Ghost Marriage: Misleading a nigger

Chapter 143
I followed that woman and watched her walk countless places. I looked at this woman, wherever she went, I followed her. I don’t know what happened. I feel very helpless. I don’t know how much time has passed. .

I feel that someone is calling me. I don’t know if it’s my illusion. I feel that the person calling me is very impatient. It can be said that I just feel it. I feel that she is very impatient. I am eager to know what happened. What, I don't know what's wrong, I'm just thinking about it, thinking about my day, day after day.

Do I know I'm right?I don't know, I don't know what to do in this predicament, I'm not the kind of person who doesn't know anything, I know, I clearly guide myself in this illusion, I feel like I've been here for a few days It’s been a month, and I want to escape, but I can’t, it’s not that I don’t want to, it’s just that I really want to have a good time, a vacation trip.

In this dilemma, I feel that I am independent, no one can control me, I am myself, I will be what I want, I don't know what to do, I just feel that I am real I want to look like this, I have been wandering in this, my heart is empty, I don't know what's wrong, I feel very tired, I don't know what's going on, I feel that there is nothing wrong with me Now, what is going on in my heart.Who am I, in the process of staying for a long time, I feel that my memory is going to be blurred, I don't know anymore.

I watched Masako's every move, I don't know what's going on with me, looking outside, my heart is very calm, I don't have so many thoughts, I am me, who am I, Wu Xiangxiang?A poor worm that no one remembers.I remember that I was still flustered at the beginning, but now, I don't care, I'm not afraid at all, I don't want to say anything anymore, I just stay in Masako's house all the time, I look at Masako, look at her Every move, I don't know what's wrong with me, anyway, I really can't stand it anymore, I don't know what I want to do, what I want to do, I just know that if I am alone, I shouldn't mess around like this!But I don't have it anymore, I feel that I am in pain, I stay in this abyss, looking at myself, I don't know what's wrong.

I seem to hear someone calling me, I don't know what's wrong, I just heard that voice, I'm very anxious!

I've been thinking for so long, did someone finally remember me?I don't know who it is, but the voice is very familiar. I don't know if it's Rong Zhi. I want to be quiet. I don't know what's wrong. Anyway, my mind is very flustered. I kind of want to follow this voice. I think I want to follow her and escape directly following the sound. I don't want to stay in this place any longer.

I looked at Masako, and there was still only Masako's picture in front of me, and no one else, so how can I escape?I don't know what's wrong, I just want to leave, but I don't want to.

In this, I feel that I live very freely, and I don't have so many troubles.I don't have to think about anything, I don't have to go to and from get off work every day, I don't have to worry about what I do, I seem to be an existence above this space, I just look at them, everything about them has nothing to do with me, I I feel like this is pretty good, I know that I am like an outsider, no one can talk to me, no one will pay attention to me, but I feel that there is nothing wrong with me, that is, when I think about it and want to do something It's all like that, I don't know what's wrong.I just want to do something, I know what's wrong with me, I know this day looks fast, I don't know what kind of mood it is, I look at other people's world, not my own world, just Then I walked away little by little, I still think in my heart, I think a lot, I think that when every day is like this, my heart is still excited, I don’t know what’s wrong, That's the kind of person I am, and I just did it with my mind on it.

In my heart, I knew what was going on, but I knew that I was about to wake up, it was as simple as that, and to me, everything was so indifferent.I don't know what's wrong with me, but that's the way it is.I know what is what, and when I know that I don't want to go out, I just think about it to my heart's content, live, I look at the sky over there, and I feel that my heart is about to rise.I look very beautiful, there is nothing different, it is so simple, I look at the sky, the sky looks at me, I am not a flower, or I don’t know it myself!

"Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang, wake up soon!"

"Miss, you make it easy to find your husband!"

"Miss, come back quickly!"

