Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 61 The wind is very good·The wind is very good
{Maybe it’s really just a little windy today, and the past is shaking the ground}
"Sister Nanxun, actually... Sister Mo Qing told me that afternoon before you came."

"She said there was a boy you liked very much when you were in high school"

"She said you can suffer any grievances for that boy"

"She said you liked him to the core"

"She said you liked that boy for a long time"

"She said you always hide your love for him"

"She said you did and changed a lot for that boy"

"She said the boy's name was Yi Yang Qianxi."

"I think that boy should be very good."

I looked out the window and smiled, but didn't speak
"Sister Nanxun, I didn't mean to bring up these things today, I know it will make you feel bad if I say it."

"You know what? I was attracted to you the first time I saw you"

"That kind of feeling is not found in other girls. If I'm not wrong, the first time I bumped into you was when you just came here."

"It's been so fast, five years have passed in a blink of an eye, and we have lived together for five years"

"I remember, at that time you were always absent-minded, often sitting by the window on rainy days with earphones in a daze"

"You often write and draw pictures in a notebook. Actually, I'm quite curious. It should be quite sad."

"Actually, to be honest, I always felt that you didn't like me at that time. I always wanted to blend in with you and make the relationship better."

"Sister Jiang Han is afraid that I will misunderstand you and often say to me: Don't worry about her, she is just like that, don't think too much, it's not that she doesn't like you"

"Later, you started to talk more and more, I think you are also a funny type in your bones."

"But I still often wonder what happened to you"

"I think you are a person with a story. I think you should have someone you can't love. I think you loved to laugh a lot before you met that person."

I didn't speak, just quietly looked out the window
Yes, it went by pretty fast.

Five years have passed in a blink of an eye, five years have passed since I came to Border Town, five years have passed since I left him

"Yihan, do you know? In fact, I wanted to make it clear to him many times. I want to say that I like him, the kind I like very much."

"But, he regards me as a brother. I don't know how to speak"

"I have imagined many scenes after being with him, and I have imagined many scenes of confessing to him"

"But a friend is always a friend, not to mention I'm his brother, he definitely can't accept it"

"I think if I confess to him, I'm afraid I won't even have to be a brother."

"That's it, keep procrastinating and procrastinating. You really can't procrastinate about the relationship you know"

"At the beginning, I thought it was good. Anyway, he has no one he likes. Anyway, I can stay with him every day in the name of brother."

"I think he is with me every day, and I don't see him treating other girls as well as me."

"It can also be said that he treated me the best during that time, and it was also my happiest period of time."

"The biggest misunderstanding I have about him is that he likes me, and I don't know where his confidence comes from."

"Maybe stupid, but fortunately Ranran is here, otherwise..."

I didn't go on, I just smiled habitually

After all these years I finally did it, I managed to tell my story as if I didn't care

"Sister Nanxun, in fact, you can live a better life."

"Why don't you try it? I think you must have often persuaded Sister Jiang Han before, and you must have been too anxious for Sister Jiang Han."

"Think about what you said to Sister Jiang Han before, if you don't try it, how will you know? Maybe the one you like also likes you"

The one I like also likes me?is it possible?impossible

The person he likes is Ranran, no matter how stupid I am, Nanxun, I won't be so stupid, right?
"I want to gamble too, but I really can't afford to lose."

"I have thought of many ways, I want to say that sentence I like you inadvertently in the form of a joke"

"It's not that I haven't thought about it in this way. If so, he will definitely not take it seriously."

"Later, I don't care much about these things, as long as I stay with him."

"But I saw that he seemed to be more and more popular with girls, so I was a little tangled."

"I wanted to say it but I didn't dare to say it, but Jiang Han gave me a note. He said that April Fool's Day is also an opportunity."

"I thought about it, and it's true that April Fool's Day is also an opportunity. But it just so happened that he asked for leave and didn't come to school that day, so I kept my phone on all day long."

"I've been waiting for a long time. I think someone who loves learning like him will definitely call me and ask me about my homework."

"But I was wrong, I waited for a long, long time and still didn't get his call"

"Jiang Han on the side was also in a hurry. He took my cell phone and dialed it, but he didn't answer."

"When Jiang Han called, I just waited quietly."

"Well, you guessed right. It just didn't answer, no."

"Although I'm not ready to tell him what to say, but it would be a lie to say that I'm not disappointed"

"But there is no way, he is Yi Yang Qianxi, the reason has already been thought out for him."

"He must be busy, maybe there is something urgent, otherwise why ask for leave?"

"I don't know what happened that day, and then I had a fever at night and was sent to the hospital. As a result, when I came back, there was another girl by my side."

"He said she was his buddy, the kind with a good relationship"

"But her buddy is much luckier than my brother"

"It was only later that I learned from Ranran that the old man asked for leave that day to pick her up."

"Isn't it stupid? Well, I think so too"

"Sorry, it's a bit long-winded."

I lowered my head and looked at the red hands that I rubbed under the table.
"Sister Nanxun, what if... I mean, what if he likes you?"

Yi Han faded away from the usual hippie smile, looked at me solemnly, as if looking forward to what I had to say next
What if he likes me?How lucky is that? It's already pretty good if you like it.

What if he likes me?Remove that word.

I smiled unnaturally, holding my head in my hands and looking at Yihan
I don't know why, maybe it's really just a gut feeling
I always feel that Yihan seems to have learned something that I don't know
But the fact is true, maybe she is uncomfortable being stared at by me, always avoiding my eyes

"Tell me, what do you know? Don't worry about me, it's okay"

"Even if you don't tell me now, I will know later, it's really okay, really"

After finishing speaking, I stopped looking at her.

She will say it, she will definitely say it, otherwise she wouldn't tell me about these past things today

It's just that I'm scared before I know what she's going to say
Is it about cheaters?

--right.

After a while, Yi Han unhurriedly took out a stack of tickets from her bag

A stack, I was a little overwhelmed and unbelievable looking at one ticket after another
Yes, it's all his.

　Unfortunately

　　I still lost you
　　·
　　Sorry
　　
　
(End of this chapter)