my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 20 But sometimes there is a price to pay for making mistakes
I was stunned, and it took me a long time to answer: "Why do you ask this?"

Yu Minghui suddenly laughed.

He said meaningfully: "I know the answer."

Standing up with a sound, he picked up the wine jar and put it in the bag, saying, "I'll take you back."

I also stood up a little awkwardly, patted my pants, waved my hands hastily and said, "No, no, I'll go back by myself."

Fixing his eyes on me, Yu Minghui said slowly after a while: "Actually, Lin Sisi, I really want to know that when you took your own initiative and ran to drive me out in a speedboat that night, you never thought that you might take me out. Are you explaining to the sea?"

I really want to ask back, then Yu Minghui, what is it that dictates you to help me avoid danger without hesitation.

But after thinking about it, this sentence is more or less ambiguous.

So, I pursed my lips and remained silent for a while, then pretended to be casual and said, "I'm a good swimmer, so I haven't thought about that problem. I think Ada's water skills should be good too."

I thought Yu Minghui would continue to dwell on this topic, but he just said lightly: "Oh."

The atmosphere that followed became extremely awkward and stalemate.

Along the way, I opened my mouth countless times to say that I would just go home by myself, but Yu Minghui followed me as if he couldn't hear me, and his face was alternately cold and stupid.It wasn't until I got downstairs that I said I was here, that he handed over the medicine he was carrying, and said, "Go back and have a good sleep, and remember to apply the medicine on time."

Shrugging, he said again: "Go up, I still have something to do."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left without waiting for my answer.

I stood there like a wooden man, watching his back slowly shrinking in my pupils, a burst of uncontrollable sadness suddenly surged in my heart.

As a person who squandered his first love on the high school campus, my EQ cannot be negative. Today, Yu Minghui's abnormal performance, I can probably get a glimpse of how much he may be interested in me. He is trying to determine whether we have a relationship Possibilities for the next step.

If I am clean, I will definitely not refuse to fall in love with a man with a chivalrous demeanor, even if he is mysterious to me, even if he is like a net that I cannot see through.

Yes, I am moved.

However, I am not clean.

Others' puppy love is just a missed study, but my puppy love, or my first love, is the so-called first love that countless people remember, commemorate, and praise memories. It is my nightmare, and it changes my life. It became a destruction that required too much pain to swallow.

With a wry smile, I finally looked back and hurried back home, lying on the bed endlessly suffering from insomnia.

I thought about a lot of things, thinking about how I knew about love that year.But the boy named Ding Zhanbo, he handed me love letters across several desks, his eyes sparkled and he said he loved me sincerely, and he said that he would marry me after graduating from university.He said a lot of promises, but in the early morning of the fireworks, he left me without hesitation and ran away on his own.Slowly these things that can be recalled, all turned into hatred.

But I don't hate him.

I hate myself.

When we are young, we can make many mistakes under the excuse of being young and frivolous, but sometimes there is a price to pay for making mistakes.

And the price I need to pay for this mistake is that I have become a dirty shell, and I can no longer start the next emotional encounter with no other intentions. Even tonight, I am sure that I am extremely attracted to that man named Yu Minghui , I am not qualified to take a step forward.

After clearing all this up, I made sure in my heart that if Yu Minghui still looks for me in the future, I have to let him stop thinking about it, so as not to waste his time, and also to save me from being doomed even further.

However, I didn't expect that Yu Minghui would catch me by surprise.

(End of this chapter)