Ghost Marriage: Misleading a nigger

Chapter 133 The Forgotten Thing
"If you can't even explain such an answer, do you need me to explain all this for you?"

"did you mean……"

Chen Xin shook his head, "That's not what I meant, nor is it the result of our final investigation, it's just what all the evidence in hand now points to... You might be the unlucky suspect."

It is not difficult to imagine that the real purpose of coming out this time is actually for this?Or for them, there may be other reasons, "If the director wants, I might have been arrested and used as a scapegoat."

"Xiangxiang, what is the relationship between Rongzhi and you? I am more or less sure now, but there is one thing I don't know if you are aware of it. The apartment you are locking now seems to have many people coming in and out. , but actually where, don’t you know yourself?”

"No, it's... a funeral home!!!" Why is this happening?Why did I forget that I was at the funeral home?How do I know I was in a funeral home and why am I crying now?What the hell is going on in this world?What happened to me?

"Fang Xuehua's case was originally monitored by me during the case, but unfortunately some irresistible human factors happened in the middle, and at the same time, you happened to meet such a case. Originally, the director wanted you to take the blame. But who would have thought that it was a blessing in disguise for you to let those people step down, and you happened to keep that department."

"So...the meaning of my existence is only because..."

"Not only that, they also discovered a very interesting thing. Fang Xuehua and Wu Xiangxiang were actually the same person many years ago, but why can a woman with low self-esteem who is not outstanding be able to establish a relationship with such a huge Fanghua land?" What about the relationship? Presumably, now I can only ask you, the client."

If Brother Xin was a saint before me, now he is a devil.

"If these words hadn't come out of your mouth, I might not have known how cruel the truth is."

"Do you feel wronged?"

"No..." I shook my head, complaining against my heart, I don't even know if such a lie is a lie, and more importantly, would anyone care if it was a lie?But my heart was in great pain, but I couldn't help the tears from falling down. It turns out...a lie is just a lie.

After pressing down the handle of the suitcase, Chen Xin sat on it like me while lighting a cigarette, "Young people, it's right to know how to vent your emotions reasonably, but you can't take things you don't want to face as an escape from reality." excuse."

"I..." Forget it, whether I have escaped or not, maybe even if I have deceived others, I may not be able to deceive myself. In hiding in that cavernous world, I really didn't even plan for the future for myself. Which department of the bureau I was assigned to, I felt like I did as the Romans did, I felt that as long as I had money, it was all right. With such a salary that made me feel at ease, I was busy showing my ability from time to time, all because of myself In this kind of life, the feeling of depression that can be counterproductive makes me want to struggle countless times, but what happens after the struggle?I didn't take the initiative to change anything.

Every day when I open my eyes, I feel as if I am grateful. Even if I forget who I am, it doesn’t mean that I can’t live a good life, but the truth reminds me again and again, Not only the places where I live, but also the places that I may have been, and the places that I have been aware of, may be the facts that prove my existence.

That visit by He Zhen really frightened her, and she could only get over her previous fear by saying, "The night the theater caught fire, I thought... because it should be another one I went to." Let it go."

Chen Xin nodded and motioned for me to continue, "Maybe the death roster is the script that Deng Zhishang once had in his hand. The curse left by Xu Xiangxiang, Rongzhi compromised Fang Xuehua's general in order not to harm me." The things were brought to the medical school, which is why Lin Qiu will come later."

"It seems that your thinking is quite clear now."

I sighed deeply, thinking that only after recalling everything in this way would it be possible to get out of this maze that I have never been able to get out of.

"Since the police already knew that I might be Fang Xuehua, why didn't they arrest me?"

"Arrest you? What evidence? Murder in the previous life? A golden house hiding ghosts? Doppelgänger?"

I didn't speak, or as soon as he did, I didn't know what to say.

"Xiangxiang, you are still too young. You can't just look at the surface of many things. Don't you know that there are many things that you and I can't control at all?"

Speaking of this, Chen Xin also sighed, "When Lin Qiu and I were police officers, that guy always thought that I would delay his future, and he had the urge to not want to follow me several times, but what happened later? I am the same now, what should be taken lightly, naturally has to be taken lightly, what should learn to give up, naturally also has to learn to give up.”

