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Chapter 521 Understanding of family members (end)

Upon hearing this, Han Yu frowned subconsciously, and looked at Jin Mu suspiciously.

Seeing the confused expression on his face, Jin Mu narrowed her eyes slightly, with a lot of softness in her eyes, but at the same time, she looked at Han Yu with unspeakably complicated eyes.

"I told you in the hospital before that because the family already has two children, they are unable to support you. I don't think you believe such a reason."

Hearing Jin Mu's words, Han Yu pursed his lips noncommittally, but still didn't speak.

"I went back and thought about it, and I thought it was too stupid."

Mother of Jin shook her head slightly, and said something that surprised Han Yu again,
"No matter what... such things shouldn't be said, let alone I'm still a mother."

After speaking, Mother Jin raised her head, glanced at Han Yu softly and complicatedly, and said softly: "Abandoning a child because of money is not a reasonable reason at all. It's too stupid. But...in fact, I It is true to say that it is because there are Zhixiong and Taeyeon in the family. Han Yu, if I tell you this now, you should understand. You know that in a family, a child of unknown origin suddenly appeared, and the surrounding What would people say?"

Hearing this, Han Yu's face was puzzled at first, and then he blinked suddenly, as if he understood something, he frowned slightly, and looked at the mother of Jin who still looked indifferent with some strange eyes.

"That's right, you should have thought of it, right?"

Mother Jin and Han Yu looked at each other, took a deep breath, sighed, lowered her head and said to herself: "Rumours, criticism, and even contemptuous eyes, all...all will be in Soon after, like a pack of wild dogs smelling garbage, they came frantically.

Sometimes words can really kill people.

I don't want my husband to be criticized and despised by others, and I don't want myself to be criticized for no reason.

But to be honest, if there were only him and me in the family back then, I think I would happily take you in and raise you as my own son.

Because if it’s just like that, there will be much less rumors like this, and people may regard you as our adopted child, at least... most of these discussions can only be carried by me and him.Although you may also be treated unfairly, there is no way. When you were sent to our house by the police, you were only so old. You can’t live a good life by yourself. This is the price of your survival. .

But……"

Mother Jin's voice paused, and she looked up at Han Yu, her eyes still looked complicated, but her face was calm, and she continued, "But...our family was not just me and your father back then. Two people, and two children. Zhixiong is six years old, Taeyeon is five years old, and the two children are so young...I can't let them grow up in the discussion of people around, absolutely not!"

Mother Jin's voice sounded a bit decisive, and from the expression on her face, Han Yu even saw a different kind of determination.

All of a sudden, his slender lips pursed unconsciously, and a strange feeling arose in his heart. Some doubts in his heart were also resolved at this moment because of Jin Mu's words.

"So... I sent you away from my position as a mother, because..."

"Because I'm not your child."

Suddenly, Han Yu said something without warning, which stunned Mother Jin for a moment. She blinked and looked at Han Yu whose expression was a little unclear at this time, and then nodded calmly. , said: "That's right, because you are not my child.

Just because you are not my child, or in other words, others will know that you are not my child, so I cannot accept you, so I... called the police and sent you away.

But I didn't expect... you would end up at Yuner's house.Fate... is indeed a magical thing, isn't it? "

As she said that, Mother Jin looked at Han Yu with a look of reassurance, and her tone seemed less complicated.

"Do you think... should I thank you?" Han Yu sat aside and asked, his face looking a little strange.

"Do not."

As a result, Mother Jin seemed to give another answer that was beyond Han Yu's expectations.

She shook her head bluntly, looked at Han Yu calmly, and said, "I don't think you should thank me, on the contrary, for so many years, every day in my heart I hate the decision I made back then. Back then, when you were led out by the policeman, I still remember the way you looked back at me. And your father, I know he has been blaming me all the time. I have nothing to say, you are his son after all .”

"You mean..." Han Yu frowned slightly, and looked at Mother Jin in surprise, "Have you been regretting in your heart?"

"Do not."

Once again, Mother Jin simply shook her head and said, "I just hate that choice I made, and I don't regret it. Not at all.

Although I am still afraid of what would have happened to your child if he hadn't been adopted by the Lin family, I don't regret it at all.

Because, if I kept you back then, I also don't know what kind of changes will happen to my family.

It could be good, and it could very well be bad.

But in short, these are likely to affect my children.

So, because of that little, even a little bit of bad possibility, I don't regret the choice I made back then. Even if I do it again, I will still hand you over to the police. "

"..."

Han Yu raised his hand and touched his nose, and then opened his mouth to Kim's mother, who had always been calm and composed when facing him since the beginning of the conversation, and said something that was enough to make Kim Taeyeon and Kim Hayan chill all over.

"The disgusting kindness sounds more like hypocritical words spoken to deal with conscience."

Mother Jin was taken aback when she heard the words, and then she made an extremely unexpected reaction.

On her slightly thin face, there was a faint smile, she nodded as if approving, and said in a very pleased tone: "I suddenly feel that I like you more, the two of us It seems to be a good fit. Yes, this may be because I have to deal with my conscience to keep thinking that I am doing this for my children. But anyway..."

Mother Jin blinked at the handsome face beside her, and said softly but firmly, "I said, I don't regret my choice, never will."

Squinting and looking at the deep and calm eyes behind the mother-of-gold glasses for a moment, Han Yu lowered his head and glanced at the urn in his arms, suddenly feeling very dull in his heart.

After entering this columbarium, all the emotions that surged in my heart seemed to have disappeared all of a sudden, and I felt empty.

He smacked his lips, turned his head to look at the golden mother beside him, and asked, "So, why are you telling me this?"

Han Yu didn't think Jin's mother kept him here just to say such "nonsense".

