Nongmen Rice Flower Fragrance

Chapter 321

"Xinyao, let's go for a walk!" That evening, after dinner, Yin Liuchen said to Li Xin.

There was only solemnity on his face, and no smile at all, which was rare for her to see.

Li Xin had no reason to refuse, so she nodded and agreed.The two of them went out. At this time, the sun had already set in the west, and there was only a faint afterglow in the sky.When the last bit of afterglow fades away, it will be dark for a long time.

So there were no people on the street anymore. At this time, even people who had dinner late were probably about to eat, so naturally no one would just wander around outside for no reason.Only the energetic children would play on the street, knowing that the family members would have fun no matter how they yelled, and they were reluctant to go back.

The cool wind is blowing, and the hot season of several years is about to end, and the remaining dry and hot breath will be exhausted one by one.

The sky is gradually cooling down, yes!It's already autumn!

"You must have something to say to me when you came out to me! Don't we want to keep walking like this?" Li Xin said pretending to be relaxed.She smiled slightly, but the smile didn't reach her eyes, even the smile was a bit bleak.What he wants to talk to her is probably about going back to Beijing!

Although he knew it needless to say, and he always came back this day, who would not come home after being away from home for a long time!Sooner or later.

But there always seemed to be some strange emotions in my heart that were overwhelming, as if they were about to burst out.

"Yes! I do have something I want to tell you." Yin Liuchen also smiled bleakly, "I'm going back to Beijing. My father and king have written to remind me many times, and it's almost Mid-Autumn Festival. I always want to Go back and reunite with your family."

"This is a good thing! You have been out for a long time, and it is indeed time to return to Beijing. My family must miss you very much."

"But I...I can't bear you." He looked straight at Li Xin, and there seemed to be a flame burning in the depths of his eyes, which was about to start a prairie fire.

Being watched by him like this, Li Xin was actually a little nervous.Some truths are often like this, never doubting, never thinking about it, and never seeming to notice it.But once a small hole is exposed one day, and then slowly look inside from that small hole, the truth will gradually be exposed.

It's like his feelings for her, if he didn't look like that before, didn't pay attention to it, didn't go into it, she was always ignorant.

But since the night when he was drunk, she instinctively paid attention to him, every move, even a look.Now she believed that he liked her.

But she really doesn't want him to say anything, and she knows things well, so that's fine.Once you say it, you can no longer pretend to be stupid and pretend that you don't know anything.

"There's nothing good here, it's not worth your reluctance. You still have to return to his inherent orbit after all, just like the sun, rising in the east and setting in the west, that's the original orbit. If you really go wrong There must be something wrong with the direction. Occasionally, if you are too tired, you can deviate a little bit, but you still have to go back, and it is impossible to deviate from it for a lifetime." Li Xin bit her lip, "So, you should go back after all, The capital is your world."

"You have always been a smart woman, so I never thought of hiding anything from you. You don't know what I mean. Don't gossip about him like this, okay?" Yin Liuchen suddenly grabbed Li Xin's hand, She struggled, but he held it tighter. The tightness made her feel a little bit of pain, as if someone had pricked her heart with a needle.

She stopped struggling and let him hold her tightly.She smiled miserably, thinking that she could keep pretending to be stupid forever!It turned out that she was the only one who was stupid all along!He doesn't seem to be as easy to deceive as he imagined!
"Xinyao, I know you don't understand." His face suddenly enlarged in front of her eyes, his breath hit her face, it was itchy, and it felt like someone was brushing her face with a feather. "You just don't want to respond! But why? Am I not good enough?" In the end, he was a little frustrated, mixed with some pitiful taste.

Looking at his appearance, Li Xin was really reluctant to say anything to refuse, as if saying it would hurt him a lot, and she was really guilty of a heinous crime.

"No, how can you not be good enough! As long as you are willing, those who want to win your favor may be able to go to the capital from here. If you are not good enough, I am not good enough, so I am not good enough for you."

"You are perfunctory me." There is no doubt that it is an affirmative sentence, "Whether you deserve it or not, as long as you want, you can ignore the others, don't you? Or, you already have someone else in your heart ?”