I heard a lot of voices coming from my ears, but it was very strange.I didn't see them, I just heard voices.Looking at them, they are calling me, I know they are calling me, am I pretending not to hear, or I really didn't hear!It doesn't matter, I really don't want to care about anything anymore, I look over there, I don't know what I look at, I'm just stuck in this predicament, I can't find myself, I can't see myself I can't think of what it is for, I am just like that, I don't know what it is for, my whole body is on the verge of collapse.

I suddenly felt a huge suction, something was sucking me, sucking my body, I felt the pull, my mind was still clear, but my body was really involuntary, I knew why, I was That way, I don't see any future.I just wandered around, looking for the kind of life I want in this place, not to say that ease is not good, or that I am living a life that I really don’t want to be myself, but I found myself sinking, I found myself I really fell into this, I don't know what's wrong with me.I just don't want to continue.I looked outside, looked at many things outside, my eyes were gradually blurring, I couldn't see the future clearly, I just knew that I was like this, I didn't know what was wrong with me, anyway, I couldn't think It came out, some things in my heart are helpless, I look at those people, those things, I don’t know if there is something wrong, anyway, I am really tired, I look at that thing, feel myself My heart is very tired. I am looking for a place that belongs to me. It is the same place as my dream. I look at it.Looking at this place, there is nothing wrong, just look at it like that.

I felt a strong suction, I don't know what it is, it's just like that, it looks like that, I don't know what it is.It looked like that.

I looked at my body as if it had come to a dark place, and it was that place, I didn't know what it was, I just felt my body moving, in an endless place.

I'm gone right away.I don’t know what’s going on, seeing that there is a road ahead, I don’t know if I have to keep walking forward, I feel like a puppet being pulled, and I keep walking forward .

I know I don't want to leave, but I don't know what's wrong.I just couldn't control myself, I looked ahead, at the road ahead, and walked over involuntarily.

I looked at the front, nothing else, as if it was only possible to go forward, I felt it, it was a place to save me, where was it, I didn't know what to do, I felt like a Like a puppet, I don't know what to look at, I don't know what's going on, I don't know what's wrong.

I look outside and I am walking by myself.I don't know if I panicked.I look out at the world.Looking at my face, it was all white, and I didn't know what was wrong.Just thinking about it.Think about it all.I feel like I really don't know what's going on.

"You're awake." I opened my eyes and saw many people. I don't know if I'm still in that hallucination. I know that I really can't get out of it.I was just in a daze, feeling like what I was doing.I don't know if this is the real world or the imaginary world.I feel like I really want to go.I wanted to escape, but the moment I opened my eyes.I froze.

I don't know what's wrong with me.I just feel that my memory is getting worse and worse. I don’t know what I’m waiting for. I don’t know what’s wrong with this. I’m reflecting, I’m thinking, and I’m imagining everything related to myself s things.I know I'm a non-stereotype, but that doesn't hinder anything.

I tried to get up, but found that I had no strength at all.

"Miss, don't move around." Rong Zhi looked very worried, he was wearing that overcoat, which complemented him very well.I looked at his face and couldn't tell the difference between nothingness and reality.

"I... I can't get out anyway?" I felt like I was about to collapse.But other people looked at me with concerned expressions on their faces.I know I am nothing.But this experience made me feel very confused, I don't know what's wrong with me, I just feel like something is changing, is the gear of my destiny turning or something, I just feel My appearance is changing.Not the appearance, but also the psychology of oneself.My heart is changing, I watch, watch them.

Rong Zhi probably felt that I was tired, I ignored them, I just lay on the bed, motionless, I don't know what happened, I felt a little tears slip down unconsciously, falling on my face.It fell on the sheets.

I look outside, there is a small window, that window is very small, I look at the sky outside, the weather looks good, the sky is very blue, I feel the air must be good outside.

After staying in the hospital for a while, I felt that I should have been frightened, but there was nothing wrong with it anyway.That's what I think. I don't know what the doctor said.

Not long after, Rong Zhi came.Peeled a piece of fruit for me to eat, it was not bad, I ate it.

(End of this chapter)