Nongmen Rice Flower Fragrance

Chapter 144 Nightmare
Li Xin was taken aback by Xiao Hong's words, as if thunder was rolling in from the sky, blowing her away all at once.

It turns out that everything is false, friendship is false, love is also false, so what else is true?No, they are all fake. Xiao Luoyan and Xiao Hong are basically the two biggest liars. No, they shouldn't be called liars. Liars cheat money and things, but they don't lie about feelings.

It seemed that in an instant, everything was explained. How could there be so many coincidences in the world, and how could everything go so smoothly.

Perhaps Xiao Hong did not necessarily arrange the first meeting between her and her, but Xiao Hong arranged many things that followed!She always gave her and Xiao Luoyan a chance to foresee, and when they saw Xiao Luoyan again, she asked Xiao Hong if Xiao Luoyan had a girlfriend.Xiao Hong said no, and asked her if she had fallen in love with Xiao Luoyan. At that time, she nodded.

Everything after that is a conspiracy!No wonder Xiao Luoyan always knew what she likes, and always knew how to please her. She and Xiao Hong were friends who talked about everything, and Xiao Hong naturally knew many of her likes.

It's a pity that she is so stupid, she never doubted anything.Some people say that the IQ of a woman in love is zero, and she suddenly feels that her IQ may be negative!Otherwise, I won't let people play around in circles without realizing it.

"We lied to people like this, what do you want in return! That's enough, this is the end of the matter, I don't want to hurt her anymore." Xiao Luoyan stopped Xiao Hong from chattering.

"You don't want to hurt her? What are you doing for a while? Are you doing a fake show and really falling in love with her?" Xiao Hong became even more hysterical.The voice is really not small, and I don't worry about others hearing it.That's right, there is nothing to worry about, everyone is on vacation, and there are not many people in the whole building.Even if someone hears it, it's no big deal. In the university, such couples quarrel a lot, and they can be seen everywhere, and no one will care.

"You are really unreasonable, don't make trouble for no reason, okay? I'm leaving first, please be quiet!"

"Don't go, if you don't speak clearly, you don't want to go."

"Crazy, you are a crazy."

The door was opened suddenly, Li Xin stood outside the door in a daze, looking at Xiao Luoyan and Xiao Hong who were inside the door with surprised faces.

"Why are you here?" After a long time, the two people in the door came back to their senses, Xiao Luoyan said a little at a loss.

"Xiao Xin is here! Come in and sit down!" "Come back to your senses, Xiao Hong smiled and pulled Li Xin in, as if nothing had happened. "Have you been here for a while?Why don't you knock on the door! "

"I've been here for a while, and I didn't knock on the door when I heard you guys were arguing." Li Xin sneered, her heart was so cold, never felt so cold, as if she had dug out her heart alive and buried it in the Antarctic glacier. In the middle, the cold makes people shiver.My heart hurts, it turns out that my heart really hurts!

Modern science has proved that people use their brains to think and have nothing to do with their hearts.She thought that since the heart can't think, it shouldn't hurt.It turns out that everything is deceiving, even knowledge can be deceiving.

"You heard it all!"

"Yes! I heard it all, I'm so sorry! I eavesdropped on you, and you couldn't lower the decibels! I'm afraid the people who are still in the whole building can hear it!" Li Xin laughed. , she really wanted to laugh and scream, but she couldn't.The more you show weakness in front of people who don't care about you, the more embarrassing you will be.Showing weakness, crying, and crying are all only useful to those who care about themselves, and are of no use to others.

"Xiao Xin..."

"You don't need to say anything. I have nothing to say to you. From now on, we have nothing to do with each other. Don't let me see you again." Li Xin interrupted Xiao Hong. "Luo Yan, I have something to tell you, let's talk outside!" She walked out after she finished speaking.

This room really made her very depressed and annoying, and she really didn't want to stay here for a moment.

After that, she and Xiao Luoyan walked together in silence, she didn't speak, and if he didn't speak.There was an inexplicable weirdness in the atmosphere.Walking all the way, before they knew it, the two had already reached the playground.There was no one in the playground, it was very empty.There are large patches of Zhongshan cherry blossoms on the edge of the playground, which bloom best in this season.Large expanses of red, like red clouds, dyed most of the sky red.

