Harem Seizure

Chapter 118

After Pei Jingrui left that day, Shao Yunyan's heart has been in chaos.Pei Jingrui really wanted her to develop the girlish feelings that she had in her previous life.She looked at Pei Jingrui's gaze, and she couldn't avoid his burning gaze.She had to admit that her heart was shaken.

But Pei Jingrui is indeed a good man, but he is also the royal family, Li Huang's direct cousin.He is the young master who is about to inherit the title, and she is the imperial concubine of Dali. There is an insurmountable gap between them.Their actions will be clearly seen by civil and military officials and common people, and there shouldn't be too much intersection between them.Even among the people, she is still Pei Jingrui's sister-in-law, and this cannot be changed.

Shao Yunyan suddenly touched her forehead in pain, she secretly blamed herself for sinking her own heart like this.Love, didn't she stop thinking about it a long time ago?Ever since Li Huang turned and left, her heart was completely frozen.Although her heart became alive again because of Pei Jingrui, she would not allow herself to give her heart away.

Li Huang looked at Shao Yunyan's sad look, and didn't understand what she was thinking.Li Huang didn't suspect what happened that afternoon when Shao Yunyan and Pei Jingrui were alone together.Just looking at her secretly worried look, I couldn't help but feel a little heartache.He couldn't help but took her into his arms, lowered his voice and said softly: "Yan'er, what are you thinking? Don't worry about it, okay, look at you, because the meat raised in confinement is now falling out again. Go on. What else is there for you to worry about? But are you tired of taking care of the palace?"

Nestling in Li Huang's arms, Shao Yunyan didn't resist anything, but was still dazed.She hated Li Huang, she hated his cruelty to her in his previous life.But in this life, he gave himself the same honor as in the previous life, and he also had a pair of children. Because of the children, Shao Yunyan's hatred for Li Huang has also diminished.Although it is not love, but it is already regarded as a relative.He is, after all, the father of two children.

Li Huang didn't hear Shao Yunyan's answer, and suddenly felt that something was wrong with her, so he reached out and touched her forehead. He knew that Shao Yunyan's health was not good, and worried that she would have a fever.The temperature of the tentacles was normal, so Li Huang gradually let go of his heart.He hugged her and sighed softly: "Yan'er, what's wrong with you? Why haven't you spoken yet, but you have something on your mind? Why don't you tell me?"

Shao Yunyan shook her head lightly, smiled slightly and said, "It's just that I'm a little tired, but I need to worry about you, Your Majesty. I'm not a concubine."

"Yan'er, as I said before, my name is Zhen Yixuan. Don't call me the emperor. From now on in your palace, I will not be the emperor, but your husband." Seeing her smile, Li Huang suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly became emotional. Said.

Listening to Li Huang's words, Shao Yunyan's heart skipped a beat, his words were enough to move her.Shao Yunyan leaned on Li Huang's shoulder, thinking about Pei Jingrui's words that day, she suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.What Pei Jingrui said that day was indeed enough to move her.It also touched the long-lost itch in her heart, but the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became.

She was originally an anomaly, and it was a gift from God that she could live a new life.Relying on his father's identity back then, he could already avoid falling into the palace.But she still came in. She had never thought about finding another way, and she never dared to think about it.The education she has received since she was a child is to stick to one end, and she has been educated like this in both lives.Even if she was reborn, she still married into the palace as before.Even if she couldn't guarantee what happened back then, she wouldn't repeat the same mistakes again.She was still selected for the palace and entered the harem.

She originally thought that she could rely on revenge to slowly get rid of her enemies, but she found that she was not cruel enough.Now that her enemy is still there, she has no time to think about anything else.Shao Yunyan's expression gradually turned cold, she raised her eyes to look at the hairpin in Li Huang's hair.He couldn't help but sneered in his heart, he loved this hairpin so much, it was great that he couldn't put it down so much.

