There is Feng Laiyi: The remnant king dotes on the overlord concubine

Chapter 126 Live for Oneself
Xiao Zimu smiled helplessly. He leaned against the railing beside the moat, then turned and looked at the sky, "It can't be considered hard work. Compared with their previous experience, it is still much gentler. After all, we are just Just being bullied and humiliated, I won't suffer too much torture, although I am a waste prince, but I am still a prince after all, others dare not do anything to us."

"Then before you?" Nishang looked at Xiao Zimu in confusion.

Xiao Zimu fixed Nishang's eyes, and he asked: "I heard that before you married into the palace, you were always bullied in the original family? You have not had a good life these years, so you broke off with them later. relationship."

"Yes, I'm not taken seriously. Everyone likes Bai Feiwu more. I'm just an inconspicuous little character, so I've been excluded too much."

"I can probably think of it." Xiao Zimu said.

"How do you know this?" Nishang stared at Xiao Zimu, waiting for him to give an answer.

"It's too easy to inquire about some news, let alone this kind of thing that almost everyone in Dongli knows. Your story has already started to circulate on the streets. If you pay attention, I just heard it by accident. Later, I found out Indeed it is."

"Okay, okay," Nishang clapped his hands, making a nonchalant look.

But that's true, after all, they are people who don't have any feelings, so it doesn't matter if they cut off contact, anyway, now that she has friends and family, she doesn't want to worry about it anymore.After all, my mother is dead, no matter how much I retaliate against her, it is impossible for her to come back to life.

However, if the Bai family dared to have any plans for him, Nishang would definitely return it.

Nishang doesn't cause trouble now, but that doesn't mean she's afraid of trouble.

Xiao Zimu smiled, his expression turned serious, and he said, "Maybe you can't imagine that Konoha and Huofeng's experience is more tragic than yours."

"We've been together for ten years, and they've been by my side for ten years, and even though they've been squeezed out all the time, compared to the previous years, it's been much better for them. "

"They are orphans. Their parents passed away when they were very young. They were vendettas. They watched their parents and relatives die tragically with their own eyes, but they couldn't do anything. They were the famous horse thieves in Nanyuan. They even took revenge. They don't even have the courage, they're too weak."

"I don't know how they survived those years. When I saw them, they were dying on the streets of Nanyuan. They had been starving for countless days and were beaten by someone. I I brought them back to the mansion, gave them food and clothes, and I asked them if they would like to follow me, but they didn't say anything, but they never left after that."

"You know, some people, if you give him a steamed bun, he can give you your life back, because that life is not that important to him anymore, he thinks you are more important than life."

"I asked my master to teach them martial arts. Because of the hatred in their hearts, they made rapid progress. Later, they killed the gang of horse thieves and avenged them, and they followed me all the time."

Xiao Zimu looked at Nishang, and he smiled, "You know what? After Huofeng agreed to the competition, he looked at me and told me that he won. But he didn't know, I don't care whether he wins or loses , I just want him not to get hurt."

"But Huofeng and Konoha have one mind, they don't want me to lose, because we have received too much indifference in Nanyuan, and they want to help me restore my dignity."

"But, they don't know, I don't plan to go back anymore."

Xiao Zimu's voice suddenly fell.

Nishang was a little dazed, and she asked, "Are you really not planning to go back? Why do I feel that you are a little bit reluctant?"

"We have lived in Nanyuan for many years, but there is nothing to miss there. As I said, if we leave there, maybe we will be freer and happier. Why go back? Why do I want that dignity? I live It's not for showing to my brothers and my father, I just want us to live for ourselves."

"Live for yourself?" Nishang repeated softly, and she also laughed, "If you can really live for yourself, that would be a really happy thing."

But, it seems that she can no longer live for herself. She is a princess, and she wants to help Ling You Nan heal his legs and help him ascend the throne.She is also the mirror master of Lian Cang, and there are many people waiting for her there.More importantly, she is still the so-called saint, the so-called bullshit saint in the legend, if you get her, you can win the world.

Who would believe such a thing?Anyway, Nishang didn't believe it, but some people believed it.Even if she doesn't believe it, there are too many people in the world who believe it. Her life is beyond her control, unless she escapes from all of this.

