The south wind also entered my arms

Chapter 178

There was no sound in the room, only the sound of the hourly clock from the clock tower in the square coming in from the window, and the horns of cars passing by small bungalows.Nan Feng was almost enveloped in Li Nanyan's arms. He clasped the back of her head with one hand, and first shook her hand with the other, and then went to hug her waist.

As for the thin lips, at first they only covered them lightly, not daring to take a step further. After three to five seconds, he found that Nanfeng didn't particularly resist.

From that accidental kiss, Nan Feng was in a daze. When Li Nanyan pressed her lips together completely, her head went blank, not knowing how to react.

This kind of kiss is completely unfamiliar in the blank memory, but it may be that there has been such intimacy in the past, so there is a trace of familiarity mixed with the strangeness.Nan Feng panicked instinctively, but it wasn't unbearable, so she didn't make any moves to push him away.

Li Nanyan has the same orange blossom scent as her, which makes them become closer invisibly.

Nanfeng clenched his fingers tightly.

This kiss didn't feel very special to Nanfeng, she was competing with herself the whole time.

There is a struggle between 'acceptable' and 'not very acceptable', between 'resistance' and 'no need to resist'.

She said to herself, this person is Li Nanyan, who has always been very good to her, and she also has a good impression of him. She should like him. Speaking of the day and night they have been together for the past few months, in fact, it is also the same as a real couple. No difference, just a kiss, nothing.

Li Nanyan's eyes were already covered in color.

After they separated, each other's breathing was disordered and short. He looked at her with hot eyes. Nanfeng didn't respond, but her lack of response made his reaction aggravated. He suddenly turned over with Nanfeng in his arms. She was lying on the couch, and she was above her.

"Nanfeng..." He murmured her name, then lowered his head again and kissed her lips.

Compared to just now, this time he was less restrained and more reckless.

Two or three images suddenly flashed before Nan Feng's eyes, and his body froze suddenly.

It's not that Li Nanyan didn't feel it, he kissed her lips again and again, trying to make her relax - he seemed to want her, wanted her, wanted her...

Yuwang was expanding infinitely, and he couldn't control it.

But Nanfeng gradually began to lose his temper.

There seems to be a barrier in her heart. Li Nanyan's behavior at the moment is to get closer to this barrier. The closer she gets, the more uneasy she becomes. When he finally touches this barrier, she seems to have been touched. Couldn't help it, put her hands on his chest, and staggered her head to avoid his lips.

"Enough." She resisted.

Li Nanyan's breathing was two degrees heavy, and he heard her rejection, but he didn't stop, and instead bit her earlobe, his scorching breath burned the root of her ear red: "Nanfeng..." In his words is a deep longing.

The south wind trembled violently, and something flashed in the deepest part of my mind, this time it was clearer, it seemed to be a face, and the fear and panic that I had never had before suddenly surged in my heart, and the blood in my whole body seemed to stagnate Living.

She pushed his chest, but how could the strength of a grown man be shaken by her.

Li Nanyan clearly wanted to proceed forcefully, so he shackled Nanfeng's wrist and pinned it to the top of his head.

His eyes were red like two blazing fires.

"Nan Yan, that's enough, let me go."

Nanfeng doesn't like being forced very much, especially now that her thoughts are in a mess and there are many things she can't figure out. His behavior makes her very disgusted.

But Li Nanyan didn't stop.

She tried to calm down, but in the end it failed. He made her disgust climb to the peak, and her resistance was like a fire, and she broke out completely: "I told you to let go, do you hear me! Get out!"

I've never seen her like this, like an irritated little wolf baring its teeth and claws, intending to tear him apart who is doing things she doesn't want to her.Li Nanyan was stunned for a moment.

As if he just came back to his senses, he quickly let go of her hands.

Nanfeng immediately fell off the sofa, his shoulders were still trembling violently, Li Nanyan wanted to pull up the clothes that had slipped off her shoulders, but just as he touched her arm, Nanfeng slapped him backhanded.

The color in Li Nanyan's eyes was dissipating, and a low-pitched guilt rolled out of his throat: "...Sorry, I..."

