Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 40 liberation. Liberation
{I was ashamed when I first met, but now my eyes are red when I part. }
Seeing more and more students in the classroom, he couldn't help touching the empty desk beside him.

Since Jiang Han left, this seat has always been vacant, and the teacher did not arrange other students.

Jiang Han, still reluctant to come back?
Your Wang Yuan'er is back, your Yuan Shi'er is back.

I couldn't help tapping Jiang Han's desk rhythmically with my fingers, but when I was about to have a date with Zhou Ding, I was woken up by a discordant voice
For a moment, I lost all sleepiness.

"Xunxun, go and apologize to Ranran. The doctor said that she is allergic to seafood. Now she has a rash on her face. You know, she cares the most."

I looked at Laoqian with some amusement, he seemed to have changed a lot, but I couldn't tell exactly what changed.

Looking at his drowsy look, my heart still couldn't hold back as if being stabbed by a needle.

He must be very tired now.

Yesterday because of Ranran's incident, I ran in the hospital all day, and I must have stayed with Ranran in the hospital at night, so I didn't rest.

You said, what virtue and ability does Ranran have?

I suddenly felt a little funny, but I just smiled and tears still fell.

"Yi Yang Qianxi, you trust her like that?" I didn't wipe the tears off my face, but just looked at him like this, waiting for his answer.

"I……"

The old man hesitated, but in the end he didn't say anything
Can I understand that he is the default?
He just believes that Ranran doesn't want to believe me, does he?
The cheater wanted to reach out to help me wipe away the wet tears on my face, but I refused.

I nodded, wiped away the tears on my face, and said nonchalantly, "Okay, okay. Yi Yang Qianxi, from now on...don't call me Xun Xun anymore." After finishing speaking, I ignored everyone's curious eyes ran out.

From now on, don't call me Xun Xun again.

It's okay, I don't need it anymore.

I ran to the playground in one breath, because I really didn't know where to go at this point.

Patronizing to run, but did not find that the old man followed.

"Xun Xun, you shouldn't take Ranran to eat seafood, you know very well..."

"Yes, I knew she was allergic to seafood, so I took her there. I just can't understand her"

I just can't understand how she behaves in front of you, I just can't understand how she likes you, I just can't understand how you favor her.

This is how I am in Nanxun, do you regret knowing me?

Did you chase me to the playground just to tell me this?

Instead of worrying about what happened to me?Even a little bit, not a little bit?
ok, I get it.

If you don’t like it, you just don’t like it. No matter what I do, it’s useless, and it won’t catch your eye, right?
"Xun Xun..." Laoqian lowered his head, looking a little embarrassed.

I smiled and pushed him away, took a step back and yelled loudly, "Go, why don't you take care of Ranran in the hospital, what's wrong with me?"

In fact, I also felt soft-hearted and regretted the moment I finished yelling.

This should be the first time I yelled at him.

Well, for the first time.

Yi Yang Qianxi, I have given you all my good and bad tempers.

"Are you so eager to push me to Ranran? Okay." After speaking, the old man wanted to turn around and leave.

One step, two steps, three steps.

"and many more."

As soon as he finished speaking, Lao Qian turned around, as if he had expected it.

Look, I'm being silly again.

"Say hello to her for me, I'll visit her naturally when I'm free." After finishing speaking, I turned sideways and left without waiting for the cheater to answer.

As soon as he passed behind him, tears flowed unscrupulously like this.

I didn't rush to wipe the tears off my face, I just put on my earphones and walked on the playground.

I didn't turn around to look at the cheater behind me, Ranran was still waiting in the hospital and he should have left.

So, he came to school today just to ask for leave and take notes.

Ranran, look at how much the cheater really likes you, and he is willing to leave behind his homework.

I walked around and around the playground, alone.

In the earphones is always the An Heqiao of the single loop.

Let me take another look at you from south to north

Like eyes blindfolded by the Fifth Ring Road

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please tell me again about that day

The girl holding the box and the man wiping sweat

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i know those summers

like youth can't come back
What can replace dreams can only be reluctant
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Just when I was thinking about something, a basketball hit me, but the force was just right, as if it was a joke.

As soon as I turned around, I saw He Yiyu's face that deserved a beating.

When he saw me, who had a hippie smile on his face, his expression immediately changed.

"Nan Xun, is he bullying you again? I'll find him to vent your anger on you." After finishing speaking, he picked up the basketball and was about to leave
I quickly grabbed him, pretending to be happy, "He Yiyu, stop making trouble. Why is he bullying me again?"

Suddenly, an enlarged version of his face appeared in front of my eyes, and I took a step back in fright.

"Then you didn't cry?" He Yiyu stared at me with an inexplicable look, like a prisoner being interrogated.

I smiled and gently patted the basketball he was holding in one hand, and turned around, "No, sand got into my eyes accidentally."

