Chapter 34

In fact, in the final analysis, she was the one who couldn't let go, didn't she?That day was the darkest day in her life, but her best friend did not show up. At that time, she wished so much that Fan Xing was by her side, listening to her and comforting her, so that she would not have to bury all her suffering in the heart!However, it was also because of her personal experience that Yan Qin felt very guilty - if she hadn't always cared about Fan Xing's missed appointment and never went to find Fan Xing, then Fan Xing would not be like this today.

The elf who was once full of self-confidence, daring to love, dare to hate, and happy seems to have disappeared long ago.

"Qinqin, I'm sorry." Fan Xing has been wanting to say this for a long time. Judging from what Zhang Shuqi said, Yan Qin should have encountered something that day, so that she has changed so much now. She was absent when she needed her. Her friend was very incompetent!

"Fool, what are you talking about, we are all wrong! So don't affect our friendship because of these small things in the future, you know?" For many years, Yan Qin has been used to hiding her true emotions, although it still hurts, but , she has learned to control and forget.

"Okay, we will always be good friends! Good friends for life!" The two hugged tightly, friends who hadn't seen each other for many years, this time, finally opened their hearts to each other again, eliminated the grudges in their hearts, and returned Arrived once upon a time.

"Qinqin, I want to go home, I miss my parents." In the past few days, Fan Xing has been thinking about the past, remembering the first time he opposed his parents so fiercely for his own happiness. Xing felt very guilty.

How long has she been home since the last time, was it before the Chinese New Year?

She remembered that day, as usual, when she and Duan Chengfeng returned to their parents' house, seeing their parents who were getting older and older, Fan Xing's heart was full of guilt.

These years, because of the guilt in her heart and to prevent her parents from worrying, Fan Xing tried her best not to go back. She didn't want her parents to see anything, and she didn't want them to know that she was not happy!
But, looking back now, how wrong she was to do this!
Mom and Dad have been worrying about her all their lives because of her. They have been the family's favorite baby since they were young, but now they can't serve their parents. How unfilial she is!
She has been avoiding everything, but this is never the solution!
After so many years of avoiding her, in the end, didn't she have to accept the truth, leave Duan Chengfeng, and bury this bitter love?
If so, go back and have a look!Mom and Dad must miss her very much, because every time she leaves, even if she deliberately ignores her, Fan Xing can still feel the unbearable reluctance in her parents' eyes.

It's just that she pretended not to see it.

Because she didn't dare to stay too long, she was afraid that her parents would find out about her misfortune, that they would blame themselves for failing to stop her, and she was even more afraid that they would be too worried about herself.Therefore, Fan Xing swallowed all the suffering by himself without saying a word.

Accustomed to swallowing all the bitterness, Fan Xing recalled, and suddenly found that since she got married, her smiles have become less and less pale, and even the smiles she squeezed out looked so pale and feeble.

Without the happy and worry-free mood, the state of mind is no longer, then, the bright smile that was once happy and worry-free will naturally disappear.

She has long since become not her, isn't she?

When did Fan Xing, who dared to love and hate, and bravely pursued his own happiness, turn into a cowardly coward, hiding in his own turtle shell, not daring to face reality, and not daring to recognize everything clearly!
Only blame, that fact, too cruel, too ruthless!Therefore, she would rather escape by deceiving herself and others, and would rather shrink in her own shell and not face it!
"In the past few days, you have been taking leave to take care of me, which has delayed your work. I will go back to my parents tomorrow. In this way, you don't have to worry about me anymore. My mother is more experienced, and she will take good care of me." After thinking for a long time, Fan Xing finally spoke. She didn't want Yan Qin to worry, so this was the best way.

On the one hand, go back to see her parents, on the other hand, don't let Yan Qin worry.

"Your parents, do they know?" With Fan Xing's temperament, he probably hasn't told them yet, right?

"I don't know, I'll tell you when I get back." I don't want to avoid it anymore, she's already divorced, and my parents will know one day, instead of hearing it from others, it's better to say it myself, lest they be suddenly stimulated, Dad has heart disease, it's better to be insured.

"Okay, I'll see you off tomorrow." There are some things that Fan Xing has to face on his own, and there is nothing she can do to help him. She only hopes that Fan Xing can come out as soon as possible.

"Okay, let's go back, I'm tired." The body was still a little weak, and Fan Xing felt a little soft in his limbs not long after he left, thinking that after walking for so long, it's almost time, and it's time to go back.

Take a good rest tonight before going to my parents' house, so that they won't be too distressed to see myself haggard.

Back home, Fan Xing reported Zhang Shuqi's safety, and signaled her not to worry anymore, she was fine. This time, Zhang Shuqi only complained a little, then told her to take good care of herself, and hung up the phone.

I am very relieved, Qiqi is also growing up slowly, I only hope that she can continue to be so happy.

After hanging up the phone, Fan Xing fell asleep, and when he woke up, he smelled the tempting fragrance of vegetables, touched his hungry stomach, and said to the baby, "Is the baby hungry too? Mommy will be here soon." Go to eat, you must be good later, Aunt Qinqin is working very hard to cook for us, so we must eat everything! Otherwise, Aunt Qinqin will be angry, and then we will not be able to eat Qinqin Aunt Qin's food is ready, do you understand?" Gently touching his stomach, Fan Xing asked the baby.

Fortunately, there are this pair of babies, otherwise, she doesn't know how long it will take her to come out.

In the past few days, if the babies hadn't been disobedient and kept torturing her, she would have sat like that until she figured it out, right?Fortunately, the baby has been waking her up, preventing her from continuing to immerse herself in the past!Otherwise, the consequences are unimaginable!
"Be sure to be obedient, Mommy eats well, and you will be smart and healthy babies in the future!" After explaining a few more words, Fan Xing finally went out to the restaurant. This time, I don't know if it was Fan Xing's words really helped, the baby is very good, this meal, Fan Xing ate very well.

After dinner, Fan Xing chatted with Yan Qin for a while, and then went to sleep. The spirit has been fluctuating from joy to sorrow these days, and Fan Xing has been unable to fall asleep. He finally calmed down his emotions. No, all the drowsiness came out .

(End of this chapter)

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