After the first fool

Chapter 194
As the son of heaven, he received the most orthodox education. From the fourth prince to the crown prince, eradicating dissidents and ascending the throne as emperor, Bai Zixu had only one thought in his heart, that is to let no one in Dongyao Kingdom dare to bully, no one dares to commit crimes. !

Brothers who used to be as close as brothers have gradually drifted away. It's not that he doesn't believe in Bai Mo's loyalty, but does he dare to believe it?It is difficult to feel all kinds of feelings when he is not in the position. He is worried every day, and what he fears is that someone will take away his throne. Only when he holds the power firmly in the palm of his hand can he feel at ease.

At first I saw her, just to win over the prime minister, obeyed the mother's order, made her a queen, and sent spies to inquire about her reputation, but only found a fool, it is said that she was born stupid, in the prime minister's mansion Li is not favored at all, such a woman, even if she has an alluring appearance, can only be an empty vase. For him who is ambitious, she is no less than an excellent candidate!Don't worry, she will make trouble in the harem, and don't worry, the prime minister will sit in the court.

On the wedding night, he walked into the new house, and what he saw was a woman in the red room with radiant eyelids, who was as beautiful as a fairy. She already has her own heart, but she still moves the hearts of mortals for her amorous feelings at this moment.

Since ancient times, gentlemen are fond of gentlemen.

She is his queen, his woman, who would have expected that he would be beaten up by her on the wedding night, his face was bruised and purple, and he could only dismiss him even in the early court. At that time, he was so angry that he hated her. This person cannot be hacked into pieces. A woman is really a shrew, no matter how beautiful she is, so what?Not worth mentioning at all.

The emotion that was rippling when we first met has also calmed down. In order to contain the power of the prime minister in the court, he did not hesitate to order that his childhood sweetheart Xue'er be brought into the palace the next day, and he even made her a noble concubine, only a little lower than that fool. This is his expedient measure, and it is also a necessary means to appease the court.

Originally, if that idiot had been an empty queen, he might hardly think of her once a year, but she happened to be messing around in the palace, and the whole palace seemed to be her stage. She wanted to sing He sang whatever he wanted, and after making a fuss, he put on an extremely innocent look, which is really hateful!
But in order to continue to rely on the power of the prime minister and bring down the regent, he could only choose to indulge, and he could only choose to make big things into small things. However, she was not born to be a peaceful person, and the maids around her were sent into the palace by the regent Bai Mo. In the palace, how can he not be afraid?If civil and military officials join forces, how long can he remain the emperor?Overtly and secretly, she used her superb acting skills to confuse her. She didn't know that Xue'er regarded her as a thorn in her side, but he chose to turn a blind eye and wanted to use Xue'er to teach her a lesson.

Unexpectedly, she, who is so foolish, would let Xue'er fail every time. For her servant, she tore off the disguise on her face that day. Months, and many days later, will appear in his dreams for no reason.

Confronting and arguing, he was angry with her for pretending, angry that she was obviously an extraordinary woman but wanted to hide her true nature in front of him, so in a fit of rage, he threw her into the sky prison, but he never expected that in the end, he would still release her. she.

Unconsciously wanting to pay attention to her every word and deed in the palace, he secretly sent additional people to surround the entire Fengqi Palace, and kept telling himself that he did this only to monitor this woman, but there was always someone A voice said, "That's not true, Bai Zixu, you are deceiving yourself and others."

He didn't want to believe that he would care about a woman who had cheated him countless times, and put all his thoughts on the court, on Xue'er, mistakenly thinking that by doing this, he could gradually forget the palpitations she brought to him.

But the more he wants to forget, the more he can't forget. In the end, he can only attribute this feeling to his anger towards her, his hatred towards her, and his disgust towards her!
He has long forgotten that he was born to be a master. He has long forgotten that there was only one Mo Xiaoran when he was provoked and scolded by others. She would open her eyes wide. There will be a strange brilliance, she will quarrel with him for a servant girl, and after being provoked, she will immediately brandish her minions to get her back.

Like a cat, it looks gentle and calm, but in fact, it hides its edge.

What really opened his eyes was the day when the two countries came to court, she was standing in the imperial garden with a musket that no one had ever heard of, and she was wearing a fiery red phoenix robe, making her look as if she was about to spread her wings and fly!How much he wanted to reach out, grab her wings, and tell her not to go.

But this impulse only rose in her mind for a short second. She stood in the crowd with cold eyes. On that day, she shocked everyone and impressed everyone. It also made him curious about her and wanted to Knowing her, but not knowing how to speak, each time only deepened her loathing for herself.

He wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with her, to live a good life with her, and to be a normal royal couple, but her attitude of resistance always made it difficult for him to hold on, and even the gentle mask that he usually pretended to be hard to put on, She can always stir up the anger in my heart time and time again.

He is clear that this woman wants to leave the palace wholeheartedly, she yearns for freedom in her eyes, but he can't let her go, he can't tell if it's because of the prime minister behind her, or because of other things, he can only use the most To provoke her in a clumsy way, you can only compete with her, just like a child.

That day, he went to Fengqi Palace by asking her about the origin of the musket. Perhaps those few days were the most peaceful and warm nights in his life.

She and him were sitting on soft couches, separated by a short table in the middle. An oil lamp covered by a white lamp cover shone with a dim yellow light. She lay on the table and drew circles of muskets with a brush. Appearance, explain to him patiently again and again.

The night at that time was so beautiful and gentle that only her, her focused face and clear eyes were left in his eyes, even though she had never looked at him directly, even though , In those eyes, there has never been his reflection.

She wanted to leave the palace, but he gave her a token, but limited the number of times she could leave the palace. He wanted to let her fly, but he was afraid that the bird would never return once it flew away.

Good days always go by so fast, he couldn't believe that he would fall in love with a chess piece, so he stayed next to other women for many days, but every time, when he dreamed back at midnight, the person he dreamed of, But she is the only one.

The way she smiles, her angry expression, her cold gaze...

Scene after scene, only she occupied all his memories.

She left for no reason and didn't return all night. He waited for her in Fengqi Palace for a whole day. At that moment, he wished to hear her excuse. Even if there was no excuse, he would choose to believe it, but she would rather Misunderstood, and unwilling to give a reason, just because she never cared about him.

This kind of cognition made his reason completely disappear, so he imprisoned her, wanted to break her wings, and made her a caged bird, who could only be imprisoned by his side for the rest of his life.

What a ridiculous idea. Under his instigation, the prime minister gave evidence to accuse the regent of forming a party for personal gain. He thought that this time, he could be a king who would not be suppressed by others, but he was wrong again. Even if Bai Mo was loyal, his old ministry, Extraordinary people, the turmoil on the border was beyond his expectation, out of helplessness, he was forced to choose the prime minister.

Who knows the pain in his heart?She came to plead, but he refused cruelly, not because he didn't see the disappointment in her eyes, but he had no other choice, perhaps, he pushed her away with his own hands, even the only chance was missed.

She has never been a law-abiding person. She robs the court, hangs out with men, and has ambiguous words and deeds under the watchful eyes of everyone.

He was angry, he was angry, he wished he could strangle her to death in his hands!
Above the court, she was so radiant that he couldn't take his eyes off her. Relying on her ingenuity, she once again made people impress. Happily, she finally didn't have to leave.

But what did she say?
She still has to go!
She is going to leave after all.

Was he not good enough for her?He endured again and again, gave in again and again, he even handed over the phoenix seal to her, but she still refused to keep it.

Sometimes, she is like a gust of wind, she is clearly close at hand, but she seems to be intangible, invisible, and far away in the sky.

Mo Xiaoran...

This name, like a cinnabar mole branded on his chest, made him hurt, made him hurt, seeing her stubborn appearance, seeing her stubborn way of wanting to leave, he finally compromised.

She deserves better, this palace has become her cage, her heart has never been placed on him.

If her departure can stabilize the court and make the prime minister loyal to him again, he would rather let her go!

Maybe it's selfish to think like this, but even if he cares about her a little bit, it's absolutely impossible for him to offend King Qing, the regent, and the prime minister because of her.

When she received the imperial decree, she couldn't help but smile, which made his chest tighten, and even breathing seemed to become extravagant.

He couldn't stay any longer, he was afraid, if he looked at her again, he would regret it, ran away hastily, locked himself in the imperial study room, looked at the whole room over and over again, he will always be in the world, always on the throne, and will always be envied by countless people everything of.

Loved him, but killed his child.

What he cares about, but stay away from him.

Suddenly, he thought of his father, "As a king, he occupies a high position, but he is actually a lonely family. He seems to have everything, but in fact, Zixu, we have nothing. We can get nothing except power."

He thought, he finally understood what his father said, but he didn't want to be alone!Pull out the thorn in his chest with his own hands, cut off his ribs with his own hands, although it hurts, but he can only do so.

If those living creatures will leave him, then he will hold what he can hold in his hand, even if he is alone, he will be the greatest one in the world!
On that day, Bai Zixu completely eradicated the unblossoming feelings in his heart. From then on, there was no Mo Xiaoran in his heart, but only a heart as cold as a stone of a king.

He wants to live well, live to see the city under his feet, live to see the world in his hands.

Because, this is all he has left.

(End of this chapter)