There is Feng Laiyi: The remnant king dotes on the overlord concubine

Chapter 197 The Unknown Past

Nishang and Xiao Zimu were listening to their speech. At this time, it is better for them not to interrupt. The combined age of the two of them is not older than one of them. Their words are too light in front of these two old people.

In fact, the key point is that Nishang can't take advantage of the heaviness of their speech, which makes Nishang feel that she is about to suffocate, especially in this dim situation, the feeling of depression is particularly important.

"Looking at you now, I can still vaguely see what you were like back then."

Master Yi said: "We are all old." He turned his head to look at the murals in the tomb, and then asked, "Did you paint these murals?"

"If it weren't for me, who could be closer to this history? This history has been forgotten. I am afraid that by now, only the two of us are the closest to those things."

"Since this is the case, we should let them enter the tomb. The late emperor left. When we finally die of old age, these histories should be forgotten, and they should not be remembered." For Master Yu Yi, being remembered by more people It is some kind of misfortune to live in the first emperor.

They will know how much the late emperor paid for Dongli back then, but they will also know the mistakes he made. The mistakes are too serious. The blood debt can cover up the late emperor's sacrifices, which makes him a sinner who can only be forgotten. Not to be remembered.

"He should be remembered, even if it is only a few people, after we die, someone should remember it, the fault is not with him, but with this world."

"All the faults are because of Dragon Slaying Sword, which is why I came here."

"Is it also the reason why they came here?" The old man looked at Nishang and Xiao Zimu, and he continued, "There will be more people coming here, I am here waiting for you, and here for them. "

"The first emperor didn't like being disturbed by others, but this has become an unavoidable thing."

Master Yi raised his head, he looked at the crystal coffin above his head, "He's right there, isn't he?"

Master Yi's voice was a little trembling, and his emotions were a little agitated. Everyone could feel that it was some kind of uncontrollable emotion, which was rolling wantonly in his old heart at this moment.

It was as if the blood was burning again, and they became the teenagers of the past again, and the man hadn't died yet, and they weren't old either.

As in all frescoes, nothing has changed.

"I let him in with my own hands."

The old man turned around, and it looked like he was a small person, weak and sick, as if he might fall down at any time.He is older than Master Yi.

"For so many years, I have always wondered why you were the one who was with him and not me? This way I don't have to suffer so much. I always remember the last time I saw him, he smiled at me, and then Let me take good care of Ling Huanyu, but I didn't expect that it would be the last time."

"I thought I could see you all come back safely, but I didn't expect that to be a farewell."

Master Yi lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't protect him well."

"It's not you who should say sorry, you know, even if I went there at that time, we still couldn't change everything, he would still slash that sword at Xiqi, but even if he didn't slash that sword, he Will it be all right? We can't change anything."

"I just want to know, when he killed himself, what would he be thinking in his heart? Would he think of this world? Or Dongli far in the east? Or his son who is not strong enough?"

The old man's voice was full of remorse, and Nishang also felt sad. It was the history carried on the old man and Master Yi. They saw everything in these two old men.

"But it's all over." Master Yi said.

"Yeah, it's all over, only we are still alive, why didn't we have the courage to accompany him to die?"

When the old man turned his head back, he also raised his head and looked at the high coffin.

"It's true that it's all in the past, but I can't forget it!"

As a person who lived beside Master Yi and the old man, the first emperor really left a deep memory. Although it was just a symbol and a name to Nishang and the others, but to Master Yi and the others But it is the whole life!
The huge crystal coffin has been standing there. At this moment, Master Yi and the old man are all looking up at the height, their expressions are solemn and solemn.

Nishang watched all this quietly, and at a certain moment, she would also have the illusion of being in a trance, as if the coffin would be slowly opened like that, and then the person who had slept in the coffin for 30 years woke up. He came alive in the memory of Master Yi and the others.

But Nishang knew that this could only be a kind of imagination of her own, it was impossible for this to happen, it could only be a fantasy.

