Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 65 The Rap Player old-dec
{everyone who doesn't understand love
will meet someone who understands love

Then experience a heart-piercing love
Those who don't understand love slowly understand

People who know how to love don’t dare to love anymore}
There was a moment of silence, I don't know what to say

Maybe I didn't think of it at first, and indeed I didn't think of it

He's a dick, the boy I've been thinking about for so long
How could he like me, shouldn't the person he likes always be Ranran?
Didn't he always treat me like a brother?
If I knew he would say that, shouldn't I have said those words just now?
If I had known that you would come out that day, I wouldn’t have said your name, but Wang Yuan
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You are less beautiful, who will like you
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If your family Ranran knows that you think so, she will be angry.

Maybe Nan Xun is the only one who is so stupid. Did those words just now hurt my face?

Your face is swollen.

He smiled and didn't intend to expose my appearance
His smile is still the same as before, nothing has changed
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Dude, you look good when you smile at me, but you look ugly when you smile at other girls

Then I will only smile at you from now on.

He put his hands on the table and looked at me with his head tilted, as if waiting for my answer.
Seeing me in a daze, he seemed to be having some fun, and slowly opened his mouth and said, "Why? Don't you even give me this chance?"

"That's up to you, it's my business to like you, it has nothing to do with you"

"I finally have this opportunity to explain clearly to you, I will not allow you to escape without my permission"

"Without Nanxun's Yi Yang Qianxi, I'm nothing"

I lowered my face very, very low, almost to the table
But the corner of the mouth still can't hide the smile, I have heard a lot of love talk, but I have to divide the object.
Yi Yang Qianxi, I, Nanxun, really fell into your hands

Tell me, where did you get your self-confidence? Why are you so sure that I still like you?
That's right, I just can't hold it down, I just can't live up to it, I can't help but like you for so long
Why do you insist on coming to me when I am about to let you go?

Yes, my Nanxun is useless, I can't forget you
But I tried my best. It is not so easy for someone who really likes to let go
Yes, even if we meet again after many years, my heart will still be bumping like a deer
Maybe at that time it can no longer be called liking, it is not love, it is just a habit

The words that Laoqian just said are always replaying in my mind, and the impact over and over again forces me to recall, could it be that he...?
"It's my business to like him, it has nothing to do with him
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Loving you is my business, nothing to do with you. "

"Without you, Yi Yang Qianxi, I, Nanxun, am nothing
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Yi Yang Qianxi who left Nanxun is nothing. "

I bit my lip and looked at him.

I want to say something but I don’t know what to say. I have thought a lot about what I want to say to him during the thousand nights when I didn’t see him.
I always say to myself, I want to be good enough to smile confidently when I see him again
I always restrain myself from the urge to find you, and I really wanted to call you to tell you that I am not bad for you as a brother, and I don’t treat you as a brother

I also always cry at night, thinking about the past we can't go back, hating my own cowardice
I also hate myself, and unconsciously turned myself into what I hate
I'm still not like what I said when I was a child. I said that when I grow up, I don't want to be a waste who is swayed by emotions.

I said I want to be a cool girl so that I don't get delayed by such boring things as feelings
But at that time, I didn't know that feelings can't be controlled by myself.

Now it seems that it is indeed.

In fact, this is also expected. It is impossible for me to never see you again in this life.
Obviously I thought about everything before you came, but the plot didn't go according to my script
Even the greetings when we meet have changed, and those useless polite words are missing

I knew Nanxun was still Nanxun, and Nanxun, who was at a loss for words after meeting Yi Yang Qianxi

But the boy she loves is no longer the same

Mature, stable but also a lot rusty.

"Okay, look at you. Really, are we still brothers? Can't we take this joke?"

After finishing speaking, he pretended to be a little angry and turned his head away from looking at me.

brother?joke?
It was a joke, I mean.

For a while, my mood suddenly fell to the bottom

Who wouldn't make a joke, but who would make a joke about such a thing?

Nanxun, oh Nanxun, look, you accidentally exposed it again, right?

Are you not going to promise him?Why didn't you feel happy after hearing him say it was a joke?

Since you don't intend to accept him, it doesn't matter whether he likes you or not, does it?
What's wrong with you?Hypocritical what?
Seeing that I didn't respond for a long time, he turned his head and tapped my head vigorously, still the same as before.
"What are you thinking about? What I said is that this matter is not urgent, what I said is that I am chasing you."

"Before I misunderstood you for so long, got angry for so long, was sad for so long, and waited for so long"

"So don't worry now, I said as long as the last person is you, it doesn't matter how long you wait"

"Think slowly now, I'll give you this chance to torture me, torment me"

Listening to his words, my tears still couldn't stop flowing down, but I still smiled and said, "What is torture, what is tossing, I think you just can't get over the hurdle in your heart."

After speaking, we looked at each other and laughed.

　good night
　　 wan an
　　
　
(End of this chapter)