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Chapter 748 I Don't Love You
"..."

"I, Xiu, Xiujing..."

"Listen to me first!"

Did not call OPPA, let alone call him Leo.

Zheng Xiujing on the other end of the phone interrupted Han Yu's complicated voice that seemed to be about to say something.

She pressed the phone tightly to her ear, and sat on the edge of her bed with bare feet.

The bright light from the ceiling fell softly on her body, clearly reflecting the crystal light in her eye sockets and the cell phone that was firmly held by the slender fingers in her hand.

Then, a slightly nasal voice rang from both ends of the phone slowly and clearly.

"First of all, I have to apologize to you, whether it's the deceitful behavior to you at the beginning, or my self-righteousness in the process later, all...all things, I have to apologize to you...I'm sorry."

Unconsciously raised his hand into a fist and pressed it to his lips, Han Yu was still holding the mobile phone by his ear with one hand, his handsome face was faintly tense under the bright yellow light above his head, just As if trying to restrain something.

However, this time, he seemed to let go of his previous anxiety about wanting to end the conversation quickly.

She didn't open her mouth to interrupt anything, but chose to continue to wait quietly, waiting for the person on the other end of the phone to fully say to herself what she wanted to say from the bottom of her heart.

"...Actually, I'm really stubborn and annoying, right?"

After a brief pause, she suddenly said something like this again, her tone sounded so low that he could even hear some obvious crying.

only……

The lips covered by his hands were pursed imperceptibly, but he still couldn't say anything.

"Yes, I know..."

Listening to the extremely clear breathing that fell on the phone next to her ear, Oh Soo-jin's eyes turned red, and at the same time, a smile appeared on her slightly pale face that seemed to want to cry, but also seemed to be laughing. expression.

She bit her lips tightly, and the tears in her eyes made her look like a completely lonely and helpless child at this moment, she could only rely on the person on the other end of the phone by her ear, and he expressed his existence little by little. The sound of breathing allowed her to continue to have the strength to maintain emotional stability.

"I know... I must be disgusted by this kind of me, I know..."

"On that day a month ago, when you learned the truth, in your heart... you must have hated me to death, right?"

"Don't deny it... I understand you."

As if he had a heart-to-heart connection, her soft words made his open mouth slowly close again, hesitating to speak again.

"How could you not hate me...well...or should I say, angry?"

Sniffing without hesitation, Oh Soo-jin's eyes were filled with tears that were about to overflow, holding the phone, she looked down at the phone she had snatched from that person, with a voice almost whispering whispered:

"Just like you know me, there should be no one in the world who knows each other better than the two of us. I know how much you hate people cheating on you, let alone... the one who cheats you is me."

"I don't even want to identify anything for myself. Today I finally understand that no matter what, I did something wrong. I just did something wrong. I can apologize to you and ask you for forgiveness, but I cannot deny what I have done. matter."

"But...but, I, I—"

Having said that, she couldn't control the trembling in her voice, she quickly raised her head to keep her tears from flowing.

The contact between the air and the tears in the eyes, a little bit of coolness, made her feel a little cold around her eye sockets, and the thoughts in her mind seemed to become clearer, as if she was trying her best to make her The words that were hidden in my heart finally blurted out——

"But... Even so! I still want to tell you, it's true... Leo... it's true..."

It was as if his heart was being tapped lightly by a small hammer. Unknowingly, his breath became disordered, and his tense face seemed to be unable to maintain.

And just after the words she said in an unusually earnest crying voice came to his ears, a pair of black eyes that were also slightly reddened suddenly, couldn't help but widen a little...

"Leo, I, I..."

There was a little choking in the already thick nasal voice, she took several deep breaths in a row, and only then did she have the courage to say that sentence while the tears in her eyes flowed down her cheeks:

"Leo, I...I want to tell you, no matter how much I lied before, but, but...the thing I like about you is true! The thing I love about you is also true! And...and , I want to be your girlfriend, and I once said that I want to be with you forever, all...all...all are true!!"

"..."