"I'm not as delicate as you think, I cry every now and then."

He Yiyu didn't say anything more, he just acted like he was watching my performance.

Then, I continued to say, "Really, I warn you, don't think of me so badly, be careful that I ignore you"

After finishing speaking, I clenched my fist and made a gesture to hit his arm.

Maybe he already knew that I was in a bad mood, so he didn't run away.

"He Yiyu, are you stupid, you don't dodge, you really want to be beaten?"

"If you can make me feel better by hitting me, then hit me."

"Aren't you afraid of pain?"

He didn't pay too much attention to what I said, he slapped the basketball, and replied "It's just your small body, small arms and legs."

I glanced at him disdainfully, rolled up my sleeves, and looked like I was about to fight, "Come on, let me fight."

Sure enough, he stopped slapping the basketball, rolled up his sleeves and took a step forward, "My uncle is in a good mood today, if I ask you to play, then you can play until you calm down."

Originally, he was just pretending to be a joke, and he didn't intend to hit him for real, but after hearing this, he gave him two light slaps and stopped.

He put down his sleeves, and said unhurriedly with a look of disgust on his face, "Oh, this relieves the anger? Could it be that you don't want to part with it?"

After finishing speaking, his unbeatable face was magnified N times in front of my eyes, and I took a step back habitually.

"Yeah, I can't bear to hit you, it hurts a lot"

It was originally a joke, but he blushed when he said it.

He rubbed his hair uncomfortably, and even stuttered when he spoke, "Um, that..."

I looked at him a little funny. To be honest, the shy He Yiyu is rare and cute.

"Walk with me, from now on... you may rarely see me." After finishing speaking, I left on my own.

After walking about a dozen steps, I turned around and looked at He Yiyu who was stunned, smiled helplessly and shook his head and continued walking.

Perhaps, this sentence is a bit too informative for him.

He Yiyu ran after me and blocked my way.

"Nan Xun, what do you mean? I'm leaving now? I'm giving up now?"

I shook my head and walked past him.

"Nan Xun, in fact, every time I see you in a bad mood and ask you what's wrong and you say it's fine, I feel so strange."

Seeing that I didn't pay attention, he simply pulled me back.

"Nan Xun, you don't have to be so careful, people who love you really don't need you to be so perfect, really."

Seeing He Yiyu's serious look, I sighed softly.

You said, if the person I like is you?
You said, how good would it be if you were a cheater?

You said, how good would it be if a cheater treated me half as much as you?

"He Yiyu, do you know? Jiang Han is gone, her idiot is gone."

"To be honest, I can't stand it anymore."

"I admit, I think too strongly of myself, and take everything down by myself"

"But, I'm tired"

"Very tired"

"In the past, there was no Ranran around him, I think it's good as it is."

"But, it's different now"

"You said it was too difficult to pretend to be blind"

"Sooner or later, you will know that impulsiveness, liking, and novelty are not love"

"I and Laoqian not only can't cross the hurdle of Ranran, but there are many more"

"Turn back when you can't go on the road, and let go of those who can't love you"

"Enthusiasm that you can't get is enough. Don't take wishful thinking as lonely courage, and don't take boredom as hard-to-get"

"so……"

He Yiyu snatched the words before he finished speaking, "So, you still haven't let him go."

"Nan Xun, don't you fucking tell me these great truths"

"Promise me that no matter where you go, you will give me well"

"Be nice to yourself, or I'll be the first to let you go"

"Also, I'll wait for you here, all the time."

I bit my lip and nodded, patted his shoulder lightly.

A person walked in front, talking to himself, I knew he had heard "McDull's ending, when he grew up, he took a bun and said, 'I suddenly realized that if something is not working, it is not working, if it is not, it is not. Fish balls, no thick noodles'”

"so what?"

"You see such a simple truth that even pigs understand, but we still think that everything in the world should be negotiable."

"He Yiyu, you deserve better, at least that girl is better than me"

"So don't wait for me"

"Stop hitting the south wall, it's useless"

"As I said just now, even McDull understands, you must be smarter than a pig."

I turned around and looked at him, he seemed to be thinking about something with his head down.

I saw the expression on his face, so I had no choice but to continue talking to myself.

"He Yiyu, do you understand what I said? Don't wait for me"

"Just like you advised me, it's not worth it"

Although these words may hurt him, I don't want him to spend any more time on me, it's not worth it.

He deserves better.

He nodded, pretending to be relaxed, "It depends on the mood, then if you say you don't like you, you don't like you, then I am very embarrassed."

I smiled helplessly, I know he is no better off than me now.

Just the same as me, but he is more competitive than me.

Unlike me, I cry at every turn.

It's really bad, this kind of Nanxun is really bad.

　2018rd day of [-]

　　... so don't be unhappy

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　　good Morning
　　
　
(End of this chapter)