deadly temptation beijing

Chapter 3 Element Art (3)
"Since I graduated from university, I haven't taken a bus. On June 6, my car broke down. I took the bus home for the first time in two years. I took the 8 from the Agricultural Exhibition Hall to Madian. When I got in the car, I found a young guy sitting in the second row at the back was staring at me. At first, I thought he was curious and didn’t strike up a conversation, but his gaze kept scorching me like a hot flame. Every time When our eyes meet, he always shifts his eyes shyly and quickly, but from his eyes, I can see his thoughts. Those eyes are so clear, like a clear spring in the mountains, clear It’s so fascinating. In these eyes, I can’t see even the slightest flaw, and there are only innocence and dreams. These eyes have been looking at me until Madian, I should get off the car, but when I see these eyes When I opened my eyes, a kind of hope rose in my heart, hoping that the owner of these eyes would come over and tell me his name. But these eyes are so simple that I believe that there will be no second person in this world. Such innocent eyes. I didn’t get out of the car, and I was still standing not far from him. Many times, I wanted to muster up the courage to go over and tell him that my name was Su Lei. But there were too many people in the car that day I don't have the courage to face the boy I fell in love with at first sight in front of strangers. But I don't want to give up. That boy got off the bus in Zhongguancun, and I got off the car. I watched him walk up the bridge, at that moment, I really wanted to rush forward and tell him my name is Su Lei. But I hesitated, hesitated, and when I hesitated, these eyes disappeared from my sight.

"When I returned to my residence, I regretted it very much. Although it was just a chance encounter, we communicated with each other with our eyes. I believe that the owner of those eyes also longed for the feeling of looking back for a moment, but neither of us Courage to go forward and express your love. In such a material and money world, it is so difficult to find such a pair of pure eyes, but when these eyes came to me, I did not Cherish it well.

"My dear, if you can read this article, if you believe in love at first sight, please contact me? I don't want to give up this most beautiful encounter in my life."

Yu Jian burst into tears after reading this article.That cry was like a child, a young child, a child who had done something wrong.Tears are like the thoughts of life, originating from the imagination in the mind or the setbacks in fate. All the misfortunes connected with tears seem to be a lifeline that cannot be grasped.The unsatisfactory and unpredictability of life, as well as the occasional encounter, make the peaceful life arouse the waves of the years.There is no reason, and there is no time to explain. It seems that there are many crossroads in life in an instant. In the mind without thoughts, the direction that was originally very clear suddenly lost after going through a whirlwind.So, when you stand at the crossroads of life, you can't tell the difference between south, east and north, and even the way back disappears under your feet.There is not much room for thinking, you have to choose the answer, choose the direction you are going, but there are too many reasons and too many excuses, you can escape, but you cannot escape.

That night, when I returned to the dormitory, Yu Jian found out last year’s diary and turned to June 6, which recorded the encounter: “Today I went to Zhongguancun to buy a computer, and Mei Yihan said that he would go with me. , but I knew she was busy with work, so I politely declined. Because I haven’t been in Beijing for a long time, I originally planned to find a colleague to accompany me, but I couldn’t open my mouth. This is the eighth day of my visit to Beijing. I'm still getting used to it, but I still have to buy a computer. Mei Yihan promised to give me a laptop, but remembering his father's advice, he refused.

"The 718 was not very crowded, and I was lucky enough to get on an air-conditioned bus. When I got on the bus, there was still a seat. Unlike the buses in my hometown, most of the buses in Beijing The cars sell tickets manually. When the conductor came to me, I asked how much it was to go to Zhongguancun, and the conductor said: "Six yuan." I couldn't get out of the car anymore, so I reluctantly paid the money. The conductor probably saw that I was a foreigner, and said fiercely: "This is an air-conditioned car!" Yes, it is an air-conditioned car, but the air conditioner is not turned on.