"The past is too heavy, and they carry too many things." Xiao Zimu said softly behind Nishang, "Standing beside them now, I can still feel the aura of them, it has been too long It's gone!"

"Could it be that one day we will become like this?" Nishang's mood was a little depressed, she didn't look back at Xiao Zimu, but she was still talking, "Obviously it's the old man who hasn't seen each other for many years. Friends, but when we meet again, we can’t greet each other, and we can’t sit and drink together, and our words are so heavy.”

Nishang is worried, they are not mature enough now, and naively think that people will always be like this, but after going through enough things, will they be like this when they meet again?Talking to each other is polite and hypocritical, and they can't even reveal a trace of truth.

It's just too heavy!

Nishang looked at the murals around them. Those paintings recorded all of this. The source of all this made Master Yi and the old man heavy. Of course, the biggest source was the coffin hanging above his head at the moment, or in other words, the depth in the coffin. The one who is deeply asleep.

Master Yi finally lowered his head after being silent for a long time. He looked at the old man and asked, "What have you been doing all these years?"

"Birth is a member of the royal family, and death is also a ghost of the royal family. Although the late emperor has passed away, there are still many things we should do! Huanyu was just a child when he left!"

"Have you been by his side all these years? How is he?" Master Yi asked tremblingly.

The child who had witnessed the tragedy with his own eyes was now the aloof Emperor Dongli. He was cold and serious, always said good things, and seemed iron-blooded and selfless.Could it be that he has been suffering from those things all the time?

If there is really that old man by his side to protect him from growing up, it would be good to think about it.

Master Yi knew that he hadn't done anything these years. Compared with the old man, he seemed to have been evading.

"He is very good, and he has not been affected by those things back then, at least not from the outside." The old man said.

Nishang suddenly remembered the scene when Emperor Dongli secretly sneaked into the palace at night when Ling Younan was injured and unconscious. At that time, Nishang only saw a father. She always felt that the man was a little too indifferent. The same is true of time.But who ever thought that he had experienced so much suffering?

He hadn't experienced his father's love well, he had only seen one side of his father, but that was the first time he raised his butcher's knife and turned himself into an orphan.

So the paternal love Donglihuang gave to Ling Younan is incomplete, he doesn't even know how to love someone well, this is the heavy pain brought about by those heavy past events, this is something that cannot be changed .

Nishang felt that they were all working hard, each of them was not easy!
"When the first emperor passed away, Huanyu was just a child, but he still had to sit on the throne. Do you know what it means to a child? I wanted to find a small place to live in seclusion like you, and never ask what the world is like Yes, but I can't worry about that child, the late emperor didn't give him love, he can't watch this child grow up, I need to help him take care of Huanyu."

"Thirty years have passed since then, and he is already a father now, but he still doesn't know how to express his love." When the old man talked about these things, he kept enough calm.

"If you see the emperor like this, the late emperor won't worry about anything anymore!" Master Yi asked anxiously, he didn't know that when he committed suicide, the late emperor must have a lot of things that he couldn't let go of, but Master Yi didn't have time to listen to what he had to say.

Master Yi is the only person who has seen the late emperor before his death, but he never mentioned those past events. No one knows what the late emperor said at the beginning. This is a secret, a secret that only exists in Master Yi's heart.

"The emperor misses his mother very much. I think you will think of her too." The old man asked Master Yi, "I am like this, I keep missing some people I can't see again, but I still miss her." When we can meet each other, we can't always grasp all of this, we are all old, and if we don't say a lot of things, there will be no chance."

"Who else can we talk to? Those people back then are dead and now only the two of us are left. Who do we have a chance to talk to? I want to tell the first emperor something, but can he hear it? ? Can he hear what we're saying now?"

Master Yi is a little helpless, this is something they can't change, no one can.In addition to this, they have more important things. There are too many things on their shoulders, and it seems that there is no time for hesitation and sadness. They have rested for too long, until this moment, when they start to relate to From the time of Dragon Slaying Sword, everything is over.

(End of this chapter)