There is Feng Laiyi: The remnant king dotes on the overlord concubine

Chapter 317 Pay
"What's wrong?" Ling Younan asked Nishang, he looked at Nalan Haotian seriously, even though the man in front of him was Nishang's father, if he brought Nishang pain, then Ling Younan would never let it go.

Nishang shook his head, "It's okay, you don't have to worry."

Ling Younan looked at Nalan Haotian, but, contrary to Nishang's excited emotions, Nalan Haotian was very calm, at least he looked like that, and it was indeed as Taotie said, a gentle and elegant middle-aged man. It won't cause any harm to Nishang.

Therefore, even though they were worried, Ling Younan and the others still turned around and walked away, but, judging from their appearance, they were watching the situation in the field all the time, as if they would rush over immediately if there was something wrong.

"They love you very much"

Nalan Haotian asked Nishang.

Nishang didn't answer.

"I should thank them well. During the years when your mother and I were away, they were by your side. Someone loved you instead of us."

However, Nalan Haotian would not know that knowing Ling Younan and Xiao Zimu only happened in the past half a year. In the past ten years, Nishang has been experiencing a very cruel life.

Even though it didn't happen to him, the memory remained with his body, and Nishang still remembered everything.

Those things are engraved in my mind and can never be forgotten.

Moreover, if it weren't for them, I would never have experienced these two completely different lives, coming from two completely different time and space.What this means to Nishang, no one can know.

They are all talking about empathy, but no matter how empathetic they are, they have never experienced it personally. They have never seen the city full of tall buildings, or the world built of steel and concrete. They will never understand. When I came back here again, what kind of torture had I experienced in my head.

Even now, that time can still feel trance.

"Does it work? Did you ever ask me what I think? Do you know how I feel? Shouldn't you express your apologies? What's the use of you thanking them, can you make up for what I've lost over the years ?”

"I'm sorry." Nalan Haotian's expression became disappointed, and he hugged the neon clothes in his arms, "Back then, we had no other choice, that was the only way, we couldn't lose you. So, You can only do that, and only in that way, can you live better."

"If there is a chance to do it all over again, even if you still hate us, I will still choose to do so. I believe your mother is also like this. After all, at least you can still live this way."

"No matter what we need to face, as long as you are still alive, this is enough. Of course, you need to face many difficulties, but these are all things you have to bear. What you need to know is that as your parents , we are suffering more.”

"At that time, you were only so young that you couldn't even speak, but we had to separate from you. As parents, do you know how much pain we have endured?"

"Choose to split your soul into two, do you know how much courage we have put in? This matter was originally just an experiment, but we have no other choice but to do so."

Nalan Haotian looked at Nishang, and he said, "Your mother once thought, she knew you would hate her, but she did it anyway, she is a great mother."

"Leave the pity mirror to me? Let me be the so-called mirror owner?" Nishang sneered, she said, "So I became a saint, so I have a so-called mission on my body, so I have to go forward Go, there is even no room to retreat. Sometimes I think about hiding by myself, just by myself, hiding in the wilderness, no one can disturb me anymore."

Nishang's tone weakened, and suddenly, she looked at Nalan Haotian and said excitedly, "But no, because I am a saint, because I belong to Lian Cangjing, and because I am Gu Yulan's daughter, so I must Face it all."

Nalan Haotian's eyes dimmed, he shook his head.

"Do you know what your mother paid for it? Between Lian Cangjing and you, she chose you, and she bears too much infamy, do you know? When she chose her own daughter, not for When Lian Cangjing gave all she had, her selfish appearance was more like a mother, of course, that was her choice."

"But, even if she didn't do that, can you blame her? It's a very difficult thing to choose between your own life and the lives of everyone in Lian Cangjing."

Nishang was stunned, she obviously didn't expect that what happened back then was more complicated than she imagined.

"This, what's going on?" Nishang asked, she needed to know what happened, otherwise, she would feel uneasy.

