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Chapter 944 Calling
『-What kind of existence is a mother? -No matter what you encounter, as long as you call in your heart, you can see the person when you turn around. 』

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"I never thought that there would be a day when your even mother would reappear in front of me in such a posture."

"It may make you feel ridiculous to say it, but I still want to tell you... Do you know that on that day, when your even mother took you and appeared in front of me, my heart was suddenly filled with tears A pure, gigantic ecstasy took hold."

"I don't have any thoughts in my mind. It's blank. I'm so excited and happy that I don't know what to say. Even... At that short moment, I subconsciously forgot about my wife and children standing behind me..."

Han Yu closed his eyes and leaned back gently against the wall of the columbarium.

The whitewashed and clean wall surface seemed to form a sharp contrast with the deep black suit on his body, which made people feel a silent silence in their hearts.

He opened his mouth to speak, but felt that everything was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't even squeeze out a single word.

"I don't like what you're saying. It sounds...makes her like the kind of bad woman who seduces people."

Father Jin gave a low smile, a faint self-deprecating expression appeared on the lowered middle-aged face in the loneliness.

He nodded solemnly, and said softly, seemingly with great emotion: "Yes! How could your mistress be a bad person? Originally, I was the one who was wrong. In the story, of course, all the ugly people should be I was right."

"Your words..." Opening his eyes, Han Yu sat up a little bit, turned his head and looked at Father Jin quietly, "It makes me feel no sincerity."

"I've always been stupid and don't know how to speak, but I hope you can believe me. Everything I say to you is from the bottom of my heart."

Father Jin always had that bitter smile on his lips, and he also turned his head to look at the young figure beside him who was much taller and more handsome than himself.

In his eyes, apart from a bit of love that makes people can't help avoiding their eyes, there is also an inexplicable complexity vaguely.

Han Yu stared at him silently for a few seconds, then withdrew his gaze as usual, turned around, looked at the urn storage cabinet in the corner that was shining brightly in the sunlight, and asked lightly. Said: "The situation after that, if I'm not wrong, my mother hoped that you could take me in?"

Father Jin still turned his head, staring fixedly at his handsome side face that was also bathed in the sun, and then nodded after a while: "Not all. She brought you back at that time and actually only said a few words , but the general meaning is that I really hope that I can keep you."

"What's the reason?"

There didn't seem to be any superfluous emotions on Han Yu's face. He said calmly: "She is a very strong person. There is no special reason. She will not take me to ask for help, let alone come to you."

"You're right. If it wasn't for her dying, she would never have let me know of your existence."

In an instant.

The atmosphere seemed to freeze invisibly.

Han Yu silently turned his head to look at Father Jin.

"Your mother's heart disease, I don't know if you know it well?"

Lowering his face, turning a blind eye to Han Yu's slight changes in clenched hands and clenched teeth, Father Jin muttered to himself in a tone of reminiscence and narrative: "I don't know if I want to live with you. That’s why, your aunt’s condition was already very serious at that time, and it was a bit difficult for her to even go out for activities and go back to Jeonju. So in fact, your aunt took you back to Jeonju, She only said two things to me. The first one, she felt that she was going to die. The second one, she said that if possible, she hoped that after she passed away, I could take you in."

"But you still didn't make it in the end." When Han Yu said this, his deep voice seemed to be suppressing something. Under the seemingly calm surface, he didn't know what kind of emotions were hidden.

"Yes, I didn't."

Father Jin also nodded bluntly. He put his hands on his knees, raised his head suddenly, and took a deep breath. Then, he pursed his lips tightly and turned his head to meet Han Yu's gaze, with a frank face. You said grimly: "I don't want to use your aunt, Zhixiong, and Taeyeon as any reason or excuse anymore. The choice I made back then, if it was wrong, it was wrong, and I will not deny anything. You should hate me too." Yes. But I don’t want any misunderstandings in your mind, and I don’t want your mother’s image to become something I never want to see. So, I brought you here today , on her memorial day. I want to tell you everything, that's all. As for whether you will forgive me later... I don't have any extravagant demands."

During the process, Han Yu's expression didn't seem to have changed much after listening to Father Jin's deep voice quietly.

When it comes to this, the situation is already clear at a glance.

He is not the so-called illegitimate child that he once thought, even Taeyeon and the others mistakenly thought.

For some reason, after learning the truth from Jin's father, Han Yu found that he didn't feel much happiness in his heart, and he didn't even feel the sense of relief that he should have.

He felt that he...was in a worse mood.

I can't really explain the reason, but it's like pressing a heavy stone on my chest. It's not particularly heavy, but there's a sense of oppression that can't be ignored all the time.

"Did you... ever hate her?"

Suddenly, he asked softly.

Under Father Jin's slightly fluctuating eyes, he pursed his lips, an indescribable expression suddenly appeared on his face, he turned his head and looked at Father Jin in a daze.

"Between ideals and love, she didn't choose the relationship between you. Or to put it bluntly, she was unwilling to compromise with reality for your love. Her choice...have you ever resented her?"

