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Chapter 1185 2009 (26)

Talking to yourself is a very common phenomenon. It is not surprising that many people have two sides to each other.

People don't need to worry about themselves, but they need to worry about others. Sometimes they have to pretend to be unreal in their lives.It is no exaggeration to say that everyone in this world wears an invisible mask, which can only be taken off for a moment of rest when they are alone in private.

If at this moment, the person standing outside the security door is not Han Yu, maybe the person outside the door who is not Han Yu will kindly remind the girl who is immersed in her own world that today's encounter may just be an embarrassment A turbulent episode.

But since the person standing outside the door is Han Yu, and the person inside the door is the girl named Kim Taeyeon, then the subsequent development of the matter will be completely different.

"...a wish? Yes, I do have a wish. My wish is to hold a concert. I participated in SM TOWN, but it was a joint concert for everyone, and Girls' Generation has not held a separate concert. So I I want to hold a concert exclusively for Girls’ Generation.”

The girl inside the door was still sitting on the steps muttering something, unaware that behind her, there was a tall figure standing quietly outside the door, silently listening to her whispers.

Strictly speaking, it is really not moral to eavesdrop on other people's self-talk, but Han Yu feels at ease about his behavior of hiding outside the door without saying a word.

He is entitled to do so, and he has even more reason to do so.

Compared with the people of the Lin family, the person he will not meet this time is the girl who suddenly appeared in front of him right now.

I am leaving soon, I don't know how many years it will be before I leave, maybe I can come back, maybe I won't.So since he can listen to her more now, even if his behavior is a little despicable, he doesn't care at all.

This can be regarded as a thought he accidentally left for himself.

"So, today's kissing is coming to an end here... Finally, Taeyeon has a special heart that no one will tell everyone."

Hearing the girl's words, someone standing outside the door eavesdropping couldn't help raising his eyebrows. Although his face was still calm and unmoved, the curiosity in his eyes had completely betrayed him.

He sneaked closer to the crack of the door, like so many parents in the world who like to spy on their children's privacy, subconsciously listening attentively.

"Taeyeon and me..."

The voice from the ear seemed hesitant, the volume was so low that it was almost inaudible, Han Yu glanced through the crack of the door, and saw that the petite figure who was originally straight had lowered his head at some point .

She seemed to wrap her arms around her legs, resting her cheek on her lap.

Then, he murmured softly——

"Taeyeon and I... are so tired."

In an instant.

There seemed to be an inexplicable change in the previously innocent face.

Facing the crack in the door, Han Yu looked a little dazed.

"call……"

As if removing the stone that was pressing on her heart, the girl raised her head and breathed a sigh of relief. After a while, the low voice of talking to herself sounded again.

"Really... really tired..."

"It seems that the total sleep time in the past few days is less than ten hours..."

As Taeyeon said, she raised her hand and rubbed her face, and let out a "huh" sound from her nasal cavity, which seemed to contain indescribable fatigue and weariness.

"Every day, I have to prepare the next day's schedule in advance, because I am very afraid that other members will be scolded because of my mistakes. New album, variety show, radio station... it seems to be a good thing for an artist to be busy, but everyone. ...Taeyeon, I'm really, really, really tired..."

"Of course, I'm only here to say these words to you non-existent audience. I won't say it to other people. Why? Because the other members are also tired, and I know everyone is as tired as I am , that's why I can't say it, and that's why I dare not relax..."

"I'm the captain. Although you all call me 'captain kid', even if I'm small, I'm still a big sister. I have to take care of my younger sister."

"Since I'm the captain, everyone can say they're tired, but I can't, because I'm the captain."

Kim Taeyeon took a deep breath, smacked her lips, buried her face again, leaned her forehead on her arms, continued to take out the words deposited in her heart, and confide them to those non-existent audiences.

"Yesterday Xiaoyuan and Xiuying quarreled again. In fact, it was a trivial matter. Everyone was very restrained. They just had a simple quarrel. The next morning, when the manager OPPA came over, they made up. No one could see it. They quarreled when they came out."

"Actually, we all know in our hearts what the real reason for the quarrel is. We are all under too much pressure. Xiuying failed once in her debut, so she is very afraid of failing this time; Hyoyeon's popularity is the lowest among us, and her mouth Although she didn’t say it on the website, we all know that she is angry with herself, after all, I knew she was a very proud person before.”

