The medical concubine is married, the evil king gently pets

Chapter 104 Is she still unwilling to see me?

"This heart disease really needs a heart medicine doctor, but aren't you very powerful? Don't you have anything to do?"

"How dare I mess around? This heart disease can't be cured, and if I still make trouble, it will easily turn into a mental illness, that is to say, I will have a mental breakdown and go crazy!"

"Then... how can I win this?"

Feng Xiaoxiao shrugged, and lay down on the table. "I don't know, so I thought to give Concubine Xue some more time. The unformed dead baby in her stomach must be taken out. Otherwise, something will happen."

"How do you get it? Are you going to cut Concubine Xue's stomach open?"

"No! Concubine Xue's body is already weak. Wouldn't doing this make things worse? I mean, shed it naturally! But I need to take more of that kind of medicine, which is a heavy burden on the body. In general , I still need Concubine Xue to be able to figure it out on her own. Just take good care of her body."

Ten years ago, Concubine Xue lost this child and was heartbroken!From that day on, she couldn't see anyone, and even Jun Zhixun rarely had the chance to see her.She lives alone in a quiet yard, and her health has gotten worse and worse since that day.

Concubine Xue was lying on the bed, she had already fainted in the morning, she didn't wake up until the evening was approaching and the sky was gradually darkening.

"Mother, you are awake. Are you okay? Do you need anything?"

"It's okay, I'm just... bored. Where's Xiao Xiao?"

"Feng Xiaoxiao has already gone back."

"Well, it's getting late, you should go back quickly."

"Concubine Mu, I don't worry about you being alone, I will stay with you tonight!"

Concubine Xue looked at Jun Zifeng who was squatting beside her bed, he didn't know her pain.Some pain, I don't know what to say to be able to speak clearly.

"I'm fine. You go back and prepare for your marriage. Concubine Mother can't do anything for you. I'm afraid you need to worry more about your own affairs. If you need anything, come to Concubine Mother."

"Mother Concubine, I'm really worried about you! I can't leave tonight, I want to stay by your side, I'm really worried about you!"

Concubine Xue shook her head, indicating that she was fine. "Don't worry about Concubine Mother, I just need to take a rest! You should go back and prepare for your marriage. Concubine Mother is really guilty of not being able to help you. Don't waste your time here. There are still many things to do to get married. Things need you to work on your own, go back and rest early now! Don't waste any more time here."

Xiao Rong stood aside, looking at Concubine Xue's pale face.Also some can't bear it. "Third Prince, you go back first, with Xiaorong here, everything will be fine!"

"Alright, Concubine Mu, then I'll go back first. You should take a good rest first, I will come to see you tomorrow."

"kindness……"

After Jun Zifeng left, he closed the door, just at the door, he met the emperor Jun Zhixun who had been late.

"My son sees my father!"

"Calm down, how is your concubine mother?"

"Concubine Mu just woke up, her body is still the same."

"I heard Xiao Xiao talk about this matter today, your concubine mother seems to have received some stimulation today, do you know what it is?"

Didn't Feng Xiaoxiao tell his father?

"Returning to my father, I don't know what the matter is. The ninth sister-in-law doesn't want to talk to my son, and the mother and concubine never mention it. It's not easy for my son to ask too much."

"Okay, you go back and prepare your own marriage first. The emperor has heard about it, and the auspicious day of Huang Dao has been chosen for you. There are still two months, so you go back first."

"Thank you, father!"

Jun Zifeng turned and left, while Jun Zhixun was standing at the door of Xuefei Pavilion, it's not good to go in, it's not good not to go in.

"Your Majesty, the Emperor is at the door."

"not see."

Concubine Xue is still like this, no matter how many times Jun Zhixun comes, she never sees her.

"Your Majesty, the Third Prince is getting married now, the Emperor must have come here to inquire about some things, so I can't see you all this time, is it really okay?"

"Xiao Rong, you have been by my side for more than ten years, don't you know my temperament?"

"Yes, Xiao Rong understands. Xiao Rong will tell the emperor now."

Xiao Rong opened the door and saluted immediately after seeing Jun Zhixun. "See the emperor."

"How is Concubine Xue?"

"Your Majesty will still do the same."

"Is she still refusing to see me?"

"Yes."

"Go and tell Concubine Xue, if Concubine Xue refuses to see me today, I will stand here until she is willing to open the door and let me in."

It's very quiet here, Concubine Xue can hear what Jun Zhixun said.

"Your Majesty, this..."

"What? What are you hesitating about?"

"Your Majesty, Concubine Xue..."

"Xiao Rong, please change into it and come in."

Jun Zhixun walked straight into the room, seeing Concubine Xue leaning against the bed, her face still pale.

"How are you happy? I heard that your health is very poor now. Xiao Er said, I have seen it for you today, and you need to rest more."