As for Pei Jingrui... Shao Yunyan took a slow breath, then pulled Lihuang's sleeve suddenly and said, "Yixuan, I've been restless lately, and my heart is always in a mess. You can calm down your mind."

"Going to offer incense? I'm busy with government affairs recently, but I don't have time. It takes a day to go to and from the nearest temple to the imperial city. How about this, if you want to bring your mother and maid, just go out of the palace. I will send someone to protect you again, just go directly to the Imperial Temple."

After hearing Li Huang's words, Shao Yunyan breathed a sigh of relief.If someone was sent, it would be Pei Jingrui.Well, she also has something to say clearly.

It is not that complicated for the imperial concubine to travel. Three days later, Shao Yunyan went to the imperial temple with her nuns and maids.The imperial temple is not very far from the imperial palace, but it is outside the city, so for the sake of inconvenience, I still brought some clothes.Along the way, Shao Yunyan sat in the phoenix chariot obediently.But her heart was in a mess, she was worried what would happen if she couldn't enter the Buddhist temple?

Pei Jingrui rode the horse in a muffled voice, his eyes gradually drifted to the phoenix chariot of the phoenix, and his heart was also confused.I remember that day when she asked me to leave, I asked him if he could accept my silent gaze, but she just replied, "I think about it."After half a month passed, she did not give any reply, and she refused to visit Yuxiu Palace. He originally thought that there was no chance, but now she is going to offer incense, which seems to be an excellent opportunity.

Shao Yunyan didn't know what Pei Jingrui was thinking, and she didn't know how to tell Pei Jingrui.The two came to the imperial temple with their own thoughts.

When the imperial concubine's Yijia arrived at the imperial temple, the old abbot was already standing outside the door to welcome Gao.After welcoming her into the hall and ordering the servants to go to rest, Shao Yunyan went to the main hall to pay homage.

Naturally, Pei Jingrui did not follow into the hall, so he waited outside. He still wanted to know what she thought, and now was an excellent opportunity.

Shao Yunyan knelt on the futon, closed her eyes, and silently recited Buddhist scriptures.The old host glanced at Shao Yunyan, and couldn't help saying softly: "The benefactor has gained a new life, and everything is an opportunity for a new start. I have chosen this path at the beginning, no matter how difficult it is, I have to go on. However, it is better not to feel regretful after the evil cause has germinated. The status of the benefactor is noble, and a single thought will cause many people to suffer."

Shao Yunyan raised her eyes to look at the host, stood up with a long sigh, and said, "I have already understood the meaning of the host. I have already thought about how to choose. What the master said is very true, and I have already understood a lot."

Shao Yunyan raised her chin, her eyes were strangely clear.

The master glanced at Shao Yunyan, shook his head involuntarily, and said softly: "The benefactor must not be as transparent as you. The benefactor should explain it to the benefactor. Amitabha."

The master recited a Buddhist word and left the main hall.Shao Yunyan let out a long sigh, walked out of the hall, glanced at Pei Jingrui who was standing outside the hall, and said softly: "Let's go to the back mountain, I have something to tell you."

Pei Jingrui was far away from the main hall, did not hear what the master and Shao Yunyan said, suddenly followed her to the back mountain with frowned eyebrows.

Shao Yunyan looked at the empty back mountain, and suddenly turned her head to look at Pei Jingrui, and said with a soft smile, "Master Pei, what do you think of the scenery in this mountain?"

Master Pei?The three words already made Pei Jingrui understand what she was going to say. Although there was a pain in her chest, she still maintained a smile and said, "Quiet and peaceful, comfortable and content."

"Lord Pei, although the scenery in this mountain is pleasant, if it is not a recluse, ordinary people cannot live in it. We look at him very beautiful, but if he does not have a heart of recluse, how can he be able to endure this ethereal and lonely. This shadow Yishan is located in the old forest, but it is the most peaceful and peaceful. It is not because it is where our royal temple is, but because it has its own charm, but ordinary people can no longer live here. You look beautiful, but in fact it is I can't see clearly." Shao Yunyan looked at the dense and overgrown trees, and the clear and low chirping of birds, said these words, and she felt extremely calm in her heart.

