Rebirth: Splendid Wedding

Chapter 234 Her guess is because of guilt (3)
When the warm blood sprayed onto his face, he was stunned for an instant, watching her body fall straight backwards, he suddenly came back to his senses.

"no, do not want……"

He roared in pain, rushed forward, and was about to grab her, but he couldn't catch anything, and watched her disappear from his sight.

"However..." Tuoba Lin woke up from the darkness with a cold sweat on his back.He looked around, and it turned out that he was having a nightmare again.

He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, walked to the table and poured a glass of water, sat in the chair and thought to himself, how many times has this nightmare happened?
Ever since he knew that Dong Ruojie had pretended to be the person who saved his life, he would always dream of the scene on the cliff every night and wake up with a start. Every time he thought of her eyes full of hatred when she fell, he couldn't stop the pain in his heart.

Originally, he thought that since she disappeared, he no longer had this woman in his memory, but why, recently, he thought of these things that he shouldn't have thought of the most?

Suddenly, a hasty knock on the door interrupted his meditation.

"What's the matter?" he asked in a low voice.

"Prince, this subordinate has something urgent to report." Yuan Hua's voice sounded outside the door.

"come in."

Yuan Hua pushed the door open and entered, through the dim candlelight in the room, saw Tuoba Lin sitting on a chair, holding a cup in his hand, he stepped forward and said: "Prince, come to report over there, Prince Yong was injured and fell off the cliff, Almost all the people we sent were wiped out, it is said that there was a man surnamed Yuan next to him, his martial arts were extremely high, if the other party hadn't jumped off the cliff to save people in a hurry, none of the people we sent would have survived."

Holding the cup tightly, Tuoba Lin asked with a serious expression, "How many have returned?"

Yuan Hua replied: "Two, the others have taken poison."

With a "snap", Tuoba Lin put the cup down forcefully, and with a 'bang' sound, the tea splashed on the table. He took a deep breath, forced down the anger that was about to erupt in his heart, and said slowly: " Just in case, they can't leave any clues, including the surname Zhang."

"Yes, my subordinate understands."

"Also, go find out who the man surnamed Yuan is, and whether he has rescued him. If he is rescued, we will be in big trouble."

"The subordinates will send someone to do it."

After finishing speaking, he bowed his hands to Tuoba Lin and was about to leave.

"Wait." Tuoba Lin stopped him, "What happened to the princess?"

"Only a little injury, but nothing serious."

Tuoba Lin nodded and said nothing.

Yuan Hua was about to leave when he suddenly remembered something, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Prince, are you having a nightmare again?"

"Yeah." He didn't deny it.

Yuan Hua is his bodyguard and bodyguard, no one knows his affairs better than him.

He understood a truth a long time ago that there is no brotherhood at all in the royal family, either you kill me or I kill you, no matter how deep the brotherhood is, it will end up in the blood of brothers and sisters!
Therefore, except for the eighth brother, he never dared to be close to other brothers, but the relationship between him and Yuan Hua made up for this regret. They have been together since childhood, like brothers, but Yuan Hua always remembers his identity , Even when the two get along, they are still respectful to him, but they never stop caring.

"You have been suppressing yourself too much, and you often force yourself to have no chance to breathe. When things are over, don't blame yourself anymore. People can't come back to life after death."

"How can I not blame myself? She was forced to death by me." He even deliberately forgot her, forbidding anyone to mention her name in front of him, as if she never existed.If it wasn't for the shadow puppet show that night that revealed who the person who really saved him was, I'm afraid the name Yan Feiran would have been forgotten by him.

"Rin, in fact, our fate started very early, do you know? Back then..."

"Your Highness, the imperial concubine has something urgent to ask you to enter the palace."

"Go ahead, I'll tell you about it tomorrow."

Thinking back to the day before Yan's accident, Concubine Yan seemed to have something to tell him, but was interrupted by the person sent by the queen mother to let him enter the palace. Now that I think about it, she probably wanted to say that she saved him back then, so It is said that their fate started very early.

If they hadn't been interrupted that day, wouldn't their ending be different?
But it was useless to say anything now, she was dead.

He was forced to the cliff and ended her life with his own hands, and he didn't even have a chance to make up for it.

Does it hurt?Bone-biting and heartburning.

Thinking back to the girl he had promised to protect her for the rest of her life and give her glory, but he was the one who pushed her to hell in the end, his heart ached so hard that he couldn't breathe.

Yuan Hua couldn't say anything to comfort him, so he could only say: "Don't tell me you know that she is the one who saved you back then, so you are going to give up everything you have so hard to get? Prince, you are destined to be missed, even if you knew her at the beginning. She saved you once, and her fate cannot be changed."

Maybe others can't see the original situation clearly, but he has followed Tuoba Lin for many years, and he can analyze something. Those who are not beneficial but harmful to the prince are allowed to stay with the prince.

Hearing this, Tuoba Lin remained silent.

Yuan Hua said again: "You have nightmares every night because you feel guilty towards her. Otherwise, I will invite a mage in Renshou Temple to perform a ritual for her and set up a tomb."

"Let's talk about it, you go to do other things first."

After Yuan Hua left, Tuoba Lin couldn't go back to bed and continue to sleep. He walked to the window and looked up at the starless night sky.

Is it guilt?

Or, as Dong Ruojie said, he fell in love with her?He never thought about this issue deeply, because from the beginning he was just acting to her, treating her as a pawn, and after the play was over, the pawn would naturally be useless.

However, the moment she was stabbed by him and fell off the cliff, her heart was hit hard by a hammer. When she realized it, she had already disappeared...

If he fell in love with her, why was he able to attack her so viciously and forget everything about her afterwards?If he only used her as a pawn and had no affection for her, why did he always think of her inadvertently recently?Especially after knowing that she was the one who rescued him by the river back then, the bits and pieces of their past together always came to mind from time to time.

Or is it because of guilt that Yuan Hua said that he has nightmares every night?
(End of this chapter)