The reborn daughter seeks marriage

Chapter 217
She was obviously a young girl, but the deepness and sadness in her eyes seemed to have been settled for a long time.Such a forbearing and complicated gaze, the tenacity that would never give up easily no matter what he did, his making things difficult, his indifference, could not make her flinch.If he doubted her motive at first, then after investigating her identity, he knew her purpose.After getting along for so long, he has already decided to agree to her request.

Qifeng suddenly appeared in the medicine book, together with her.He saw the deep and forbearing love for Qifeng in her eyes, and for some reason, at that moment, he felt heartache.After she left, Qifeng actually asked him to agree to help.He actually felt repelled from the bottom of his heart, and even deliberately made things difficult for him.

That was the first time he felt jealous and dark towards the person he thought was his best friend.He felt guilty and didn't know what was wrong with him.And when she asked herself, what is it like to like someone, he suddenly understood in his heart, what was the reason for the struggle for so long.

He made a gesture to kiss her, but she pushed him away fiercely, as if he had encountered a poisonous snake and beast.However, he felt a pain in his heart in an instant, and severely suppressed the sprout hidden in his heart.

It's not yours, it wasn't from the beginning, why should you be moved, why should you care.

Some things, before they start, are already over.Only in front of Qifeng can she smile so sweetly, and he is just a bystander from the beginning to the end.

The prince suddenly sent a killer secretly, he didn't expect it, but was injured, and was accidentally rescued by her, but almost killed her.At that time, he had to leave, but he had to treat Qiu Zixuan's leg disease.Assassinations were happening almost every day, he could only risk his life, no matter what, he had to cure Qiu Zixuan thoroughly so that she could feel at ease.

This is what he promised her, so he must do it.It has nothing to do with Fengyue, maybe confusion, but at that moment, he knew that he would always be sober.That woman is special, she would not wish her husband to have other women.And with his identity, it was also doomed that it would be impossible for him to give her everything she wanted.He can plunder, but he doesn't want to destroy the friendship of more than ten years, as well as himself, a heart that is rarely touched.

And he understands better that he was only tempted, but in his heart, there are more important things that deserve his care.Along the way, it's not that there was no struggle, and it's not that there was no thought of wanting to snatch her away, but he always couldn't do it.It is painful to miss someone silently.The other party didn't even know his own existence, didn't know that there was a person who gave his heart so ridiculously, and no one would know except himself.

It's just that, because he would hide things in his heart for a lifetime, another woman took notice of him.

twins.

His cousin, who has followed him since he was a child, is a delicate and gentle little girl.In his eyes, she was just a younger sister who needed to be protected, and he rarely even gave her an extra glance.But he didn't know that the person who knew him best in this world would be her!
"I will wait for you, just like you have been waiting for her in your heart, even if the other party never knows, even if you know that you will be hurt, but I will always stand there and wait for you. You need time, I will give you, you need Calm down, I'll wait for you. Whether it's one year, two years, or even a lifetime!"

Her tears were extraordinarily weak, but her eyes were so firm.

He was silent, and at the same time, he also learned that Mu Qifeng was engaged to her. Perhaps because of what he said at the beginning, Mu Qifeng deliberately made the engagement known to everyone.He really wanted to laugh, but he only felt bitterness in his heart.

And at that time, he knew his true identity.His Majesty came to the palace to have a tryst with his mother and concubine in private, but he is actually the illegitimate son of his majesty and his mother!At that moment, his heart was full of turbulent waves, anger and disappointment, but it also made him finally understand a fact.

Why does His Majesty honor and favor him so much, why has the Crown Prince been pushing him so hard all this time? Perhaps, the Crown Prince has known about this for a long time, so he wants to kill the weeds.No matter what happened back then, he no longer cared.The figure of his father's death never left him with the slightest impression.But His Majesty gave him much more.His Majesty's body couldn't last much longer, and it was at this moment of dying that he planned to tell the truth.

It was poisoning, and the poison personally administered by the crown prince made His Majesty make up his mind to pass on the throne to him.But this road is not so easy.And he, at that moment, knew that he had to make a choice.

Winner and loser, he has endured for so many years, under such circumstances, how could he compromise again.

He married Shuang Er.

Only in this way can he stabilize his position and get the support of more courtiers.

On the wedding night, after all, he still couldn't break through the line of defense in his heart and let Shuang'er guard the empty room alone.However, Shuang'er didn't complain at all, he wished she could burst out and scold him, instead of being so silent, which made him feel depressed.After getting married, he became busy with political affairs and almost completely ignored the existence of Shuang'er.Until Qi Feng's wedding, he was drunk at the banquet.He knew that some people and some things should be completely let go.No matter what, Qifeng is his friend, as long as they can be happy, then what is he obsessed with?

It doesn't make sense anymore.

He suddenly remembered what his mother said, you can love someone very much, but maybe in the end, it won't be that person who is with you.Maybe you have never cared about it, but it will accompany you for a lifetime.It doesn't matter what to choose, the person you like may not be suitable for you.

And that night, Shuang'er, who was always gentle, finally broke out all her emotions.Looking at the despair and pain in her eyes, this kind of sadness is more forbearing and mournful than my own attachment.The moment she turned around with tears in her eyes, he suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed her.

Maybe I don't love you now, but I will try to accept that the only woman who will accompany me in this life is you...

He knew that he had already decided to let go, and he clearly knew that kind of pain, how could he let such pain, such a woman who only thought about himself, suffer.He wants to be an emperor, and the existence of love will only become a bondage.Just like the decision he made at the beginning, he will always know what he wants most.

The coup inevitably happened, and Qifeng agreed to help him, but disappeared in the final battle.He couldn't imagine what would happen if that person found out about this matter, and deliberately concealed the news until she gave birth to a child.He re-canonized the Marquis of Zhenyuan and gave him many honors and rewards, but he knew that these things were of no use at all.

The sent people searched for a long time, but there was no whereabouts of Qifeng. He was busy with government affairs every day, and a corner of his heart was always full of guilt.But he also firmly believes that Qifeng will return safely!

But this day is not too late!
"Your Majesty, it's getting late, you'd better take a break and take care of yourself!"

"Father, my son will pour you tea!"

The gentle tone was accompanied by a childish voice. He raised his head, looked at the beautiful and dignified woman in front of him, and his three-year-old son, and couldn't help showing a faint smile.

"it is good."

(End of this chapter)