Rebirth of Guardian Happiness

Chapter 32

Ever since Gao Jiangjing confessed to Xiaohua, Xiaohua began to look at him like a man. He is not very handsome, he even looks a little dull, and he is not very good at speaking... But he always does more than he says, Be good to yourself and your family.The most important thing is that he never pushes himself.

The more she gets to know Gao Jiangjing, the more Xiaohua feels that he is a rare person she can rely on, but is it fair to him to just accept him like this?Xiao Hua usually consults Dad Jiang when she has troubles.

"Your mother was pregnant with you at the time, and she didn't fall in love with me at the time. She also felt very guilty towards me, so she worked hard to fall in love with me after marriage, and only then did she have a happy life later. In fact, I didn't care what your mother said. She used me, and I feel very happy just being able to protect her." Jiang's father didn't answer Xiaohua's question, but said instead.

She was reborn too late and failed to save her mother. Xiaohua was always regretful, so she said depressedly: "Dad, if I could go back sooner, wouldn't my mother leave us?"

Jiang's father shook his head and said, "Actually, I always thought that it was because of your mother that you went back. Your mother saw that Xiaohu and I were suffering so much, so she brought you back. I always thought so. So don't blame yourself, you have already Well done...”

Xiaohua leaned her head on Jiang's father's shoulder, and asked with some concern: "Dad, you said Gao Jiangjing will always like you like your mother, like me?"

"Emotions need to be managed, you give, and he gives, and you can be happy!" Jiang's father said, holding Xiaohua halfway.

Xiaohua thought about it for a long time. She didn't want to give up on Gao Jiangjing, a man. Even though she knew that she didn't love him now, she firmly believed that as long as Gao Jiangjing treated her the same, she would definitely be tempted.

Looking at Gao Jiangjing, who accompanied Xiaohu boxing without a hint of impatience, Xiaohua made up her mind.

When Gao Jiangjing was about to go back in the evening, Xiaohua went to the park with him and sat on a bench in the park. After thinking for a long time, Xiaohua asked, "Brother Jing, will you always be so kind to me?"

Gaojiang scenic spot nodded.

Xiaohua didn't speak for a while, and when Gao Jiangjing could hardly bear the silence, she said slowly: "What is love? I always thought that love would not come to me."

"Xiaohua, you—" Gao Jiangjing felt sorry for the loneliness in her tone.

Xiaohua stopped him and continued: "My mother was born in a very ordinary farm family, but she was very beautiful in such an ordinary family. So all mothers who grew up with flattery and envy are very proud , she is also good at studying. At that time, my mother was a high school graduate. My mother felt that the men in the countryside could not satisfy her desire for love and a better life. My mother always felt that she was extraordinary, so she always looked down on those who often The rude peasants around her, including Dad."

Speaking of this, Xiaohua paused for a moment, and then said: "At this time, a group of urbanites who went to the countryside came to the countryside where my mother lived. One of them was Li Xiangyang, who was from Beijing. He was very handsome and very handsome. Sunshine, and he knows a lot, he often tells his mother about things outside the mountains and in the city... In this way, my mother gradually fell into a trap, and she felt that Li Xiangyang was the most suitable man for her. Of course, her mother is simple, smart, and beautiful... ... also attracted Li Xiangyang. Li Xiangyang didn't stay in the countryside for a few years, but he learned from his family that the college entrance examination would be resumed, so he was eager to leave, studied hard, and finally returned to Beijing. The man and woman who first met in the period of love are not reconciled After breaking up like this, despite the opposition of his family, Li Xiangyang married his mother and returned to Beijing with his mother."

"But in a few years, when my father went shopping in the city, he found the woman he once liked, and his life was very poor. So my father helped my mother. At that time, my mother's belly was already bulging, and there was already me From mother's few words, father learned that mother was not happy after marrying Li Xiangyang. Even though she was married, no one recognized their marriage. In this way, my mother became more and more inferior. But Li Xiangyang, who was the only one who could comfort her at that time, was living his student life in school. At the beginning, Li Xiangyang comforted her mother, but gradually, the colorful university life, and endless learning He was completely intoxicated by knowledge, and he no longer had time to take care of his mother. Every time his mother confides, he was very bored, and gradually he moved to the school dormitory on the grounds of his studies. His behavior annoyed him The grandma whose mother doesn't like her hates her even more. She has no friends, no family, and her lover is not around, and her mother is slowly withering away. At this time, Li Xiangyang is getting closer and closer to a classmate at school... Even grandma knows, They all kept it from their mother. When my mother found out, Li Xiangyang had already developed feelings for that classmate. My mother is a proud person. She knew that her husband had changed his mind and that her in-laws were not happy... She resolutely filed for divorce, but the divorce At that time, she didn't know that she had me in her womb, so she refused the help of Li's family, and her mother returned to her hometown alone. At this time, the mother who failed her marriage and was pregnant did not dare to go home, so she could only hide in the In the county town, I wanted to wait for my birth before planning my future. At this time, my father appeared, and my father proposed to my mother on the grounds that I would not let me have a bad background.”

