Ghost Marriage: Misleading a nigger

Chapter 137 My Desire
I feel like I'm lost, lost in this, I can't find my way.It kept repeating and repeating in this place, and I don't know what happened.

"Hey, can you see me?" It may be that I have been ignored for too many days, I feel that I really want to find someone, find her, let her know me, I feel that I really want to find someone to chat with God, looking at her, I want to talk to someone really, looking at her, I don’t know how to do it, I just want to do this, it looks very good, I don’t know what’s going on, so I just I feel like I have no one to communicate with me, and I don’t know what to do. I feel like I am that kind of person. I have no one to communicate with. No one looks at me and I don’t do anything. This is what I look like , we just don't communicate very much, I just don't want to be like this.

I am still waiting in this place, waiting in this place, looking at those individuals, I feel very sad.I don't know what's wrong, but it looks like that.I am sad myself.

"Can you see me? I want to talk to you, why do you just ignore me, I really want to find you, I really can't hold on, I feel like a person.

"Can't you see me? I beg you, please say something, I beg you, please say something!" I looked at the woman, I knew his name was Masako, and I knew everything about her , I know what happened to her, but I still don't know a lot. I just want to simply find someone, I just simply find someone.I look at her, look at her, look at her back.I don't know what's wrong with me, I just keep looking, I just want her to talk to me.

Now I see them walking and walking on the street, but I still have no one to pay attention to me, I look at them, look at them quietly, I don't know what's wrong.Anyway, I couldn't think of it, I watched them walking aimlessly.

I don't know if it's because God can't bear to look at me like this.Looking at it like this, I don't know if I really want to take a look, and I don't know what's going on.It's as simple as walking and watching.That's it.

I looked at that person, as if I didn't know what to say.I felt like I was that aimless person.

"Let's go! I don't know what's wrong, you always look like that, when you look like this, you always look like that, I don't care about you anymore, do you know?" Yelling, I'm yelling, I'm yelling, I don't know what's going on, that's the way it is.

Looking at that woman, she seems to be on a date today. That woman is naturally beautiful, and she looks like a beauty, but now she is still wearing makeup. She looks very good-looking, I don’t know What happened, and then here it is, I am very happy to see it, I know, I have been watching there, I don’t know what happened.I just looked at her, wondering what was wrong.

The woman left after looking at it. The carefully selected clothes looked very decent and looked good. I liked it very much. I really liked it. The dress was a little black dress.

The figure of a woman is always very good. After having this skirt, she looks even better. I don’t know if it’s my illusion, but I just feel that I am very happy when I look at this skirt.I don't know what's wrong, but I'm happy anyway.I looked at him, not knowing what was wrong, I was alone, quietly following her behind.

Masako is wearing high heels today, and they are very noisy when walking. I am a person who doesn’t know how to wear high heels, so naturally I wouldn’t do it, I really wouldn’t do it, I don’t know What's the matter, I'm just such a person, I see what I should look like, I just want to do it, I don't know if I want to see, what kind of a man can match Masako I can say that Masako knows such a beautiful woman very well now. I watched Masako take a taxi and she didn't drive today.I sat down next to her in the back row, I don't know what's going on, I'm in this world, no one will see me

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I also know that I don't need to eat. In fact, I look like a ghost now, and I know that's what happened.

I was next to her and saw her make a call, and I knew she was calling the man.

I looked at this Masako's beautiful appearance, and I felt that this man looked very happy.I feel that Masako is a little nervous now. During the time I have been following her, I have never seen Masako have such a tense moment. I have never seen it. I just remember it. I know it is hers. crucial moment.

In fact, I was also excited in my heart. I felt that I didn’t know what was wrong. I just thought about it so simply. I took out a small mirror and looked at it, and I kept looking at it, but I didn't know if there was something wrong with me, and I wanted to draw myself more beautifully.

I think Masako was very excited when she was in the car, she was looking forward to everything she was about to face.

I know that no matter what I say, no one can hear it, so this time, I didn't say anything, I just quietly faced my character and was a bystander.

The car finally stopped at a roadside. It was a big hotel. I looked very happy. I don't know what happened. Anyway, I know it. I don't want to continue looking at her.I'm getting bored, do I want to watch it with someone else?no!I kept asking myself, not knowing what was going on.I just kept asking, I looked at her, I looked at her.

I still didn't leave, followed Masako into that restaurant, it was a nice looking restaurant, the specifications were very tall, it's not like Rongzhi and I have never been to a restaurant like this, but I feel that we are two people It's still pretty good, I think the two of us met in that atmosphere.

When I looked at this restaurant in my heart, it was a little quiet. I didn't know what to say. I just felt that it was wrong for me to look like this, but no one noticed me, or no one could. Seeing me, I don't know what's wrong, I feel a little anxious psychologically, I look at the ceiling and outside.I don't know what happened.It just feels like my heart is going to jump out.

I don't know what's wrong.Anyway, I just don’t feel right. Looking at myself like that, I feel a little sad. Looking at myself, I don’t know if I can see my original world again.

I know that I should know, I know what I am like, I know that I want to be here, I know what I really want to see, I know that I want to find some sense of existence, no Speaking of other things, I just want to find an outlet for myself.

I watched Masako walk to a table, it was a not very good-looking man, I watched Masako sit down opposite him, smiling very happily.I don't know if Masako is her girlfriend, but maybe I'm the kind of person who looks at faces!I know who I am.I know I'm not that capable.But I still like watching Masako with what I think is the ideal type, which may be difficult, but I have been following Masako now, so I know everything about her, I know how she works, I know Everything about this, I don't know what's going on, I don't know what's wrong with me, I look like a person, a bad person, I look at her, I feel like I'm going to die, I I don't know how long I can last, I just know that I am watching them.

As soon as I saw that this man was not very good-looking, I just didn't want to look at it anymore. I knew that I was a member of the Appearance Association, but I didn't know what was wrong with me.Anyway, I really don't like this, and I don't have any desire to continue watching. I am such a person, and I will try my best to do what I want, but I don't have any desire to watch it now. up.

I didn't stay here anymore, looking at the delicious food on the table, I still didn't feel hungry, I'm a real person, but I don't have everything like a human, I live like a ghost.I don't know what's wrong with me, it's not normal anyway.I looked at Masako's back and really wanted to pull her away from here.But I know that reality is impossible, but I still think so, I know I am like this, I am waiting for Masako, I want to leave.But if Masako doesn't leave, how can I leave.I'm tying myself to Masako now, and I feel like I don't want to be too far away from Masako.

I know that everything here is an illusion, but I feel like I want to keep looking at Masako, I don't know why, I feel like this is what I am, I am what I am, there is nothing else, I look at It's just a very wrong look.

I'm waiting for Masako outside, I don't want to see Masako with such a person, or what my ideal life should be like, but all this is out of my imagination, I know this is not something I can do Manipulative, but I just don't want to change, I just want to watch Masako be with other, better people.

I feel that I have been in this space for a long time, and I suddenly feel that I may continue like this forever!I don't know anymore, it's like this anyway, I don't want to do anything anymore, I just squat outside the restaurant regardless of my image.

I found that I didn't even have a sense of existence. Someone could pass through me and walk inside. It was true that I was originally a nothingness. As for my body, I was a little confused. I didn't know what my body was like. Where did you go.

I look at the sky, it is very blue now.

(End of this chapter)