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Chapter 794 Dear First Love

"After becoming an artist, what is the biggest experience?" 』

This question, on Sun Chenghuan's side, maybe she will give you a clearer answer after a short thought——

"It makes people feel a heartfelt feeling of being out of tune with the world. 』

This is not some nonsense, but her most real experience since her debut nearly half a year ago.

The environment you experience every day, the people and things you meet, and even the attitude of the people around you towards yourself.

It's completely different from before it debuted.

Between people, no matter what the previous relationship is, sometimes it will change because of some changes in each other.

The most obvious thing is that Sun Chenghuan can clearly feel that since his debut, with his busy schedule every day, the relationship between many original friends and himself has gradually become flat.

Up to now, many of those "ordinary friends" in the past have not been in touch for a long time.

To be honest, Sun Chenghuan also thinks that he is relatively sensitive in terms of feelings.

This may have something to do with her natural personality.

In the clarity of the Canadians, there is a bit of sensibility from the Koreans.

Cheerful people always hope to get along well with those around them.

Or, everyone wants to make more friends, and everyone wants to reflect their sense of existence through more connections with society.

People are afraid of being ignored, but also afraid of being alone.

For a girl with Sun Chenghuan's temperament, perhaps the impact of this kind of thing is even more cruel.

Because whenever she is free and turns her head to look at the passers-by coming and going outside the window of the nanny's car, she can clearly feel the distance between herself and others and other ordinary people.

However, she is powerless to change anything, because this kind of life is her own choice.

At the same time, she has to receive another emotion that makes her feel quite majestic.

People who value feelings will always think wildly, and when she receives hundreds of the same feelings at one time, she will become overwhelmed.

Fans are consumers, and idols are producers.

In the past, Sun Chenghuan was always able to look at the delicate relationship between fans and artists with a more utilitarian and calm attitude.This may also have something to do with the environment in which she grew up.

'Don't get too close to your fans, otherwise, sooner or later you'll get into trouble. '

The same is true of the warnings of some predecessors.

In Sun Chenghuan's previous concept, the relationship between fans and artists is more like the relationship between buyers and sellers, without too many personal feelings.

There should naturally be a layer of distance between fans and artists, everyone will not get too close to each other, this is the best protection.

——I used to think so.

I don't know if the sentimentality born in my bones has once again played a role it shouldn't have, and Sun Chenghuan doesn't know if he is moaning without illness.

All in all, since her debut these days, every time she feels fans' fanatical love for herself and others, the entanglement in her heart becomes more and more intense.

For the love of others, with her character, she always wants to respond.

However, whether it is the company's instructions or the admonitions of her peers and seniors, they are all preventing her from extending her hand.

On the other hand, she also felt confused about these feelings at the same time.

Can the one-sided information received by only relying on the eyes and ears really make people have such great feelings for a person who was originally a stranger?

It's not that Sun Chenghuan can't understand the mentality of the fans. In fact, when she saw and got along with that person earlier, she really felt a throbbing feeling in her heart.

However, there is still a lot of rationality in this feeling.

So Sun Chenghuan really couldn't imagine what kind of situation the fanatical fan behavior she knew happened under.

After becoming an artist, the anxiety of life changes, coupled with not knowing how to deal with the relationship with fans.

These are the main difficulties Sun Chenghuan is currently encountering.

Logically speaking, this man debuted a few months later than himself, so he shouldn't be consulted about this kind of question.

However, maybe it was because of the mature temperament that he always exuded, which made me unconsciously want to rely on him.

So, after being lucky enough to get him a chance to reciprocate, Sun Chenghuan chose to let him help her solve such a seemingly not difficult, but extremely urgent problem for her.

However, the answer he gave in the end was far beyond Sun Chenghuan's original expectations——

"This problem... is actually quite easy to solve."

"Uh-huh?"

"People who like you, you also like him, people who hate you, you also hate him, how easy it is."

A simple answer made Sun Chenghuan stunned uncontrollably, and a more thoughtful look appeared on his face.

"But, but, the company..."

"Don't confuse the relationship between Party A and Party B."

He shook his head, and the pair of bright eyes exposed above the mask looked directly at her, looking deep and deep, "Just because you signed a contract with your company, it doesn't mean that they are Party A, and you are the weak Party B. No, there is no such reason. In everyone's life, only they themselves are the real Party A."

Only you...is the real Party A?

At this moment, Sun Chenghuan's expression unconsciously completely showed a kind of thoughtful look, and there was still a little bit of bewilderment in it.

Because what he said really subverted her previous concept.

"I know what you're struggling with."

The slender fingers tapped the table a few times, making crisp sounds, like knocking on her heart, every word and sentence brought a completely different feeling.