"My colleague Fang Xueran said that most girls in Beijing are not as good-looking as girls from other places. So I paid attention to the Beijing girls in the car. But the accents of the girls in the car are mostly from other places. Like me, the clothes and dress are very ordinary, not much different from when I was in college, occasionally there are one or two avant-garde ones, and it’s just that they wear very few clothes. I thought that all Beijingers looked like this , but when the bus arrived at the Agricultural Exhibition Hall, a woman came up. From the authentic Beijing accent, it could be heard that she was a real Beijinger. She was wearing a pink dress and a very Beautiful platinum necklace. I have no research on platinum necklaces, so in college, when I talked about necklaces with my classmates, I always seemed so mentally retarded. The pink of the girl is compared with the white and gray on the whole car , It was indeed a bit dazzling. At that time, she just got in the car, and she glanced into the car, probably looking for a seat, but the people in the car were already crowded. When her eyes fell on me, she froze, just For a split second, she shifted her gaze to her feet. For a split second, I thought, if she could walk over, I could really give her the seat. Why? I don't know. Although she has a lovely innocent face , but her skin is not good, even a little rough. The woman I like is the kind with long hair, and her hair can barely form an arc with the top collar. Her figure is not Height, about 1.6 meters ○, if you wear high heels, it may be higher. As for her face, because it's just a moment, I didn't pay much attention to it. It's probably a very flattering one. I really hope , she can turn her head around again, because then I can describe her appearance in detail, but she just looks forward. Wait until the next stop, when the flow of people getting on the train squeezes her to the right handrail , she glanced at me again, probably she also noticed that I was also looking at her, so she looked at me very carefully, and then turned her eyes away. That day, I was wearing a beige shirt. This color is also very dazzling on the car. She actually observed me secretly. I thought she was just glancing at me, but she observed me as if observing a beautiful landscape painting. I glanced up at her At one glance, her gaze shot into my eyes like the dazzling sunlight, so I immediately shifted my gaze to the window and pretended not to care. When her gaze moved away from me, I Stealthily shifted his gaze to her.

"I even had a feeling of electric shock. When I came to Beijing, some classmates joked that I would have a beautiful encounter in Beijing, whether I would find a billionaire woman or a beautiful Beijing woman. Regarding this, I always It's a smile. But——from her face, she is a very simple woman. It has not been long since she graduated, and she will not be older than me, and she may be a graduate of the same level.

When I graduated from university, I wanted to upgrade my undergraduate degree, but after much deliberation, I don’t think it’s very interesting. Besides, if a person’s life consists of seven or eight years of childhood, ten years of dementia, and nearly 20 years of Student career, then life seems to have been robbed of most of it, what career and ideals are there to talk about?

"From her young face, it can be seen that her social experience is not deep. Looking carefully at her cheeks, it seems that she can find the childishness unique to students, and at the same time find the youthful vigor. These are just It can only be found in those of us college students who have just graduated. If you work for a few years, most of them will "change their faces"-either flattery, intrigue, or heart. When I was looking at her, she Turning her eyes to me again, her eyes met, I thought she would turn her eyes away again, but her eyes were like ultraviolet rays passing through the clear sky, shooting at me unobstructed. At this time, I could see Her little nose was breathing evenly, and her eyes were like two fiery fireballs, which would never go out until the fuel was burned. I looked at each other for nearly 15 seconds, and I was defeated.

"What kind of woman is this! She looked at me with such burning eyes. My heart was beating rapidly, just like when I found the first love letter on the desk in junior high school. I tried my best to let I calm down, but I know I can't hide the tension on my face, because she is looking at me. I think, she must have discovered that there is still a desire for love deep in my heart. Although I have experienced A first love, but I never let myself fall into the quagmire of love. The biggest struggle was when I was about to graduate from college, a girl in my class who was not pretty asked me to watch a movie and kissed me in the movie theater .Even so, this girl didn't look at me like that for a long time in class...

"When the car arrived in Madian, the people in the car were getting out of the car. At this time, she also took a few steps forward, but stopped again, and looked back at me the moment she stopped. Although I was The moment she turned her head, she turned her gaze to the window, but she still noticed it.

"When the bus drove to Zhongguancun, I passed her slowly. Passing her was like passing a bonfire in a summer night, sweating all over. When I got off the bus, I found that she was still standing There, motionless, at that moment, there was a sour feeling in my heart, and I even thought, it would be great if I got off the car with her."

(End of this chapter)