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Chapter 439
In fact, there is nothing to make people feel too shaken.

Before Han Yu entered this ward, he had roughly anticipated what he would see in his heart.

Lying quietly on the hospital bed, covered with a quilt, Kim Taeyeon's small face seemed to be getting thinner because of the snow-white quilt.

His face was frighteningly pale, without a trace of blood, only those two lips that were tightly pressed together, which seemed to be a little dry, could see a little bit of rosiness, but it reflected the pale face, but it was even more revealing. A different kind of weakness.

There are also thick gauze bandages on the forehead. The white gauze and the black hair complement each other. In fact, if it is not with a heavy heart, at first glance, it is inexplicably cute, similar to the Arab headscarf Similarly, the "big" head makes an already thin face even smaller.

However, when he saw the traces of blood oozing from the white gauze, Han Yu couldn't help but pursed his lips slightly.

"call……"

Breathing out lightly as if relieving the pressure, Han Yu looked at Taeyeon lying on the hospital bed with her eyes closed, and stretched out her hand, tucking the corner of the quilt for the girl very naturally, looking at the performance she was still wearing. He turned his clothes around for a while, and his good-looking eyebrows furrowed visibly, but it was not easy to change clothes for this girl in this situation, so he could only temporarily stretch his slightly locked brows, holding the stool beside the hospital bed, Sit next to this girl.

"It's too careless, huh?"

With his hands resting on the soft mattress, slightly staggered to support his chin, Han Yu stared at this little bloodless face, and seemed to sigh slightly, with a lot of tender love in his eyes.

Strangely, when he actually walked into the ward, when he really looked at Taeyeon, Han Yu's face didn't show much sadness.

His face can be said to be quite calm looking at the person who is lying on the bed at this time as if he is asleep. His eyes are not so much full of expectations and worries as they are observing softly. It landed firmly on that pale little face, except for softness and a little pity in the eyes, nothing could be seen anymore.

Response, surprisingly calm.

Moreover, just after uttering a low-pitched question that seemed to be talking to himself, this guy stopped talking, didn't say anything more, and his expression was quite quiet, just watching Looking at Taeyeon lying on the bed, the ward fell into a strange silence.

There was a long silence.

The two people in the ward seemed to have become immobile sculptures. Needless to say, the one lying on the bed, but the one sitting beside the bed was also motionless. If Jin Xiayan is in the ward at this time, she will be dissatisfied and hit her "dull" OPPA with her little head.

However, if you observe carefully, you will find something different...

Han Yu's eyes staring at Taeyeon became softer and softer. Those eyes that had been staring at that pale face were not empty and contentless, but more and more gentle.

Moreover, the tranquility in the air seemed to follow the gentle gaze, and gradually turned into a deep love, hidden in the deep black eyes, falling on the distressed thin face superior.

Especially, when the eyes swept over the tightly closed eyes again and again, the love and tenderness in the deep eyes seemed to become more and more intense.

There is just one thing, in that gentle gaze, there seems to be an indescribable complexity...

The relationship between relatives is really a wonderful feeling.

That kind of feeling is a bit like there is such an invisible thread connecting two people in the dark, no matter what the feelings between each other are, that thread will always exist well.

Each other, forever, always will be the most special person in each other's life.

Han Yu had never experienced the so-called "family affection" so personally before.

It wasn't until he merged with Lin Yunyu's memory that for the first time, he deeply realized the meaning behind the word "family".

Father, sister, although it may not be a complete family, but the touch they gave Han Yu is already worth remembering for a lifetime.

And after meeting Xia Yan and Taeyeon, these two relatives in the actual sense of his own, Han Yu felt the magic of the so-called "family affection" more clearly.

really amazing...

It is clear that people who have never lived together before, and it is clear that they were strangers several months ago, but they can clearly understand each other in a short period of time, as if they were born with each other. Feel the many precious thoughts that the other party has passed on to me.

Leaving aside Xia Yan for now, Han Yu felt this most clearly between himself and Taeyeon.

The time between Taeyeon and himself, even up to now, can be said to be very short, not even comparable to those managers who have been with Taeyeon for a period of time, but this is the case, Han Yu I found that even though he and Taeyeon didn't meet each other, as time went by, when he thought of each other, the emotion in his heart would become more intense.

Just like... the wine that has been stored in the cellar, although it is buried underground, the aroma and taste will not dissipate due to these factors, but will become more mellow with the longer the cellar.

Han Yu felt that the relationship between himself and Taeyeon was a bit like this.

Even if he has only met a few times before, even if he hasn't seen each other for a long time, once this little face that is not particularly familiar but very impressive appears in his mind, he will feel an inexplicable surge in his heart. Very strong emotions, indescribable intimacy, indescribable love, even a little... indescribably missing.

And this situation, in fact, Han Yu has experienced Xia Yan, including Yun'er, and even that girl Yunzhen, so he is sure that this kind of situation that he feels unfamiliar with should... It is the so-called "family affection". performance.

Han Yu didn't know if it was because of his own special experience that this happened, or in fact, everyone in the world has such an inexplicably strong affection for their relatives that will not fade with time .

But at least, he didn't reject such feelings, on the contrary, he felt a little happy in his heart.

Like the Jin family's father and daughter, Han Yu could of course hear the kindness that Jin's mother said to him before. To be honest, when he first heard it, he was really surprised.

Because speaking of the Jin family, in addition to Han Yu's complicated heart, he also has a sense of guilt for everyone in the Jin family, a feeling that is still deeply buried in his heart no matter how long time has passed. guilt.

