my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 93 I Feel Too Impulsive

I don't think I'll ever be able to forget about this font.

Because for a long time, Ding Zhanbo used this font to write notes to me in get out of class and love letters to me after class.

But now, he is writing in a font that is so familiar to me, he said: "Lin Sisi, I think there is a huge misunderstanding between us, and I will be able to completely resolve this misunderstanding soon, just wait for me."

I stared at these words for a while, and then I felt like I was stung by something. I didn’t know what was controlling me, and I didn’t even think about it, so I hurriedly pulled out the card and tore it up. Then I looked left and right like a thief to see if there was no one there, and then sneakily threw the large bouquet of flowers into the trash can in the bathroom.

When I got back to the office, I felt that my life was extremely chaotic. The endless rounds of bombing left me no room to breathe.

Sure enough, I really didn't have room to breathe. I was irritated to turn on the computer, and Xiao Zhong came over with a large stack of documents and threw them at me, saying, "You can send them to the customers one by one according to the address on the document. At ten o'clock in the morning It must be delivered by two o'clock."

After I ran four places against the cold wind and sent the documents out, I took the bus back to the side of the China World Trade Center, and suddenly saw the Dashenlin Pharmacy next to me. I hesitated for more than ten seconds, and then turned around I went in, buried my head and asked the clerk to bring me an emergency contraceptive pill in a low voice. After I got it, I didn't even dare to lift my head and put the money on the counter before rushing out.

After returning to the office, I hurriedly went to the water dispenser in the hall to add some hot water to the cold water in my cup, and hurried back to the office, covered my feet with the door hook, and then I sat down, flustered Without hesitation, he took out the two small pills from the tin foil, threw them into his mouth, and took another sip of water to swallow.

After putting down the water glass, I was about to tear up the medicine leaflet I was holding and throw it into the trash can when Yu Minghui suddenly pushed the door open and entered.

I quickly squeezed my slightly open hand.

However, I might have been too nervous, and there was something wrong with my face, so that Yu Minghui stared at my face for a while, and he said: "Lin Sisi, what's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable? Are you uncomfortable?"

I shook my head hastily, but out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of a corner of Yuting's box in my half-opened cabinet.

I hurriedly reached out and pushed the cabinet, but the manual in my palm fell down without warning and landed on my lap.

I panicked and wanted to reach out and press the manual, but it was too late.

Yu Minghui's hand was faster than mine, and he snatched the paper quickly.

Staring at the piece of paper for nearly a minute, Yu Minghui's mouth twitched. I thought he would be very angry, and he might fly into a rage, but he finally stuffed the white piece of paper into his pocket. His tone was so light that I was startled and worried, and he said, "Lin Sisi, go eat."

Unlike in the past, the two of us ate the quietest Chinese meal since our relationship in silence.

After I finished the last sip of lemon tea, Yu Minghui stood up and said, "Let's go shopping at Walmart while there is still some time at noon."

He didn't take the initiative to hold my hand, and I didn't dare to hold his. I was afraid that I would be very sad if he threw me away, so I had to silently follow behind him, following a teacher who made a mistake and was caught by the teacher. Like an elementary school student who doesn't know how to admit his mistake.

While waiting for the traffic light, Yu Minghui was half a meter away from me. He didn't know whether he was in a hurry or was irritable, but it was 57 seconds of red light. He raised his wrist to check the time four times.

Well, here comes the green light.

I still kept my head buried, and was about to follow the crowd, when Yu Minghui suddenly stretched out his hand and groped for it. He firmly clamped my wrist, and dragged me across the road.

I thought he was going to let go of my hand again after crossing the road, but he didn't let go until we reached the entrance of the supermarket, freeing his hands to push the trolley.

We walked into the supermarket one after the other. Yu Minghui kept his face sullen. He pushed the cart for a while without taking anything from the cart. After a while, he took me back to the cashier.

When pushing the cart and approaching the cashier, Yu Minghui said, "Lin Sisi, you'd better go out and wait for me."

I walked outside through the cash register, and at a distance of several meters, I saw Yu Minghui reach out and take off the rows of condoms next to the cash register and throw them on the trolley.

When Yu Minghui was picking up these things, many people were looking at him, with different expressions on their faces, but he stood there silently waiting to pay the bill with an indifferent attitude. After a few minutes, he was carrying a bag full of Shopping bags piled with condoms came towards me and he said, "We're going back."

We were silent all the way again and returned to the company.

Yu Minghui took me directly to his office.

After closing the door, he motioned for me to sit on the couch.

I twisted my fingers and sat there quietly, waiting for his hair to fall.