Gao Jiangjing didn't expect Xiaohua to have such a life experience, and he felt sorry for the fragile girl in front of him, and stretched out his hand to embrace her in his arms.Comfort her in your own way.

"My mother's affection for my father was slowly cultivated after we got married and lived together. My father helped my mother get the understanding of my grandparents, helped the elderly care for the elderly, and was infinitely considerate to my mother. Only then did my mother gradually fall in love with my father. Also for my father to have a real child of my own, regardless of my frailty, I gave birth to my younger brother. My father also loved me more for my mother. Before I was nine years old, my life was no worse than that of people in the city , That was the happiest moment in my life. But that year, my father was sick, and my mother, in order to take care of my father, accidentally rolled down the slope when she went to the mountain to collect medicine..." Xiaohua choked up when she said this .

Gao Jiangjing took out the toilet paper from his pocket and wiped her tears.

"My mother once told me before she died that marrying her father was the happiest choice she had made in her life. My mother also said that people should know their own name and not always aim too high. My mother also said that women should marry status, Husbands who are both talented and knowledgeable have a common language... Mom said, she loves dad!" After Xiaohua finished speaking, she stared straight at Gao Jiangjing and asked, "Brother Jing, will you always be so kind to me? Even if I don't fall in love with you now You, are you willing to give me time? Even if you are present, are you willing to wait for me?"

Gao Jiangjing was overjoyed, and confirmed with some disbelief: "I want you to be with me, right?"

Xiao Hua nodded and said: "It's very troublesome to be with me. I have many things, life experience, family affairs... are very complicated. I won't recognize my biological father, and you won't force me, will you? I don't want to be with their family anymore. If you are involved, you are willing to follow me, won't you think that I am not kind?"

Seeing Xiaohua's uneasiness, Gao Jiangjing put his hands on Xiaohua's shoulders, and said to her seriously: "Xiaohua, if I want to be with you, I will respect your choice. Let's talk about your biological father's family. It should be left to you. Love it or hate it, it's your choice and I will support you. Besides, you just don't want to talk to them. It's not too much, is it?"

"Brother Jing, if you think about it again, it will be really troublesome to be with me. Not only do you have to take care of your father and brother, but you also have so many troubles. I... don't regret it like you!" Xiaohua confirmed once.

Gao Jiangjing didn't answer Xiao Hua's question, but reached out, held her hand, and said, "I'll take you home, my girlfriend!"

After hearing what she said, Xiao Hua knew that he didn't mind, so she let him hold her hand and sent her home.

Gao Jiangjing's army is very busy, but whenever he has free time, he will come to find Xiaohua. The two of them have no so-called passion, and get along very warmly and plainly. Sometimes just holding hands and walking around the park, Gao Jiangjing very happy.He really likes the feeling of interlocking fingers with Xiaohua.

For Xiaohua, Gao Jiangjing will not blindly pamper her. For Xiaohua's behavior, such as eating ice cream in winter and dressing too cool in summer, Gao Jiangjing will express his dissatisfaction and sternly refuse.But Xiaohua's various childlike requests, such as taking pictures of photo stickers, although he doesn't like it very much, he will cooperate, and after taking pictures, he will pick one he likes and put it in the mezzanine of his wallet.

"Huahua, you and Brother Jing really want to be an old couple who have been together for many years?" Xia Tong said with emotion as he watched the two get along.

Xiaohua smiled and said, "Then you are more like Haonan? You have been together for so many years?"

"Don't be nasty, two women in love, don't provoke me, a loner, here! Be nasty!" Wang Ziyan kicked Xia Tong, saying dissatisfied.It's not that she doesn't want to kick Xiaohua, last time she twisted Xiaohua, her cousin waited for her several times!

"Aren't you curious how Xiao Hua and Brother Jing are so intimate?" Xia Tong kicked her back and asked.

Wang Ziyan nodded and said, "Of course I want to know, but they don't tell me, how do we know? Is it torture?" Wang Ziyan rubbed his wrist pretending to be vicious.

Xiao Hua hurriedly said: "It's what you see! Nothing else!"

Xia Tong was surprised and said: "Isn't it? Didn't you give me a kiss or a hug?"

"Why tell you this kind of thing! You are too nosy." Xiao Hua muttered.In fact, Gao Jiangjing has carried her on her back, hugged her, but never kissed her. Xiao Hua stroked her chin and wondered to herself: Is it possible that I am not attractive?

"Tongtong, you don't need to ask, aren't you just reminiscing about it?" Wang Ziyan joked, taking the opportunity to stop him from asking further, after all, one is his cousin and the other is his future cousin, neither of which can be offended!
(End of this chapter)