Regarding this point, it is the same even when facing Jin's father who is really emotionally entangled. Han Yu also really doesn't know how he feels about this...Father, there is a deep sense of guilt in his heart This kind of guilt is almost never revealed on the surface, but it is deeply rooted in Han Yu's heart. From time to time, an unspeakable heaviness will penetrate into the bottom of his heart layer by layer like roots extending downward, and take root extremely deep , how can not drive away.

Among the many guilts, Han Yu's guilt towards Mother Jin is the heaviest.

It can even be said that among the several members of the Jin family, the person Han Yu is least willing to face, the person who dares to face the most, and the person who is most afraid to face is the mother of Jin.

To be honest, the grievance between Han Yu and Jinmu really has a complicated feeling in his heart that he can't express.

Strictly speaking, Mother Jin doesn't actually owe Han Yu anything.

As for Han Yu's life experience, it has nothing to do with Jin Mu. Even if it was the act of sending him to the orphanage, from Han Yu's current perspective, he doesn't think Jin Mu did anything wrong.

Maybe the difficulties at home are really just an excuse, but she doesn't want to complicate the relationship at home, she doesn't want her children to get involved in such a complicated relationship, and she doesn't want them to know that her father is a person who has done wrong things since they were young.

Based on this alone, Han Yu felt that as a mother, Mother Jin had done nothing wrong.

Or to put it simply, which woman would really be willing to raise a child who has no blood relationship with her and whose existence itself makes her feel bad?
Mother Jin's choice back then, whether it was based on emotion or reason, was justified.

Even Han Yu himself is quite grateful for Jin's mother's original decision. If he had stayed in Jin's family and lived like this back then, he might not have been able to grow up normally like other children in other families and have a normal psychology. Arriving at the Lin family was one of the two luckiest things in his life so far, and the other one was the car accident...

What made Han Yu feel guilty the most when facing Jin Mu was not the car accident between him and Jin Zhixiong—maybe it was indeed because of his arrival that Jin Zhiyu merged with him, but now that he thinks about it, even if he Without coming here, Jin Zhixiong's affairs may be unavoidable, and even the process has nothing to do with him or Jin Zhiyu.

Therefore, the thing that makes Han Yu feel guilty the most when facing Kim's mother is...even though he understands in his heart the harm caused by Jin Zhixiong's incident to the Jin family, even though he is very reluctant to recall Taeyeon's cry His small face, but in his heart... he was still very grateful that the car accident happened back then.

Mother Jin didn't do anything wrong to Han Yu, but Han Yu, in some respects, made some "faults" to Mother Jin...

That's why Han Yu's heart is so complicated when it comes to Jin Mu's overtures.

Even though he longed for the closeness of family affection so much in his heart, when he felt the signal of closeness in this way, he felt a strong sense of guilt in his heart.

Because I felt the sincere and clean heart of the other party, I felt guilty about my "dirty" heart...

This is the reason why Han Yu didn't know how to respond to Jin Mu's finally loosening gesture, and this is why Han Yu didn't know how to treat Taeyeon who was in a coma at this time...

Although he was lying in a coma on the hospital bed, looking at this pale little face that made his heart tighten slightly, Han Yu found that the guilt and guilt in his heart had intensified.

To be honest, compared to Xia Yan, Han Yu found that facing Taeyeon who was relatively less close, the feeling of guilt caused by guilt would actually be more serious.

Both of my younger sisters are too kind to me, Han Yu will not be better than anyone else, but compared to Xia Yan whose relationship may be "deeper", Han Yu faces Taeyeon who he is not familiar with. , I feel less at ease in my heart.

Because the relationship is deeper, it is easier to accept your own good.

Correspondingly, because I didn't get along much, but I also received that kind of goodness for no reason, so I felt at a loss in my heart.

If Taeyeon was awake, perhaps Han Yu could still talk to the girl with a smile because he would not let her think too much, but when Taeyeon was lying on the bed peacefully in front of him, Han Yu would not I couldn't say anything to myself there.

Because these seemingly caring and worrying words will only reach his ears in the end, and they have no meaning except to make him feel more heavy and irritable.

People don't wake up just by praying, and when Han Yu said these seemingly caring words, the guilt in his heart made him feel hypocritical.

No one can lie to their hearts.

Han Yu would never be so stupid as to do such a thing that made him feel uncomfortable, but also did not bring any real benefits to the person he loved.

So when he faced Taeyeon, he couldn't say anything other than staring, as if he was dumb, not so much that he was too lazy to speak, but rather that he didn't know what to say.

However, despite all these factors, for Han Yu himself, he felt that he could only sit by the hospital bed like this, quietly waiting for the girl to open her eyes.

He must have been very scared, when he fell off the lift.

This was Han Yu's idea.

He didn't want Taeyeon to wake up with no one to rely on.

At least, I can still be competent for the "life-saving straw" that I can grasp after waking up from the "nightmare"...

"..."

"Alright, take this opportunity to take a good rest, I will stay here with you, just don't forget to wake up..."

In the end, he murmured softly in his mouth, and gradually, staring at the pale but still delicate and beautiful little face in front of him, under the soft light in the ward, Han Yu's face seemed to faintly glow. An inexplicable peace...
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　The normal update time should be restored tomorrow. In addition, the psychological portrayal of Han Yu in the past few days actually involves changes in the relationship between Han Yu and the Jin family, as well as some psychological changes in Han Yu himself. Some plots after that, so if you can watch it, you still hope to watch it carefully. Of course, if it is really annoying, the plot will become interesting in about one or two chapters.

　　
　
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