how I would look after confessing to him countless times. There have been failures and successes.I have imagined everything I can imagine, but... I have to think about the scene after the failure for a longer time

I have imagined many, many reasons why he rejected me. When I think about it, tears will always flow out.

I will scold myself thousands of times in my heart, wipe away my tears and continue thinking
Repeatedly, tucked in the quilt, tossing and turning, fantasizing
Sometimes I think of his shy look and laugh out loud

Sometimes I think of him talking and laughing happily with other girls, and I can't cry
I'm a person who feels sad every day and night

Sometimes, I also admire myself
During the day can be high like a maniac, laughing so hard over a little thing, like winning the lottery

Can cry like a shit at night, sentimental over a small incident, like mourning

Maybe the moody Nanxun is really bad

　"You have to talk to me nicely

　　praise me don't scold me

　　I'm not the kind of person who will become more courageous when I take the soft but not the hard
　　For more praise and endless tenderness

　　even a coward like me
　　Maybe one day I'll be a hero too."

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　　good night

　　
　
(End of this chapter)