It is a kind of cherry blossom that blooms very red. When the flowers bloom, the mountains and plains are full of red, which is amazingly beautiful.When the flowers wither, they will also bear a lot of fruit. When they are mature, they are very beautiful, bright red, and the tree is full of bright red, exuding infinite charm, tempting to taste.But the taste is not very good, and you will feel dizzy if you eat too much, so the local old man said that it is not edible.

Cherries that are really edible are pure white when they bloom, like snowflakes, and the fruits they bear are not as red and beautiful.

"Let's break up." She suddenly turned around and looked at Xiao Luoyan.

"Xiao Xin, I want to explain to you."

"There is no need for that. I already know what I need to know. Any explanation is just your sophistry after all! Now that you have reached this point, if you admit it well, I will value you more, you If you want to argue, it will only make me despise you even more. Is it really so fun to lie to me?" She smiled wryly.What did she do to them in her previous life to get her retribution now?Or is it that she has a bad year?
At this moment, she felt that the person in front of her was so hideous, and she didn't know why she fell in love with him in the first place.

"Xiao Xin, I..."

"There's really nothing to say, you know? I used to tell myself that if someone betrayed me, I'd take his heart out with my own hands. But now I don't want to, because doing so will only dirty myself hand, ruined my life. We are officially breaking up now, and we will never have any relationship in the future. In this life, I don't want to see you again." After she finished speaking, she left.

It's not that there is no pain in my heart, the feelings I carefully cared for, but in the end it ended like this.It was really a heart-piercing pain, like the torture of nine layers of ice and fire, the biting ice and the burning of the fire all in one body.How many blood beads in the palm of her hand can she be so decisive.

However, it didn't take long before she heard from him again.In fact, it was only the next day when news of him spread. That night, he drove drunk and died.Later, she visited him, in the morgue of the hospital.

In fact, she didn't see his face anymore, because the white cloth on his body even covered his head and face.His parents fell down in front of the bed crying, and she saw Xiao Hong on the side.

The moment she knew the news of his death, she actually knew that she didn't hate him that much, or even if she hated him, she never thought of really wanting him to die.He died and took away her lover's ability.Later, it was not that no one chased her, and there were some excellent people among them, but she couldn't learn to love again.

Some accidents can really make people's instincts disappear.

In the mortuary, in fact, she hadn't cried all this time, her tears had already dried up and could no longer flow out.For a moment, she really felt that he was a liar, maybe even death was a liar, maybe one day, somewhere, he suddenly appeared with bright starry eyes and a smile.

She stood there in a daze, as if the whole world had disappeared, and only her was left in the whole world.She could see Xiao Hong yelling something at her, but she couldn't hear it, not at all.She only saw that beautiful face, distorted and ferocious, like a ghost with blue face and fangs.

In fact, she really wanted to ask him if it was true that he never loved her.However, when he was there, she couldn't ask, and after that, she couldn't get an answer from him anymore.

Afterwards, for a long period of time, she desperately recalled those days with him, desperately recalling his face, over and over again, countless times, everything was like a movie scene, dangling in front of her eyes .Because someone told her that if you want to really forget and let go, then think about it desperately, over and over again, until when you think about it, there will no longer be any waves in your heart, then you really let go.

It's like being afraid of something, then think about it desperately, and when you think about it, you don't feel afraid anymore, then you really don't fear it anymore.

It seemed to be really useful, and for a long time afterwards, she would not think of him, and then she lived a peaceful life by herself.Occasionally thinking of such a passer-by in my life is just a sigh, without too many waves.

But she still hasn't really forgotten, he has been carved into her bone marrow, and she can't get rid of his influence on her.He is her eternal nightmare, occasionally dreaming back in the middle of the night, she can't really calm down.Or many things, the so-called forgetting and letting go, are just the illusion of her self-deception.

She woke up suddenly, it was already dawn.She rubbed her head and struggled to sit up from the bed. The scene of last night was clearly in her mind. It seemed that she really drank too much wine and was actually drunk!

Everything is just a dream!However, everything so clear told her that it was not just a dream, but a story she had personally experienced in her previous life.So after so long, is she still brooding?Why is he like a wronged soul, always pestering her!

Xiao Luoyan, I will never forgive you.

I have never regretted it, even if I believed in you with my eyes blindfolded, even if my heart was pierced by thousands of arrows, I have no regrets.But, you have to remember!After hurting, there is no forgiveness.

She struggled to get off the bed, but her head still hurt a lot. In the future, she really couldn't drink so much alcohol anymore.Alcohol is really not a good thing.

(End of this chapter)