Pei Jingrui is not stupid, he could understand what she said.Suddenly raised eyebrows and said: "I just want to be a viewer."

"But like this back mountain, he originally had his own tranquility, and he was also lonely. Although it also needs people to appreciate it, it must return to tranquility after all. Because it belongs to silence, not prosperity. Our arrival It added vitality to it, but it broke its original tranquility. So, Mr. Pei, you should already understand what I said."

Pei Jingrui suddenly laughed at himself and said, "I thought your blushing that day was just because you fell in love with me, how could you know..."

"If you want to talk about your heart, I admit it. But Mr. Pei, there is a gap between you and me that cannot be bridged. This gap is invisible and intangible, because it exists in our hearts. Even if you and I have What about chance, even if we escape Dali and our hearts? I am your sister-in-law, and I can only be your sister-in-law for the rest of my life. It does not allow any change, just like nails Even if you pull it out, the traces will still be there." Shao Yunyan's eyes gradually became sour after she said this, and she looked at Pei Jingrui's handsome side, and she was completely unmoved.

Pei Jingrui raised his head suddenly, and said with a self-deprecating smile: "I have never been a secular person, nor am I a person who is in the way of rules. I don't care about anything in my eyes. I don't care about the gap between you and me."

"But I do care. Pei Jingrui, you are the son of the princess, the young marquis who is about to succeed the Marquis. You are inextricably linked with the royal family, and your mother is the emperor's aunt. You don't need to care, but I You can’t ignore it. My Shao family’s merits, which have been piled up through the heartache of several lifetimes, cannot be obliterated by one of my daughters. My father’s loyalty and integrity all his life cannot be infamous because of my daughter. You don’t have to care, but But I can't. Because since ancient times, the fault of this kind of thing will never happen to you men. So you dare to be presumptuous, but I dare not, I am afraid that my family will be hurt. Therefore, you and I are destined I refused." Shao Yunyan glanced at Pei Jingrui and sighed deeply.

Pei Jingrui glanced at Shao Yunyan, her words were like a knife stabbing her heart.Suddenly he asked puzzledly: "Your heart has already sunk, isn't it? Do you dare to say that you really have feelings for Brother Huang? If you really care, how do you think about other people's opinions? And why do you want to think about these things?" tripping thing."

"The matter of bondage? Pei Jingrui, have you never thought about the princess and the Marquis? They are your parents. If you have something, what do you want them to do? Do you want them to be unable to lift their heads in the royal family for the rest of their lives, or Sit on your son's scapegoat?"

"I don't think about it that much anymore. I swore many years ago that if I find a woman I love, I will give up everything to love her, even everything I care about, including my responsibilities and parents." Pei Jingrui Wang Looking at Shao Yunyan said affectionately.

Shao Yunyan was taken aback suddenly, she just looked straight at Pei Jingrui, and suddenly smiled miserably: "Although your words move me very much, I believe any woman will be moved, but...Pei Jingrui, everyone has a responsibility, you are like me Some looked down on you. I used to think that you were a free and easy person without any constraints. I had a good impression of you, or I could take you as a confidant. But I didn't expect you to be such a selfish person." Shao Yunyan stretched and pine Taking a breath, he suddenly smiled and said, "It's also because I'm unlucky, I can't bear your true feelings."

After finishing speaking, Shao Yunyan felt her chest brighten up, she stepped up and left, and her face was already stained with tears.Her words were very heartless, and her heart sank for the second time, but she fell in love with such a man who had no responsibility and responsibility. If she was so completely disregarded, sooner or later, she would be abandoned like a shoestring.

Said it didn't hurt, but my heart was already numb, but the tears flowed down in streams.

"Wait a minute... I still have something to say." Pei Jingrui glanced at Shao Yunyan, he already knew what she was thinking, but he still wanted to make a final blow for himself.

(End of this chapter)