"What you worry about is nothing more than the company's instructions and the guidance of those so-called seniors who have experienced it. They keep telling you that it is not a good behavior to be close to fans, so you have a taboo in your heart. But, why let Other people's norms, to restrain yourself?"

"Think about it carefully, why did you want to be an artist in the first place?"

"Whether it's for ideals in life, for better development in the future, or purely for money or other reasons, the starting point of all this is for yourself."

"That's why I would say that in everyone's life, only they themselves are Party A."

"Why do people work so hard, isn't it just to make themselves comfortable and to be able to do what they want?"

"Everyone is like this."

"So I really don't understand why you are so afraid of your own company. You know, each of you practiced so hard, spent several years, and then signed so many different contracts with those vampire-like brokerage companies. A treaty of equality, everything, isn't it just to make yourself 'comfortable'?"

"But now, you are instead willing to make yourself unhappy for the sake of those so-called treaties. Isn't this putting the cart before the horse?"

His words poured down from the top of his head like a basin of cold water, causing Sun Chenghuan to shiver from the heart!
She pursed her lips tightly and looked down. This is a rare situation in life. Even with a fork in her hand, she suddenly felt a dull mood from the bottom of her heart.

"Let's get down to business."

"You asked me how to treat my fans. I know that your entanglement is not only because you are at a loss for this kind of relationship, but also because of various restrictions, you are afraid, and you dare not do what you want. response."

"So, since you asked me here, I will answer you solemnly here—follow your own will."

Sun Chenghuan took a deep breath, raised his face, looked at him closely with an inexplicable expression, and asked timidly in a low voice: "Follow... my heart?"

"Yes. Think about why you became an artist in the first place. I think you will have an answer. Don't worry too much about the shitty company issues. When you sign a contract with them, it's not you who serve them, but them. Serving you, a mere Party B, what right do you have to limit the freedom of Party A? Huh?"

He said some vulgar words in an understatement again, but Sun Chenghuan didn't feel that there was anything wrong with it, on the contrary... he felt very happy in his heart.

"Then, to be honest, OPPA, regarding the fans' feelings for me, I really..."

Seeing her stuttering, slightly flushed cheeks, and a cute look that didn't know how to explain it to him, he couldn't help laughing.

Shaking his head, he stood up from his seat. He suddenly stretched out his hand, like a parent comforting a depressed child, and patted Sun Chenghuan's head lightly.

The fingertips and palms touched the silky hair, tasted it lightly, and split it instantly, making people feel that there is no other ambiguous charm except for a warm intimacy.

"Have you ever fallen in love with someone at first sight?"

It was still a very short reply, but Sun Chenghuan fell into deep thought again after being slightly stunned.

Without saying anything more, a pair of deep black eyes just silently watched the girl in front of him with a smile.

At this time, he no longer had the free-spirited look he had earlier, but was more like a big brother talking to his younger sister. Under the mask, there was a kind of heart-warming gentleness in the smile on his face.

After thinking about it, he seemed to be planning to make room for the girl, and turned around to open the door of the private room to go out for a stroll.

"However, if it's love at first sight, um... just blindly fantasizing about yourself, can it really make people have such deep feelings?"

When the hand was on the handle, another hesitant soft question came from behind.

He paused, and his face became a little weird for no reason.

Then, he turned his head, the corner of his mouth under the mask grinned, and a sunny and wicked smile appeared on his handsome face:

"You, you are too young~"

For an instant, Sun Chenghuan was taken aback, and soon after, she came to her senses and wrinkled her nose angrily.

what!Are you underestimating yourself? !

Ignoring the particularly dissatisfied eyes of a certain girl, he turned his head with a smile on the corner of his mouth, opened the door of the private room, and moved his lips slightly imperceptibly, with a volume that only he could hear, mumbling muttered to himself:

"That's right, the so-called depth of love, you, you still can't realize it..."

Suddenly.

"Crack-"

"Crack-"

There were two door opening sounds one after the other, making the two people who walked out of their private room almost at the same time turn their heads involuntarily.

So, the next moment, the two people reacted differently——

"OOOOO..."

Breathing in an instant, I didn't even know why I suddenly became short of breath, and the pair of bright eyes on the mask were wide open.

The original feeling of loss and sentimentality in my heart was suddenly lost to the sky at this second.

In her eyes, she could only see the slender figure who just came out of the private room with his hand on the handle;
As for him, the first second he saw her, there was still a little doubt on his face under the mask.

It seems, a little familiar?

As a result, after a while, he raised his eyebrows when he heard the stammering and rough voice that reached his ears.

A pair of deep eyes narrowed immediately.

In the eyes, suddenly there was a faint light of interest——

"Hey Xigu? This one, isn't it our Miss.T who is shinier than mushrooms~?"

(End of this chapter)