Princess, the lord has come to beg for marriage again!

Chapter 1037 Do You Have Masochistic Tendencies?

Chapter 1037 Do You Have Masochistic Tendencies?

Liangjing, Jiaofang Division.

After washing, Xueguan went to bed, tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep.

When she first joined the Jiaofang Division, she couldn't sleep, and when she closed her eyes, she could see blood.

The overwhelming blood almost blocked her mouth and nose, as if soaked in a pool of blood, unable to breathe.

As soon as I fell asleep, I felt suffocated, and every time I woke up from a nightmare.

As time goes by, she doesn't sleep much, and sometimes holds the pipa and sits all night.

Until Jun Chengyao appeared, suddenly there was a living creature in the room. Although he didn't speak, the sound of breathing was there.

Even if she wanted to ignore it, she couldn't ignore it, but it was because of that little breath that it made her relax.

It is no longer a person struggling to support, with someone to accompany, whether it is an enemy or a friend, it is not so lonely after all.

Sometimes she looked at Jun Chengyao and thought viciously in her heart.

I can't sleep, and I can't let him sleep, which is fine.

As for what Jun Chengyao thinks, she doesn't want to care.

Before knowing Jun Chengyao's identity, he just thought it was a killer who happened to save him.

When she knew Jun Chengyao's identity, she struggled a lot in her heart. Sometimes when she saw him lying there, she wished she could go up and stab him with a dagger.

But every time she stood in front of the bed with the dagger hanging on his neck, she couldn't do it no matter what.

Even if you just have a cat or a dog, you will develop feelings over time.

What's more, it's a person, that person has been with her for so many days and nights.

Xueguan began to waver in her heart, and kept convincing herself that he was innocent and that he was different from those people.

It wasn't his fault that he wasn't involved in that incident.

In this way, it has been delayed for several years.

Over the years, at some point, he has become an indispensable existence.

It's like air.

When you don't breathe deliberately, you don't feel it. If it disappears one day, you will find it difficult to breathe.

Just like now, I haven't seen him for a few days, and I can't help but daydream and worry about him.

Have you been sent to do missions again?Did he kill again?Are you hurt again?

Are you seriously injured?Will you die?

Her mind is full of him, and she doesn't want to think about it, but she can't control her heart.

Xueguan couldn't fall asleep anymore, and the more she thought about it, the more confused she became, so she just sat up and went to the front of the collapse.

Originally, I wanted to play a pipa as usual.

But when she stretched out her hand, she realized that her hand was useless.

Yes, she will never be able to play the pipa again.

Tears do not know when to soak the eye sockets.

Xueguan raised her head, trying not to let the tears fall.

Pipa, who had been with her for more than ten years, just abandoned her like this and could never touch her again.

Someone took the place of pipa in her heart.

If even that person left, how would she survive in the future?
If the heavy love has a substance, it will crush people like a mountain, and wrap them like a tide, and there is no escape.

"Xue'er, are you crying?"

A deep voice suddenly rang in his ears, and he was immediately hugged into a warm embrace.

Xueguan's body trembled, her heart moved, she raised her hand to wipe the corner of her eyes, and shook her head stubbornly.

"No, you read it wrong."

Jun Chengyao stopped talking, just hugged her tightly in his arms, breathing in the faint fragrance of her body.

The heart that was originally empty was instantly filled.

Xueguan's cold body was gradually warmed, as if even her frozen heart was warmed, she couldn't help but speak.

"How did you come?"

Jun Chengyao rubbed his head against the back of her neck and took a light bite.

"Xue'er, my father has already promised me that as long as I complete this task, he will let us go far away."

Xueguan was stunned for a moment, the gloomy eyes flashed away, and she snorted coldly.

"I don't trust that old fox."

That's right, she never trusted anyone in Prince An's Mansion, except him.

Jun Chengyao was a little anxious when he heard this, and hugged her even tighter.

"Don't worry, Xue'er, this time I will leave the palace no matter what, and I will take you out of here.

