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Chapter 1095 Seven Keywords

Han Yu didn't fully understand what Quan Yuner meant.

So Quan Yuner gave an example that Han Yu was very familiar with to explain.

"It's like in "Kill Me, Heal Me", the name of each sub-personality of the male protagonist has its meaning. It is not so casual to split a sub-personality. They can say from the beginning to the end. It comes from the memory of the protagonist himself."

"For example, the second personality in "Kill Me, Heal Me", Shin Se-ki, if I remember correctly, his name is actually taken from the matchbox that the hero used to burn the basement when he was a child, right? In the hero’s memory, this matchbox symbolizes his struggle against his violent father, so Shin Se-ki’s personality represents both violence and rebellion.”

"That is to say, the components of the subpersonality basically come from the creation of the main personality. This is like a writer writing a novel, and the memory of the main personality is that writer. According to the memory, this 'writer' writes "Character settings" are formed one by one, and these are the sub-personalities that are born."

"Writers always like to add their own experiences in their works, especially the characters. They always hope to show a little 'trace' of themselves. In fact, this is what I call 'innuendo'."

"'Insinuation' is actually the embodiment of the past experience of the main personality on the sub-personality."

"According to many cases, the 'innuendo' on the sub-personality is related to the main personality, that is, the real master of the body, and some painful experiences of his own. In most cases, this painful experience is the cause of his split personality. s reason."

As she said that, seeing that Han Yu had already shown a thoughtful look, Quan Yun'er pursed her lips, and her tone became a little cautious: "In my opinion, Mr. Han, the family situation before time travel in your memory, maybe It's a good 'innuendo' for your own past experiences."

Hearing what Quan Yuner said, Han Yu looked up at her, his expression was still deep and silent, but the emotion in his eyes was much purer, leaving only a lot of simple doubts.

He really wanted to know what kind of explanation Quan Yun'er would give him.

"I think, Mr. Han, part of your so-called pre-traveling memory should be true, and it comes from yourself. For example... If I remember correctly, Mr. Han, your parents did die young when you were young. You're an adopted child, right?"

Hearing the cautiousness in Quan Yun'er's words, Han Yu nodded without hesitation, and said, "Yes, here, I am indeed an adopted child. But in this way, what Dr. Quan and you said Is it different? After all, if I remember correctly, I was adopted by my adoptive father shortly after my mother passed away. Although my childhood here was not very good at the beginning, I also reaped happiness later. This is the same as my The memory before the time travel was completely different. At that time, I was just a child who was not wanted, living in a relative’s house, and lived alone as an adult. I was used to seeing white eyes and indifference. Memories are almost all gray and white."

Unexpectedly, after hearing his words, Quan Yun'er happily nodded and said: "It is precisely because of this that I think that this may be the 'innuendo' of your own experience, Mr. Han."

Seeing that Han Yu frowned subconsciously and looked at herself puzzled, Quan Yuner patiently explained: "I don't know if you still remember Mr. Han, but before, we had guessed why Mr. Han you would The reason for split personality? At that time, we had no idea about it, but today, I have a rough guess."

"What guess?"

"I think, Mr. Han, the parents in your memory, and the situation that your relatives left your side after your parents passed away when you were a child, are indeed derived from your own real memories, but the memories after that, although they are also a kind of Insinuation', but I think it should be a kind of concretization of your personal spiritual world."

Han Yu raised his hand, tapped his forehead with his finger, and said to Quan Yun'er: "Doctor Quan, can you explain it more specifically?"

"I'm a dumb person. If I haven't prepared in advance, sometimes even I myself can't understand what I say."

Quan Yuner smiled shyly at him, and immediately continued to speak: "What I mean is, Mr. Han, do you still remember the metaphor of 'dream' I mentioned earlier? Aren't many of us like to interpret dreams? Do you think that what happened in the dream represents a certain symbolic meaning. In my opinion, the same is true of your memory, Mr. Han. "

After finishing speaking, Quan Yuner stood up, walked aside, pulled a mobile whiteboard over, half bent down, and began to write and draw on it with a black oil-based pen, signaling to Han Yu.

"Come on, Mr. Han, look."

Quan Yuner held the oil-based pen in her hand, and pointed to the words she just wrote with the black tip: "'Lonely', 'Isolation', 'Indifference', 'Blank', and...'Sickness' , 'learning', 'desire'."

Quan Yuner put down her pen, turned around and met Han Yu's gaze, her eyes looked quite bright, "About these seven words, what can you think of, Mr. Han?"

Han Yu narrowed his eyes, unconsciously showing a thoughtful expression on his face.

"In my opinion, these seven words can make up a ... very poor story."

Quan Yun'er didn't show off, and before Han Yu could answer, she gave the answer first.

"There is a lonely person. He thinks that he is completely isolated from the world. He thinks that other people in the world are equally indifferent, so he lives alone. But people are social animals. There is no way to have color in life, especially...he still closes himself and is unwilling to communicate with the outside world. So his life is so pale. In his memory, the reason why his experience is blank is that It's not because he himself is living a monotonous life, but because he thinks...his past experiences are not exciting in themselves."

