Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 80 Melancholy Melancholy
{Wait a little longer for what you thought didn’t exist, it might be on the way}
Ranran lowered her head, put her hair behind her ears, and smiled at me
"Actually, Qianxi and I are neighbors. After I went out that time, my dad found out that something was wrong with me, so he moved."

"At the beginning, I was very curious about why my dad is so rich. Later, I found out that he has always had money, but the whereabouts of the money was spent on my aunt."

"Actually, I still haven't figured out whether it was my father or my mother who cheated first, maybe it doesn't matter anymore."

"He's half and half. Although the relationship between my father and my aunt is not simple, my mother is not much better either. Her vanity is too strong."

"Since I moved there, I have nothing to do all day long. My dad still leaves early and returns late as usual. The only difference is that he has changed from being secretive to blatant."

"At that time, I was timid and afraid of getting into trouble. Even if they were in front of me, I wouldn't say anything, and I didn't dare to say anything."

"I often tell myself this, because I know my dad is not easy, because I know that now he is the only one who wants me, remember to be good to me"

"I wasted half of my summer vacation before I knew it, until I saw him on a rainy day, Qianxi"

"He was running in the rain with two books in his arms, and from that moment my eyes stayed on him for a long time"

"At that moment, I suddenly understood that a child without an umbrella should run hard in the rain instead of walking in the rain."

"I opened the door and walked barefoot on the stone road, looking at the dense drizzle in the sky"

"During this good time, since peach blossoms are not for me, I should spend my time on study and work harder than yesterday"

"Unknowingly, I walked in the rain for a long time, maybe I was really not sober. When I was about to go on, it rained heavily"

"It's like someone poured cold water on me, from head to toe. I tried to tell myself, taste the feeling of running in the rain. When I was about to step forward and run back, he stopped me "

"He stood in front of me with his coat on and protected me to go home without saying a word. Later I found out that he not only forgot to bring the umbrella but also the keys"

"He stayed at my house for a long time that day, until the rain stopped. He said that he would be misunderstood if his neighbors found out that he was a boy staying in a girl's house. Despite my repeated dissuasion, he left and went to the library."

"I went to the library with him under the guise of buying books, and that day I became friends with him. During that summer vacation, he helped me make up all the homework I missed before."

"If I have nothing to do, I will go to his house with a book to find him, ask him to go to the library and ask him to go for a walk together"

"I'm curious just because you said it. I knew him first, why is you the one he likes?"

Ranran lowered her head and smiled wryly, but I still saw it.
I put the strand of hair that fell out for her behind my ear, and said unhurriedly, "It's good to let things like feelings take their course, after all, grievances can't be perfected after all."

She smiled, put her hands on the bed and looked out the window, "I know, but I still want to work hard when I meet someone who is in my heart."

"It's just that my ignorance delayed my starting point. It would be great if I understood my feelings for Qianxi from the beginning, instead of starting after Qianxi fell in love with you, and what I did was a mess. Things that can’t get on the stage”

I smiled like I was joking, but I thanked you from the bottom of my heart, "Ranran really has to thank you"

Ranran snorted lightly, and changed the subject, "Forget it, let's not talk about this. Let's talk about my fiance."

When he said the words fiance, Ranran was obviously taken aback, his eyes became dull

Maybe she was really unhappy. Seeing that I didn't speak, Ranran turned to look at me, and scratched her head in embarrassment, "Is it because I talk too much?"

I smiled and nodded, joking with her before saying "No, I'd love to be your listener once."

Ranran bit her lip and blinked at me, but the next second she sighed, "Nan Xun, you said I am very happy, right?"

"After all, my fiance is still him, Moores." After finishing speaking, Ranran looked up at the dark sky outside, and tried hard to swallow her bitterness into her stomach
"Moores?" I turned my head to look at Ranran, the doubt in my eyes clearly expressed my inner curiosity

She nodded, pretending not to care, leaning on the edge of the bed and looking out the window
It's so uncomfortable, but I still have to pretend to be strong and pretend that I'm okay
––– Relax life, you don’t have that many viewers.
–––Don’t act out a life you’re not good at for audiences that don’t belong to you.
I think these two sentences are very suitable for Ranran, because everything is too deliberate, because everything is full of expectations, so when the result is not as expected, it is inevitable that there will be disappointment.
"Moores found me that day, and that was the day he proposed to me."

"I know there is no love between me and him, but I still agreed."

