Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 49 stubborn
{Always allow someone to miss, in order to catch up with the best encounter}
For a while, I sat on the sofa and didn't know what to do

Get up and go to bed and lie down?

Seems too casual and... uncomfortable, very uncomfortable

Or, find another topic

Keep chatting, awkward chatting?
I looked at Wang Junkai on the side, and found that he was looking at the window sill not far away, looking fascinated

He should... have something on his mind

Or, I'm thinking too much
Just as I was looking for a topic again, he said first, "Nan Xun, can you tell me the meaning of the word 'missed'?"

miss?I recited the word silently in my heart

miss?

I thought about it, and after a while, I came up with an answer, pretending to be relaxed and said, "Miss, I can't verbalize the meaning of the word miss, because... I think it contains too much"

"I don't feel that I can express the meaning of this word or express it better in one word or sentence"

"I can only say that if you miss it, you will miss it. If you can keep it and make it up, it's the best. If you can't... then don't force it"

"If...you missed that person, it's his bad luck"

Wang Junkai turned his head and looked at me with a puzzled expression.

Yeah, what I've been through, he doesn't know
I don’t know what was wrong with what I said just now, anyway, I just say what comes to mind

Although it may not be very reasonable, but he pretended to be very understanding, as if he had already seen through all this
"Yeah, if you miss that person, the one who should be sad is not you, but him"

"Look, it's his loss that he missed you, he missed such an excellent you"

"If I miss someone, I will be happy, I will feel bad and I will be sad"

"Do you think I'm sick, with so many emotions?" After finishing speaking, I looked at Wang Junkai on the side

He looked thoughtful before I waited for him to answer, and I continued talking, as if... talking to myself
"Always allow someone to miss, in order to catch up with the best encounter"

"It's not yours, you shouldn't have it, and some things can't be forced."

"Happy, heartbroken, and heartbroken"

"I'm happy because I finally lost him, like losing an old friend for many years"

"There is not much discomfort, because I have long known that unrequited love will not have good results, after all, unrequited love never ends"

"This ending is already doomed, but it will be sooner or later."

As he spoke, tears fell silently

I raised my head to wipe away the tears, and looked at the moths beside the lamp, maybe because of the heavy rain, two moths flew into the room at some point
Wang Junkai on the side didn't know when to comfort me, so he just leaned over to my side and patted him on the shoulder
I smiled and patted him on the shoulder, indicating that I was fine.
Wang Junkai spit it out from his mouth lightly, but with a trace of sadness "like a moth flying to a flame, desperate to take care of himself"

I repeated what he said and sighed "Yeah, it's like a moth to a flame, desperate"

I chatted with him for a long time, unknowingly we chatted until the second half of the night

Even though I am not sleepy, I am still too embarrassed to involve him in chatting with me.

"Always allow someone to miss, in order to catch up with the best encounter"

"Wang Junkai, I often say this sentence to myself, and now I also give it to you."

"I don't know what you've been through, but I know you're a story...male classmate"

"Student Wang, good night and sweet dreams."

With that said, I walked towards the bedroom
The bedroom is not big, but it is as clean and tidy as the living room, which catches my eye

At night, I toss and turn but still can't fall asleep
Wang Junkai, Wang Junkai.

He is actually quite similar to He Yiyu, I don't know what he went through

But about what I can guess is that he should have missed someone who is very important to him
I can't help but think of what I said just now, which is actually quite embarrassing
Happy?If you miss it, you miss it?Feel sorry for him?Distressed about missing out on such a lovely self?But people never cared
Nanxun, really good... ridiculous

Thinking about it, I tucked in the quilt but still couldn't help crying at night

He Yiyu once said, he said, "Nan Xun, I really can't stand you anymore, you can't be well when you get old, don't make me worry, don't make me feel bad, don't do stupid things?"

"There are a lot of bad habits. I am used to waiting for him. I am used to smiling and saying it's okay. I am used to not caring... I am used to crying at night and my eyes are swollen the next day. I am used to listening to that ballad at night."

Nan Xun always said with a smile, getting used to it

I am used to listening to the folk song "Anhe Bridge" at night.
I am used to thinking wildly at night and then weeping bitterly.
Get used to...waiting for him.
(End of this chapter)