"Sometimes, I really want to stay away from these things. I don't like the intrigue of strategists. It seems that human life is insignificant in their eyes. Everyone has their own high-sounding excuses, and then treat others as worthless. "

"But the heaven and the earth are not benevolent, and they treat all things as dogs, don't they?" Nishang looked at Xiao Zimu and said.

"Heaven and earth are not benevolent and treat everything as a straw dog?"

"The world is born fair. Everything looks like a grass dog. There is nothing good and nothing bad." Nishang explained to Xiao Zimu, and she continued, "Isn't that a bad life? Why do people live like that?" Why do people have to separate so many high and low?

"I didn't expect that you would think so much and care about the common people in the world. No wonder you would become a saint." Nishang's words made Xiao Zimu deeply moved. Perhaps the only one who dared to treat everyone in the world equally was the one in front of him. girl.

Even in Nanyuan, where he lives, there are so many struggles and discrimination in the country, but Nishang's ideological consciousness is so high.

Is the so-called saintess supposed to be like this?She is divinely like a light, coming to save the suffering people in this world.

Nishang turned to look at the river, she smiled and said, "Maybe one day I will follow this river to Nanyuan, and I will go to see the people there, maybe one day."

"Don't you want to live your own life?" Xiao Zimu was puzzled. If I remember correctly, when I mentioned it before, Nishang said that he wanted to live in seclusion in a certain place. You know, that's the life she wants.

"The life I want is too far away. I don't know how many years it will be? Before that, I have more important things to do."

Nishang remembered what her mother said to her in the mirror of Liancang, and the world began to be turbulent. As a saint, she has the unshirkable responsibility to quell all this.

This is what it means for her to be a saint.

Maybe it's doomed that I can't live the life I want.But Nishang can worry about things within one country in Dongli, not to mention that there are three other countries in this country, and they are completely different.

"Forget it, let's not talk about it. I came out to relax, but I suddenly talked about these things. It's too heavy. Let's take it easy. Anyway, it's going to be a long time, and it's not close to us, so don't give it to me." I'm under too much pressure." Nishang smiled, yes, as a saint, I don't know anything now, so I can only take my time.

Xiao Zimu looked at Nishang, and then said solemnly: "If possible, I am willing to help you complete all that."

"Of course, how can I do these things alone. Not only you, Konoha, Huofeng, Ling Younan, Yunrong, Qin Yu, but also many, many people, you all need to help me, otherwise I will be alone People have to go to the year of the monkey!"

"That's right!" Xiao Zimu looked a little disappointed.

Nishang patted him heavily on the shoulder, "We are friends, of course we need to help friends, otherwise what's the point of being friends? You say so."

"Yes. Xiao Zimu's smile is warm and healing, not at all like a person who has been treated by Fei Bo."

Of course, Nishang has also experienced those unbearable past events, but none of them have been changed. People who have not been changed by the past can always achieve a career in the end.Xiao Zimu is like this, Ling Younan is like this, Mo Zhiyu is like this, just the two neon clothes, and they look like this in the end.

Nishang smiled, and she said to Xiao Zimu: "Okay, let's go back, we've been out for a long time, we've been walking, and we've talked a lot here, I'm a little hungry, go back and have a good meal , and then go to watch the competition in the afternoon. Thinking about it, I think it's wonderful!"

"Yeah, this afternoon is Yunrong's competition, he is very strong, I still want to see his strength."

"Then hurry back!"

After Nishang finished speaking, she started to walk back unsteadily, she didn't know if it was because she had been hungry for too long, or because of something else, she looked very tired.

Xiao Zimu was a little confused, and he asked, "What's the matter? You look listless."

Nishang stopped her walking forward, she said: "Sometimes I think about disappearing like this, occasionally leaving the palace, after leaving Ling Younan, I will think so, maybe I sneak away alone, as if I never It looks like it has never appeared before, maybe it will be a good thing for everyone."

"The life after going back seems to have been fixed. The Four Kingdoms Conference, and then some things about Dongli, and then maybe going back to other places. Everything is unknown, but everything seems to have been determined." Nishang said She looked very depressed when talking about this, she had a mournful face, and her whole body was listless.

"If you don't want to go back, then leave. Anyway, the sky is big and the earth is big. If you really plan to escape, no one can find you. We can find the place you want to live together." Xiao Zimu comforted.

(End of this chapter)