Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 42 Liberation. Liberation
{There are serious words hidden in all the jokes, and those seemingly incomprehensible responses are probably the most tactful rejections. }
When I woke up, I realized that it was almost 06:30
Not too early, not too late, just right.

I drank the cold coffee in one gulp, but didn't feel the slightest bit of bitterness in it
Ranran, you said that if I didn't come to the hospital to see you, would I be a little sorry for your best acting skills?

Picking up the dark red notebook on the table, he simply tidied it up and went out.

Well, the notebook is my parting gift to you.

The reason why I went so early was because I wanted to get away from the scammer so as to avoid future troubles.

It's hard to make up your mind to leave, don't stick to him like a dog's plaster just because you met him once.

In the past, she always made promises to Jiang Han like a fool.

Let's leave together when the disappointment is enough.

But gradually I discovered that I had already accumulated enough disappointment, but I was always deceiving myself and others.

Staged a one-man show, like a clown.

Tell myself over and over again, forbearance is over.

Since you are reluctant to leave, why bother to get angry with yourself.

Laoqian sends Ranran home.

Maybe you're not feeling well.
……

The old man goes to school.

Maybe it just happened on the road.
……

The old man taught basketball.

Maybe it's because I think Ranran is more suitable than me.

……

The old man cares about Ranran.

Maybe it's because Ranran needs protection more than me.
……

Laoqian holds a birthday party for Ranran.

Maybe it was proposed by Ranran, but he was just too embarrassed to refuse.

……

So he likes her?

Well, that's what I like.

This time there are no other possibilities.

……

The person he likes is Ranran after all.

After all, I should thank her for her appearance.

If it wasn't for Ranran's appearance, she would have been lying to herself for a long time?

From the beginning to the end, she was the one who sang this one-man show, and she was the one who deceived herself.

no wonder others

Unrequited love will not have good results.

There are always a dozen steps between him and her, just like a seat

There is no possibility between him and her.

Even if there is no dye.

If you don't like it, you don't like it, whatever you do is useless
If you do too many things that are useless, it will naturally become meaningless.

She didn't understand it before, but now she understands it.

In the past, she said that Nanxun who left the old man was nothing.

Now she firmly believes that Nan Xun will live a better life after leaving the old man.

It was past seven o'clock when I arrived at the hospital, probably because I went too early, the door of the ward was still tightly closed.

With nothing to do for a while, she walked around the door of the ward.

She hesitated to knock on the door.

But her knock may have disturbed Ranran who was sleeping.

But if you don't knock, what if a cheater comes later?
Just as I was hesitating and wandering around outside the ward, Ranran, who was wearing a hospital gown and a coat, came out.

However, after seeing me, she was obviously stunned.

In just a second, the expression on his face returned.

She held the thermos cup with a smile and made a gesture of invitation.

Or maybe she already expected that I would come to her.

As soon as I walked into the room, the bunch of baby's breath caught my eye.

She likes baby's breath, doesn't she?
The red gypsophila is very beautiful, isn't it?
It was sent by the old man.

Following my gaze, maybe she noticed it, and then said, "It looks good, I think it's good to put it there."

I lowered my head and smiled nonchalantly, "He sent it, it's very good."

She held the thermos cup in her hand and smiled without saying a word, as a tacit consent.

I walked towards her with a smile and stood by the window with her, blowing the cool breeze.

"sorry"

I lowered my head and smiled bitterly, and looked at her, "I'm sorry, thank you very much."

She looked at me in surprise, opened her mouth but didn't speak for a long time.

I smiled and ignored it, looked out the window and said to myself, "Actually, I am very grateful to you"

"If it weren't for your appearance, I might not have realized that I am redundant"

"Even without you, there may be other girls in the near future"

"If you really like it, this relationship will not be shattered just because of your appearance"

"Ranran, do you know?"

"I'm really tired and I want to rest"

"Really, I won't blame you"

Hearing this, Ranran next to him was obviously stunned.
She didn't speak, just smiled.

She and I stood by the window like this, and no one disturbed the tranquility.

This is the first time I talked to her so calmly.

There is no more intrigue.

After a while, she pursed her lips and said, "I'm sorry about what happened the day before yesterday."

I was surprised by her sudden apology.

This is what she was supposed to be like.

I looked out the window and smiled, the hands I held seemed to be clenched even tighter, but I still didn't care, "It's okay, it's all over."

"Actually, I expected it when you asked me to go to the seafood restaurant"

"Don't be surprised, I came here because I made a bet with myself"

"Take the cheat's trust in me as a bet"

"Actually, I really want to know what Nanxun looks like to me in the eyes of the old thousand."

"But, I lost"

"I lost unconsciously, I lost completely, I lost completely, I lost... completely"

Talking, tears still falling

Ranran looked at me a little at a loss, and just wanted to try to wipe away my tears but I refused

I waved my hand, signaling not to care.

After a while, I adjusted my mentality, wiped away my tears, and continued to laugh.

Ranran looked at me with some embarrassment, and then said "Sorry."

I shook my head and looked at her "You know what? How disappointed I was when the cheater chose to trust you"

"I explained it, but he still didn't believe it"

"I think it's really unnecessary to explain."

"I seldom explain things to others"

"It's not because the more you explain, the more chaotic, but because I feel that those who believe in me don't need my explanation, and those who don't believe in me don't need to explain"

"But, I still explained that day"

"I still imagined that he would choose to believe me after listening to the explanation"

"Ranran, in fact, I am fully capable of bringing you down."

"Mobile phone information as evidence, seafood restaurants as evidence"

"I didn't do it because I didn't think it was necessary"

"Look how stupid I am."

"Don't worry, I haven't done that since I didn't do it before"

"From now on, the cheater will be yours"

"You treat him well"

Hearing this, Ranran looked at me with some puzzlement.

I smiled and looked out the window "As you wish, I'm leaving"

"I came today to give you something"

Saying that, I took out my notebook from my bag

"This notebook records a lot of things about cheaters"

"Maybe it's easier for you to use this to understand cheaters"

"He is a bit slow to warm up"

"So, there are some things you can't rush"

"Also... don't let him find out, and don't tell him... I've been here"

"Well, I have to go, bye."

With that said, I patted Ranran's hand and handed the notebook to her.

Obviously, she wasn't in the mood.

Maybe she didn't expect me to do this.

As soon as he reached the door, he was stopped by Ranran.

"Nanxun...you have to be good"

I stopped, nodded and didn't turn around, but left without looking back.

I walked very fast because I was afraid of meeting a cheater.

At this point, he should come to deliver breakfast to Ranran.

He really cares about her.

When can you treat me like this?
　Probably so I like it very similar

　　undisguised greed but sweet contentment
　　
　
(End of this chapter)