Chapter 1333 Shark
"Actually, the conflict between us was not that severe at first."

"Xiuying, that is, one of my teammates, she founded her personal brand before me, but her brand is operated in the direction of charity, and in their eyes, I may only be for myself .”

"Anyway, because there are precedents, the members didn't have much opinion on my idea of ​​starting a personal fashion brand at first."

"It's Taeyeon... the captain of our group, she talked to me in private once."

"Everyone is an adult now, no longer a little girl when she first debuted, some things are difficult to say no matter how good the relationship is, only Taeyeon is an exception, since she is the captain, she doesn't have too many concerns with me .”

"Actually, I was a little moved by her behavior of talking to me, because it proves that she cares about me, and being cared about is a beautiful thing."

"She came to me and talked to me about my plans and aspirations for my future career. I also proactively mentioned to her that while developing my personal career, I will try my best to maintain the activities of the group."

"Everything seems to be unfolding beautifully."

"But the situation changed very quickly. First, the company held firm objections. They seemed to think that if I had other careers, the whole group would go downhill. Then... there was a slowly growing relationship between the members and me. those contradictions."

"I can't deny that I have a strong sense of career, or should I say it's ambition? Just like when I had to make my debut as an artist, I began to unconsciously put more and more energy into creating a personal brand. , and even later I went against what I said at the beginning, I really affected the group because of my own affairs."

"I admit, I did something wrong."

"I tried to find an opportunity to apologize to everyone. You may also know my character. I am a person who takes face very seriously. It is really difficult to make an apology. So I made up my mind for a long time, and when I really want to apologize to everyone By the time you apologize, it's already too late."

"When I finally pulled my head out of my personal career, I suddenly realized that the people around me had begun to slowly alienate me."

"I find it very strange, why?"

"Even if I did make a mistake, I admit that I made a mistake, and I will work hard to try to balance in the future, but is this really an unforgivable mistake?"

"I understand the thoughts of other members, at least I understand the thoughts of most people. They all think that I want to leave, and they all think that I am starting to find a way out for myself."

"Yes, I don't deny it. I'm looking for a way out for myself. Can we still be idols for the rest of our lives? If we can still be popular before the age of 30, what should we do after the age of 30? If I’m considered top-notch, but my performance is even worse, can I always be an artist? Can they always be an artist?”

"I am wronged. I hope they can understand me. This is an inevitable choice, not a betrayal."

"They all thought that I was going to defect from the group, and then lead to the disintegration of Girls' Generation, a national group...but I never thought about it! I never thought about leaving the group."

"But then even Taeyeon didn't understand me anymore."

"Or she was the first person to change her attitude towards me."

"Speaking of this, you may be very strange. After all, after hearing what I said before, you may think that I have a good relationship with her... indeed! Our relationship is very good, but sometimes it is because of the good relationship that we have a good relationship. At some point, the shift in thinking becomes more irreversible."

"Taeyeon has always regarded childhood as very important, extremely important, since she became the captain of Girls' Generation, she seems to have shouldered a heavy responsibility, I can feel the pressure in her heart. "

"This sense of responsibility even changed her concept. Her original ideal was to be a female solo singer, but after forming a group and debuting, she regarded the group as more important than her own ideal."

"Because the group is still in a stable period, it is not suitable for a solo solo, so she has always obeyed the company's arrangement and honestly carried out group activities."

"She was a strong person and a stubborn person."

"She stubbornly believes that all behaviors and people that are not conducive to the combination are bad."

"Not even me."

"So, no matter how good my relationship with her used to be, how stubborn was the obsession that I betrayed the group afterwards."

"Later, the atmosphere in the group made me unbearable, coupled with the oppression of the company, the invisible friction between me and the members always occurred from time to time, all these completely different situations from the past made me unbearable."

"The gap between us began to become more and more obvious."

"But I originally thought that everything could be salvaged. I thought that there was still room for redress."

"But I didn't expect..."

At this point, the girl's murmurs finally stopped.

Wearing slippers, she sat silently in the dark corridor for a long time, then sniffed suddenly, raised her hand and silently wiped the cold tears on her cheeks, and said calmly to her mobile phone: "But I didn't expect that I will It became like this. There was no notice in advance, and they even deliberately chose to tell me this before our trip was about to start. I can feel the humiliation they have given me."

"..."

The man on the other end of the phone also fell silent.

He quietly listened to the girl's long speech, and after two seconds, he suddenly asked her a question.

"Do you know if sharks are solitary animals or social animals?"

Ok?
After hearing this, Jung Soo-yeon, who was still immersed in sadness, couldn't help but froze.

Why did you suddenly talk about such a strange topic?

"Many people think that sharks are social animals, but they are not social animals. Most of them like to be alone."

Before she could answer, the person on the other end of the phone answered on his own.

Jung Soo-yeon frowned involuntarily, her eye circles were still slightly red, she held her mobile phone and asked, "Ah, why are you saying this all of a sudden?"

"While it might make you a little angry to say it, the reason I say it is because I want you to be a 'shark.'"

Jung Soo-yeon was taken aback again.

"Sharks are the kings of the ocean, but did you know that they don't have a swim bladder compared to other common fish?"

"Without a swim bladder, it has no way to control its own ups and downs, so it can only swim continuously throughout its life. Once it stops, it will sink to the bottom of the sea."

"It never stops, and it is precisely because it never stops that it has created a strong body."

"The reason why the shark is the overlord is because it will not stop because of any difficulties, because it will become stronger because it keeps moving forward."