"I just don't want to marry and have children. I've lived like that. Just think of me as cowardly! I don't dare to bet. I'm just afraid that I'll be alone when I struggle to the end. It will be exhausted, so it's better to never start." Her seriousness surged with a touch of despair and sadness.

She is really a cowardly person, and she also hopes to be like others, with a kind of courage to go forward and never shrink back, but she can't do it.

Or, like a turtle!Once there was a little noise, I instinctively felt that there was danger, so I shrank my whole body into the shell, and didn't dare to poke my head out for a long time.

"So you don't believe me? But how can you believe that I really like you and want to be with you forever. I know you won't believe in swearing to God, but how can you believe it? "

"Yeah! How can I believe it? In fact, I won't believe it after all. I never doubt that you are sincere at the moment you speak. When the two people are in love with each other, I actually believe everything. , What I don’t believe in is the so-called eternity, I’m afraid I’ll get it wrong, mine is too far away, and others’ eternity is too short, so they can’t go the same way after all.”

Yes!Of course she believed in his sincerity at this moment, and even if it continued for a while, she still believed that he should not have the original intention for her.

But they are still so young, and the road ahead is still so long. In the long decades of life, no one can predict how many things will happen.

Will he meet someone better?A more beautiful love affair?Then give all the tenderness and affection for her to another person?

If what he gave her is not the only one, then she doesn't even want the best, and it's no big deal if she can't get it. What she fears most is that she won't be able to keep it.

"But what should I do?" He suddenly hugged her into his arms, and they were so close together that they could breathe the breath of dealing with her so clearly. "What do you have to do to believe me? I have never lied to you. I have never lied to you before, I have not now, and I will never do so in the future. I really want to marry you. Can you trust me once?"

His lips tremblingly touched hers, rubbing and biting, as if he wanted to eat her up.

Li Xin froze, so she could only let him do it like this, she just felt her whole body went limp, as if she couldn't stand still.Only by relying on his tight hug can she barely stand firm.

He has no depth, and the time is not long, and the lips have left.Although the bag around her waist is still there, at least she has regained her senses slightly. "Let go of me, this is the street! What if someone sees you?" She struggled hard.

This place is not as open as her previous life, even if she kisses on the street, no one will make a fuss.But it's different here!If they were seen like this, they would probably be taken to soak the pig cages.

Seeing her anxious appearance, Yin Liuchen let go of her hand. "Could it be all right if no one sees it?" He smiled slightly, a little wickedly. "Xinyao, I know you don't have feelings for me at all. If you still don't want to believe me, then let's give it a try, shall we? I will always prove it to you."

"Let's go back! It's getting dark soon, and we won't be able to find our way home later." Li Xin took a step forward as he spoke, and he quickly followed.

"Don't you not answer me!" He grabbed her arm, "Xinyao, I really don't want to let you go, and I can't let you go, no matter what, you have to give me a chance! How unfair I am!"

"Okay! If you really want to give it a try. Two years later, if you don't have the original intention, then I will consider getting married. If your thoughts are no longer on me at that time, we will treat it as nothing." It happened." Interest suddenly said.

Just take it as giving him a chance, and give yourself a chance too!If he has changed his mind after two years, he has nothing to entangle, and she can give up.

"Okay, then I'll wait for two years. If I still want to marry you then, you can't object anymore!"

"I didn't say yes either! If you agree, think about it!"

The two of them didn't say anything more, and walked all the way home.Occasionally looking at each other and smiling, it feels like there is a lot of tacit understanding.

Li Xin also felt that she was much more relaxed, she didn't need to think about letting go, and she didn't need to be sad.Such an ending is indeed very good. It would be even better if they can get married together after passing the test.

When the two of them got home, it was really completely dark.Candles were also lit everywhere in the house, but it was still brighter.It was already the beginning of August, and the moon was hidden somewhere, but it was impossible to see it anyway.

"Elder Sister, Brother Liuchen, where have you been? Why did you come back?" Yue Ting asked curiously, looking at this and that, although she didn't know what happened, she seemed to feel that the atmosphere was a bit different.

"I didn't go anywhere! I just went out for a walk." Li Xin dragged Yueting to wash up.

(End of this chapter)