We can find a place where no one knows us, and live an ordinary life in the future.

I can go hunting and you wait for me at home and I will feed you. "

Xueguan closed her eyes, pictured the days he said in her mind, feeling happy and wonderful.

But there is still a voice in my heart, lingering for her over and over again.

Are you really going to let those enemies go for him?Do you really want to give up revenge for your own happiness?

Could she be selfish for her own happiness just once?For this one-time love?
Xueguan was struggling in her heart, but she didn't want him to see the sadness and struggle in her eyes.

But she knows better than anyone else that it is harder for Jun Chengyao to leave the palace than for her to give up revenge.

Waiting for him, I don't know what kind of swords and fires it is.

She forced herself to abandon everything for the time being and just be with him to finish the night.

"You let me go."

Jun Chengyao was kissing her Xiangxiang's neck, when he heard this sentence, he thought he had said something wrong again.

"Xue'er, what's the matter? Don't say you're angry."

Xueguan turned her head to look at him, seeing that he was looking like an aggrieved big dog, she couldn't help but stroke his hair.

"You smell like blood, you're so dirty, don't you rush to wash it, and you still want to wear dirty clothes all night?"

Jun Chengyao looked down at his clothes, and let go of his hands embarrassingly.

As soon as he took a step away, he couldn't help but come back and kissed her on the lips.

"wait for me."

Xueguan's heart warmed, and she nodded towards him.

She hugged the cushion, her mind was a little confused, and soon she heard footsteps, and the man had returned.

After Jun Chengyao took a bath, he simply put on a black undershirt. At this moment, he saw that he had returned to his usual flamboyant and flamboyant appearance.

He looks good, but he usually likes to have a cold face and feel the cold all over his body, which makes people ignore his beauty.

Seeing him walking step by step, Xueguan thought of something inappropriate.

Look at that gorgeous appearance, who are you trying to seduce?

He was originally born well, even though he was walking in the dark night, his body was covered with blood, but he had a shocking beauty like a beautiful jade falling into the mud.

Jun Chengyao glanced at her secretly, seeing that she was not angry, he quickly walked forward a few steps, jumped onto the bed, and hugged her into his arms.

He saw the pipa next to her at a glance, felt a pain in his heart, held her injured hand in his, and kissed her lightly.

"Xue'er, I'm sorry, it's my fault."

He raised his head slightly, closed his eyes, and looked like he was about to kill.

Xueguan sighed quietly, and pulled his head down again.

"Stupid, I've said it a long time ago, it's not your fault, you don't need to blame yourself."

Her fingertips were soft and soft, sticking to his freshly bathed skin, itchy like the spring breeze blowing the treetops.

Jun Chengyao took her hand and kissed every finger lightly.

"It's my fault. I didn't protect you well. If I could, I would rather hurt my hand. Even if my hand was chopped off, I didn't complain."

Xueguan looked down at him with a devout look that made people feel distressed.

"The pipa is really important to me, but now, someone has replaced the pipa in my heart.

As long as you are always by my side, even if I can no longer play the pipa, I am satisfied. "

It was rare for her to say such gentle words and show such pity.

Jun Chengyao thought in a trance that he was dreaming, a little unreal.

"Xue'er, you won't leave me, will you?"

Otherwise, why are you so nice to me all of a sudden?Why are you suddenly so gentle?
Xueguan couldn't laugh or cry, she just put on a sullen face like in the past, stretched out her finger and poked him on the forehead.

"Are you masochistic? Good for you, okay?"

Jun Chengyao took advantage of the situation and bit one of her fingers, not letting go, with a smile that couldn't be concealed from the corners of his eyes and brows.

As he moved, the originally loose underwear opened, revealing the strong body inside.

Xueguan saw it unexpectedly, her ears were flushed red, but she was attracted by the criss-crossing scars on them.

I couldn't help but reach out and touch it, my eyes filled with distress.

"What's the matter with this scar? Did you leave it when you were on a mission?"