To be honest, these words can't change anything except for Han Yu to re-examine his impression of Jin Mu.

"Of course I have my reasons for telling you this."

Han Yu asked directly, and Jin Mu answered directly. She pursed her lips, turned her head and looked at Jin Zhixiong's ashes urn not far away, and said softly, "You know? I treated you badly before, It's not because I'm angry with you, but because I'm angry with myself, because I know...it's all my fault."

Hearing Mother of Jin's words, Han Yu frowned suddenly, looking at Mother of Jin with unspeakable complexity.

"From the moment I knew that you were the one who got into a car accident with Zhixiong, I knew... that this was my revenge for the sins I committed back then.

As long as I see you as a child, I will think of what I did back then, and the shame in my heart makes me not know how to face you at all.

Of course, there is also anger at you, which is inevitable.

But I just blamed you for a while.

After all, I have too much guilt facing you in my heart, and...even the truth that that girl Xia Yan can understand, will I not understand?

I can't blame you for that.

Mainly seeing you, especially seeing you lying on the hospital bed, the feeling of retribution and guilt in my heart is too unbearable.

I didn't even dare to face your father for a while, thinking... Maybe it was because of me that this situation was caused. "

"..." Han Yu took a deep breath, then blinked, looked at Jin Mu with complicated eyes, and asked softly: "So what now? Tell me this, are you finally letting go of those emotions?"

"Not at all."

Mother Jin shook her head, turned her head and looked at Han Yu indifferently, and said softly, "I'm talking to you today, mainly because I've figured out some things in the past few months."

"whats the matter?"

"It's too awkward for the two of us to go on like this, and it's not good for anyone. I think you should have noticed it too." Mother Jin blinked and said in a serious tone.

Hearing this, Han Yu squinted his eyes at Mother Jin, then suddenly pursed his lips, and asked in a puzzled tone, "What did you notice?"

Hearing his words, Mother of Jin raised her eyebrows slightly, and looked at Han Yu with some playfulness in her calm eyes, and then, a vague smile seemed to flash across her mouth, shaking Shaking his head, he softly said something that made Han Yu's face froze suddenly.

"You should have noticed...you will have to call me my mother sooner or later."

"..."

Han Yu squinted his eyes with a stiff face, and said with a half-hearted smile: "...Are you joking?"

"Am I kidding, you know it best in your heart."

Mother Jin smiled again, and Han Yu even saw a little girlish complacency from the faint smile on her face, "Actually, you didn't reject your father very much after the car accident.

That idiot is too dumb, always afraid that if he is too anxious, it will make you stay away from him.But he didn't expect that the son he was thinking about in his heart had been quietly approaching him for a long time.

Otherwise... This time, even if your mother's ashes are here, you will never come back to Quanzhou.Didn't you just want to get to know your own family, that's why you ran back, kid?

Moreover, the last time he helped that girl Xia Yan run to Seoul, it should be to celebrate your birthday with Taeyeon, right?right? "

Seeing Han Yu's slightly widened eyes, Jin Mu's always calm face showed a bit of annoyed expression, she rolled her eyes and said, "Don't be surprised. You think I'm really not Do you care about you? The matter of your birthday was quite popular some time ago. Combined with the time, do you think I will believe that girl Xia Yan ran to Seoul by chance? This old guy... Sure enough, a wife will never have a son. Hidden I never saw his acting skills so good when he was making money for himself..."

As she said that, Jin Mu glanced at Han Yu, pursed her lips, cleared her throat slightly, and continued: "Anyway, since you have accepted his birthday blessing, don't say no, I don't believe that old guy didn't give it to you." You give something. Since you accept it, it means that you have actually begun to accept this family in your heart. And!"

Mother of Jin's voice suddenly increased, interrupting Han Yu who was about to speak, and then she gave the boy a strange look in her eyes, and said something that made Han Yu's face stiff.

"And... sooner or later, you kid will come back because of Taeyeon and Xia Yan."

"..."

"Do you really think... you and I can be family?"

As Han Yu spoke, he looked at Mother Jin sitting beside him with a strange expression.

Now, of course, he finally saw the purpose of Mother Jin leaving him alone to talk today.

She wanted to "reconcile" him.

Han Yu knew that the word "reconciliation" was a bit weird, but what was even weirder was the relationship between the two of them before.

So Han Yu didn't expect that the purpose of Mother Jin's conversation with him today was this. He thought that she stayed by him just to say something like that between the two of them during the Chinese New Year.

However, what Han Yu didn't expect was that after hearing Han Yu's question, Mother Jin glanced at him with an even weirder expression, and then replied angrily: "You Do you think I am willing to be a family member with you? I have no choice, okay? My husband and daughter are all against you, a brat, what do you want me to do? As for whether I can be a family member, what is there to ask? Family It's a family member, you were born into this family, what's there to talk about?"

Mother Jin's tone at this time sounded a feeling that didn't match her age, which made Han Yu stunned when he heard the words. Then, his brows couldn't help frowning, he lowered his head, and looked at the girl in his arms with some ecstasy. The columbarium seemed to be thinking about something in his heart.

Seeing Han Yu's appearance, Jin's mother pursed her lips, restrained her unfriendly expression, and said again: "Because you were in the hospital, I didn't hold Zhixiong's 49th festival, maybe I don't really want to face this matter in my heart, so your dad will go with me.

And you yourself, because of me, although there is a time factor in it, but it is because of me that you were not able to participate in your mother's cremation.

After going back and forth like this, the two of us...how about evening? "

"..."

Turning his head, two eyes with complex meanings met in the air for a moment, and after a moment of silence, a low voice sounded that seemed to be much more relaxed all of a sudden.

"it is good!"
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(End of this chapter)