"The moment I promised him, even if I didn't see the excitement in his eyes and saw more, it was expected, and I didn't regret it."

"He must think I'm useless, he must think I have no backbone, he must think I still like him"

"Yes, I'm not a recycle bin here. It's not like collecting all garbage. It's not that as long as you want to come back, I'll just stand there and wait for you. I know the word overwhelmed and hard to collect."

"It's just that what he doesn't know is that in the days when he left him, my heart was almost cold. I have seen too much. What I want is no longer the vigorous love of the past. What I want is an ordinary life. "

"I also hope that I will have a shoulder to lean on when I am tired. I think it doesn't matter as long as the person I marry in the end is not Qianxi. Let's encourage each other."

"But what makes me curious is why he found me all of a sudden and proposed to me in such a hurry"

What Ranran said was exactly what I was curious about. Didn't Moores have a girlfriend?Why did he suddenly find Ranran again?
"I'm pregnant" as soon as the sentence was finished, Ranran smiled indifferently, and it was more self-deprecating.
And this sentence was like a bolt from the blue to me, so I couldn't help looking at Ranran's belly, maybe it wasn't protruding when I was just pregnant, even if I looked carefully, I couldn't see it, it wasn't obvious

After just one glance, my gaze hastily turned to the ground, but Ranran still saw it.

I smiled awkwardly, rubbed her hand, and held it in mine
Her hands are so cold, but I know her heart is far more than that cold

Maybe I hurt her just now, I shouldn't be so anxious to see her belly, even if I am surprised and curious
Maybe she is more sensitive now, she must be very disgusted to see my gaze on her stomach just now, does she also think that I am looking at her with strange eyes?
I lowered my head and didn't speak for a long time. When I was organizing my words to comfort her, she broke the silence first, "This child belongs to Moore, and she was pregnant by accident."

"When he came to propose to me, he didn't even know that I was pregnant, he only knew that the girl that night was me"

"I also know that I didn't plan to find him responsible. I don't think these things are nothing these days, but I don't know that I'm still pregnant."

"At that time, my emotions were in a low period, and that was the No. 13 day when Qian Xi came to you"

"He didn't leave without saying goodbye, but he didn't give me a chance to keep him when he said goodbye. After that, my personality changed drastically, and I didn't return home every night. Going to the bar to dance disco became a common thing, and I often got into fights and troubles. After a long time, the surrounding people Neighbors put me in the category of bad girl"

"The relationship with my dad was relatively stiff. During that time, it was completely broken. Even though I got into trouble, he came to the police station in the middle of the night and took me back."

"But at that time, I was really ignorant, I didn't know what to do, what to do when I got out of the police station"

"I didn't expect something to happen in the end. It was only when I woke up that I realized that I was completely unworthy of Qianxi. When I saw who the person sleeping next to me was, I was surprised or surprise"

"Before he woke up, I hurriedly put on my clothes and fled. I fled in a desperate situation."

"As for how he found me, that's another story. I only know that he quarreled with his girlfriend and left because he was not in a particularly good mood that day because of a trivial matter, but what I know is that he loves or his girlfriend "

"I couldn't figure it out at first. I was so paranoid even though I didn't plan to ask him to be responsible. Later, I realized that it was his girlfriend who asked him to do this."

After a while, Ranran stopped talking.
I bit my lip and didn't know what to say to comfort me, besides smiling, I could only smile
In the final analysis, her accident was caused by a cheater. Is it true that I meddled in her relationship with a cheater?
But how can things like feelings make sense?Where is there a first-come first-served basis?
Ranran sighed and got up to leave. I repeatedly told him, "Go back to the room and rest early, control your emotions. The most important thing is to be happy. The old man will come to pick us up tomorrow."

I try to be as tactful as possible, because the child in her womb came by accident, and I know that Ranran doesn't want to receive special treatment because of this child

Because no matter where the term is used, it still has a certain influence no matter where it is said.
She nodded, and then gently closed the door for me.
After Ranran left, I tossed and turned on the bed but couldn't fall asleep for a long time. My chest seemed to be pressed by a stone, which made me a little out of breath.

Surely the old man doesn't know about Ranran's pregnancy, right?I know that Ranran doesn't want to tell Laoqian about this, but I'm afraid what if I slip up?
The old man will definitely blame himself, after all, this matter still has something to do with him

But would it be too much to tell Ranran to keep the matter secret?
(End of this chapter)