"Huh... Everyone has everyone's troubles. Of course, we still have a common trouble now, that is, we can no longer mess up anything and let others have the opportunity to criticize us. This is our common goal, and everyone is very good Finishing."

"So, of course Taeyeon and I are no exception, I am the oldest and the captain..."

"A bit annoying, right? Haha, it feels like an excuse to keep saying this."

"Yes, it's an excuse, an excuse I made for myself. If there is no such excuse, I don't know what to rely on to keep myself working hard..."

""If" is very popular, everyone said that I am a newly promoted rookie, and I am the captain, so my popularity quickly rose."

"But what's the use of being popular alone? We are a group, and we need everyone to be popular... This is a whole, this is Girls' Generation."

"Haha, it seems a bit strange to say that? After all, even if it is a group, there are more or less everyone, and everyone still has a little selfishness."

"Yes, that's right, I admit this, because I also have selfish intentions."

Raising her face, Taeyeon turned her head sideways, put her baby-fat face on her hands, and stared at the wall of the corridor on one side with ecstasy.

"Isn't it normal for people to be selfish? But it's wrong to be too selfish. Since it's a group, you have to be prepared to sacrifice for others in advance."

"I'm ready."

"Sika lost her temper with me two days ago, and it was because of the "Wo Knot". So my favorite people in the group are her and Pani."

"Pani and I have been together for a long time, maybe we have been lonely for a long time, and we will have deeper feelings for people or things close to us. But Sika is different. I feel that in the group, Sika's personality and I'm the best match, don't know why."

"Her own thinking should be the same as mine. I heard that among the fans, she and I have recently formed a kingly CP. It's great..."

"Although the two girls feel weird, haha, but...Compared to last year, this situation is really comforting."

"Well... what else do I have to say, let me think about it. While I can take a break now, I have to finish my words quickly, or I will have to force myself to cheer up and smile at the camera when the program is recorded. .Obviously I can't be happy..."

"Oh, by the way, I just talked about wishes. Speaking of which, I have another wish. A wish that cannot be written into the radio station's script."

"I heard that Xiujing and her group are going to debut in the second half of the year. We all know that this is the company's arrangement to replace us. After all, the company still doesn't have much confidence in us until now, but even so, I still I hope Xiujing and the others can debut smoothly. This is another wish of mine."

"At least the road must go a little smoother than ours."

"Because they are all our beloved sisters."

"As O'Neill, I can only bless them so much."

……

A door is in the middle, as if separating two worlds.

The people inside the door talked to no one to their heart's content, while the people outside the door slowly turned their backs without knowing it.

He didn't want to look at the emaciated figure on the steps any longer, he could feel his breathing speeding up, as if there was a tyrannical flame burning in his heart.

Without looking in the mirror, he could imagine how cold and ugly his face was at the moment.

But what makes people even more sad is that even though he is full of anger, he doesn't know who to vent it to.

Yes to SM?To those who have hurt them before?Or should I treat them all who are unwilling to listen to my persuasion and insist on breaking into that circle?
Han Yu couldn't get an accurate answer.

He only felt that the irritability in his heart was gradually accumulating, and the more he listened to the whispers inside the door, the more he felt the urge to simply destroy SM completely.

This doesn't match his personality, but the battles in the mall over the years have finally affected him, and there is hostility in his heart, and now the girl's words are guiding out that hostility bit by bit.

However, just when Han Yu began to take deep breaths uncontrollably, he found that the voice inside the door gradually decreased until it disappeared completely.

He turned his head and looked in through the crack of the door.

The petite and haggard figure was still sitting on the steps, with his head resting on his arms and his arms hugging his knees, as quiet as a motionless rag doll.

This is a posture that expresses insecurity. Han Yu, who has studied psychology, can tell the girl's current state at a glance.

He waited silently for a while, but still did not wait for a sound.

Just when he was in doubt, he stared at the quiet back curled up outside the door, and suddenly understood something, and a wry smile of unknown meaning was pulled out on his face extremely stiffly.

He pursed his lips silently, intending to turn his head away without making a sound.

But as soon as he moved his feet, he hesitated for no reason, and he stood still on the spot.

A few seconds later, he still turned around suddenly, frowning towards the safety door, and immediately raised his hand and reached for the door.

The seemingly bulky security door was cold to the touch, and it was pushed open very smoothly.

(End of this chapter)