Hearing this silently, Han Yu finally understood what Quan Yuner meant.

He raised his hands and rubbed his cheeks, then took a deep breath, looked at Quan Yun'er, and said, "So Doctor Quan, you think that the memories I have before time travel are actually fabricated by myself. Is it a reflection of my own past experience?"

"As far as I'm concerned - that's probably the case."

At this time, Quan Yun'er no longer shy away from anything.

Holding an oil-based pen in her hand, she pointed to Han Yu on the beautifully written words on the whiteboard, and said seriously: "These few keys are extracted from your so-called memory before time travel, Mr. Han." Words, I think, should well reflect your spiritual world before the car accident. And this is just in line with your situation, Mr. Han. If it weren’t for this mental state, how could you, Mr. Han, become a multi- Personality patient?"

"Then what's the reason?" Han Yu looked at Quan Yuner calmly, "There must be a reason for me to become like this? I can't say how happy I was when I lived in my adoptive father's house, but I personally feel very satisfied. This is completely inconsistent with what you said, Doctor Quan. At least there must be a reasonable reason to make me feel that my life has become pale and powerless, and make me feel that the world is indifferent, right? "

"To be honest, I don't know the reason at the moment." Quan Yuner shook her head honestly, "After all, we know too little information now, and we don't even know anything about your experience after you went abroad, Mr. Han .However, I think... the truth is likely to be hidden in the last three key words."

"The last three?"

Pointing along Quan Yuner's pen cap, Han Yu's eyes fell on the three words on the back of the whiteboard.

"The first word after this is 'disease'. I think, Mr. Han, the so-called genetic disease in your memory should not exist at all. This should be a 'setting' you added to yourself. It is your own A 'innuendo' to you."

"What 'innuendo'?"

"You think you're incompetent."

Facing Han Yu, Quan Yuner whispered such a sentence without changing her expression.

"I once met a similar patient. He had severe symptoms of paranoia. In real life, he always thought that he was a bug that had no power to resist humans. When he was dreaming, he often I would dream that my limbs were bound and I could do nothing but be slaughtered. In my opinion, the genetic disease you mentioned, Mr. Han, is likely to be the same."

With the pen in Quan Yun'er's hand, she tapped the word on the whiteboard twice.

"Perhaps in the past, Mr. Han, you subconsciously thought that you were too weak, and you felt that you had no strength, so when you fabricated your memory, you added such a disease that had never appeared before, so that you could only use limbs. Hiding helplessly in a dark house, waiting for the arrival of death. I don’t know exactly what caused you to have such an idea, Mr. Han, but the following two words are no different from further confirming my thoughts.”

The black cap slid under the last two words.

"'Learning', and 'desire'. Mr. Han, you said that you can only study when you are physically weak, but in fact this is not in line with normal logic. After all, for a person who really suffers from ALS Even reading without someone watching is extremely difficult. So I don't think 'learning' is really learning."

Quan Yun'er took off the pen cap, drew a circle on "Learning", and then drew an arrow to the blank area beside it, wrote a new word, and finally tapped on it with the capped pen as a signal.

"'Get stronger'?" Looking at the new word Quan Yuner wrote on the whiteboard, Han Yu murmured.

"It's 'become stronger'!"

Quan Yuner nodded towards him with a pen.

"I think that maybe the so-called memory of a lot of learning is just a manifestation, or 'innuendo', of your desire to become stronger in the past, Mr. Han. Because you feel that you are too weak, you want to Become strong, and finally—fulfill some of your 'desires'!"

The pen in Quan Yun'er's hand tapped one by one, and finally, it stamped on the last word.

"If I remember correctly, Mr. Han, you said that you want your life to become 'valuable', so you have studied a lot. Then, I tried to think about the inner meaning of 'valuable'. Could it mean Mr. Han that you are eager to achieve a certain goal? After all, people who despise themselves as weak must have their purpose. become something."

After finishing speaking, Quan Yun'er drew a big circle and circled these words together.

"This is my 'interpretation' of the memory in your mind, Mr. Han. From the perspective of a psychiatrist with rich sensibility, I think your so-called pre-traveling memory may be based entirely on your own real memory and Constructed by your thoughts...something similar to a 'dream'. Everything in your subconscious is reflected in your 'dream'."

After listening to Quan Yuner's words, Han Yu leaned back on the sofa without saying a word, his eyes were downcast, and his indifferent face was full of contemplation.

There's no reason for him to be like this.

If another person were to listen to Quan Yuner's words today, some people would think that what Quan Yuner said was more like a story with rich imagination. After all, she did not come up with an irrefutable essence To come up with sexual evidence, just rely on one mouth to persuade with empty teeth.

But Han Yu is different.

After listening to Quan Yuner's narration, he began to think of some things that he had never thought of before.

He still remembers why Lin Yunyu went to America...

　This part of psychotherapy takes a lot of words. In order to make it clear, I don’t know if everyone understands it.This segment will end tomorrow, and then go directly to the third climax.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)