Yu Minghui casually placed the bag of condoms of various brands and specifications on the coffee table. He sat next to me, turned sideways and stared at me for a long time before slowly saying: "Lin Sisi, I Didn't I say that I forbid you to take medicine? You can be willful about other things, but you can't listen to me about this matter? Do you think that medicine is a vitamin? It doesn't matter if you buy it and eat it casually?"

He finally brought up the subject.

If he doesn't mention it, I will definitely suffer to death, and I don't know how to untie this knot.

I reached over and grabbed his arm, shaking it, I said cautiously, "I know I was wrong. But I..."

I was only halfway through when Yu Minghui's head drooped, his speech slowed down, he took my words and said: "You are right, it was me who was wrong, it was me who made things difficult for others, it was my lack of consideration, yes I was wrong. If I knew that you would sneak away to buy that kind of medicine today, no matter how angry and insecure I was last night, I would not do that to you. Even if I bought all the condoms in the world It won't be like that at home."

He suddenly reached out to cover my face with two hands, Yu Minghui held my face closer to him, he said: "Lin Sisi, how about we go to your house again in the next two days, I will work harder Let your mother agree to marry you to me, okay. Anyway, if we go once and your mother disagrees, we will go twice. Sincerity and determination, what do you think?"

In Yu Minghui's tone, there was an unconcealable can't wait, I should have been secretly happy about this, after all, the more a man behaves that he is afraid of losing me, the more it proves that he has me in his heart.But my heart is full of sourness.

Because, I am always in awe, and I can think of that smiling tiger coldly throwing the expensive teacup on the coffee table, and the cold murderous intent hidden in his seemingly gentle and humble words.

My boiling heart cooled instantly, I smiled reluctantly, I actually scolded me in my heart, how could I be so selfish, how could I be so covetous, how could I be for my own selfishness, for the warmth of this moment, And desperately want to maintain the status quo that is only about Fengyue and not about the future.But scolding is scolding, I am still obsessed with trying to maintain the status quo.

So, I struggled to squeeze a few words out of my throat: "My mother thought I was too young, and she asked me to live with me for a while. Yu Minghui, there is no rush to get married. We have only talked for a few months , are still getting to know each other, and now talking about getting married, I feel too impulsive."

After listening to my words quietly, and meeting my eyes for a while, Yu Minghui let out an emotionless oh, and he replied after a while: "Okay, I understand."

Then, he let go.

I don't know what he understood, but because of his words, my heart felt as if I was accidentally hit by a stone.

Sitting there at a loss for a long time, I wanted to stand up in panic, but Yu Minghui reached out and hugged me into a bear hug, his chin rested on my shoulder, and the sound of his breathing kept hitting me. After about 3 minutes, Yu Minghui said slowly, "Lin Sisi, all right, all right, as long as you don't leave me, everything else is up to you."

I was about to speak when there was a knock on the door.

The voice of the girl at the front desk sounded, and she said, "Mr. Yu, Mr. Chen from Hengcheng is here."

As soon as I heard that Chen Daowei was here, I didn't know why, and my whole body was shocked.

Urgently pushing Yu Minghui, I said softly, "Someone is here, let me go first."

Yu Minghui let go of his hand slowly, he picked up the big bag of things, stuffed it on the cabinet on the coffee table and closed it, then he said towards the door: "Please come in."

Chen Daowei walked in with steady steps, before he could wait for Yu Minghui to greet him, he swaggered and sat on the sofa.

Squinting at me, Chen Daowei said flatly: "At this time, it's better for women to avoid it."

Yu Minghui patted my head and said, "Lin Sisi, go and rest first."

Even if I have a hole in my brain, I can't figure out what can be discussed between Yu Minghui and Chen Daowei sitting in the office, but since the two men remind me in different words, I should avoid it. Then I avoid it.

After walking through the long corridor, I returned to the office, and after a while, I mechanically turned on the computer and logged on to QQ.

Just after logging in, I received a message to add a friend.

I clicked on it, and it was written impressively, Lin Sisi, I am Zhao Xiaoning, please add me.

I was in a daze, and clicked a pass directly.

After adding friends, Zhao Xiaoning was not online, and it was still time for me to take a break, so out of boredom, I clicked on her space and went in for a stroll.

Just like Zhao Xiaoning's glamorous spirit, her space is basically nothing, she doesn't write much about her mood, she doesn't even have a diary, but she has a photo album, but it's locked.

The title of her photo album read "Deep Love", which made my heart tremble.

At this moment, my mobile phone beeped sharply.

I glanced at it, and the caller showed Lin Shanshan's mobile phone number.

(End of this chapter)