When the crying voice almost hoarse came from the other end of the phone, he clenched his teeth as if he had been punched hard in the heart, and tried hard to keep his face calm.

But the trembling eyes in his eyes have completely sold himself out...

……

Yes.

Sitting blankly in his room, holding the phone that has become hot in one hand, while in the other hand, he is holding tightly the phone that belongs to that person with a somewhat cold shell.

Oh Soo-jin lowered her head, and while biting her lips hard, the crystal tears couldn't be restrained from welling up from her eyes, slipped down her cheeks, and wet her clothes.

After seeing the note that someone had left so clumsily that even he didn't know if he could remember it, Oh Soo-jin really realized one thing.

It turned out that... the feelings for that person, the feelings that she had ignored for many years and subconsciously protected for many years, had been hidden deep in her heart.

She...in fact, she has liked that person for a long time.

Really early very early.

Long before she told that person that she was his girlfriend with a joking attitude, long before she was about to debut, long before...the years when she was taken care of by that person as his younger sister, she already liked him Yes, I really... really like it!

Therefore, at that time, when that person asked herself that question in a hesitant and tentative tone, she gave him an affirmative answer out of nowhere.

It turns out...it's not just because of the heart of joking!
In fact, she liked that person a long time ago, no...it should be called "love".

Because of the love for that person, I have bad "ambition".

Why didn't I realize my intentions until now?

During the process of trying to contact him by phone, such questions kept popping up in Oh Soo-jin's mind repeatedly.

Regret and frustration continued to erode her heart, but at the same time... She suddenly felt very lucky.

She was thankful that at least she didn't wake up until she completely lost that person.

At the same time, she also understood why she was so restless during this time.

Because... She knew very well that if under such circumstances, even if the two of them really reconciled by then, it would not be the reconciliation she really wanted.

If Han Yu really had dissatisfaction and resentment towards himself, even if he chose to forgive himself because of his soft heart in the end, the traces in his heart would never be erased.

Even if it is reconciliation, there is no possibility between them anymore.

This is what really makes Zheng Xiujing deeply afraid!

She absolutely, absolutely does not want to give up on that person.

This is her unyielding insistence.

After confirming her mind, she never wanted to hug that person tightly more than now.

To be able to bury her face in his arms, just cry quietly for a while, even this kind of thing has become the best wish in her heart at this time.

So... Even if she wants to do such a stalking behavior that can be said to be unbelievable to her in the past, she is still willing to "have a thick skin", even if it is said to be begging for forgiveness, she will tell him Express your true heart.

Because, because...

……

"But, Xiujing...I realize that I don't love you."

Suddenly, a voice rang out without warning, which not only stunned the tear-stained girl on the other side of the phone, but also stunned the girl on the other side who was pretending to be holding a fashion magazine, her eyes were a little unbelievable He turned his head to look at the tall figure sitting at the other end of the sofa.

As a result, seeing this, Jung Soo-yeon couldn't help being stunned again, and couldn't help biting her lip——

At this time, Han Yu had put down the hand he was pressing on his lips, and lowered his head slightly while holding the phone.

From his slightly frowned brows, people could still see a little complexity in his heart, but more emotions were revealed from the expression on his face, which was an indescribable calm.

Yes, calm.

As if he had decided something, he lowered his eyes, his deep eyes were full of usual tenderness, and said softly while holding the phone:

"I'm sorry, Xiujing...I didn't expect the relationship between us to change so quickly, but even so, I think I should say sorry to you."

"As for your confession...it really exceeded my expectations."

"To be honest, I'm a little dazed, and I'm also a little inexplicably happy. At least... I know that I didn't let this happen between you and me because I was treated as a fool."

Suddenly.

Seemingly a little stimulated by his words, Oh Soo-jin seemed to have finally come to her senses, a flash of intense panic flashed across her pale and tear-stained face, followed by her With red eyes, he wanted to say something on the phone.

However, the person on the other end of the phone did not give her such a chance.

With just a simple preemptive sentence, he easily defeated the courage she had just summoned up...

