Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 53 say good happiness
{Don't leave me like the wind, I'll be afraid if I don't make a sound}
Just arrived at the door of Jiang Han's bedroom, the hand that was about to knock the door was raised but put down again

After repeated repetitions, I still hesitated in front of the door for a long time. In fact, I just want to know how Jiang Han is doing now.
Have you really been in a hurry to pack yourself up for so long?

Knocking on the door gave her time to disguise herself, but not knocking on the door and,,,

Just when I was about to push the door open, I happened to meet Jiang Han who came out

I have to admit that Jiang Han was born to be good-looking, coupled with the delicate makeup on his face

She hides herself very well, making people around her who don't know her mistakenly think that she is happy

She always feels that she is too indecisive, and she also wants to be happy

But then she found out, she grew up

She doesn't want to grow up either, the troubles she had when she was a child are nothing compared to the grievances when she grows up

When she grows up, she finds that even happiness becomes difficult when she grows up

She also has a stomach full of bitterness, some impatient thoughts, but there is no one to listen
She habitually always shares the happy things with the people around her, but habitually swallows the bitterness

After a long time, even she almost forgot whether she was really happy

No one understands, maybe she doesn't need others to understand
She no longer loses her temper as she did when she was a child, and she doesn't dare to make trouble anymore
No one favors her, no one understands her sadness, and no one cares about her unreasonable troubles
She is also a person with a story, the story is short, neither sad nor happy, four words: he does not love her
She also foolishly fantasized about her and his Zongzong. The biggest misunderstanding between them was: she mistakenly thought that he liked her
Right, everyone who listened to the story felt that she was self-indulgent and self-inflicted
The people who listen to the story will not feel the same as you, but they just look at you with a little more sympathy
Jiang Han is afraid, she is afraid, she is afraid
Over the years, she has received too many looks like this, she really doesn't need them anymore
Jiang Han waved her hand in front of me, and smiled and turned around with her floral skirt

She smiled, this is the first time I have smiled since I have been here for so long, it is very bright and brilliant
Just like in high school, just staying by Wang Yuan's side

"Well, it's beautiful"

This is the first time she wears a skirt, for Wang Yuan
Jiang Han lowered his head and picked up the smile that was originally on his face, "Isn't it, I haven't worn it for so long."

I fixed the skirt for her, looked at her with a smile and said nothing, just turned and went to my bedroom

I know she will follow, and I also know that she will be the only one who understands me

I opened the window and looked at the cloudy sky, so depressing

I haven't cried a lot for a long time, and I haven't indulged myself for a long time

Also, it's been a long time since I talked to her about my heart.

How can she not see the way I am preoccupied, but she understands me

I won't tell you what you don't want to say, no matter how hard you talk
It's me, you think it's weird

I'm two mes, one is known and the other is known to very few

I can smile like a madman during the day because of my surroundings, grinning
I can also cry like a fool at night because of complicated thoughts, indecisive
Oh, lost girl

It will be fine if I get used to it, the premise to make me happy is that he wants to be happy

"Jiang Han, do you still remember? I remember that in the second year of high school, the whole class was required to wear class uniforms because of the program."

"I remember you at that time, you were also very stubborn, but you refused to wear class uniforms"

Jiang Han smiled, "Yeah, I don't know how to wear class uniforms and school uniforms together."

"Say, don't you just wear a skirt? What's the big deal?"

I smiled and looked at her, "Yeah, what a big deal, but some people just use the shirts of the class uniforms to match the pants of the school uniforms"

"Yeah, it must have been ugly at the time. I remember the old class punished me to run around the playground three times in that suit."

"Hey, tell me about you, Nanxun, you..." Jiang Han looked at me with a hesitant expression
"I?"

"Jiang Han, do you know? It's been a long time since he sent me a message, it's really the first time"

"I sent a message, but not as happy as I imagined"

"You know what? I've imagined countless times that he would text me and explain to me"

"Really, I don't blame him"

"That thing is over, so let's go. Ranran is indeed allergic, not to mention he doesn't know that I can't eat seafood, does he?"

"So, I'm not angry at all and I don't mean to blame him."

"What's more, I also forgive Ranran, don't I?"

"Do you know how determined I am to leave this time?"

"I didn't play childish tantrums, I didn't"

"I want to go out to relax. I just want to know what kind of life Nan Xun will be like without him. I just want to know if he will look for me like crazy."

"I found out later that I was wrong, so I just wanted to wait, maybe I haven't come here yet."

"I just want to wait, everyone think about it, it may not be a good thing to be apart for a while."

"I thought, maybe the next place he's looking for is here."

"Later, I no longer dare to have any illusions, I am afraid of being disappointed."

"You know how hard it is to get used to a life without surprises, without disappointments, without him?"

"Time really flies, and four years have passed in a flash."

"Leaving him, I was not sad, but never happy"

"I don't regret my leaving, maybe it would be better if I quit him and Ranran"

"What's more, when I came here, didn't I get to know Yihan and Dakai?"

"Really, I'm already very content, but he came to me last night, I don't know what I think now"

"Anyway, I'm pretty scared. I don't think I really have the courage to face him yet."

"But Jiang Han, you are different."

"Wang Yuan likes you. During the time you left, Ranran always wanted to make the old man misunderstand what I have with Wang Yuan."

"But it's obvious to all of us that Wang Yuan likes you, isn't it?"

"Mo Qing is always Mo Qing. She is just Wang Yuan's class monitor. It is normal for Wang Yuan to be close to her as a study committee member, isn't it?"

"You said she and Wang Yuan were childhood sweethearts, yes, then if they had something, wouldn't they have been together long ago?"

"So we'll talk about it when we meet, let's be together if we can be together."

"It's still the same sentence, there are not many people who can make you happy, just be with whoever you are happy with, whether it is friendship or love"

"You have been waiting for him for four years, and you don't have many four years to wait for him"

"He is your youth, and I don't want to see you duplicity and leave regrets"

Jiang Han looked at me thoughtfully
I knew she was worried about me again, so I clapped my hands lightly to indicate that I was fine, and went out.

Yes, Jiang Han, you and I are really much luckier than you.

He likes you, you have to know.

You have to know that there is no one between you, just step over yourself and make it clear.

But I,,, let's talk.

　
　　How long has it been since you saw the person you wanted to see?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)