Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 78 Memories°Lonely Memories

{Losing is more terrible than not getting it, because it has an extra process called once.}
Ranran wiped away the tears on her face, turned her head and held my hand, lowered her head and smiled, "Nan Xun, I'm sorry."

"I know that maybe I used to go too far, too ignorant and always do things that people can't understand"

"I know it's useless to say anything now, I don't ask your forgiveness"

"I've told Qianxi everything before, I'm not trying to reduce guilt, I'm just doing my best."

"I know that you deliberately didn't bother me about the seafood thing last time, I know it"

"At that time, I was really stupid, maybe I was afraid of losing it again, and my head was hot."

"Thank you very much, Nanxun. Thank you for not asking them to check the surveillance. Thank you for being so kind to me now."

"thank you so much."

"In addition to saying sorry to you now, I just want to thank you."

I kept patting her on the back to comfort her
"Ranran, I don't blame you, really." After I finished speaking, I smiled at her, but my tears still fell
She was as happy as a child, clasped my hand and kept nodding, repeating the phrase "thank you" all the time.

I sighed and smiled "Look, aren't we like good sisters now? We just can't go back"

She sighed, "Yeah, we can't go back, our youth has been taken away by us"

I smiled and looked at her, "But, that's our youth too."

Ranran turned her head to look at me seriously, bit her lip, "Nan Xun, are you interested in hearing my story?"

I nodded, patted her hand, and signaled her to relax, there is no need to make myself so tired

She looked out the window and said lightly, "My story is only four words: he doesn't love me"

I didn't expect her to be so direct. What she just said is that the old man doesn't love her, right?

I looked at her with some doubts, she smiled and shook her head, "His name is Moores"

I sighed a little, and said the name silently in my heart, Moores?Moores instead of... Yi Yang Qianxi?
The Moores she was talking about should be someone she likes very much, so why did she pretend to like the cheater before?
I smiled and said, "His name sounds nice, and he should be a nice person too."

She nodded, "Yes, he is also very kind, but the kindness to me is just that of brothers and sisters."

"My parents divorced when I was five years old, and my mother thinks I'm an idiot"

"Actually, it's true. My mother has a strong sense of vanity. She would rather destroy other people's families and be someone else's mistress than continue to follow my father."

"Maybe the man she found thinks I'm a trouble and won't let my mother take me with me"

"After all, I didn't give my mother a title. I just bought my mother a villa outside the city behind her wife's back."

"Speaking of which, she is kind to my mother, because every time a contract like theirs is signed, she will be at the stadium, and that stadium is not far from my mother's place, so..."

"Look, I'm going too far"

I shook my head, indicating it was okay.
"Since then, I have been living with my dad. He has worked very hard every day when he leaves early and returns late every day. He didn't earn much money. As for him becoming the boss of the company, that is something that happened later."

"Because he didn't go out early and come back late, I have to learn to be independent, and I can't rely on them like I used to"

"But once I was careless and fell asleep on the sofa while the porridge was still cooking in the pot. Fortunately, my father came back in time."

"But Dad didn't worry that I was alone at home and sent me to my aunt's house"

"At that time, I didn't understand either. Even though my father had divorced my mother, he was still in touch with my aunt."

"My aunt also gave birth to a daughter, who is younger than me, and I was staying at their house, so I can't be as self-willed as I used to be."

"Maybe my cousin thinks that I have taken away her mother's love for her, and she can't understand me even more."

"As the saying goes, people have to bow their heads under the eaves, and I endured it again and again"

"But for a while, she didn't bother me, but she didn't mean to make peace with me, until that day"

"She asked me to go to the river after school. I was really very happy, because I had no friends since I was a child. When I was in school, I felt like I had autism and didn't talk to other classmates."

"But when we got to the river, we had a conflict before we could say two or three words. I probably didn't expect that she would push me into the river. I didn't have any precautions, so she pushed me into the river like this."

"Actually, she doesn't have much strength, it's just that there is moss on the stone. When she pushed me, I slipped and fell into the river."

"Maybe she just wanted to scare me and it wasn't intentional, but she was really scared and ran away when she saw falling into the river"

"I thought she would call for someone to save me, but I overthink it"

"Later it was Moore who rescued me. He was not in a particularly good mood that day. He ran into me who fell into the water as soon as he was walking by the river."

"Do you know? I asked him later, and I said that if you pull with a wooden stick, I'm not afraid that I'll pull you into the water too."

"You know...do you know what he said? He said it's okay, I've tried my best to help you, at least I'll feel at ease, at worst I'll drown with you, anyway, no one cares"

"That's when I stupidly realized that he was in a bad mood. I didn't go home that night. I was afraid that my aunt would blame my cousin if she found out. home"

"Just stayed and we didn't separate until dawn the next day. That was the first time we met and I asked his name"

"The second time we met, he saved me. At that time, I was 14 years old and just about to enter the second year of junior high school."

"At that time, the family was still the same as before, and my father still left early and returned late. I didn't choose to live on campus, and I didn't think it was necessary to spend that unreasonable money."

"I'm studying hard and getting a scholarship while working part-time. I work in a bar as a wine salesman with food and accommodation included."

"It sounded like a very unscrupulous job. I didn't dare to tell my dad, so I lied to him that the school would give us a special offer for the top [-] students, free tuition during the holidays, including food and lodging."

"But something happened on the third day I did it. That group of people had already been eyeing me. I happened to drink a lot that day."

"You must be curious, why am I still drinking? Isn't it an alcohol allergy?"

I didn't nod in a hurry, I just looked at her and sighed

"That was when they just got their college entrance examination results, and a group of people happened to pass by that alley"

"Actually, that alley is very remote and almost few people pass by there. The reason why I walked there was just to go back to the dormitory to rest quickly."

"The street lights were a little dim, I couldn't see them clearly, but some of them made fun of me and asked me to sing and dance or something"

"I know that they probably misunderstood something when they saw me dressed like this. Later, he said to his brothers: Go, go, I feel that you are just having fun by saving people? After finishing speaking, I apologized for his brothers, He introduced himself and held out his hand to me."

"The moment I heard his name, I instinctively froze. I looked at him carefully, but in the end he pulled back his hand from me vigorously."

"I didn't tell him my name, I just said hello as a courtesy."

"So when we met for the second time, I asked for his contact information"

"After I went back, I repeatedly thought about the scene where he saved me. I couldn't hold back the joy in my heart, the feeling of the deer bumping around."

"Afterwards, I made up my mind to study hard and work hard. After I took the senior high school entrance examination, I asked him out. That was the first time."

"I said my name that time, and he didn't refuse. After that, I often asked him out under this guise"

"He also asked me out. I asked him why, and he said: Reciprocity."

"Really, you may not know that feeling. It's really a layer of paper that doesn't break through but feels very sweet, just like a relationship between lovers"

"But on my birthday, he said he was going to surprise me, and I believed it."

"When he came to the restaurant he booked, he introduced his girlfriend to me. Maybe he didn't notice the change in my face. He continued: Look, I found you a sister-in-law. I got used to you alone"

"Really, at that time, I felt like a basin of cold water was poured from my head, from head to toe, I smiled and said I had something to do, then turned and left."

"After that he asked me out and I didn't go out again. My repeated refusal made him feel very strange. I told him: I like him."

　Either way, please let me know you've at least been here

　　
　
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