"We used to do everything when we were police officers, such as confronting our boss in public, having fun with public funds, having extramarital affairs, using our work status to know the law and breaking the law, the bad cop played by the movie actor Nicolas Cage, what he has done, I hardly ever pull one off."

"But...it's different, okay." Although what I did was not as serious as what he did, but as long as it involves human life, how can I understand it as calmly as he does, after all, now that I have Hate yourself to death.

"Nothing is different. Just take the characters in the story as an example. The general only needs to shout a word in front of the battle. Think about it, how many people will survive in the end? And in the next few years, who will survive?" Can you write down every person who died in battle at that time? Or, after you and I rescued those children last night, how many people in the city will remember us? Today's director just nods, he We can get a lot of things we can’t get, but how many years later? If we are still working hard like this, will others have already lived in the bay villa to spend their old age in peace?”

"Life is only a few decades, if you take it too lightly, it can only show that you are too young, if you think of it too complicated, it can only prove that you are too tired to live, you think life is acting Did it give you a script? Did you really step on every step according to the plan? Every toiling public who struggles on the front line all day, some people think they are awesome? Normal people If you can do it, is it called special? If you can surpass ordinary people, can you call it a genius?"

I was stunned, I suddenly couldn't keep up with his rhythm, this is simply an internal brainwashing step of the MLM organization, I even began to have some doubts, did he really know about my past?This is definitely not trying to activate another personality of mine?

In other words, why do I think of the existence of another personality?Is what I said now true?Could it be that the person Rong Zhi killed was another part of my personality?
"Wait, what does what you said have anything to do with me?"

"Does what I said after I said it must have something to do with you?" Chen Xin asked inexplicably.

"Damn it! It's too bullying. I'll go back and turn myself in now. Your NDD is too annoying. You simply scold people without using dirty words. In this way, you will be charged 5 yuan for the start of the class. At least you will give people good reviews in the end." , your second uncle’s, Mr. Chen is teaching philosophy in class, why don’t you just buy a camera and stand on the street for you.”

I was so confused by his anger that I didn't know what I was talking about incoherently. Anyway, I scolded what should be scolded, and said what should be said. As for the answer, I don't know myself. I've had enough of the master-apprentice game.

I stood up and dragged the suitcase and walked back. I forgot for a moment that we came in a tricycle. This is simply Nima's cheating sister.

Looking around the dark country road, how could it be possible to go to the city? I don’t know how many hours I have been bumping in the car when I came here. If I want to walk back, how is it possible...

"If you still want to figure out who you are..."

"Of course!" I was smart this time, and before he finished speaking, I dragged the box and rushed back to him, "Let's go, the front should be the residence of the rural people in the township area. Now that others haven't slept yet, let's hurry to find a place to live."

While talking, I dragged the suitcase and walked quickly in front of Chen Xin. This time, it was because he was really confused. I also vaguely heard him muttering, there is no reason, what is wrong with this guy? Sudden epiphany?
After walking for about 10 minutes, we came to a town, which was really not as poor as the novels I usually read, and it was as lively as the night market in the city.

"Brother Xin, is this a little..." Looking at a group of middle-aged women dancing in the square outside a compound not far away, I was stunned after that, and I didn't know what to say.

Chen Xin took a look at me, "Is it strange? Please don't look at the rural people with colored glasses. Maybe others are living better than you now."

"Come on, I have never thought about it this way. I just think of those novels about going to the countryside and the stories of educated youths on TV. I can easily bring these in."

In fact, I can’t blame me for this. After all, I haven’t been to the countryside for many years. How could I know that the policy is good and change them to this way? It doesn't mean that the developer can control the world with one hand, not to mention that I still have some amnesia, and I don't remember what happened to me at all.

"By the way, it's rare to come here once. Do you want to ask a blind man here to have a fortune?"

"Is it very clever?"

"do not know."

"That's still called Blind Wang?"

"How do I know, that's what other people used to call it. They've come anyway. After you find a place to live, let him figure it out for you."

After all, I followed Chen Xin and dragged the box from the head of the town to the end of the town, and finally found a hotel with rooms.

"There is only one double room left, do you want it?"

"I—" Seeing the boss's honest expression that was half a smile, I almost couldn't hold back the desire to explain it to him.

"Understood, I want this room, but if there are more rooms tomorrow, you must let me know." Chen Xin simply handed over 1000 yuan to the other party, including a deposit of [-] yuan.

(End of this chapter)