Unbearable to continue being in the same space with him, Nan Feng quickly stood up and rushed into the bathroom, tidied up his clothes, and slammed the door to leave.

"Nanfeng." Li Nanyan called her immediately, but he could only hear the sound of footsteps running downstairs, he pursed his lips slightly, and after a while, he smiled wryly.

Nanfeng ran out of the small bungalow, and ran along the square for a while as if he couldn't stop, until he was blown by the cool wind, his sanity returned a little, and his footsteps slowly stopped.

She has always known that Li Nanyan has feelings for men and women towards her, and she is sure that she has a crush on him, and even suspected that the man in her dream was him, so she took it for granted that his touching and kissing her would not cause much harm She reacted, but the fact is that she was very uncomfortable, very resistant, and even deeply disgusted and uncontrollable rage.

Why is this happening?

what is the problem?

Could it be that the man she had an intimate relationship with wasn't Li Nanyan at all?

But even if that person is not Li Nanyan, so what?She is single now, why can't she be with Li Nanyan?
Nanfeng understands her personality very well, she is neither pedantic nor rigid, if a relationship itself is not suitable, no matter how much emotion and sincerity she has invested in, she will definitely let go when it is time to let go, and will never be entangled or entangled, It is even more impossible to even leave a shadow lingering after amnesia.

Unless... that relationship is very important to her, very important, that man she loves deeply, to the bottom of her heart, to the point where no matter right or wrong, right or wrong.

It was the first time that Nanfeng wanted to know so crazily, who made her so unforgettable, made her forget everything and was reluctant to lose him.

She stood in the middle of the square in panic, searching desperately, but all the faces passing by were unfamiliar faces, and she couldn't find the face that made her so persistent.

Who is he?
where is he?

She raised her face, and the bright sunlight pierced her eyes, forcing her to squint.

She tried hard to recall, and the few frames that had appeared in her mind were finally excavated by her, like a fuse, igniting a monstrous fire.

In the flames, she sees her past ensuing.

——Nanfeng, you will be willing.

In the dimness, she heard someone's voice saying, proud and determined to win.

——What I want, you may not give.

Seemingly far away, whose voice is as light as water, but there is a clear meaning in the words.

——Three books and six rituals, Fengguanxiapei, nothing less.Now, let's start with the bridal chamber.

And who spoke with a smile, low magnetism and melodiousness, gently touching her heart.

——I want you to be a legitimate Mrs. Lu.my wife.

It was like an affectionate confession, who promised this marriage contract in her ear.

— Mrs. Lu, we are already husband and wife.

Husband and wife, the most intimate word in the world, from whose mouth it came out, it made her heart overflow with honey.

——Don’t even dream about getting divorced!You are my wife, of course you want to be with me!
The painting style changed suddenly, and whoever gnashed his teeth and spit out words, so he didn't give up, insisted on dragging her to sink into hell together.

—You are my wife!Forever Mrs. Lu!Death will be with me!
An endless curse, who put the shackles on her, imprisoned her whether she wanted to or not.

wife……

couple……

When Nan Feng's face turned pale for an instant, and the light and shadow in front of her eyes were reversed, something came rushing from thousands of miles away and crashed into her brain, her heart shrank suddenly, and the heart-burning pain began to overwhelm her.

She fell to her knees.

Countless human voices rang in her ears, overlapping and repeating, turning into the most unbearable noise, her head almost exploded.

——When you grow up, I will marry you.

——Really, I won’t lie to you, I will protect you and treat you well for the rest of my life.

——Nanfeng, I want you to be a legitimate Mrs. Lu.

——He has been using you, only you, a fool, take calculations as sincerity!

——You are my wife, you must be with me, there is no room for negotiation!
...your brother is dead...

...your child died too...

Grasp the ground with both hands, and rub the nails against the rough ground. The pain of breaking the armor is still vivid in my mind, let alone the pain of losing a son or brother.

"……land……"

She spat out the name with all her might.

"Lu Cheng Yu!"

In an instant, the tears surged.

(End of this chapter)