Hearing his question, Father Jin was silent for a long time. In the end, he smiled very carefreely, shook his head and said, "Actually, I don't think the 'ideal' and 'reality' in your mouth are linked. Because Ideals can be changed, but reality leaves you with no choice. I understand the rationality of your aunt choosing reality, but I don’t agree with what you said that your aunt gave up the relationship between me and her for the sake of ideals. It’s not because What self-confidence, but because your mother has always been such a serious person when dealing with feelings. In her opinion, no ideal can be so lofty as a reason to hurt a person. "

A gloomy light seemed to flash in Han Yu's eyes, "Words from "The Thorn Bird"?"

"Yeah." Father Jin looked at him, smiled again, and said, "I don't know about her favorite book?"

"Love unattainable, bird of thorns forever forbidden."

Taking a deep breath, he looked at the photo in the distant glass window with a smile that looked hazy in the sunlight, and stared at the gentle figure on it that he would never forget in this life. Father Jin's appearance revealed a kind of A different kind of relief and sentimentality.

"Now that I think about it, "Dear Eun Dong" really condenses too much of her. Maybe I can't compare with Chi Enhao at all. I don't have his 20 years of affection, let alone As reckless as he is. But in Eun Dong's body... I really saw your mother, the girl who dared to love and hate. Eun Dong wanted to become an actress, even though she had forgotten and given up after many years , but Eun-ho still remembers it and finished it for her. I can't give you such feelings. It's right to separate...Even if we do it all over again, the result will be the same."

The two thin lips parted open.

But in the end, Han Yu still couldn't say anything.

He nodded wordlessly to Father Jin, then stood up, as if preparing to leave, ending the conversation between the two of them today.

However, before he could walk a few steps, his figure stopped inexplicably.

Immediately afterwards, a low and clear voice came into the ears of Father Jin who was still sitting in his original position, which made him stunned.

"In the notepad left by my mother, there is a page in which there is such a sentence: God can't be everywhere, so he created mother."

Han Yu looked back at him, his dark and deep eyes seemed to be the surface of a lake under the night, rippling and shimmering in the silence.

"Although in my current memory, of the two of you, I seem to have more contact with you than my mother, and I have never even met her, but compared to you, I feel more for my mother closer."

"No one can decide how others live. The only thing we can control is ourselves."

"It's not easy for a woman to live with no one to rely on, and when she can barely maintain her own life, she still has to bear the lives of two people and try to live... that's even more difficult .”

"So! Regarding the concern you mentioned earlier, it didn't exist at the beginning. I can fully understand the choices of all of you at that time, and everyone was very helpless, whether it was you or Aunt Jin. I never resented My mother. Even though I didn't even have a real word with her, I... still loved her."

"Because, maybe my appearance was an unexpected accident for everyone, but my birth is the most precious love that my even mother gave me."

This is the first time that Han Yu officially mentioned the title "Once Upon a Time" in a conversation.

When he said the last sentence word by word, he didn't pay attention to Father Jin's completely frozen and slightly trembling face, but looked at the window where Han Yishi's urn was kept from a distance, and fell silent for a moment. bowed.

Then, turn around and leave.

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When he just walked outside the columbarium, the blazing sun that seemed to occupy all the space in his field of vision for a moment made his eyes squint.

But in the next second, the warm feeling on his body seemed to instantly weaken the heaviness in his heart.

Looking at the people quietly entering and leaving the gate of the columbarium, the whole person breathed a sigh of relief, then subconsciously blinked, raised his slender palm, touched the white mask used to cover his face, and the corner of his mouth could not help revealing There was a faint wry smile.

Speaking of which, even if I came to pay homage to my mother, I still have to guard against reporters like this all the time. Is it considered a disrespectful act?

There is no answer to this question.

Of course, Han Yu knew that he could take off his mask in front of the crowd without any scruples, just to show his sincerity, but it didn't make much sense to do so. What's more, even if those all-pervasive reporters didn't show up, the ashes at this time alone Those passers-by near the hall, if anyone recognizes him, things will get out of hand.

Therefore, even if you feel unhappy, you can only keep it in your heart.

In front of the public, he had to be that popular star.

"OPPA——!"

Suddenly at this moment, a slightly familiar excited call came into his ears.

Just as Han Yu was about to turn his head to look, his vision was blurred, and he saw a petite figure flying towards him.

All of a sudden, the body quickly opened its arms like a conditioned reflex, and caught the little girl who was over excited, with a dazed look on her face.

It wasn't until he saw clearly the cute little face rubbing against his arms, that he blinked his eyes in a daze, and immediately smiled, petting and glaring at the little girl angrily, and said: " Ah, Jin Xiayan, aren't you afraid that my hand slipped and I didn't catch it?"

"Hmph~ I'm not afraid~ I'm OPPA, but it's very powerful~"

With an embarrassed smile in her mouth, the little girl arched her nose, gave him a thumbs up fawningly, and winked her eyes playfully after she was done.

Amused by Jin Xiayan's funny performance, Han Yu couldn't help but look at her with a straight face. Han Yu looked at her softly and asked, "Why did you come here from Quanzhou? Did you come with Dad? But Why didn't I see you before?"

"No~" Jin Xiayan shook her head honestly, then smiled at him innocently, and said, "I came with my second brother~"

"Second brother?"

Dazed for a moment, Han Yu looked up and saw two figures walking side by side.

Facing Han Yu's gaze, standing beside Kim Taeyeon, Jin Zhixiong, who was also wearing a black suit, couldn't help raising his hand and touching the back of his head, and smiled awkwardly:

"H... Hiong, long time no see."

(End of this chapter)