"You came to Qiankun Mirror from Xiqi. In fact, the events of that year have a lot to do with Xiqi. Maybe you know that Jueshangling and Liancang Jing were originally feuds. Back then, Xiao Lian led the crowd to attack Outside the Lian Cang Mirror, and at that time, your body happened to have some problems again."

"We tried our best to solve all the problems, but there was no way out. Later, your mother thought of the soul splitting technique. Because of that method, you survived, but your mother left forever."

"You know, some powerful techniques always require a certain price."

Nishang's heart sank.She has seen the record left by her mother in Lian Cangjing, which was said to herself a long time ago, and she has also seen the appearance of her mother, so loving and kind.She never imagined that the truth of the year turned out to be like this.

"Later we won, but it was only a miserable victory. The entire Liancang Jing suffered a lot. Because I was worried that Xiao Lian would fight back again, and I was worried that people from Beimo and Dongli would be eyeing them. In order to prevent them from taking the opportunity to make a move, let you If you were in danger at that time, I could only foster you to another place."

"From the point of view of Lian Cangjing at that time, we can no longer protect you."

"Your mother can choose to be selfish, but I can't. I have to stay and protect Lian Cangjing. This is her mission. Even if she leaves, I still have to fulfill it for her."

"There were too many things that happened later, and the result was like that. Lian Cang Jing suffered a heavy blow, but he did not receive a devastating blow. Later, I found a way to unlock the out-of-control fluctuations from Lian Cang Jing's ancient books. There, Lian Cangjing escaped that disaster."

Nishang's eyes were puzzled, and she asked puzzledly: "But, didn't it mean that after Emperor Dongli left from Xiqi, the past 30 years have been safe and sound? But according to your statement, these 30 years have been safe and sound. There is still a lot of turmoil going on during the year.”

"You should know that the first emperor's contract was only between countries, and it has nothing to do with Lian Cangjing and Jueshang Ridge. And all those things just happened between Lian Cangjing and Jueshang Ridge. At that point , Even if Dongli stepped forward, nothing could be changed."

"Why is it like that? Why did it rise to such a serious level?" Nishang asked puzzled.

"Thirty years ago, all the wars between countries were caused by the dragon sword, but more than ten years ago, the cholera was only caused by one person." Nalan Haotian looked up into the distance.

"Who is it because of?"

"because of you."

"I?"

"Yeah, on the day you were born, visions fell from the sky, a hundred birds turned towards the phoenix, the stars were misplaced, and all kinds of strange and rare things. To the whole world, you are an exceptional existence, and because of you, all forces They're all here."

"Lian Cangjing was caught in the middle, and it was difficult to advance or retreat. Because you had a bad omen, you encountered your own troubles just after you were born. Under such circumstances, your mother chose you. Even the entire Liancang Mirror is facing a huge disaster."

"Your mother believed that you could lead the Liancang Mirror back to its glory, so she chose you without hesitation."

"Then why didn't more happen later?"

"Because of the soul splitting technique, they can't feel you anymore. They know that you still exist, but they don't know where you are."

"Too many people were involved in that cholera, no one could be an exception. Later, everyone just let it go. No one can be sure whether the result is good or bad, so they can only give up." Nalan Haotian Explaining to Nishang, "But I'm not sure if they really gave up, so I can't keep you by your side."

"So I said sorry, we can't protect you."

Nalan Haotian's expression became lonely and cruel, it seemed that because he thought of what happened back then, he suddenly lost his whole body, which made Nishang a little flustered.

At that time, I was just a child, and I had never heard any stories about those things back then, so how could I have guessed that it would be like this?

Cholera, disasters, and what I can't afford.My mother gave her life for it, so what about my father?Will he be safe and sound?Nishang didn't think things would be that simple.

In fact, Nalan Haotian did omit a lot of the story, he just briefly described the process at that moment, the actual truth is much more complicated than that.

(End of this chapter)