"However, because of this, because of Xiujing's serious attitude, I also seriously thought about and recalled the relationship between the two of us in the past, and then I found a thing that made people a little bit at a loss for what to say. ...that is, I don't seem to love you, Xiujing."

"..."

The silence coming from the phone didn't seem to be beyond my expectations. Han Yu opened his mouth while holding the phone, hesitantly opened his mouth, then took a deep breath, and continued:

"I know you should also think this is ridiculous."

"Like, there should be a little bit, but love... It's not at all."

"Xiujing, what you said just now made me carefully examine my mentality in the past period of time, and then I realized... I didn't treat you like Xiujing because I accepted you, nor because I liked you, Xiujing. Treat you like your own girlfriend."

"I found out that all this is actually because...you told me that you are my girlfriend, it's as simple as that."

"To be honest, I can't deny that, Xiujing, you inadvertently showed your feelings for me at that time, which played a big role. At that time, the way you rushed to catch the bowl of porridge gave me a lot. It was a big shock, so I subconsciously thought in my heart, I might as well treat you as a girlfriend first."

"At least, in this way, no matter what the truth is, I won't count as making a mistake to you."

"Well... It's almost because of this reason that I treated you like that during the previous period."

...Catch that bowl of porridge?

In a trance, she listened to his voice that had become a little erratic in her ear, and suddenly remembered the incident that she had almost forgotten in her mind.

original……

Is that so?

It turns out...it's because of this reason, so...is that why that person treats himself so kindly?
So in the end... so it turns out that only you are acting like an idiot?

"in addition……"

His voice came from her ear again, but at this moment, she no longer knew what to say.

"in addition……"

Pursing his lips and frowning slightly, he seemed to be hesitant, but in the end, he still lowered his head, held the phone and said those very cruel words easily——

"In addition, I actually said that I believed you, but what you said about Xiujing should be due to my personality, and I didn't completely choose to believe it. You should have noticed some of it. I never dared to make really, very intimate things to you. Behavior, because... subconsciously, I haven't fully believed it yet. So...in fact, most of the intimacy I have shown to you since this time is my performance..."

"OPPA! ENOUGH!!"

Suddenly there was a loud and icy shout from beside him.

Changing from her usual dazed look, Jung Soo-yeon got up and walked over, snatched the phone from Han Yu's hand, staring at Han Yu with a look of disappointment that seemed to be unbelievable.

But at this moment, Zheng Xiujing on the other end of the phone suddenly spoke.

"Oni...Give him back the phone and let him finish talking..."

"Xiujing..."

"Euni!"

Zheng Xiujing's voice was a little trembling, but she said every word very clearly, "I want to hear him finish..."

"..."

Raising her slender hands and brushing her black hair in a irritated manner, Jung Soo-yeon held the phone in her hand, and stared coldly at the man sitting in front of her with a silent face.

In the end, she casually threw the phone back, and then stood in front of him with her arms folded, staring at him with her black and white eyes, as if she was faintly conveying some kind of warning to him. Same.

It's just that someone doesn't know what happened today.

After getting back the mobile phone, he hesitated for a while, still facing the murderous gaze from the girl in front of him, as if concluding, he finally said to the other end of the phone:

"All in all...I am very flattered by Xiujing's confession, I didn't expect you to be so serious.

But...it is because of your seriousness that I have to reply you with the same seriousness—I have forgiven you for the lies you told me.

But between the two of us... Maybe we can only go back to the relationship we had in your memory.

I say that, do you understand? "

"..."

"oh, I understand now."

After being silent for a long time, when her hoarse answer that sounded like raving came from her ear, facing Mao Mao's deep eyes that seemed to contain countless anger, he finally let out a long sigh of relief. , leaned back on the sofa...

　The big two-in-one chapter... well, it's not over yet.

　　In addition, when I coded this section, I was listening to Acoustic's "I Miss You Too Much" and Urban Zakapa's "I Don't Love You". If you are interested, you can come and listen to it...it should make you feel better.

　　
　
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