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Chapter 136 I am me, he is me

"Wow..."

"Ha ha……"

He picked up a handful of water and splashed it on his face. After a moment of coldness, he gasped slightly and opened his eyes to look at himself in the mirror.

A few drops of water stuck to the eyebrows that seemed to have been trimmed, and there were still some drops of water flowing down on the handsome cheeks. The eyes looked a little red, and the thin lips that looked quite red at this time were slightly parted. But no matter how he looked at it, he felt that the corners of the slightly raised mouth seemed to have a slightly sinister arc...

"call--"

Straightening up his body, Han Yu let out a little breath from his mouth, then took a towel from the shelf next to him to wipe his hands, while still staring at himself in the mirror, his eyes seemed to be flickering with very complicated emotions.

"Snapped."

After turning off the light in the bathroom, Han Yu slowly walked back to his room, and fell back on the bed at once.

Staring at the ceiling ecstatically, Han Yu had a weird expression, he was quite upset for a while, and couldn't help laughing for a while... He was recalling what happened last night.

Yoona...

When the delicate face like a deer in the forest flashed in his mind, his slender and beautiful palms were quietly clenched, Han Yu's brows were tightly wrinkled together, his chest felt uncomfortable, and there was a heart-wrenching distress in his heart. Responsibility, still can not stop pouring out.

"call--"

Shaking his head and temporarily abandoning other distracting thoughts in his mind, Han Yu frowned slightly and sat up, rubbed his face with his hands, and exhaled again.

His deep eyes stared blankly at the empty front, and there were still many chaotic emotions mixed together in Han Yu's heart at this moment, making him in a very dazed state.

Han Yu didn't know what happened to other amnesiacs after they regained their memory, but he felt that his own situation should be the most unique and special one.

What caused Han Yu to recover his memory this time, he himself doesn't know, this is not what he cares about at the moment, what he cares about is... this recovered memory.

Han Yu didn't fully recover his memory, or in other words, he only recovered a small piece of memory. He remembered all his memories from the age of five to 16, but he didn't have any impression of other times.

For Han Yu, this can no longer be described as stomping his feet in anger. It's like buying a lottery ticket for a long time, and finally won once, but it turned out to be the second prize, just passing by the first prize. I still have this kind of luck once, and I don't know when I will have to wait.

However, this is only something that needs to be adjourned before being frustrated. What Han Yu cares most about is what he thinks of.

In the memories he recalled, Jin Zhiyu, no, maybe he should be called, his name is not Jin Zhiyu, but Lin Yunyu...

Last night, that person was Han Yu, yes, but it can also be said that he was not Han Yu.

To use a more appropriate metaphor to describe it, when two different colors of water are first poured into the same cup, at the very beginning, the reaction is the most intense and obvious.

This was the case for Han Yu yesterday. When a corner of the memory sealed in the depths of his mind leaked out, he was inevitably affected by the memory that exploded in his mind. No, it cannot be said to be an influence. Yes, because now, it is his thing.

It's just that the emotional infection at that moment made him forget everything else for the time being, even if he still remembered that he was Han Yu. A girl who hurt herself with her own life...

"Ha ha……"

Thinking of this, Han Yu couldn't help feeling a suffocating pain in his chest. He raised his hand and scratched his heart, frowned slightly, panting lightly, and the beautiful eyes under the eyebrows swelled With a very complicated emotion, it seems to be full of distress, and it seems that there is a feeling of being strange because of the sudden thing.

It's magical, it's weird, it's strange, it's...familiar.

This is how Han Yu feels at the moment.

In fact, Han Yu had imagined before, what would happen if he recovered his memory?What kind of state will he be in?
He imagined many situations, for example, Jin Zhiyu really left a lot of trouble, for example, Jin Zhiyu was not as complicated as he thought, he was just an ordinary person.

However, all, all situations are based on the premise that even if Han Yu recovers his memory, he can still stand on the sidelines and stay out of the matter.

For Han Yu, Jin Zhiyu's memory is important or not, he can get what he wants to know from Jin Zhiyu's memory, and at the same time he gets Jin Zhiyu's memory, he is truly integrated with Jin Zhiyu.However, he doesn't have to restore his memory. He is living a good life now, and no one stipulates that if a person loses his memory and keeps forgetting his past, then this person can no longer be regarded as himself.