"Your Majesty, is my self-cultivation not enough? It's just that my body is like this, and no one can do anything about it."

"No! I think Xiao'er has a solution! She will definitely cure you! Don't give up hope in yourself! After so many years, you have always blamed me. I know, I know... ..."

"It's just like what the emperor said, it's been so long, how can I still be brooding about it. I've already let it go, but...some things can't be let go just because I say let them go. Your majesty, you You are the king of a country, and everyone must listen to you, and in Yan Fengguo, no one can be an accident."

Jun Zhixun looked at her, she was still so beautiful, fresh and elegant, she used to be as refreshing as a summer lotus flower, and one couldn't help but want to get close to her.But now, she is like the snow lotus on the iceberg, although she is very beautiful, she dare not let people approach her at will.

"You said that in this world, no one is an accident. What about you? Isn't it an accident yourself? For so many years, I have never been unable to get what I want! Only you! Over and over again San refuses my kindness!"

"My lord, are you angry?"

"Yes! I'm very angry, very angry! I'm thinking, why do you have to fight against yourself, against me! Over the years, I have really asked myself, and I have been patient and conceded to you in every possible way! There are so many concubines in this harem, Is there anyone like you who doesn't understand my kindness?"

Seeing Jun Zhixun's angry look, Concubine Xue smiled relievedly. "Your majesty, after so many years, you still don't understand me! I don't need the superficial care of the emperor. There are so many women in your harem, and every woman you favor has been loved by you? If I am one of them , I might as well not want this so-called concern and kindness."

"Concubine Xue, what do you mean by that?"

"Your Majesty, I want to go to Jingzhuyuan!"

"What? What did you say!"

Jingzhuyuan was not originally called Jingzhuyuan, but Jinzuyuan.It was used by the previous dynasty to imprison concubines who did not abide by women's rules, that is, the rumored cold palace.Later, everyone generally felt that this place should be changed, so it was renamed Jingzhuyuan. Until now, it has become a nunnery.The concubine who was imprisoned had to be shaved and become a monk, leaving the world of mortals to pray for the blessings of the people all over the world.

"Your Majesty, I've thought about it for so many years, and I didn't understand it until today. Some things can't be forced, and some things make people very helpless. So... I don't want to force it, let alone think about it. I'm already tired!"

"Have you really made up your mind?"

"Yes, I've already made a decision! I've made the decision I think is the best! Your Majesty, after Zifeng gets married, I hope your Majesty will lock Xue'er into the Jingzhu Courtyard!"

Jun Zhixun turned his back to Concubine Xue. "You said you figured it out, but in my opinion, you haven't figured it out at all. You're running away! It's been ten years, and you should come out of that shadow. You stay here all day, with that quiet What's the difference between Bamboo Courtyard?"

"Won't you let me go?"

"Yes! I won't let you go to that kind of place, no matter how messed up you want to be, you are not allowed to go to that place!"

How could Jun Zhixun let the woman he loves go to a place that no one would want to go to?Such a she would actually make such a request, and Jun Zhixun was really frightened.

"Your Majesty, maybe if you know one thing, you will understand why I am going to Jingzhuyuan."

"What's the matter?"

Concubine Xue intends to tell the pain that has been hidden in her heart for ten years to the man who is standing in front of her now, and let the man she has loved deeply for decades hear.

"I met Xiao Xiao today, and she said that there is still my child in my stomach."

"What? How could it be!"

"I don't believe it either, but Xiao Xiao can tell at a glance that I slipped a tire ten years ago, and even told me all the details of my slipped tire back then. I believe what she said, and I believe that I still have me in my belly." children."

"What are you going to do?"

"Your Majesty, this is the gap between us. Ten years ago, this child refused to leave, which meant that she did not want to leave my side. But Xiao Xiao said that it would be impossible not to take this child away now! She will help me For the sake of this child who has never been in the world, I also hope that the emperor can let Xueer enter the Jingzhuyuan, so that Xueer can spend the rest of her life praying for blessings."

Concubine Xue spoke of the pain, tears streaming down her face.Her stomach hurts from time to time. For so many years, she always thought that this was a punishment from God, but unexpectedly, it was a punishment from her own child.

This child is blaming his mother for not protecting him well...

"Have you really decided?"

"Yes, Xue'er has already decided, I hope the emperor can agree to Xue'er."

Jun Zhixun didn't agree, nor did he refuse, he just waved his sleeves and left.

Concubine Xue was lying on the bed, two lines of tears ran across her face, dripped into her clothes, and disappeared instantly.She knows that Jun Zhixun still has herself in his heart, but in Jun Zhixun's heart, there are her and other women!What she wants is nothing more than simple love, not the love that anyone can get!
(End of this chapter)