"So, I want you to be a 'shark.'"

The man's voice became very gentle and calm on the other end of the phone. He said softly to the girl through the phone: "Now, do you understand what I mean?"

There was an inexplicable silence on the phone.

It was not until some time later that Jessica Jessica suddenly came back to her senses.

She tightly pursed her lips, hugged her legs and buried her face, muttering in a low voice: "I don't know why you suddenly said such an inspirational thing..."

"Hahaha."

The man on the other end of the phone laughed heartily a few times, but he didn't look embarrassed. If someone he knew was standing aside at this moment, he would be extremely surprised by the smile on his face.

In their respective lives, both of them are regarded as cold faces in people's eyes.

But, who knows the true passion in their hearts?
"Actually, you should understand what I mean? Put it down as soon as possible and look forward. You know that many people have stagnated because of a certain obstacle in life, and then sank to the bottom of the sea like a shark that no longer swims. .”

After hearing the man's words, Zheng Xiuyan raised her hand irritably and rubbed her hair, and muttered angrily: "It's easy for you to say it. Don't you understand what I said before? I... I treat them as Like sisters, if the object is your own family, can you still talk about it and let it go?"

"My mother died when I was six years old."

A word rang out suddenly on the other end of the phone, directly blocking back what Jung Soo-yeon had said.

She blinked blankly, then clenched the phone tightly without saying a word.

"Technically, I didn't have a father. So after my mum passed away, I was legally orphaned. But luckily, I wasn't too wallowing in grief at the time."

"Honestly, I don't even know why I still have the memory, and I don't know what the hell I was thinking, but I just... picked myself up right away. And then, even more fortunately, I later I met my adoptive father, and he and his family made me who I am today."

Having said that, the man on the other end of the phone paused, and he also pursed his lips. After some consideration, he took the phone and continued:
"Listen, Momo. I'm not saying this to arouse your sympathy, or to compare myself to you. I mean—at least, you haven't really lost anyone, and trust me, it's There is nothing worse in the world than the loss of life."

"Although you have a disagreement with them now, it doesn't mean that this disagreement will last forever. Even if you leave, they are still there. Sooner or later, you will have a chance to find them again."

"Leaving that company doesn't mean your career is over. Don't forget, you are still an artist, you are still an artist Jessica, and no one can take that away."

"What you experienced tonight was just forced to leave the original working environment and a group of good friends."

"However, the work environment can be found again, and the cracked friendship can be tried to repair later."

"I admit that you have encountered a very bad thing today, but please believe me, it is not the end of the bad thing."

"The most important thing you should do now is cheer up."

"I heard Xiujing say that you are a proud person, you don't want people to see your embarrassment, right? Then, you should cheer up quickly. Because the past can't be changed, you should be good now. Think about the future!"

The man's last words echoed in Jessica's mind like a thunderbolt.

She sat blankly on the steps of the corridor.

After a while, she took a deep breath and finally said in a crying voice, "OPPA...do you know what the name 'Girls' Generation' means to me?"

"I just ask one question, now you, if you have a chance, do you still want to go back to that group?"

Suddenly, the man's question made her stunned again.

For a moment she could not speak at all.

"If you don't want to go back, then no matter what that name means to you, it means nothing now! And if you want to go back... yes, but I want you to cheer up first, when you get up, wait for you After preparing to face that group of people, try to go back, and I will help you."

can i help you

Jung Soo-yeon put the phone to her ear.

After a while, she lowered her head and raised her hand to wipe her tears with a silent movement that she didn't know on the other end of the phone.

However, this time the tears couldn't be stopped...

When a person is really sad, it is not the moment when she is alone and numb, but when she thinks that the whole world is turning her back on her, but there is a hand reaching out to hold her firmly.

"OPPA."

"Ok?"

"Are you a 'shark' too?"

The man was startled, and followed closely, with a smile on his lips.

Holding his mobile phone, he nodded in response: "Yeah. Me too. So it's not easy for two solitary sharks to meet each other. It's not easy for me to comfort someone once. I hope someone will not let me down." Some persuasion."

Sitting in the dark corridor, the corners of Jung Soo-yeon's mouth couldn't stop rising, there were tears in her eyes, but when she heard the smile in the man's words, she couldn't help laughing too.

The encounter of two lone sharks is certainly laughable.

"Actually, I'm still very sad, but... for OPPA, I'm very grateful for your words, really." Jessica Jessica said seriously holding the phone.

She didn't expect that after experiencing that incident, the first person in this world who gave her warmth was actually a "stranger" who had never seen her face before.

As she said in her words, she was very grateful to him, not only because of his words, but also because of the sincere care in his words.

"Speaking of which, OPPA, how did you find out about my resignation so quickly?"

After getting acquainted with each other, Jung Soo-yeon didn't have any worries about speaking, she blinked her slightly red and swollen eyes, and held the phone curiously.

"Oh, of course it's because I'm your 'OPPA'."

The man on the other end of the phone said a witty remark that he avoided answering. Jung Soo-yeon wrinkled her nose, but laughed again.

In any case, his appearance was an extremely happy thing for her.

"Oh, I guess I can go back to the United States in a few days. When the time comes, shall we meet? How about it?" Jung Soo-yeon suggested with interest.

Unexpectedly, the man smiled and said, "No."

"why?"

"Because I'm going back to Korea tomorrow."

Jung Soo-yeon was taken aback.

(End of this chapter)

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