So how should I put it, Han Yu attaches great importance to Jin Zhiyu, no, it should be said that he attaches importance to his own lost memory, but he doesn't attach importance to it, because without this, he can still live well.

However, Han Yu never thought that such a situation would happen after he recovered his memory.

How should I put it, just like his feelings, it's really... amazing, strange, complicated, and... familiar.

It was only when the memory exploded that Han Yu truly realized that his previous thoughts...couldn't be said to be naive, but they were too subjective.

Han Yu has always thought that even if his memory is restored, the reason why he will not be affected is that he believes that it is not his own personal experience, so even if his memory is restored, he can still maintain himself, just like a spectator, watching Watching a movie in which the protagonist seems to be him, but it is not him.

But when things actually happened, he realized that he was wrong, completely wrong.

When that memory burst out, its position in my mind was not divided into another area, distinct from my original memory, but... merged with my original everything!
Strange, familiar.

When Han Yu finally regained his senses from the emotional outburst at the beginning, these two simple but seemingly extremely complicated emotions began to intertwine in his heart, making his mind a mess. He found that He didn't lose himself, he knew he was Han Yu, but he couldn't tell if that stubborn figure in his memory was also him...

Moreover, what troubled Han Yu was not only the impact of this restored memory on his own thoughts, but also the content of the memory.

To be honest, Han Yu himself didn't know that he was watching, no, it should be said that after he was familiar with this memory, he himself didn't know what kind of feeling he was feeling in his heart.

This memory, um...how should I put it, is a little sad, but also very warm and happy. Except for some unnecessary contradictions that Han Yu currently sees as unnecessary, this is a very happy time.

Well, very happy.

"Ah."

The corners of his mouth turned up involuntarily, and Han Yu's eyes became extremely soft in an instant, but even the slight change in his emotions at this moment was still captured by Han Yu himself.

His face changed slightly, but Han Yu didn't immediately change the expression on his face to a serious one on purpose. The corners of his mouth were still upturned, but there were many complicated emotions in that expression.

Slowly blinking his eyes, Han Yu took a deep breath, looked down at his palm, shook it, and felt the sense of strength from his hand.

Every time Han Yu is distressed because of Jin Zhiyu's affairs, he always likes to watch his hands clenched into fists. He thought he liked doing this because it reminds himself that it is different now and his life , full of hope.

However, only then did Han Yu discover that the reason he did this was not because of this, but because whenever he did so, his subconscious would tell him...

This body is not yours!

On the one hand, he wanted to accept everything in this body and let himself become him, no, let himself be him, but on the other hand, in his subconscious mind, he was refusing to accept it.

This can be seen from his previous thoughts on restoring memory. Until now, he was still thinking about problems from the perspective of an outsider.

"Han Yu...you are really a despicable guy..."

Staring blankly at his palm, Han Yu narrowed his eyes slightly, and murmured something in Chinese for a long time. In his eyes, there was coldness, and there was also the suddenness after waking up.

In fact, to put it simply, apart from many other questions, Han Yu now has only one most important question - should he accept or reject?
Is he going to accept everything about being Lin Yunyu, or is he going to reject it?
And this question, even if it is superficial, he already has the answer in his heart.What's more, his heart can't resist it at all.

The corners of his mouth slightly raised again, and Han Yu finally had a smile on his face again. After sorting it out, he finally came to a conclusion.

But, in this way, he will be busy.

Han Yu always knew that there should be a woman in his memory, but he never thought that there was not only her, but also them, and many, many people...

"Hey Yigu..."

I don't know if it was an annoyed sigh from his mouth, Han Yu fell back on the bed, with a smile that seemed to be wry but relaxed.

Yuner, Yunzhen, and...

"Smelly old man...heh..."

Looking at the ceiling with ecstasy, Han Yu muttered something in a low voice, and then he couldn't help smiling again. This time, his smile contained deep troubles, and... a kind of expression that came out of the shell. The joy of rebirth.

This is the real integration.

(End of this chapter)