She used to help him bandage with medicine, but most of them were on his back, but he didn't know that there were many wounds on his front.

After such a long time, there are still scars, which shows that when he was injured, he was definitely close to death.

But Jun Chengyao didn't feel anything. He pressed his big hand on her small hand and brushed the scar together.

"This scar is for the assassination of a military general, that man has excellent martial arts skills and a strong sense of vigilance.

I fought with him for a long time, and finally I stabbed him with a sword, and he returned a sword to me, cutting here.

At that time, the bone was injured, and after the wound healed, a scar was left, and I didn't care. "

Xueguan couldn't help but feel distressed when she heard his understatement.

Even though he lingers in front of death every time, he is so calm and calm. Is it because he has a big heart, or is he disheartened or even numb.

"What about this wound?"

Her fingertips came close to her heart, and she lightened her strength.

Jun Chengyao pressed on her hand and stroked it a few times, his tone still relaxed.

"This scar was left by me blocking the knife for Elder Brother Shizi. At that time, someone was about to assassinate me, so I rushed up.

This wound is very close to the heart, if it is a little bit farther away, it may not be possible to save it. "

Xueguan couldn't bear to listen anymore, the more she listened, the more she wanted to kill someone.

The people in Prince An's Mansion are all beasts!Inhumane!
"What about here?"

"When I was sent to the Dark Guard Camp, there were a lot of people at the beginning, and everyone didn't know how long they would live.

Some people form groups with each other. After all, it is much easier for a group to kill a person.

There was a man who seemed timid, and he always liked to follow me. After a long time, I acquiesced in his existence.

I also thought that if I can survive fifteen people in the end, maybe I can keep him and live with me.

Who knew that one night, while I was sleeping, he stabbed the poisoned dagger here.

Fortunately, I was always vigilant, and when I woke up from the pain, I immediately pinched and broke his neck.

At that time, the pain was so dizzy that I didn't know it was him. There was only one thought in my mind, this person wanted to kill me, I couldn't die.

Later, the venom penetrated into the flesh and festered. The Dark Guard Camp didn't have any wound medicine, so they could only use saltpeter and gunpowder to burn it.

After I recovered, I regained consciousness, only to realize that he was the one who made the attack. I was so disheartened that I never got close to anyone again.

It's good to keep this scar, it can always remind me not to trust anyone easily. "

It was only when Jun Chengyao finished speaking that he realized that Xueguan hadn't spoken for a long time and was too quiet.

He stretched out his hands and turned Xueguan's head around, the tentacles were icy cold.

Xueguan cried, crying silently.

His eyes were full of water, misty and misty, and the eyelashes were stained with tears like dew, dripping slowly.

Jun Chengyao's heart skipped a beat, he was so frightened that he was at a loss, and wiped her tears clumsily.

"Xue'er, what's wrong with you? Did it scare you? I won't talk anymore, don't cry, my heart hurts."

Xueguan looked at him, her apricot-like eyes were covered with a light mist, and his heart tightened when he looked at them.

She shook her head silently, a flash of determination flashed in her eyes, and she leaned over.

She embraced that broad chest with no good flesh, as if hugging the devastated and broken walls of Prince An's mansion under the beautiful appearance.

She was the only one who felt distressed.

This man needs someone who loves him.

When Jun Chengyao was kissed, he was stunned, looking stupid.

This was the first time Xueguan kissed him actively!
There seemed to be fireworks blooming in my mind, excitement, joy, sadness, mixed with each other.

At this moment, even if he were to die, he would not hesitate.

Jun Chengyao hugged him and pressed him down.

Two fragile and lonely people were cruelly abandoned by fate in the impermanent world, like humble and insignificant ants.

The small lair cannot shelter from the wind and rain, there will never be a place to live, and it will always be so lonely.

Only by being close to each other can we get a little warmth.

But they don't know that the wind and rain are coming, and the small nest will be washed away, leaving no dust.

(End of this chapter)