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Chapter 750 A Luxury Named You (Part [-])
"When is a person the loneliest? 』

For this question, Han Yu also has his own answer.

That is--

When you have a secret that no one can tell, you will feel that you are so out of tune with this world.

No matter how well you get along with other people, there is always a gap in your heart that only you know.

Always subconsciously want to ignore - in fact, he did ignore many times.

Can be ignored, does not mean does not exist.

It hides beneath its nonchalant exterior and spreads deeply.

It can't be removed, and it can't be forgotten.

Today, maybe the once gloomy personality has been gradually cured by many good things in the past few months.

Han Yu suddenly realized that his views on some issues were different from before.

What happened to Xiujing was really difficult for him in the past to accept.

But the reason and the secret behind it, he will understand after thinking about it.

So even though he was still a little uneasy, he was more or less relieved about this matter.

The real reason why he couldn't say the words "I like you too" to Xiujing was because of the secret deep in his heart.

In order to keep that secret, he didn't even dare to let Quan Yun'er perform hypnotherapy on him.

It feels like protecting a fragile bubble, for fear that the bubble will burst and the dream will wake up.

What's more, even if he really told her the truth about the problems between him and Zheng Xiujing, it would be useless.

The girl I like looks at me, smiles at me, and even the feelings in my heart are actually sent to another person.

Regarding this situation, to be honest, Han Yu didn't have much real feeling in his heart until now.

Maybe it's because the time they spend together is so short, and they are so clumsy and belatedly aware of each other's feelings.

However, Han Yu didn't intend to further experience this feeling at all.

That's right, he was indeed determined to let himself live with two people on his back.

However, family affection and love, in Han Yu's view, are two completely different emotions.

As a son of the Jin family, he can love Xia Yan and Taeyeon, as an adopted son of the Lin family, he can be filial to Father Lin and dote on that girl Yuner, and he can even be the half of the Zheng family who has a close relationship Son, go get close to Mama Zheng and take care of Maomao.

But... He can't let himself bear the love that shouldn't belong to him, can he?
I should really like that girl Xiujing after getting along with men and women, but what about Xiujing for me?

Most of her feelings for herself are based on the memories she thought she had with herself.

Even she herself admitted this fact during the call just now.

Han Yu doesn't mind acting as Lin Yunyu and Jin Zhiyu. To be honest, they are now inseparable from each other.

but!

At least……

At least in this situation, Han Yu had to distinguish himself from another "Han Yu" in his heart.

He couldn't convince himself to accept a girl who didn't love him, and he couldn't convince himself to deceive a girl's feelings as a lover who might be with her for a lifetime in the future.

That's why he has been so indifferent in the past period of time.

That's why he hung up the phone twice unreasonably before.

He wanted to solve the problem peacefully.

Because he already had a little understanding of the pride in this girl's heart.

I thought that with my own attitude, she should at least choose to give up temporarily because of a momentary anger.

If this is the case, over time, the feelings in my heart may fade, and I can get along well with her.

The phrase "return to the previous relationship" in his previous words, such a seemingly heartless sentence, who would have thought that it is actually the biggest expectation in his heart at present?
For the girl who sneaked into his house that night, for the girl who was really close to him wholeheartedly, even though he knew that the person in her heart was not him, Han Yu still didn't want to really have an embarrassment with her. stranger.

At least we can meet each other freely in the future.

This was the best ending he could think of between them.

But he didn't expect that he still underestimated this girl's stubbornness.

It may also be self-defeating.

Oh Soo-jin didn't hesitate to call herself O'Neill, the meaning revealed behind this incident itself was already quite unusual.

Because, this is tantamount to letting this girl show her truly vulnerable and helpless side to her family for the sake of her relationship with Han Yu.

With Jessica Jung's character, to do this, it can be said that she has completely let go of her self-esteem and pride.

But all she did was just to have a serious talk with Han Yu for the last time.

then……

There was Han Yu's cruel answer before.

The reason is self-evident.

Some girls say that men always make choices presumptuously, saying that they are for the good of women, but they never think about whether women want such so-called good.

Han Yu didn't know if his actions were also the kind of "self-righteous".

But he knew very well that if he and Zheng Xiujing were allowed to develop like that, even though that girl might never know the truth for the rest of her life, the secret hidden in his heart... was enough to make him unable to like Zheng Xiujing wholeheartedly.

This kind of feeling is an extremely extravagant thing for her and herself.

Because it is false, it is extravagant, because it is unnecessary, it is extravagant.

It's best to be able to solve it all at once...

……

Sitting alone in the living room for a long time.

Han Yu didn't know if he was punishing himself.

The clock on the wall slowly moved toward zero, but the brain did not feel drowsy as usual.

I feel an inexplicable sobriety.

Bored, I remembered something, and turned on the cell phone that was turned off.

Seeing the lit screen, it seemed a little dazzling at night. After thinking about it, he still pursed his lips, stood up with his mobile phone, and felt the stiffness of his sedentary muscles and the coolness of the night air. , ready to go to the study on the second floor.

"Ding Ding!"

Just at this time, a text message notification sounded suddenly, breaking the silence, and at the same time making him stop involuntarily.

He raised his mobile phone and glanced at it. It was a series of numbers without notes, but after a closer look, he found that this number was so familiar.

On his handsome face, there was a look of both stupefaction and hesitation.

Hesitated for a long time.

He still decided to see what the girl sent him. If he scolded him, maybe he would feel better after reading it.

However, when the specific content of the text message came into his sight with the swipe of his fingertips, he couldn't help but stand still in place.

Her tone... seemed unexpectedly cautious.

【In the future. Even if you don’t like it, even if you hate it, as long as you can think of me for 1 minute every day, is it okay?】

"..."

Suddenly.

One hand couldn't help pressing on his chest, the knuckles were white, and the back of the hand was slightly bruised, and a familiar feeling swept out from the whole body.

Cold and hot.

The heart in the chest, once again, violently beat at that high-speed frequency.

The thoughts in his head became as blank and blank as before.

In addition to the buzzing in the ears, there is only a worse gasp and heartbeat.

He closed his lips tightly, allowing the veins on his forehead to bulge, his face flushed, and he half-knelt down in a trance.

This time, he was surprisingly calm.

As if, already familiar with the same.

"Snapped……"

"O, OPPA——!"

Just before he fell sideways on the floor and his consciousness couldn't resist falling into the darkness, he vaguely saw the door of the opposite room opened from the inside, and a beautiful figure rushed towards him with a cry of surprise, standing at her feet. , and a group of black shadows also quickly ran over.

The last clear thought in my mind was strange.

——'This little guy still has a bit of conscience... I hope this time, he won't make such a fuss. '

(End of this chapter)